#{goddess work}

Had one of those “I want to consume spiritual media and learn, but nothing I watch/read is teaching me new things or things I want to apply” phases and then I just sat outside at sunset and journaled and it made me feel better. I wanted outside sources to make sense of my thoughts me help me put words to them, but they didn’t help cuz they weren’t in my head. I am in my head, and I can figure things out!

Connecting with deities can be a powerful and transformative experience, but it can sometimes be difficult to know where to start. If you feel drawn to a particular deity or are curious about exploring a spiritual connection, there are many signs to look out for that can help you recognize their presence.

Dreams: Pay attention to your dreams, as they can provide insight into your subconscious and may reveal symbols, messages, or images associated with a particular deity. If you experience recurring dreams or visions featuring a particular deity, this could be a sign that they are trying to reach out to you. Keep a dream journal and take note of any symbols or imagery that seem significant or out of the ordinary.

Synchronicities: Be mindful of repeated patterns or coincidences in your life that seem to be related to a particular deity. These may include seeing their symbols or animals associated with them more frequently than usual, encountering their name or teachings in unexpected places, or hearing people mention them more often than usual. If you notice a pattern that seems to be connected to a deity, this could be a sign that they are trying to connect with you.

Intuition: Trust your intuition and pay attention to any strong feelings or impressions that you have about a particular deity. You may feel drawn to them or have a sense that they are reaching out to you, even if you don't have any concrete evidence or experiences to support it. Follow your instincts and allow yourself to explore your curiosity and interest in the deity.

Physical Sensations: You may experience physical sensations when thinking about or encountering a particular deity. These could include a tingling or energy in your body, a sense of warmth or pressure on your skin, or other sensations that feel unusual or out of the ordinary. Pay attention to your body and how it responds to the presence of the deity.

Signs In Nature: The natural world can be a powerful source of connection and communication from the divine. Pay attention to any animals, plants, or other natural elements that seem to be associated with the deity, as these could be signs that they are trying to connect with you. For example, if you keep seeing crows or ravens, which are often associated with the goddess Morrigan, this could be a sign that she is trying to reach out to you.

Hearing Their Name: If you keep hearing the name of a particular deity mentioned or feel drawn to research or learn more about them, this could be a sign that they are trying to connect with you. Keep an open mind and follow your curiosity, as this can lead you to new insights and connections with the deity.

Inner Guidance: Pay attention to any messages or guidance that you receive from within, as these could be coming from a deity. You may have intuitive insights or sudden realizations that seem to be connected to the deity, or you may experience a sense of guidance or direction that feels inspired by them.

Remember that recognizing signs of a deity's presence and attempting to connect with them should always be done with respect and caution. Take the time to learn about the deity's history, teachings, and traditions, and approach any communication or connection with an open and humble heart.

I still don't believe in "a God" per say definitely not the Biblical god and I will refer to source and higher self energy as "God" or "the Goddess"

But especially Recently Ive been finding a lot of power, support and presence in and working with other varous dieties.

I love Lilith.

and wish to deepen my work with her...

I just hope she wants to work with me.

She was the first goddess to call me to work with her and I recognized her specific energy in my life in Fall 2017.

She was calling to me towards the end of my toxic ass relationship and i realized she was with me my whole life , i wish/hope i didnt also disappoint her bad when i went back to live with him again last year😪

I did ask her with tarot cards if she still wanted to work with me and they answer was a yes and the candle magic went well :)

I also love Persephone (and Hades)

and I feel enegies of both goddesses within me

I also love Kali. And Quan Yin.

and Ix Chel was a goddess i really appreciated too.

I got into Oshun and Yemeya as well.

Basat intrigues me. And so does Quetzalcoatl and Elegua.

And I want to learn more about Ishtar.🙂

Just now, I started learning about Loki and 😍😍🥰🥰

I believe I finally found a male god I feel connected to .

Also

the Sun/golden has been a recurring theme. So... sun gods to honor... so Im keeping my eye open :)

I aksed my ancestors through tarot "which diety you (my ancestors) think i should work with.." the responded with (indigenous/pagan) Sun (diety)😮

*edit: I want to add some Holy Christian and Biblical figures that I resonate with and work with although i am not Christian: Jesus Christ, Virgin Mother Mary, Noah and I have a special place in my heart for Santa Muerte. And some fallen angels like Lilith, as she is particularly described in the "real" Christian/Jewish religion/mythology as the first wife of Adam who ran away from Eden after being mistreated, and was then punished, banished from Eden, her rank revoked after refusing to submit to Adam and God.

A good thing to do for them (especially if low on spoons) it to clean it!

Like believing in a single deity as an archetype?

I think I kind of do that. I’m most spiritually attracted to Mary, but it’s not like I “believe” in her or Jesus as anything more than historical figures. But there is just something about Mary that I like. Maybe it’s just empathy.