#...anyway-

getting to call ur crush "babe" is the best thing ever

Sometimes I forget that ANY amount of suicidal ideation isn't normal. Hmm.

And to the nice older man I sold brake fluid to today, I wasn't avoiding eye contact because you were talking too much or making me uncomfortable. I'm autistic and physically retraining myself to ask you to wash your hands so your nails could be clean so I could suck your fingers because you reminded me of a young Barry Windham and I got so turned on I almost died