— go ahead, make a fool out of me

Atsushi: *Deep and hoarse voice* “It is me, Akutagawa, the Port Mafia rabid dog. I come from the slums, where life was hell. I learned to be tough as nails, iron, and fire. I wear the blood of my enemies (of which there are many) whom I defeated because they couldn’t match my power. I don’t have any feelings because I swallow my own emotions for breakfast. If you run across me, I’m going to sever your leg.”

Akutagawa: *Scoffing, low-key blushing* I don’t sound anything like that

vs.

Akutagawa clearly having very scarce consideration of his own life, constantly throwing himself into battle and believing that weak people (including himself) deserve to die (“Kill me. Defeat means death”). Akutagawa who had so little consideration for his life he didn't care about dying as long as he took as many people who murdered his friends with him. Akutagawa who doesn't hesitate to send himself in deadly missions because he himself believes if he doesn't suceed in proving himself strong then he deserves to die.

one of the hardest things for me is drawing characters the same every time so for the past like 3 days ive been trying to brute force having this skill by drawing my babygirl every goddamn hour

Can you give me... A reason to live?