SO ahaha @spector-author wrote this amazing piece for Shockblurr fairy au and I just had to draw something. Some things are a bit inaccurate to the story though I got carried away :D
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thinking about ex!boyfriend san who is still very much in love with you but can never bring himself to admit it.
he still looks for you in the morning haze, still seeks out your warmth on colder nights, still hopes you'll walk through the front door again, chipper smile on your lips as you press kisses to his face. but san wakes to an empty bed everyday and an even emptier home: the walls of the apartment were stripped bare, with only faint dust marks to serve as proof there were once dozens of pictures hung there; the potted plant you kept by the kitchen window now sits in a secluded corner on the balcony because despite everything, san can't bear to throw it out or to let it die, not when it was one of the few things you left behind. there's a stillness in the air of his apartment now, like even the room held its breath in your absence. some part of him desperately wants to hate you for it. but for all his ire, san just wants you to come home.
he'd never admit it out loud though.
no, never aloud, where anyone could hear his want for you if they listened closely enough, where the air in his lungs expands and expands and expands until it's pressing against his ribcage and heart and suddenly he wants to fall to his knees from the pressure in his chest. it's painful โ to know that there's air in your lungs and yet, not be able to breathe properly. that's what it's like without you. he's alive, he's breathing, and yet why does it feel like he's not at the same time? why does it feel like he's stuck in some sort of limbo, living just half of his life? san has always wanted to live a fulfilling life and to live it to his best ability but he always imagined you there with him, living your lives to the fullest together. but he's here, going through the motions and you're out there somewhere. he hates himself for thinking you're as miserable as he is, hates that little bit of hope in his heart that maybe you'll realise life was better with him and come back. but then he remembers the finality in your words and the cold gaze in your eyes and that bit of hope dies quietly in the same place it was born.
grin. this is a dangerous dangerous question anon.
but ill try to answer with one or two. ah.. hm how do i start this. i like to think of vault boy as living in his own vault boy style universe. but i like to think that the tapes we see are just recorded and that he is in fact an actor. Obviously not in the primary "realistic" fallout universe like obviously he is just animated, but in my mind there's another universe where everyone just looks like that and he's a straight up dude!!!
is he good at being an actor? Kind of. Is he a total monster like every celebrity? 100%. would he cannibalize someone after the end of the world? Without a doubt. i think he's a terrible fucking person but he has whimsy and a silly nature that make him fun to watch, even if he is a terrible terrible person. i think he has awful ego issues from the vault tec limelight too and like a fucked up contract where he basically sold his soul away for a company that does not care about him outside of branding purposes. i think if he was alive post nukes he would do everything in his power to ruin their image because he feels like his life was ruined since he actually survived the nukes to begin with, and now he's got nothing left other than the memory of a company who completely fucked him over by making him the face of some of the most horrific crimes ever...
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Sometimes my job rlly feels like an emperorโs new clothes deal where no one actually knows what theyโre doing but donโt want to admit that so theyโre like *sniff* โhm yes well if you have a best practices documentโ and โof course weโd be happy to amplify the reach of your collateralโ
And Iโm just over here like yโall know those best practices and all those tweets were written by a dumbass who burned herself on frozen pizza last night. Right??
things that arenโt worthy to be called wips, cause i literally only had An Idea and deadass only wrote 2 words. like i was scrolling thru my drafts and found one that just hadย โyou woke upโ. wtf is up with that. so iโm just gonna lie down the basic thought for each of these, and Hopefully thatโll get it across so youโre just gonna have to imagine the fic yourself iโm sorry :pensive:
if anyone would like to use these ideas, please feel free and you donโt need to ask.
1. taking turns - a reader x sasuke fic
this was based on an idea i put int a post a long while ao, of... if sasuke had to wait four years until mc showed up in the sengoku era, then would the same potentially happen but reversed? cause i liked the idea a lot. reader coming to honno-ji every day despite having to juggle reclaim their past life (cause, come on, absence of three months is gonna do Sumn to your daily life and things surrounding it, like your rent, job, etc.) and i like subtle angs/comfort once sasuke Does come out of the wormhole.
2. a necessity they canโt see. - a male reader x yoshimoto fic.ย
this was at the time where i created my genderbent mai drawing? so i very much had the idea that male reader, who pertained the same hobbies like sewing and all, has always been ridiculed in the present for having aย โgirlyโ hobby. while i have yet to research about... genderย โnormsโ in the sengoku period, i feel like men at that time at least have the Duty to fight in war or sumn right? some sorts like that. so my idea was that reader started doubting his abilities and his use to the people that protects him.
so while thinking Deeply on his worth and if he can do anything further, he bumps into yoshimoto while heโs browsing some pretty shit idk. yoshimoto sees the way that reader looks at the fabric with obvious expertise, although reader tries to scold himself for thinking about art in such a warring time.
talking talking stuff, which basically leads to yoshimoto saying his stance on art as an existence even in such a time. because to him, and my own personal belief, art is in a way, a necessity. perhaps you wouldnโt die without a lack of art like you would food or water, but in such a trying time, art would be invaluable because itโs an effect on the mental state/spirit than anything, and iโm sure weโve all felt this especially during quarantine.
then reader basically goesย โ.............. oh. thanks yoshimoto.โ and goes back to azuchi a changed perspective.
3. swap scenario - ikesen x ikevamp x ikerev crossover
honestly not a proper wip, but it just hit me like a freight train that i had this idea in the first place.ย gist was, the mcโs for each game got transported to each othersโ worlds, with ikevamp mc -> ikerev, ikerev mc -> ikesen, and ikesen -> ikevamp. most of the mc personalities and names are kinda my own hcs.
(also important to note that ikepri wasnโt as big as a thing back then, nor do i even know anything abt ikepri now to brainstorm ideas)
letโs start with the first one, ikevamp mc in the ikerev universe. i think this may be the most, uhh normal maybe? ikevamp mc is shown to travel around and be multilingual, so the fact that itโs set in britain wouldnโt have a language barrier issue. also i think ikevamp mc would be very interested in (i think it was) 19s britain? even if it isnโt exactly britain but, close enough.
ikesen mc in ikevamp. i believe itโs been established before at Some point that they can speak english? or at least passed,, english tests idk. i remember seeing screencaps of nobunaga being likeย โyo shit u can read english?โ and mc is likeย โyeah, i passed the whatever test back in something somethingโ. and iโm not sure the scope of everyone in the mansionโs languages are, what they can and canโt speak, but at least english is a good starting point yeah?
ikesen mc, i imagined to be wary and maybe rough around the edges at first. i mean, last time they got transported back in time they met with warlords that did,,, unconventional things outside of the laws of her time. so when theyโre put into the mansion with seemingly dead historical men, they canโt elp but be a bit cautious due to past experiences. but comte, as he always is,welcomes them as gently as he can, knowing that the whole situation is,,, disorienting, to put it in a word. he invites them to tea, talk over stuff and explain things to them as clear as he can, and slowly, realizing that these people donโt rlly bite (well. metaphorically they donโt. hopefully), mc starts warming up to them. also i like the idea of mc being super interested in the way of fashion and textiles back in 19th century france and just seeing the light in their eyes spark up so wildly now that they can see it up close.
finally, ikerev mc in ikesen. whoo boy. so to start things off, i think the main idea i had would be to try and bridge ikerev mcโs very clear disparity in the language barrier. iiii donโt recall if mc knew any other languages, but iโd assume 16th century japanese isnโt one of them,, or maybe even japanese at all. idk how language education was for 19th~ century britain. but yeah, the first hurdle to overcome is the fact that they donโt rlly speak the same language, especially when the warlords are confused that this person just showed up out of nowhere and might be more. rough around the edges. wary
even so, i think, while i consider ikerev mc to be more gentle and softer than the other two mcโs, theyโre still very strong in their own way as well, in that they care a lot for the people around them and are very determined. so even while struggling with learning a language that has a whole new writing system, they would try to be compassionate to everyone around them, especially now with what war and all. kindness may not be able to solve the raging fires of battle, but at least it can soothe the wounded souls that come out of it. also i think itโd be super cute that, even though mc isnโt really articulating their thoughts that well with the language barrier, but still tries to do little things to show they Care like baking sweets in the kitchen and all that. itโd be v pleasant.