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and if anybody else out there with access to a button press wants to make these pins for themselves i've included a sheet to print out under the readmore

a reminder that it's okay if your alters aren't formed from something directly traumatic ! no matter if they've been created by someone , or if they have their own way they ended up in your system ; just because they aren't traumagenic or split off from someone else does not make you any less valid . the way your alters come around , intentionally or not , does not dictate your validity !

people are so immature when it comes to this fucking scene lmao. i get that the episode came out less than 48 hours ago, and people are still processing what the hell even happened - but can we be so fr for a second. people (mostly shadow milk cookie fans from what i've seen) are being needless haters for like, absolutely no reason lol. if not on here then other platforms. hating silent salt cookie, saying he should die, asking what shadow milk did to deserve it.

i get it, i still think smc is interesting and was genuinely surprised when ssc pulled what he did. but i also screamed in fucking joy because holy shit smc is finally getting his ass humbled. "justified crashout"? yeah, not for smc but for ssc. since before the sealing, ssc had sworn to take revenge upon the beasts (and rightfully so) and now he's finally doing that.

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"Kill-... Ha Kitten.. Honey-"

"I'm serious Jeremiah..."

"Rane's not even from 'ere Matrix, how would we-... I mean I dunno 'bout ya, I'm uh... Not gonna kill the kid wit' jus a touch, I'm not Death heh heh.."

".... Stick, how much do you really know about this Multiverse?"

" Popsicle sticks and glue worth of it I guess... never fuckin' thought-"

"....So.. Not at all? You could have started with that."

"Bad humor is my copin' mechanism Kitten..."

"... Alright- Uh.. Fuck... The Multiverse is not just about AUs..."

"H-hah, ok... Um, shi-.. What the fuck does that mean?"

"It means how it is. S' coding, wound around sequences that sometimes need to be present... Or, need to be... 'cleaned up' in a way.

"So, your job?"

"Yeah, kinda."

"What does ya job- Fuck sorry, we never talked on this did we..."

"No-... We uh-... Actually haven't. I'm a destroyer, I do what I was more or less- Formed to do..."

"Yeah, an' you were like Connie before?"

"... 'Was'... Now I'm this."

"Is it bad, that your like this-"

"YES."

"Oh-"

"I can't EVEN think of my own son without-"

"...Withouuuut?"

"......Stick, I NEED you to understand this when I told you I was dangerous, I meant every fucking bit of that. I am NOT meant to have a GOOD ending, I'm the one who deletes those 'stories"

"S-... Sorry Stories?"

"Those URGES I get aren't just every once in a while, THEY ARE CONSTANT. Every day, every hour, they are RAMPANT in my mind. I can only suppress for the sake of YOU, and what WE have."

"ah.."

"That doesn't mean I'm OK, I'm NEVER OK. I will NEVER be OK... I love Rane, I truly do- But, if I think about him...."

"Kit- Slow down... What do you..."

"Errors kill humans Stick... Trait humans..."

"...."

"If I mess with the timeline, IN ANYWAY, in ANY MEANS... HE DIES."

".....Because, you'll kill him..."

"I won't be able to stop myself... and, removing him would kill him too- STICK HE'S NOT SUPPOSE TO BE HERE, AND CAUSING ANY INTERFERENCE WOULD CAUSE HIM TO DIE- OR FUCK, EVEN CORRUPT!"

"wait... Wait fuck- you can-... You can do that?"

"YES- YES I CAN.. I'VE DONE IT MULTIPLE TIMES OVER A SPAN OF Y E A R S. AND, I REMEMBER EACH TIME IT OCCURRED, EACH THOUGHT THAT TRANSPIRED, EACH EMOTION THAT WAS EXPRESSED. I KILLED THOSE HUMANS STICK, I KILLED THEM WITHOUT THOUGHT, WITHOUT REMORSE.... I've-..I've...Hurt him...."

"Kit- Kitten- Matrix s' ok ya gettin' ahead of yerself sweetheart-"

"No- I-i-i a-aC-TUALLY-"

"Matrix..."

"St-Stick I KILLED-"

"Honey please, I want you to talk believe me, but you need to breathe through it before we can.."

"H-H-H-H-H-H..H-H..h..h..h.h...h...........hff."

"...There we go, good job Kits, you're doin' a good job."

"......"

"...I... I- killed him once Stick... I didn't even know what was h-happening before it.... Did."

"......."

"I'm so sorry I-...I'm not meant for this-"

"Matrix..."

"I married ya for a reason. I'm not goin' against those vows anytime soon... I love you, I love OUR son, I love OUR daughter... I want nothin' more than for them to grow up safe an healthy... In order fer that to happen though, we need ya healthy an aware as well... I know you wouldn't hurt Rane willingly. Hell, you almost ran away WHILE IN LABOR- An while that was FUCKIN' terrifying- I know YOU. An I know even as a whole- World Destroyer- You are tryin' to be what you can be for me... For our kids... I'm not gonna stop believin' in that...."

"I-I d-didn't mean to..."

"I know you didn't. You are a good person put to tha' wolves of life. I don' like it, YOU certainly don't, but we continue wit' what pieces we have..."

"....

"We are gonna wage through this storm come any stray ass baseball that hits our way."

"H-heh, your analogies are so stupid and make n-no sense."

"They get you outta the glitchy funk, so I take mah wins as I see it."

"hehe<3"

"Let's start wit' one thing yeah?"

"-heH eh, sure."

"Let's check on our son, how's that sound?"

"That sounds.... Like the best idea I've ever heard f-ff-from your mouth."

"Ya can always ask fer a lil' more from my mouth as well~"