Monk of Latchkeys

God is just a A metaphor for permanence. what is more power then to remain in a every changing Universe. (::)

For real all I want in life is a tomboy girlfriend and femboy boyfriend and i’ll be whatever they need me to be!

P1: A person who is okay with being alone is a powerful person. P2: This lonely people propaganda, believe this if you want but you will never meet a powerful person who powerful on their own.

I'm happy, but I'm scared it won't last. I'm nervous to really enjoy happy feelings when its accompanied by fear of losing it. At less with sadness it is consistent and easy but it’s sad-so it feels like sadness. No No I deserve happiness I just need more practice! the fear will dissipate if I have happy courage!

she said she wanted political intrigue, i took that bicth to an NAACP meeting. it did not disappoint!

im back! Can i get a like if you see this. i have 78 followers who maybe are not even using there Tumblr anymore

I have built a financial lifeboat in this recession but the most difficult part is watching your friends drown in it. I couldn't have build it bigger boat nor were their any alarms to sound, by which I mean I have been sounding the alarm for years but people have mistaken that noise as my character. I couldn't get them to move. I didn't cause the recession of course but as is activist taking responsibility requires taking the blame too. I didn't create a movement. I did create a lifeboat.

We live in apoplectic times. Often In fiction the people collectively remember the day the apocalypse started and/or what started it. However in our real life apocalyptic times it's more likely you remember when you realized it was happening. Maybe you have had hard life that has always seemed apocalyptic or maybe you realized it into just recently by looking into how things operate? Unlike the fictional worlds most of our physical infrastructure are intact and some of it is very pretty. Some places would seem like paradise aside from the people obviously experiencing homeless or other forms of poverty. That is because the apocalypse is not about the state of physical public infrastructure, wearing rags from the lack of fast fashion and clean clothes or the need to re build vehicles out of junk parts as it's portrayed in fiction. It's about the hearts of the survivors here. By heart I mean the connections people make between each other, the connection people make to their environment/ bio-regions and the connection people make with non-human life on the planet. If we do nothing people can and will survive physically in this state of being but when we look at the effects of these harmful intentions and the weakness of these kind of heart connections we can really Internalized the desolate Apocalypse of Broken Hearts we live in. Every mechanism and process seems to create disconnection, isolation and broken hearts. The apocalypse is end but it is also the beginning again. I want to aid in creation of some thing new by sharing over 19years of translated notes from an Intentionally nameless Malian shamanic order/monk hood(more on them later). Starting with insights from the past that will help us all to understand how and why we create connections rather then when or why we lost them.

he was almost right, the 4th dimension is not time but time is the device needed to explore/live in a 3-dimensional world. when he makes the cube with the connects toy you can see it 2 dimensionally but to explore the whole cube you need time. the time it takes you to turn the cube back to where you started is a 3rd dimensional understanding of the toy. to get to a 4th dimensional understanding of an "object" like the connects toy one has to witness the whole 3 dimensional time line of the connects toy while existenceting outside of time we understand as both linear and one directional (same a 1D being seeing a 3d object move on the plane). the problem with witnessing any thing in its tesseract form is it would take the whole length of our lives to watch it. assuming the lifespan of the tesseract was longer than our 3 dimensional lifespan. or the tesseract would seem like all of it forms it's has ever existed in, all at the same time but either way perceptually, by which I mean 3 dimensionally it would look as if one glance could split into infinite timelines. 4th dimension being might be able to see our whole lifespan as if they were glancing at one item (imagine what you could judge about a person's character with sight like that). i can only further speculate what interaction would feel like, maybe it would feel omnipotent and scary. fun note: if the connects toy looks like the 2d drawing of the tesseract imagine what a tesseract angle or eye of god would look like.... my guess is the biblically accurate angle

My love Don't be afraid of bring a failure, you understand how successful people fuck up this world.

maybe it's spiritual in that you are self aware that your life (things before you) and thoughts( if you are aware you are thinking then you can think of something different) are not one and the same but two Separate elements looping into each other. but there is nothing spiritual as in super natural happening. Perhaps you are over thinking this phenomenon but only because you're seeking something which is good, its even better if you know what you are seeking. do you know?