13. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I used to think no one saw how I was feeling and that was why they never asked. nope, simply they didn't care. now, yes i am kinda to my parents. to strangers too I suppose. and if i don't want some people to know, then yes, I'd like to think I am, and if I'm not then, I've got good enough friends they don't ask. but i am past trying to hide everything from everybody. tumblr helped me open up. if i need to voice them, i will at some point. unless I hate someone, a lot, but for both our sake, i will hide my feelings (or i know that person won't agree to being the biggest dick on earth, or won't understand why they're hurting someone's feelings, or i don't wanna spend hours explaining, then i will hide my feelings)
24. What are you sitting on right now?
29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
I don't think so, maybe when I was much younger. But I can't remember if it did.
50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
VERY MUCH SO, she is stunning and so cheerful and such a beautiful person and she's a really good friend. but her father died barely two weeks ago so she's not so cheerful anymore and she's not coping, well this soon, I don't think anyone can cope. and i don't really know how to handle that (well I know I shouldn't be in her face asking how she is every minute, I know basics, but what if she breaks down in class or something, I'm a bit scared and I'm so sad for her, I know I shouldn't show too much pity for her, but sometimes, it's good to know people are sad for you and try to be there when you are in pain, but sometimes it can be too much, etc. and my mother had a terrible time dealing with her father's death up to a year after, she used to faint whenever where ever, even in the middle of the street, i know it's going to be a really hard time for her but beside sending her the lessons she misses, i don't know how to be there for her without crowding her (because two other girls are really like "i want to hug you every five minutes") and i want to be there for her but i know she might not need it or want it at all