@vengeancedemon replied to your post “[pm] I went to dinner at someone's house for a...”:
[pm] I didn't kill him. I felt like [ ... ] I couldn't move. Like something in my body was broken. It was like I couldn't breathe, which is stupid because I don't /need/ to breathe. And then he wasn't even looking at me, and it made me wonder if I was just [ ... ] imagining that he was there. I do that, sometimes. I see people when they're not there, but usually only their bodies. My wife. My kid. But this guy isn't- But it was him. I'm sure it was him. I wouldn't forget his face. I don't think I could.
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I think [ ... ] I am not doing well. I don't know. I don't know.
[PM] That sounds kind of like a panic attack, maybe. Which would be pretty understandable I basically had one the first time I saw Dai [...] Okay. I have to go help Hazel with something, but after that I'm going to come over. I don't think you should be alone
[...] I can tell you about the guy I've been fucking. You love that gossip shit.