Sygatzi Does Stuff

WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLL

{rant, talking about the above} (I'm fineeeeeeeee)

what does this mean

what does this mean

what does this mean

//this was made by someeeoneeee july 20 this year

//its really cool

-pandora and alex the bird

-Pandora

(Art by Vietnam??? Yeah I still don't know why they're named Vietnam, sorry about that- YES AND THAT IS THE WORD BLOOD IN RUSSIAN, IT'S SOMEONE'S NAME. HEEEEELP)

-Alex Oh hi alex

hi pandora (*/ω＼*)

long time no see yes indeed

Something someone drew yesterday.

Our internal world for years has always involved the very frabic of our existence: neurons.

//I think this is supposed to represent that one time someone completely externally spatial co-fronted and some other dude tried to comfort them. I don't know for sure, though. I think they got tired after drawing so much that they kinda gave up as to what to put in the interior.

Maybe this is a proof of concept? I don't know.

Also known as grasshoppers.

I thought I would share my discovery. I haven't seen these little guys in a couple years. I do wish I could find a wolly bear soon, I miss them too. These appear to be juveniles. I didn't take a picture because my hands were full, but I got to pick both of them up and they both stared at me. It was kinda cool.

-Bug/Leif person. I don't know, guys. Today's been really weird. I don't know who anyone is right now. May I go by Bug? I dunno. No name feels right. Like at all. I hope tommorrow's better. Y'all really need to stop prying into stuff that we're not ready for. I also found a Felis catus named George. I don't know if he was lost or anything, but I approached the creature with caution and curiousity.

For the reccord, I do think the "main" subsystems are swapping out again. Given the weird stuff that happened yesterday, it makes sense. I don't know how long me being present will last, so I'll just enjoy the moment, I guess. I like insects. And nature. And Felis catuses. And Canis lupus familiarises.

I kind of want to be called Carter if that's okay. I don't know for sure. There's so much tension going on. Our own brain doesn't feel like home anymore. And that's a really, really big statement.

Unfortunately the phone didn't pick up the sounds by what I think were Melanoplus sanguinipes [Grasshoppers]. They were definetly stridulation sounds. Cool wind sounds though.

content warnings include mentions of religion, possible emotional neglect and possible religious trauma (including forced church attendance).

this happened in the wee hours of the morning, so i apologize for the messy handwriting.

//this is an internal experience that happened. i shall leave this as it is because i think it's pretty beautiful 👍-purple.32

//I JUST WANTED TO START LIKE A NAMING CEREMONY AND THEN THIS JUST HAPPENED -pink.52