#*changed

they have the same multichromatic shift!! it’s distracting enough to look at, much less try to contort my hbd for a decent photogtaph. i give up!!! i’m on a real blueberry kick, enough that i might actually follow through on a coworkers rec and sally forth into a dunkin for a blueberry coffee. hyperfixation whomst

for once the minutiae aren’t getting between me and inordinate pleasure with my pairing for redemption arc: rotten bananas becoming bread. i actually wore a little each of both night flyer (yes in public) and chiropterophilia. others so far have preferred the former but i can’t smell the pretty thing they all seem to, all i get is mineralic dankness (and ??something?? that makes me think of mica-flecked streambeds specifically). the latter is all floral and a bit of fruity; it would be toooo much on its own but together? ~a vibe~ yes i am drawing nepenthes hemsleyana why do you ask

all fired up is a black/blanc (<33) thermal and my initial ‘oh i’ve got this’ turned into dismay at how many fragrances are annoyingly nonspecific about which pine they are evoking[1]. anyway this is supposed to smell like hemlock (i presume t. canadensis my beloved) and black spruce (semiserotinous? i’ll take it)

ok i judged my weird lil man harshly for not being the grimy aquatic[2] of my dreams, and also for not being grimy at all, but he does smell very pretty and somehow my lil sample is halfway gone?!? [2] one of my other disappointments has gotten at least a lil funky now that it’s settled, so i may have a layering solution