#!diamondwrites

Warnings: MDNI, Mature Content, Pairing: John Price x Reader x Johnny ‘Soap’ MacTavish, Basically Follows The Same Format as the Original, But Just Better Writing and Some Extra, Somewhat Proofread

WC ~ 1.3K

A/N: No Tag List! But I think I actually improved in my writing :) and like I said I always planned on rewriting my stories to track progress. Smut is still a little hard for me to do but we’ll preserve. I just did a lot of reading ;)

When John Price retires, he comes to enjoy the value of his retirement when it comes to spending time with you, his wife. He gets to see how excited you get when he comes to visit you at your work or how appreciative you look when he makes you a lunch for work. Retirement has been a smooth sailing for him until he realizes that it’s his age that is causing the rift between him and his retirement.

Getting closer to his fifties means getting all of the life insurance ads in the mail and finding a new gray hair each morning. It even means receiving a letter from a funeral home about planning his funeral ahead of time as to make it easier for his loved ones. With everything that has come from getting older, he takes it with a slight chuckle as he chucks the letters to the trash.

Despite all of this, you still love him as if it was the first day you two became lovers. Loving him even when his beard is now being overpowered with more gray hairs. Still finding him handsome even when he notices that his body isn’t as muscular as back in his military days. Pretending not to notice how he can’t keep up with his former squad and instead cheering him on whenever he tries despite being retired.

It all works out fine for you guys until he notices its effects in the bedroom. Notices how he can’t keep that same pace that has you moaning loudly in your bedroom. He always has to stop and take a breather or go more slowly. You don’t mind as apparently you like it slow and deep. But he does mind. He minds it when he can’t do what he used to do back in the day. When he throws his back out more times than you are cumming or how it almost always ends up with you having to ride him because he’s too tired to continue.

It especially affects his ego when he notices that he gets tired more quickly. The number of times you guys used to go at it has significantly decreased and it’s all because he can’t keep up. To help combat this, he would settle for using his fingers or his mouth to help you. But he can’t help but feel his ego slightly bruised when he feels that he’s not doing his job as your husband in making you satisfied in the bedroom.

Despite all of the reassurances you give him, it’s still not enough for him to feel happy in the bedroom and he knows just how to remedy it. With a bit of talking and making you cream on his tongue, he settles with starting back on his first lessons from the military.

——

John Price takes what he learned back in the military and applies it in present day. He takes the lesson of observing your surroundings and the people in it to decide how to best act.

His surroundings, your home, is nice and quaint. The neighbors don’t cause any issues, there’s a low crime rate, and it’s exactly what you two have imagined when first looking for a house.

The people in the surroundings are easy for him to deduce. First comes you, his beautiful wife, always smiling and never looking down on him because of his age. He’s lucky to have you. Then next comes his former squad. All much older but still fit and active in the military. Often coming by your place to catch up or to enjoy John’s latest cooking experiment. Both of you grow to enjoy seeing the men and the company they bring.

But he notices something that you don’t.

He notices how Johnny tries to subtly check you out, preferring to eye your ass. He notices how Kyle always seems to be the first one to come to your place as if he’s trying to soak up as much time as he can with you. Lastly, he notices how Simon always seems to try his hardest not to be affected by you but failing as John spots Simon always wearing shirts that would’ve made Simon back in the day call too tight for him.

Figuring out how to best proceed is what becomes more difficult for John. Considering all of the qualities and how they would treat you becomes something he stays up late at night pondering.

Simon is a no go in being the first person that John would go to in helping him out in his predicament. Based on how he’s caught Simon’s biting his lips whenever you get out of the pool makes him decide that Simon will be too rough for your body. Then next comes Kyle, who John almost goes with, until John remembers how his stamina was wiped out from mowing the lawn, some days ago, that the most he could’ve offered you that night was only one round.

It almost makes him wince at the idea that he left your pussy all needy. Knowing that one round has never been enough for you. Especially knowing that his exhaustion left him unable to use his mouth or fingers. For that reason, John picks up the phone and dials up Johnny ‘Soap’ MacTavish. If he knows anything from his observations, especially of the latter’s blatant staring of your lower body, he knows that Johnny will take any chance he can get to have you to himself.

—

That leads to now. Sitting in a chair, in a corner of your bedroom, watching the scene before him adjusting himself in his pants.

Johnny ‘Soap’ MacTavish was the right choice. That’s what John Price knows for sure.

He was the right choice when he sees Johnny not wasting a single second, opening his mouth, and eating pussy like it was his last meal on earth. Most definitely the right choice when John offers some tips of his own about what makes you cry and Johnny takes it to heart. Sucking on your clit hard, keeping his tongue all over your pussy, only picking up his head just to breathe before going right back into practically making out with it.

“Johnny. Make sure to use your fingers.” Rising up from his seat, John heads towards the bed, hearing the bed creak as he settles next to your face. Giving you front row view to his bulge. Grinning when Johnny picks up his head and sees the slick coating his face. “Use your fingers and your mouth. She’ll love it.”

Johnny doesn’t respond to John’s words, only choosing to obey. Pushing two fingers into you, pumping them quickly as he sucks on your clit. All that can be heard in the room is the wet squelches and your moans and cries. It’s not long before you cum, squeezing your thighs around Johnny’s face as you cry out his name, and he laps up all of the slick before finally moving back.

John lets you take a breather before he unbuckles his pants. Giving himself a quick pump with a painful groan from holding back so long. You two make eye contact before you catch on, opening your mouth as you flick your tongue all over his shaft and even giving the tip a quick kiss before hollowing your cheeks and taking his cock in. John’s too focused on how your mouth takes him in that he barely hears the sound of a wrapper being opened. The night has barely started for you three.

It makes John proud to see that his men can and will step up to the plate whenever needed. It especially makes him excited when he knows that Johnny won’t keep his mouth shut about what occurs tonight. He’ll blabber off to Kyle and Simon and they’ll come as soon as he rings them up. Like a pack of hungry dogs running towards the piece of meat that was thrown to them. And if he’s being honest, it’ll make his job a whole lot easier and he can’t wait to see it.

Summary: An AU in which you and the men are p❀rn stars. (Separate Scenarios of TF141 Men)

WC ~ 500

This Story Will Have: Adult Themes (MDNI), Somewhat cringe (little wholesome) P❀rn Themes such as (Mom’s Husband (Age Gap), Best Friend, Burglar, Bully x Victims Girlfriend), Slight (Breeding Kink, Spanking, Semi- Public/ Car Sex), Rough Sex, Creampies & Blow Job, Dubious Consent, Being Filmed

A/N: Not really proofread, I wrote this when I got the inspiration for it. I still suck at doing NSFW, Plz enjoy this while I try to finish up some writing. Also I got inspiration to write this from @/rawjutsu (I don’t know if they read COD?). Divider is mine hopefully I won’t change it anymore!

Price

Mom’s Husband

Where he has you pressed against the bed, your head wrapped around his bicep as he pounds into your hole. He praises you for having such a nice pussy that’s practically swallowing him up so velvety and yet so desperate to milk him for all he’s worth. Broken moans ring throughout the room with grunts from Price as he tells you all about how he’s going to fill you up with his babies or how you better be glad that your mother isn’t home because she would be devastated to see her daughter getting fucked by her husband. Better for him as he feels himself giving you yet another creampie. He ends it by pushing back his seed back into you with a slight tut as how are you going to end up full of his babies if it’s not staying inside?

Ghost

Burglar x Civilian

Where he breaks into your house and instead of him taking goods, he finds something more valuable to take. That leads to now where you’re on your knees, looking up at him with doe-like eyes as you go down on his cock. Camera is focused solely on you as you deliver him on of the best blowjobs he’s ever had since joining this field. He finds himself groaning and grunting as he sees your lips stretch around his cock with the occasional licks around the slit. Following along with the script, he holds your hair in his hands and he begins to fuck your mouth, relishing in the sounds of you gagging around him and how you hold onto his thighs. To end it all, he has you keep your mouth wide opened as he jacks himself off before painting the inside of your mouth with a creamy white.

Gaz

Bully x Victims girlfriend

Where you ask him to stop bullying your boyfriend and he agrees for a price. That leads to now where your face is pressed against the pillow, moaning obscenely as he pounds into you with your ass presented nicely for him, you can’t even remember how long it’s been since you’ve been here or how many orgasms you have already had. The camera is focused on your ass and your pussy as it swallows up his cock with the occasional squelch. Your moans get louder with the occasional spank, all his neighbors can hear is the sound of the headboard hitting the wall and your moans. Gaz ends it by sending a snap to your boyfriend with the caption.

You better thank your girlfriend for protecting you

And he makes damn sure that he gets a good shot of his cum coming out of your twitching cunt.

Soap

Best friends and car sex

Where you two are best friends sneaking away to finally fuck. Located somewhere private but not so private as you two are in his car. You two make the best of it as you ride him, trying your hardest to not bang your head on the roof of the car. Soap helps by occasionally holding you close to him as he thrusts relentlessly into your pussy. Wet squelches are heard alongside both of your moans. The camera is focused on your ass and his cock, and later you read the comments and see how frustrating it was to not be able to see you two kissing (that definitely wasn’t in the script). Eventually you end up laying on the center console as Soap pounds into you, rubbing your clit with his fingers trying his hardest to make sure you have a great orgasm. It ends with Soap coming all over your stomach and a slightly delirious giggle from you. 

Based off this

This story has: Omegaverse themes, Possible inaccuracies of the Omegaverse, Toxic Relationship, Follows somewhat with MW2, Poly TF141 -> Phillip Graves x Reader, Mentions of AleRudy

A/N: Divider made by me. WC: 3754.

Looking at an outsider’s perspective, you would’ve been considered the luckiest omega alive.

You did consider yourself the luckiest omega alive because you had four alphas courting you.

Unlike the soap dramas where violence always occurs between alphas when it concerns an omega, it never happened for you five because everyone was in support of this courting.

But for the four men, it seemed like the first thing they did in the morning was put on a mask that fooled you into believing that this would’ve had been your happily ever after.

You’re not even sure what started this mess. You were just a new hire, hired to join an extensive team of army medics, you were recommended through your trainer.

“For an omega, you’re awfully good at handling alphas.”

You considered that a compliment because they were right. Many omegas would have ran with their tails between their legs when surrounded by many alphas. Each of them barking complainants of pain or passive aggressive comments about whether they were even trained for this.

But for you? You always made sure to have a trick up your sleeve. Pulling on their stitches just a bit tighter than normal. Not warning them before applying antiseptic just to hear them howl in pain. You were quick to make it into your playing field and all the soldiers around the base knew not to mess around with you.

You were content in your area. You found your own friends, maintained a respectful relationship with your superiors, and minded your business. The perfect army nurse if you said so yourself.

If you had known that your base would be receiving four alphas that would’ve turned your life upside down, you think you would’ve taken your superior’s offer of a vacation.

—

Love is a beautiful thing. To have someone that made you feel warm and safe where you could lower your guard. That was nice. That was beautiful.

You did long for love. There were days that you hated this aggressive front you had when working. You didn’t want to be mean, you wanted to be soft sometimes and not feel you had to be ready at a moment’s notice to bare your teeth. There was a desire to be soft with your alpha where you could lay your head on their chest and listen to their heartbeat and feel at peace.

Your superior told you to have some supplies ready to take care of some visitors.

“They’re very important figures, so mind your p’s and q’s. We don’t need you in the doghouse.”

You scoffed as you recall their words, tossing your extra supplies into your cart. If you had to be warned about them, then they must be bad news. They got to be like those other alphas you had the displeasure of patching up. Mind your p’s and q’s? Yeah right. If they want your respect, then they have to earn it first, and it doesn’t come from ranks.

—

You hear the stomps towards the medics’ room. It has to be the ‘special’ visitors you were warned to behave for.

You prepare all your supplies and got ready for the usual comments you get from those higher up than you. Luckily for them, you just got a fresh batch of antiseptic, and if you listened hard enough, you swore you could hear it ready to silence any negative comments.

Knocks were to be expected, but that didn’t happen. What happened instead was the door opening and you locking eyes with a tall but masked man. He didn’t wait for permission to enter, taking a seat on a stool, followed after by three other men. Unlike the rude masked man, the other three give you a quick greeting before taking their seats as well, all clearly needing a patching up.

It takes about an hour and a half before you finish patching them up, and in that time you managed to learn more about the men. You’re not sure why but you feel yourself opening up to them, telling them about your plights with dealing with other alphas, or how you want to travel around the globe but it’s harder for an omega to do so because of society’s views on unmated omegas traveling.

What should have been a quick patch up and sending them on their way leads into them staying in your office, listening to your words and with you the same, you guys find your own peace talking and lowering down your guards.

Past you would’ve had considered them your way of finally being able to be soft, but present you would’ve told you that you should’ve sent them out that room quickly.

—

Your relationship with the four alphas quickly progressed into a courting stage. You forgot what it was like to work solo in the medics’ office as you’re always accompanied by one of the four. Lunches become a way of going out on dates as you all sit together in a small, crowded office.

You didn’t know how soft touches could be until you met the four men. There're times where you shiver just thinking about how their touches seem to never leave. You can feel them everywhere, you feel their soft caresses on your skin as they leave no part of your body untouched. Now you’re always left with constant butterflies in your stomach anytime you’re near them, when you can smell their scent. To many other omegas, their scents, especially when all mixed together, can leave a nasty pit in their stomach, it smells all disorganized and horrendous. But to you? It smells pleasant and like home as you bury yourself into one of their chests at night.

Your friends tell you that they’re positive that with the men’s courting, that you're bound to be mated with them. Every time you laugh and shake your head, fiddling with the bouquet that they always seem to leave you. They always come with the same reasoning: that the men want you to be their mate.

You’re constantly showered with gifts.

The men always take care of your needs first. You can’t remember the last time you went without lacking something.

Much of your clothing now is stolen from the men’s closets. There're times when working that you bury your face in the clothing just to smell one of their scents.

Your friends leave you with the strongest evidence of all.

The men have made it clear that they want to be a pack. Any worries about being the only omega with four other alphas are quickly swept under the rug as they pepper your body in kisses and soft touches.

“We get along fine, don’t we? We won’t fight.”

“We love you too much to consider fighting.”

“We’ve talked about this, and we’re okay with sharing.”

“It may be a little awkward at first, but we’ll be able to move past it.”

It wasn’t long before you agreed with your friends that, yes, maybe you were walking towards a pack bond with the men. You felt the butterflies in your stomach as you finally confirmed what you already knew. You were going to be part of a pack, you would be their omega and they would be your alphas.

To you, it sounded beautiful, all that longing for an opportunity to be soft was finally coming true as you started looking into ways to make your upcoming heat more pleasant for everyone. It was almost certain that the five of you would all be bonded by the end of it.

Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.

—

“Maybe next time, love.”

“It’s too soon to consider bonding.”

“There’s no need to rush, don’t you agree?”

“Just wait until your next heat. We’ll make it official by then.”

That’s all you’re constantly met with. You had already been through four heat cycles, and you’re always given the same answer. Any possibility of doing it during one of their ruts is constantly shut down by them, always with the same reasoning that they don’t want to rush you.

It becomes a sad game of cat and mouse with you always trying to chase the men down and the men always alluding you. During your first heat cycle, you were upset and their hesitancy to bond with you but afterwards you agreed with them, it was too soon there was still a lot you guys didn’t know about each other.

By the second heat cycle, you remember pouting the whole time as they rejected you once again. You couldn’t understand it but still found yourself agreeing with them.

But by the third time, you already suspected their answers when you brought up bonding again. But you still couldn’t help but meekly ask them as you buried yourself into your nest. Pouting slightly as you heard the same thing again. Trying hard not to bite off their faces as they chuckled at your pouts.

Lastly, the fourth time, you didn’t bother bringing it up. You could already hear their answers in your head, mocking you for letting them drag you along. The four men were quickly kicked out as soon as your cycle ended.

Dumb. Dumb. Dumb.

That’s all you felt as you laid in bed. Constant streams of text messages and calls ignored as you eyed the ceiling. Why wouldn’t they bond with you? There was a clear connection between you five and they seemed to make it clear that they wanted to be with you, and you reciprocated it. Yet, they always seemed to back out at the last minute.

First, you agreed that maybe some more getting to know each other was needed. But now? You couldn’t figure it out. How much longer were you going to be dragged along?

The scary part for you was that you couldn’t answer the question.

—

Shortly after your fourth heat cycle, you found yourself traveling with Ghost and Soap as they were headed to Las Almas. You couldn’t remember why they were heading there much less why you had to accompany them. Any touches or words that once made you feel butterflies in your stomach now felt like pure humiliation at being dragged along.

Alejandro and Rudy. An alpha and a beta.

Those were your teammates for this upcoming mission. Nice men as they welcomed you earnestly into their place and even offering to take you to the best places to eat. But it felt wrong. You could notice Soap’s eyebrow twitch in agitation as the pair chatted along with you, finding it amazing that an omega could handle the hostile nature of alphas. You swore that your thigh would be left with a Ghost sized hand print by the way he constantly left his hand there, squeezing it on occasions that the men joked around with you.

What was there to be jealous about? You weren’t their omega, and besides, Alejandro and Rudy were mated. If anything, you were the one that was jealous. You hated seeing how gentlemanly Alejandro treated Rudy, how he always opened his car door and helped him out or how Alejandro would get annoyed when Rudy didn’t wear anything with his scent on it. You hated seeing how Rudy always seemed happy with Alejandro, always holding his hand calling him the sweetest nicknames that made you want to throw up your latest meal.

Hatred of how those two had what you wanted. Hatred that the men who called themselves your alphas couldn’t even give you a definite date of you guys would be a pack. Then there was sadness as you listen to Rudy talk about how he and Alejandro plan on adopting a child once everything settles down. You wanted that. A family. You wanted it through any ways possible. But at this rate, you weren’t sure it would ever come.

—

His name is Phillip Graves. He’s a cocky man as he walks around like he owns the place. You try to ignore his presence as you trail behind Ghost and Soap. But it’s not long before his eyes wander over to one of the few omegas at Las Almas.

You don’t see him much at first as he’s constantly off with the men doing God knows what. You don’t really ask the men about their missions anymore, you just want to do your job as a medic and patch up when needed.

It’s not long when you see his shadows (Shadows you would scoff to yourself when hearing that. What was this middle school?) following behind you. You’re unsure as to why they keep following you. Perhaps Phillip thinks you’re a hindrance to the mission, he’s probably seen how close Ghost and Soap are to you.

He does notice. He notices how Soap looks like a lovesick puppy when you’re around or how Ghost always keeps one of his hands on the small of your back as he leads you around. You’re a beautiful lady, sure he can give the men the credit of finding a beautiful omega. But his years on the field taught him to notice the little things. First, he notices how you seem hesitant to receive their touches, preferring to follow behind them in their shadows. Then he notices how you always seem to look away when Rudy and Alejandro have forgotten to get a room. And lastly, he gets his shadows to follow behind you, and they come back to him with some news. You were unmated.

“Now why is that?” He asks you one day, crowding up on you by a lonely part of the base. “Why is an omega like you unmated but constantly surrounded by two alphas?”

You bite your tongue as you try your hardest not to give a snarky remark about it not being his business. A part of you wishes for someone to come so that he can get off your behind. But he seems to be the type that won’t stop until he receives his answer.

“They’re not interested in bonding.” You mutter, looking away from his arrogant gaze.

“And why is that?” He raises your chin with his fingers, making sure you get a good look at his face. “You got a bad attitude or what? Last I remember, almost every alpha is always eager to form a bond with his or her omega.”

“It’s none of your business.”

“I think that it is in how well you’ll be able to work. I’ve noticed the looks you give Alejandro and Rudy. Jealous?”

You muster up an angry look, but to Phillip, you look like a little kitten. “I can work just fine. You should focus on teaching your shadows how to follow people more better.”

“How you know I didn’t want you to notice them?”

“You have to be brave and stupid to do so.”

“That I am.” He releases his grip on your chin and backs up. “Come meet me over here at 8.”

“Why?”

He begins to walk off but turns his head over to give you that annoying grin. “Cause I’m taking you out on a date. Seems to me that you haven’t had a proper courting.”

—

This mission was supposed to be quick. You honestly expected to spend most of it trailing behind Soap and Ghost, but now you find yourself constantly surrounded by Phillip and his shadows. Ghost and Soap must either be okay with his obvious courting or purely oblivious to it as you notice remnants of Phillip’s scent on you.

Everything that the men did, Phillip did as well, but better. You’re constantly surrounded by gifts and articles of his clothing. His shadows becoming his personal deliveryman as they push another one of his gifts into your hands. As if the gifts weren’t enough, you and him are always out on little dates. Apparently, one of his shadows is a wonderful cook as you and him find each other on a little date again in that secluded corner.

You learn a lot about Phillip. Such as the reason he’s so confident is that he truly believes that he’s the only one who can get shit done. You also learn that he’s a farm boy as he tells you about his goal of retiring and taking over his family’s farm. But he always glances at you and says, “That is if you’re up for it.”

Every time you’re left confused at what this makes you two. You had considered no other alphas other than the four men, believing that they were the ones for you, but now? You’re not sure if they’re the ones for you.

Since you’ve been here, Ghost and Soap have been busy with their own things. They come by to see you whenever they’re free but find themselves leaving as soon as someone calls for them. You haven’t been out on dates with them, you’re starting to smell less and less of their scents on you and your clothing. All of their scents are quickly being replaced with Phillip’s and, frankly? You don’t find yourself fighting it.

—

It’s another one of your dates when Phillip asks you about your heat. You answer him honestly that you should be expecting it soon. It’s going to be the usual. Where the men swat away any ideas of bonding and you’re left wondering why. But instead, Phillip nods along at your answer and digs through his pocket.

You eye him confused before he fishes out a ring box. There’s no time for questions as he opens it. Inside is a ring, a very beautiful ring, you eye it in awe, swearing you can see it glowing.

You don’t notice it, but Phillip gives you a soft smile as he leaves the ring box on the table. “Now granted, it may not fit you, but I can get it sized for you.”

You quickly focus your attention back on him, waiting for him to continue.

“It’s the ring my dad gave my mom when he proposed. See, she was already pregnant with me, and she had complained that she didn’t look her best when he proposed.”

Phillip pulls out the ring in the box and smiles as he seems to recall something. “But my dad said that the day he proposed, she looked absolutely beautiful. He told me that the day I can look at my partner and can only find the beauty in them, then that’s the day I should propose.”

He holds out his hand, and you place your left hand there. He slides the ring on it, and you notice how it seems too big for you. He notices your gaze on the obviously big ring and explains, “My mom hands swelled up near the end of her pregnancy. My dad had bought the ring taking in mind her swollen hands…I’ll get fitted properly for you.”

You were quick to look at him. “For me? Are you saying…?” That cocky grin you were always used to seeing never came instead you were greeted with a soft smile as his fingers lightly touched the ring.

“I want you to be my omega. For your next heat, I want us to be mated by the end of it.”

You felt your face heat up as you hear his words. Mated? The same thing you had been begging the four men for, Phillip was willing to do in such a short amount of time. Phillip noticed your lack of words and takes off the ring.

“I’m not saying you have to yes now.” He puts the ring back into the box and shuts it. “But before your heat comes, I’d like to know your answer.”

You nodded meekly to him. “Y-yeah, I’ll tell you.”

Phillip gives you a confirming nod as he goes back to eating. You find yourself following along with him, trying hard to ignore your rapid heartbeat.

—

It’s dark and rainy. You observe the sky as you ride along with Ghost, Soap, and Alejandro back to the base. With Ghost and Soap refusing to let you ride in front with Phillip and his men. There’s no particular reason for you joining along with them during their trip, but you felt this urge to come along with them. Maybe it’s just for some fresh air or maybe it’s seeing how Soap has this sense of urgency to cover you in his scent. Ghost notices his urgency but says nothing, preferring to keep his hand on your thigh.

The most Soap would say is that you smell too much like Graves. You couldn’t give him a reason as to why, so you chose to keep quiet.

As soon as you arrived at the base, all four of you notice how Phillip’s vehicle stops right at the entry. All of you quickly get out with Alejandro walking towards Phillip. You try to follow him, but you’re stopped by Ghost, who gruffly tells you to stay behind him and Soap.

The only thing you could do was watch from the sidelines as you hear Alejandro and Phillip argue with Soap quickly stepping in.

Phillip didn’t pay much mind to Soap as he quickly focused on you. You, who was hiding behind Ghost, peeking at him, curious about what he was doing.

Phillip holds out his hand and speaks directly to you. “Come over here, sweetheart.” He eyes the three other men suspiciously. “I don’t want you to get hurt.”

Soap scoffs and steps into Phillip’s view. “Hurt from what? Graves. What the fuck are you doing?” He looks back at you, noticing how you started to slowly step away from Ghost. “What’s your intention with her?”

Phillip ignores his question as he looks back at you. “Come on. I got somewhere safe for you to be.”

You also wanted to ask him what he was doing, but the words got stuck in your throat as you look at his caring gaze as he continues gesturing to come closer.

Past you would’ve snapped at him and told him that your alphas were here to protect you. But now? With everything that’s happened. With the four men constantly getting hopes up to Phillip promising to make you his. You find yourself slowly walking towards him.

You ignore Ghost, and Soap’s words, but you can hear their tones. Panicked as they riddle you with questions and statements. Phillip smiles softly at you as he holds out his hand again.

“Come on, sweetheart. Let’s get you somewhere safe.”

The only thing you could do was take his hand.

Poly TF141 x Reader

Based off this <- *edit: the angst scenario*

Masterlist

You think it’s a simple acquaintance when you meet him at the grocery store. He was kind enough to grab something off the top shelf for you. You thank him and he introduces himself as Kyle.

You couldn’t deny that Kyle wasn’t a good looking man. He looked handsome even when he was just wearing casual clothing, but you choose not to acknowledge this to him and you both go on your way.

It becomes a simple friendship when you meet Kyle again at the grocery store even at the same aisle that you guys first met, you notice that his cart seems quite full in comparison to your cart that only has some food and other items that you needed to grab. You want to be nosy and ask why buy so much but you choose not to and give him a simple greeting. You notice how Kyle looks at his groceries with a slight annoyance, perhaps he’s calculating how much this is going to cost him, you can’t help but feel bad for him. Groceries aren’t cheap especially if they fill up a cart, so you offer a suggestion.

“There’s another store not far from here that sells produce cheaper.”

Kyle looks at you, and gives you a friendly smile as he admits that he’s new to town here so he’s not quite familiar with the places. You’re not sure how but you two end up conversing instead of shopping, you learn more about Kyle such as he’s in the military and that he chose to move here because the town seems small and quaint. You agree with him and before you know it, you guys exchange phone numbers and promise to keep in touch.

It becomes a simple crush when you and Kyle begin meeting up regularly. You show him around town and he seems to make a mental note of everything. You guys go to eat at a restaurant and you realize how it looks to be like a date, but you quickly brush those ideas away. You were still right that he’s incredibly good looking and he has a great personality to go along with it. He’s funny but kind. He definitely knows how to talk with people as you find yourself becoming increasingly comfortable with him.

It’s when you guys are about to go your separate ways that you decide to ask him a question.

“If you’re not seeing anyone… maybe we can go out on a date?”

You expect him to either accept or reject you. But you’re left standing there in confusion and hurt as he laughs, it’s time like this where you wish you were a witch so that you could turn him into a frog. You feel tears coming to eyes and as you turn away to leave, you feel Kyle grab your arm as he wipes the tears from his face.

“I’m sorry love. I’m not laughing at you. It’s just that I am taken.”

He takes a few seconds to think about what to say.

“I got a boyfriend well the correct term is… I got boyfriends.”

Excuse me? You stare at him confusion. Boyfriends? You could barely get one boyfriend but he’s got multiple. You want to say something but you don’t know what but Kyle continues on.

“Why don’t you come over to my place? You could meet them, they’ve been curious about you.”

“I don’t want to intrude.”

You admit meekly but Kyle chuckles and shakes his head.

“You won’t. Trust me. They don’t bite.”

So you agree and set up a time and date.

—

You think it’s different but sometimes different is good as you meet the men.

John is who you meet first, he seems to be the oldest of the men and to be the one who the men listen to the most. But John is a perfect gentlemen, he gives you water and offers snacks, he gives you a friendly smile as he asks questions about you and lets you ask him questions.

You meet Johnny next and he’s definitely the extrovert of the group. He’s chatty but knows how to listen. He manages to shake the nerves out of you by making you laugh as he talks about his days when he was younger.

Lastly, you meet Simon and you were, admittedly, intimidated by his size and how he seems to be more of an observer rather a talker. But he has his own way of worming himself into your heart as he’s the first one to offer to walk you back to your place.

They have their rhythm that works you notice. They each have their own way of showing affection to each other:

You see how Simon grazes his fingers softly on his lovers hands.

You see how John lovingly calls them, love, and looks at each of them as if they hung the moon.

You see how Johnny is always checking out his lovers, you’ve heard that they’ve been dating for a while, so you consider it sweet that Johnny still finds them attractive.

You see how Kyle is always giving his lovers affection. He holds hands with Simon, he gives Johnny a kiss on the forehead, and he stays close to John.

It’s awfully sweet and you find yourself returning often at their wishes and yours where you guys begin to form your own friendship.

—

You’re not sure what to think the day that they ask you if you’d like to be theirs.

You think it’s a joke but the men all seem serious. Kyle is quick to tell you that they’ll respect your decision and that if this isn’t something you’re comfortable with then that’s fine.

You see how hopeful Soap looks as if he’ll melt to the ground if you say no.

You see how John tries to seem confident but his eyes look nervous as he awaits your response.

You see how Simon tries to remain as neutral as possible as to not sway your decision.

You couldn’t deny that you definitely grew to like the men. Even if they never acted inappropriately towards you; they still showed you how much they grew to care for you. Through offerings of cooking your favorite foods, always walking you home, and making sure you’re as comfortable as can be you grew to like them romantically and now you were learning that they felt the same.

As much as you wanted to say yes, you were scared that you would be the outsider to their dynamic. All of you would have to learn what works for them and you and what doesn’t. You’re worried that these men have grown to be so comfortable with each other that they won’t know what to do with a new person joining their relationship.

The men can tell that you’re nervous and as much as they want to try and offer physical reassurance, they don’t want to intrude so Johnny takes the first step.

“What’s on your mind Bonnie?”

You think about lying, saying that you’re just caught off guard but lying does no good so you decide to be honest.

“I’m just worried that you guys are so comfortable with your relationship that you might not be able to fully accept me into your circle.”

You see the little breaths of relief come from them as they take in mind your worries. It’s a common worry amongst those in a poly relationship, so they want to reassure you.

“Love. It might seem awkward at first but we’ll find something that works for all of us. You can speak up whenever you want to and we’ll listen.”

John reassures you and he even offers you a comforting smile as he continues.

“It’s all up to you. We’ll respect your decision. We can give you some privacy to think, just come into the living room when you’ve made your choice.”

And with that, all of the men, except for Simon, leave for the living room. Simon stays for a bit, thinking, before patting your head in his own way to comfort you before he follows after his lovers.

You think for awhile. You’re not sure if this is the right thing to do. You’ve never dated multiple people at once, but you can’t deny that you’ve grew to become close to them. You enjoy their company and they enjoy yours. And if they’re adamant that they’ll listen to you, and work with you to make this work then what’s stopping you from trying it out?

You head into the living after a while and give them a small nod as you agree to be theirs.

Deleted scene: Graves standing there in annoyance because you and Gaz are talking in front of the item that he needs.

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Wanted to add that it somewhat deviates from the original idea but just a small bit; hopefully you guys aren’t bothered by it.

Love is very complex. To you, it’s like a rubrix cube where you constantly messing around with it until you get it all right. Sometimes you get frustrated and leave it be, but sometimes you decide to go back to it once you’re a bit calmer.

That’s what this felt like. You felt that you had tried your hardest to make the cube right and this persistence in making right was only because:

You really loved your boyfriends.

You didn’t know what they had experienced out there so you didn’t want to force them to act normal when it may seem impossible for them to do so.

The way they were acting now was how they acted before all this mess, but now you felt that you had checked out of this relationship.

You tried your hardest with this cube, you tried to make it all right but now you’re just wanting to leave it be. Maybe someone else out there would be willing to take the cube and do it right but you didn’t think you’d be the one to do it.

You talked about it with your friends and you made the decision it would be best to leave them. You would break up with them, and move into your friend’s place.

Luckily for you, your soon to be ex boyfriends were off on a quick work trip and wouldn’t be back for a week. It gave you plenty of time to pack up a majority of your stuff and take it over to your friends. And it would prevent the questions that would come from the men if they saw your stuff disappearing little by little.

Packing up is hard. Especially as you realized the memories that were made here with love:

Love was here when you and Kyle would cuddle on the couch while watching a movie.

Love was here when you and Johnny would sit out on the porch and talk about anything.

Love was here when Simon had you to himself and showed you how much he loved you in bed.

Love was here when John would come to the kitchen and help you cook, often he’d play some music and it lead to you two slow dancing in the kitchen.

But now? Love wasn’t here. And you didn’t want to stay in an area where love wasn’t present.

—

The men were anxious. They had noticed that they were often the ones calling and texting you during their trip. Before it would be even, sometimes you’d call and then sometimes they’d text you and vice versa, but now it was like you had forgotten about them.

Johnny would mope around the common room, wishing you’d send him your daily outfit of the day but it never came.

John would sit by his desk, tapping his pencil repeatedly on the desk, waiting for your call, he felt that he couldn’t do anything without hearing your voice.

Kyle would send you pictures during their trip but you wouldn’t respond like how you normally did; you’d have a conversation with him and yet now all you did was send basic sentences.

Simon would always be the last one to sleep while all his lovers slept beside him. He’d stay on his phone, just waiting for your good night text and yet now he found himself falling asleep before ever receiving one.

The men are just confused. They’d like to think that love was still here but now? They feel like you’re slipping away and they don’t understand why.

—

Everything was different now before you used to pick up your boyfriends from the airport if you weren’t busy with anything. However this time they didn’t ask and Simon let you know that they’d would just get a taxi instead.

It was odd.. but at the same time nice. You weren’t sure what to tell them if you had picked them up especially since today was the day; you were breaking up with them. You called it nice because you had this underlying fear that you would just blurt it out in the open instead of over dinner like you had planned. Maybe they already knew what was going on and didn’t want to cause a scene out in public or maybe they didn’t want to endure through your silence during the car ride home.

Whatever the case may be, you didn’t find yourself caring that much. All you were focused on was preparing the dinner and mentally preparing yourself for what was to come.

—

Eating with men was now awkward. Before it used to be filled with love as you, Kyle, and Johnny were the main ones filling the table with laughter and chatter. John and Simon would occasionally join in but they’d seem to prefer just watching you three talk about anything that’s on your mind. But now? It was awkward and quiet where dropping a feather could probably be heard because of how quiet it was. The men are quietly eating, not even discussing their trip and not even picking up their heads preferring to just eat, and you’re not asking them either about it, you find the food on your plate more enjoyable than conversing with them.

It’s when you guys are almost finished eating dinner that you gain the confidence to say what you need to say, you finally put your fork down and said what needed to be said.

“I think it’s best if I leave this relationship.”

That got their attention really quickly as the men all raised their heads up quickly and if you knew the men like you thought you did, you knew that the first one to speak would be—

“B-Bonnie. What do you mean ‘leave this relationship’? L-like you want to take a break?”

You couldn’t help but feel a little pity for Johnny, he’d genuinely looked like he wanted to cry. But it’s when you remember what led you up to this point that erases those thoughts away. They didn’t feel pity for you when they treated you like an outsider in your relationship. So why feel pity for them? If anything this was well deserved.

“No Johnny. I want to break up with you guys.”

You were calm and meticulous, taking the time to look at the other men’s reaction.

Kyle looked shocked at the news.

Simon was looking at you as if you told him that you had cheated on them. Full of betrayal.

And John looked calm but you could tell he was struggling with thinking of what to say. He wasn’t just the leader in their team; he was the leader in the relationship and if they never what to say, he always did. But now? He looked like he was a bit flustered, and quite frankly he looked like he was at a loss of what to say.

“I’m not understanding. Why do you want to break up? Is it because of something we did?”

Oh? Looks like Kyle was taking up the mantle. Maybe that’s why John used to tell you that Kyle had the future makings of a captain; wherever someone lacked, Kyle could make up for it. A true leader.

“If you guys don’t understand what you did then it’s more of a reason to break up,”

You got up calmly from the table.

“When you guys understand what you did and can tell me why you acted that way, we can talk but for now we’re done. I already have somewhere to go and I’ll give you guys the curtesy of letting you know when I get there safe but that’s it.”

And you walked away. You ignored the chatter of Kyle and Johnny telling Price to do something but you could hear Price stammering. You knew how it would go down, Kyle and Johnny would be upset and anxious at the news and Simon would be the one to comfort the two men while John would try to figure out how to fix the situation.

Old you would’ve comforted the men too, said that it’s just some distance and time apart, but current you knew that this was for the best.

As you headed out of the house and got into your friend’s car to go to your temporary home. You thought of this:

Love is here because sometimes love is better when you’re not together rather than being miserable together.

Guys I wanted to add that I’ve never dated anyone nor do I have any experience in love, so yeah 🤷🏻‍♀️ I think I write it unrealistically, but idk

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CW: angst, the men get what they deserve

The men are confused as to if love is here when they finally notice something is off with you. It’s something subtle like moving a block a tiny bit to the left because it looks better that way, nobody would notice unless they looked at it hard enough.

And the men did look hard enough at it and noticed the change.

—

For Johnny, it was when all the men got ready for bed and were starting to get comfortable in their spot when he noticed something was wrong. Rather than let John use him as his personal teddy bear, Johnny sat up and looked around the room as if looking for something. Before they could ask what Johnny was looking for, he got out of bed and opened the bedroom door and peered into the hallway.

The only thing the men could do was stare in confusion as they saw Johnny looking out as if waiting for something to come. It took a few seconds more before he looked back at them a bit confused and asked:

“Why hasn’t the Bonnie come to bed?”

Oh. He was right, you hadn’t come to bed. Now that they think of it, when’s the last time you’ve slept in the bed with them?

The only thing Kyle could do was stretch his arms as he sat up, he pondered about the answer before he found one that satisfied everyone’s curiosity.

“Maybe she fell asleep in the guest bedroom. I think she’s been having a lot of online work meetings, she probably didn’t want to disturb us.”

That answer worked for Johnny as he nodded. He took one last look into the hallway before deciding his next move.

“She should be done right? It’s late, I haven’t cuddled with her in awhile. I’ll go get her.”

Before anyone could say anything, Johnny took quick steps out of the bedroom and into the hallway before going into the guest bedroom.

For Johnny, he realized something was wrong when he saw you sleeping alone in the guest bedroom. But why? You had a bed. With them. Your boyfriends. Why sleep alone?

Oh well. He’d talk about it tomorrow with you, but for now he wanted to cuddle with his Bonnie. He stood over the bed as he shook you gently, he kept shaking you until he saw your eyes open. It was weird to see you look at him with so much confusion, but never mind that. Johnny reached out his hand as he spoke to you.

“Cmon Bonnie. Let’s go to bed, I wanna cuddle with ya, haven’t done it in a long time.”

Johnny who was expecting for you to give him that sweet smile as you took his hand was left perplexed as you shook your head and got comfortable in the bed again.

“No thank you Johnny. I’d rather sleep alone.”

You spoke very softly, perhaps you didn’t want the men to overhear you or maybe you were just too tired to really talk. Johnny didn’t investigate too much into that as he nodded and walked out of the bedroom, looking like a kicked puppy.

Johnny isn’t sure if love is here when he returns back to bedroom, gets into bed with his lovers, but doesn’t feel right sleeping knowing that you’re sleeping alone in another bedroom.

—

For Kyle, he realizes it when doing his weekly grocery store run. It’s common to do these runs often especially when there’s many mouths to feed and a lot of laundry to be done. Kyle enjoys the peace that comes with strolling through the aisles so he’s often the one that volunteers to go.

Kyle looks through each aisle, he likes to see if there’s anything he can stock up on or maybe just see if he can buy it because he wants it. He goes into the beauty aisle because he remembers that Simon is almost out of face wash and if he runs out then he’ll go for Kyle’s much more expensive face wash. Kyle can’t have that so he’ll grab it now before he has to witness Simon lathering on his face wash.

He finds it quick and grabs a bottle… well actually he’ll grab two so that he can be sure that he won’t have any incidents in the future. It’s while he about to leave the aisle that he notices that the employees had put a bunch of sheet masks on sale. While he should’ve just ignored it and headed off to pay, it was like those sheet masks were trying to reach out to him. Like an annoying spam call that keeps calling you hoping that you’ll pick up.

Kyle chose to pick up the call and realized why they’re calling out to him. He hadn’t done a self care day with you in awhile. Now that he thinks about when’s the last time he’s spent time with you? He can’t remember. The last time you tried to spend time with him, he brushed you off in favor of going to a bar with Johnny.

Maybe buying those masks would be nice. He could buy a few extra things, you two could pamper each other, and maybe if you guys were lucky enough you could get one of your boyfriends to join in. Lord knows that those men don’t understand the concept of facial care, it was always you or Kyle getting them to put on the face masks.

With that in mind, Kyle grabbed a few packs of sheet masks and he looked around the store for extra stuff to buy. He’ll grab a few of your favorite snacks, maybe he’d grab a movie (something cheesy, he can’t remember the last time he heard you laugh) and if he remembers right you should be off from work today.

It’ll all be perfect.

Kyle thinks to himself as he heads off to pay.

Kyle is confused as to if love is here when he comes home and sets everything up on the living room table. He has all the masks spread out for you choose, different bowls filled with your favorite, and a movie ready to be played. He hears the front door open and close as he sees you step into the living room. He doesn’t like that expression on your face when you see him, like you weren’t expecting him to be there and looking closely, he notices that you have a gift bag from a museum.

Who’d you go to the museum with? It wasn’t him or the men because they were all out doing their own errands. Did you go by yourself? But why? You could’ve told him and he would’ve went with you. Why didn’t you want to spend time with him?

He’ll figure that out later but now he wants to spend time with you. He gives you a soft smile as he gestures to the table. He sees your eyes follow to the table and you don’t really look that much fazed as you look back at him in confusion. He pats the spot next to him as he speaks up.

“Haven’t had a self care day with you in awhile. I got these sheet masks we can use and I got a movie we can watch apparently it’s about a giant cockroach invading the city.”

Normally you would’ve joined him, you would’ve picked out your mask and decide which snack you want as he plays the movie. Sometimes you guys would even pick out masks for your boyfriends and have (force) them to use it, but that was in the past as you shake your head and grabbed your bag closer to you.

“No thank you Kyle. I have to catch up on work.”

You don’t wait for his response as you hurried off to the guest room, closing the door and shutting him out.

Kyle doesn’t think that love is here when he watches the movie by himself, but he really can’t find himself to laugh at the horrible CGI because he’s stuck wondering why didn’t you want to hang out with him.

—

For Simon, he realizes it when he gets ready to go out for his nightly walks. While he knows that his lovers don’t like it when he leaves for them, he’s grown to enjoy the time spent just quietly reflecting on whatever’s on his mind. He never tells them that but he thinks they already know.

Most of the time, it’s always Kyle who hates when he leaves for them. Kyle always felt that Simon would be a prime target for someone to hurt him which seems a bit weird considering his stature if anything he’s sure that everyone else is scared that he’ll hurt them but fine maybe Kyle knows something he doesn’t.

But as he gets ready to leave, he’s about to grab his keys and his gun (that John makes him take) when he spots your keys also on the counter top. He looks around a bit expecting to see you come out, ready for a walk with him but you don’t come. You know the time he goes for them, and you normally go with him so where were you?

It’s been a while since you went with him, it’d be nice to have some alone time with you. He likes these walks with you because he likes to hear you talk. You talk about anything that’s on your mind, sometimes it’s about how Johnny forgot to change the toilet paper again, how you really love your job (which is surprising because you always complain about it), or your hopes for the future with them.

Sometimes, he’ll join in with his own commentary but sometimes he’ll just give you a nod or lightly brush his thumb on your hand letting you know that he’s listening. It’s nice. It’s peaceful. And now he’d like to have another walk with you.

He has an idea as to where you might be as he goes into the guest bedroom, he gives a quick knock and hears a come in. When he opens the door, he sees a scrapbook that you’re working on. A scrapbook? You never told him about this. You tell him everything because you know he never judges. So why aren’t you talking to him anymore?

This walk will definitely help in reconnecting with you. He’ll ignore how you don’t look ready for walk, you look more prepared for bed, it’s okay he can wait a bit while you get ready. He’s patient.

“Aren’t you coming on the walk?”

He speaks somewhat gruffly. He expects you to look at the time, realize that you lost track of time, laugh and then promise to get ready quickly.

But you don’t do that, you don’t even look interested in going out with him.

“I’m too tired for a walk.”

Was all you said as you went back to your scrapbook.

Simon wanted to talk back, maybe a small part of him wanted to ask if he can join you then, anything to hear you talk to him but he can tell that you rather be alone. And he does leave you alone.

Simon isn’t sure that love is here when he takes his walk because this is something he enjoys doing. But now? He can’t find himself enjoying this as much as he’d much rather have you here.

—

For John, he realizes it when he books a reservation at a nice restaurant for you and him. He books it because he can’t remember the last time, he took you out on a date just you two.

He also books it because his lovers have been complaining that you’re getting distant from them and they’re not sure why. He thinks this date will help him get to the bottom of it. He thinks it’s just work that’s making you distant, in his opinion, he’ll bring up that topic again. Where he tells you to quit your job and stay home, your job clearly stresses you out, so why not quit? They can provide for you until you find a better job or if you don’t want to work anymore then that’s fine too.

Don’t you trust them to take care of you? They all love you dearly. Don’t you trust them to tell them about any issues you have? Anything that’s bothering you, they’ll help you get through it. That’s what lovers do.

John waits by the living room, he counts down the time till you come home from work. He knows that today, you get off early for what reason he isn’t sure. He just knows that you never ask and leave when told.

Right on cue, he hears the door open and shut as he sees you step into the living room. You put your bags on the floor as you spot him. You look like a little mouse, who’s about ready to run. But he won’t let you, at least until he tells you about your date for tonight.

“Got us a reservation at that steakhouse. Tonight at 7:30.”

As he expected, he sees you get ready to object. Fine then. He’ll see what you have to say. He’s fair. He’ll listen to you.

“Can’t you take someone else? Johnny was just complaining that he’s dying for a good steak.”

“No I can’t. Johnny’s always wanting a good steak. I booked it with you in mind.”

It was like a Pokémon battle with every excuse you had not to come, he had something to counter back with. In the end, he won the battle as he got you to agree to go on the date.

When it came time to go, he waited by the door for you and while he was about to yell out a reminder that if you guys didn’t leave now you were going to be late (something he always got used to doing with Kyle, who for some reason always needed to triple check his outfit), you came out from the guest bedroom, and heavens you were stunning. You always knew what to wear, how to do your hair, and how to do your makeup (always the right amount).

He was quick in taking your arm as he took you out to the car, not without calling you the prettiest woman he’s ever seen. He was sure that whatever was the issue, he’ll be able to find it out with this date especially as he saw that small smile you had when he complimented you. Whatever was bothering you, he’ll figure it out and then he’ll discuss with the men what to do. But for now, he wants to enjoy this time with you.

Being at the steakhouse was nice. He can’t remember the last time, he’s taken you out and that gives him even more of a reason to check in on you. He tries to bring up stuff that you liked, old discussions that you two had, and hell he even brought up your work to see how it is going. But you weren’t receptive at all.

You were choosing to give small talk instead of that full length conversations that he was used to having with you. To him, it looked like you didn’t even want to be here, you were messing with the napkin more than you were giving him attention. It felt like a first date where it’s obvious the other person isn’t that into them.

John isn’t sure that love is here when he’s stuck on trying to get his sweet love to talk to him again, like old times.

—

Tonight, you chose to go out with your friends especially after texting them about your troubles, and as expected they quickly turned against the men.

What’s their issue?

How can they treat u so badly and then act surprised that u don’t want to be with them. 😤

That’s it they’re officially the garbage men 🗑️ the trash gets taken out tomorrow, put them out there

It was nice, having friends like them, someone who stood by your corner especially when you felt so alone. But it was also weird to see how differently your boyfriends (can you even call them that?) were treating you now. Johnny was acting more clingy than before (he’s always wanting to cuddle with you), Kyle was always looking for something to do with you, Simon started participating in scrapbooking, and John’s always picking you up from work.

You weren’t quite sure what was going on, but for now you want to enjoy your time with your friends. It could help seeing the relationship from an outside perspective. You checked yourself out in the mirror and smoothed out your outfit, fixing anything that needed to be fixed before grabbing your bag. Apparently they wanted to treat you out to some drinks, help relieve that stress they said.

You didn’t feel like questioning it as you left the guest bedroom as walked towards the door. You heard some movement from the living room as you saw the men looking at you from the couch (they look like a bunch of meerkats). You already knew what was coming.

“Where are you going?”

Kyle questioned as he and the men eyed your outfit. They definitely wanted to know where you were going wearing that outfit.

“To the club.”

You said as you checked your bag one last time, making sure you had everything you needed. You expected them to nod and let you be, but you didn’t expect to see Johnny get up from the couch.

“Can I come with? I’ll go put on a nicer outfit and then we can take off.”

It was funny, just thinking of how you were in their same place, wanting to go with them on their date. But they rejected you and now you were rejecting them.

“You can’t. It’s for me and my friends.”

That’s all you wanted to say and all you told before you left.

Your boyfriends aren’t sure that love is here as they are stuck, sitting on the couch, wondering what went wrong and how they can get their sweet girl back.

Simon: 🧍‍♂️, Kyle: my baby 🥺

Deleted Scene: Graves who used to go out on the walks too, stops because Simon used to chase him. (Simon was doing the trend of making sure they get home safe)

I never watched/or played Pokemon that much, I was a Digimon girl

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CW: angst, not sure how to describe it but I guess neglectfulness, mention of sex near the end

You still think it’s love when the men come home from their deployments, exhausted and not in the mood to give you some attention. It’s reasonable they’re exhausted from whatever they were doing out there and don’t feel in the mood to dote on you. You try to be the best girlfriend, you can be and give them space and prepare a nice welcome home meal for them.

Their exhaustion normally lasts about a day before they’re off doting on you, trying to make up on the time spent apart for you. They’re kissing and cuddling with you, preferring not to focus on the more intimate moments but rather the softer parts of love. They ask what you’ve been up to and you do the same. You’re not exactly sure as to why but the men always keep a majority of their work hidden from you.

You know that they’re in the military but that’s about it. They choose to keep you in the dark about their dirty work. But if that’s what they want then you wouldn’t complain. As long as they returned back home to you then you can look past this.

Love is still present when you guys go back to your regular routine. You pamper them and they pamper you. You’re happy with them and you trust that they are happy with you too.

Soon enough the men once again head off their deployments. You give the men a kiss for good luck and I love you as you wait for them to come back.

—

You’re sure love is here when the men come back and still act distant towards you after the second day. Maybe they’re just really exhausted, they were gone longer than normal so that could be it. You give them their space as they relax and try to once again adjust to the civilian lifestyle.

You mind your business as the men focus on themselves:

Johnny heads out to the porch to paint some flower pots you had bought.

Simon heads off to the gym to work out.

John chooses to stay in the living room to watch some movies.

While Kyle chooses to go out and enjoy some time alone in the park.

It was fine

You decided to yourself

It must’ve been a hard mission so that’s why they’re exhausted. Eventually they feel more relaxed.

With that conclusion, you head off to the grocery store to buy some extra food for the week.

—

You’re a bit confused if love is still here when you see your boyfriends act differently towards you while treating the others the same as before.

They occasionally give you the small kisses on the forehead or a I love you but that’s about it now. You’ve noticed the time spent with your boyfriends was almost cut in half while if your boyfriends were spending time with the others, it almost tripled.

You used to spend at least a hour, napping with John on his recliner and yet now he always shakes you awake after thirty minutes and tells you to go to bed so that you can sleep. At first, you accepted it and went off to bed, trying to ignore the fact that John never joined you, but you were left confused when that hour spent napping with John was replaced by Kyle napping with him.

You and Johnny used to always look up recipes to try and would always head off to the grocery store to buy them. You guys called it, Guinea Pig Day, because the other men always were the first ones trying out the new dish. When you hadn’t had that day in awhile, you try to ask Johnny if he found anything online but he shrugs you off as he says that he and John already picked out a recipe and that they’re going to try it out later tonight.

Kyle used to look up online, things to do around this city, and whenever he found something interesting he would always excitedly show you and set up a day that you two could go out and visit it. This time, you found out about a new cafe that was opening up, from what you read it was a dog cafe, but when you tried to show Kyle, he seemed interested but told you that he’d take Simon instead.

You used to always tell your boyfriends that Simon’s lap was the comfiest of all. It became an inside joke between you guys as Johnny used to always pretend to try and look up how to have a comfy lap for your partner, but it was never harmful. You came home from work one day, exhausted, wanting nothing more than to relax in Simon’s lap but when you found him, you saw that Johnny was already sitting on his lap talking about something he found on the internet. You weren’t sure what to say so you turned around and went off to the porch.

Right now, you’re just confused if love is here or not.

—

You’re not sure if love is here when a week after the men returned back from their deployment, they get all dressed up and get ready to leave.

You watch them from the couch as you see Kyle fix Johnny’s tie. You see John looking at his phone, probably for directions, and you see Simon putting on some cologne. While all the men were all dressed, you were here on the couch wearing some pajamas.

“Are you guys going somewhere?”

You speak up. The men turn to look at you as if remembering that you were here and you can see the gears in their heads turn as they decide what to say.

“We’re…”

Kyle begins, trying to find the right words to say.

“We’re going on a date.”

“A date?”

You look at the men, they certainly looked dressed for a date, but why didn’t they tell you?

“Can I come? I won’t take long to get ready, just give me about 15 minutes”

You asked them as you began to get off the couch but instead of seeing smiles and nods, you’re just met with a grimace expression.

“Love”

John begins slowly.

“It’s a date for us.”

For us? You can’t remember the last time that the men willingly chose to go out on a date without you. Sure there were times that you were feeling under the weather or was too tired to go out, but now? You felt fine, and you were definitely wanting to go out on a date with your boyfriends.

You weren’t exactly sure what to think but you gave them a small nod as you went back to the couch, trying hard not to cry as you hear the men leave.

—

Now you don’t think love is here as you try to move past the date. You try your hardest to move past the way they’ve been treating you as if you’re just their roommate rather than your girlfriend. Those sparse kisses and the I love you, you used to receive are practically non-existent now. You have to watch as the men slowly begin cutting you out from their lives.

You find yourself sitting on the couch again as you notice that all of your boyfriends are upstairs in your shared bedroom. Before you can head upstairs and try to squeeze your way back into their hearts again; you hear it, you hear the moans and groans. It doesn’t take an idiot to realize what is happening.

Your biggest fear was coming true and you couldn’t do anything about it as you stayed seated on the couch, wallowing over the lost of love.

Now you were sure that love wasn’t here.

Rahhh heartbreak 🦅🦅

According to my calculations 🤓 I should be done with this series in about 2-3 chapters hopefully, that’s not including the two endings

*Edit: This is being made into a story. Here is the Masterlist for it.*

Poly TF141 where you and the guys have been together for quite a while. First it was them then you came along and you became the final piece to their puzzle.

Poly TF141 where you’re too nervous about being in a poly relationship because you know there’s a case where someone might feel left behind, but the men reassure you and say that has never happened to them and it won’t happen to you.

Poly TF141 where you feel on top of the world with the men. They treat you good and you do too. There’s always laughter, smiles, and kisses. You guys always end the day with a I love you. You think that you must’ve found your soulmates and you assume it’s the same for them.

Poly TF141 where they slowly begin distancing themselves from you. You first assume it’s the job that’s keeping them being busy so you try to be patient and understanding. You try to give them distance but it hurts when you see them acting all lovey dovey towards each other but won’t include you.

Poly TF141 where you’re left there confused as you see the men get ready to go out on a date without you. You ask them if you can come too but they say that this is more for them rather than for you. You merely nod as you watch them leave. Maybe it’s their anniversary of when the four men got together and they want to celebrate it amongst themselves. But you know that’s a lie.

Poly TF141 where now you feel like a roommate instead of their girlfriend. They don’t give you good morning kisses or do anything that couples do. You have to watch from the sidelines as you see Johnny sitting Ghost’s lap or Gaz cuddling up to Price. You just watch as they head upstairs to have their own time for intimate moments. You just wallow on the couch as you hear the moans and groans.

Poly TF141 where you talk with your friends about it and realize the men are slowly kicking you out of their lives. Not once have they asked for your location or when you’ll be back. Your biggest fear of one of you guys being left behind was true and it’s happening to you.

Poly TF141 where you stop sleeping in your shared bedroom. At first the men don’t notice but it’s until Johnny doesn’t want to cuddle with any of men at night and wants to cuddle with you that they realize you haven’t come to bed yet. They find you at the guest bedroom, fast asleep, Johnny shakes you awake and tells you to come to bed, I wanna cuddle with ya, he tells you. He walks like a kicked puppy out of the guest bedroom when you reject him softly, I want to sleep alone tonight, was your only response.

Poly TF141 where Gaz remembers he hasn’t had a self care day with you in a while so he buys everything that you guys need. He has everything laid out in the table, ready for you guys, but you tell him that you’re too busy with work and rush back into the guest bedroom.

Poly TF141 where Simon normally takes a walk before heading to bed and decides to see if you’re up for a walk. He likes walking with you because you get to chat his ear off and he loves it. He loves hearing about the most randomness of things but you tell him that you’re too tired to walk.

Poly TF141 where John books a reservation at a nice restaurant for you and him but you don’t want to go. You tell him to take one of the other guys but he insists of wanting to go with you. You reluctantly go with him, and he’s doing most of the talking during the date. You mainly respond with nods or small comments and any attempt of a conversation by John is always met with quick talks.

Poly TF141 where the men are confused as to why you’re acting this way. They don’t understand that their actions led you to this point. And they all left stunned when during dinner, you tell them that you’re leaving them. It’s meant with protests from Johnny, pleading from Gaz, silent glaring from Simon, and questions from John. It’s there that they realize that they pushed you away and now they were facing the consequences of their actions.

Poly TF141 where you do leave them and move into your friends place until you can find your own. You’re constantly bombarded with gifts, messages, and voicemails. They all contain the same message; We’re sorry, please take us back.

Poly TF141 where they finally get you to agree to meet up with them and they apologize sincerely and beg for you to come back. And now you’re stuck with the decision.