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I might…be a little……obsessed…with drawing Loke………😛

Ignore the fact i sorta fucked up on the hair.. huuhuuhuuu

I just saw a reflection of myself inside you.

I mistook the guilt of loving you for hatred.

I tried to draw Loki and Sigyn mythology accurate !! :3 but i couldn’t bother with his face scars and cracked lips ples forgiv mi 🙏😔

I am still young yet simple everyday life activities feel like heavy labor. Even something as simple as brushing my teeth feels exhausting like an unwanted long time chore. My body is heavy when i wake up at mornings. It yearns to stay hidden in the darkness for no person to ever look at again.

I am still young yet i feel in ways that ive only heard adults talk about feeling.

I am still young yet i weep and yearn for substances that are usually only available to adults. Alcohol to soothe the unwanted thoughts and drugs to bring wanted ones into my head and to make the world simply disappear into a mess of whatever that i'll forget when im sober again. Cigarettes to distract my hands and sex to redirect my body to pleasure instead of pain.

I am unable to open up about my deepest desires like this except for when im anonymous online.

Where in development have i went wrong?