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I don't exactly remember your words, but I do recall it was along the lines of:

"I enjoy your art it nurtures me. Curiously, what's your favorite thing to draw?"

My answer:

Thank you!!! I really appreciate the kind words :D! And hm... favorite thing to draw... That's a hard one, there's a whole lotta things I like ta draw tbh?

Prolly on the hierarchy:

My Ocs first off, and other people's ocs!

Characters from fandoms I'm in (Minecraft, LoZ, Animal Crossing, Stardew Valley, Fallout, etc.)

Large, hairy men (they're just neat)

Double chins, that thing thighs do in trousers when they fit very well at the top, facial/body hair, fat rolls and moobs 🙏🏽💕

Rendering metal and different food textures are so much fun!

Foliage and other plants like bushes, flowers, tree bark/wood grain

Mixing angular shapes and lines wit some organic ones (pretty much what I based my whole art style on lol)

Warm lighting with a cooler secondary light source

Jeans and/or dress clothes :) You totally can't tell what styles I like via my ocs haha

Monsters/creatures, sharp teeth, piercings, noses, little stars!!!

Even in life today I have the depressing knowledge that noob is the only real friend I think I ever had

We were I wanna say around mid or late twenties in the end of everything?

Everyone thinks I’m intimidating. Not just then I still hear it all the time now. No one sees me as anything other than that, I can only remember being understood by Noob.

Noob called me patient. No one would ever even think to ascribe that word to me now. Noob said I was quiet and gentle. And even after everything they convinced themselves I still had those traits in my absence, I hit them and they still had the guts to continue humanizing me when I stripped myself of any humanity I had left.

We did so much together, I think about it anytime I’m doing anything. Grocery shopping, folding laundry, we spent so much time together I’m sure I could relate something as simple as breathing to us.

I remember thinking there was no way they were cut out for the party scene they said they were in and being proven wrong the second I saw them less sober. I on the other hand definitely wasn’t as cut out for it as I pretended I was. And they saw through me fast.

They didn’t seem to mind.

The most fucked up part of it is that I wasn’t all that mad when we were brought together in the realm, it was vindicating. You left me behind and now we’re going down together.

I think noob posting would be cringy of me to do and ruin my reputation as who I am

Said as I am GRIPPING the bars of my enclosure

Are you, by chance a biter? 🦖

Uh pretty?👉👈👉👈😳

Maybe I wanna be treated gently ever consider that?

What? My history of violence means that’s all I crave? That’s all I’ll ever be? Have you looked at the roots of my aggression?

Nooo no never all you know is being self centered performative freak

Fuck you