Self distrust
Ending up in a position that you put yourself in only causes you to blame you. Knowing that you’re wrong and doing something anyway leaves you to wonder if you enjoy the feelings of pain ? Do you enjoy being the one to be hurt in the end ? Or is it the trill of not knowing if things could end up differently than you KNOW that they will ? All the questions center as you think throughout the day but in the same position you decide to make the same choice. Consistently self inflicting pain that I’m not able to take.














