i'm a goner

     once the word tree was uttered, kat perked up immediately. any lack of energy seemed to disappear and she whipped her torso around to face him, brows raising. “you started without me?” her own lips formed a little pout, but it only lasted for a moment. the tree was the most important part, after all, as as long as he hadn’t done that without her, she’d get over it. it was her own fault for sleeping in, she figured. kat should have known dally would get up early to get a head-start on things.”okay, okay. i’m getting up, i am.” even if she wanted to, she couldn’t stay bothered at that cute little face for too long. cupping his face in her hand, she pressed a quick peck to his lips before sliding out from under the covers and getting to her feet.

     as much as lani wanted to claim she’d simply come over to lend a hand to a neighbor in need, half of the reason she’d come over was out of pure self-interest. she needed sleep and that wasn’t going to happen while her neighbor’s baby wouldn’t stop crying. “it can’t get any worse than it already is,” she assured, lips pressing together. she hoped he wouldn’t take that the wrong way, but it really wasn’t any trouble for her to help out. not if it meant they could all get a full night of sleep for once. “totally fine, you go ahead. i’ll take great care of her, i promise.” lani nodded, flashing a reassuring smile as she took the crying girl into her arms. it had been a while since she’d taken care of a kid so young, all of her nieces and nephews all around school age, but she’d been doing it since it was a teenager. it was second nature to her at this point. once tyler disappeared, lani began to wander aimlessly around the apartment, bouncing in the baby in her arms in an attempt to lull her to sleep. she was so adorable, lani really couldn’t stay mad at her for being so loud. she pulled out absolutely every trick in the book, pulling funny faces, trying to tickle her, bouncing her in her arms, the whole ordeal. eventually crying turned to mere whimpering and the young woman found herself plopping down on the couch, little girl cradled still in her arms. “see, being quiet isn’t so bad huh?” she cooed in a baby voice, fully aware that she wouldn’t be understood. then, with the baby laying against her chest, lani attempted to put her to sleep the best way she knew how; by rubbing her back and singing soft lullabies. it seemed to do the trick because before she even knew it, lani had drifted off to sleep herself, still cradling baby against her arms.

      she had a soft spot for shyness, drawn to the rosy pink color of a boy’s skin whenever he felt timid. dalton couldn’t have known that and he surely hadn’t meant it but that small involuntary action had capture her undivided attention, drawing her away from the other shameless attempts at gaining her favor. why bother with the others when there was so much fun to be had with him? izzie was certain it wouldn’t take much to make the blush spread, from his cheeks to the tip of his ears, maybe even down his chest. she’d like to see that. perhaps another time when she didn’t have to share him. “i can hardly show you in this position,” she teased. “here, lay your head in my lap.” she patted the pale blue fabric of her dress invitingly curious to see if he’d take more gentle coaxing. part of her wished he would. she missed boys who were a challenge.

     night after night lani couldn’t seem to be able to get a good night’s sleep. it seemed whenever she finally dozed off for the night, the sound of endless crying woke her right back up and kept her from falling back asleep. as exhausting as it was for her, she couldn’t even begin to imagine how the parent of the child in question felt, unable to get their own kid to quiet down for a full night of sleep. the young woman could only take so much before she felt like she was about to snap. she was the youngest of her family and all of her older siblings already had kids of their own, so she spent a lot of time looking after her numerous amount of nieces and nephews. she figured if she could get those gremlins to quiet down for a few hours, she could probably do the same for this other kid. once enough was finally enough, lani quickly pulled herself out of bed and bounded across the hall, still clad in her pajamas. as soon as the door opened she couldn’t help but feel bad for the man; he looked completely exhausted. “clearly,” she muttered, although her tone was playful and she flashed a smile. “look, dude, i gotta sleep. you have to sleep. i promise i’m not some creep trying to kidnap your baby.” lani felt the need to reassure him, just in case. “but i’m REALLY good with kids. and i bet i can get her down if you just give me, like twenty minutes.”

𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑑    ⧸    sxlfdestructive   :   carrying   a   bag  of   poorly  made  turkey  sandwich  ,  she  went  to  visit    dalton . a  jovial  smile  etched  on  her  face  as  she  entered  the   comic  bookstore .  “  i  made  the  best  sandwich  your  taste-buds  would  ever  meet ”  she  proudly  announced  before  placing  the  paper  bag  down  on  the  counter . she  looked  around  the  place ,  in  search  for  the  other .  “  what  are  you  doing ,  little  nerd  ? ”  she  asked  despite  how   apparent  what  the  other  was  currently  doing  .  as  she  was  watching  the  male  stock  up  the  new  comic  book ,  she  noticed  something  uncanny .  when  the  other  bent  down ,  it  would  appear  that  he’s  wearing  a  female’s  underwear .  at  first  she  thought  her  eyes  were  only  playing  tricks  on  her  but  when  he  bent  down  once  again   ——  it  would  seem  that  he  is  wearing  a  floral  cotton  garment  underneath  his  pants .  she  chewed  on  the  bottom  of  her  lips  and  contemplated  if  this  was  something  she  should  even  dwell  on .  maybe  he  just  ran  out  of  clean  underwear  ….   or  maybe  he  got  lucky  last  night  and  wore  the  wrong  undies .  “  hey   —  um  ”  her  voice  broke ,  unable  to  look  at  him  .  “  do  you  maybe  want  to  take  a  break  and  eat  lunch  first ?  ”

     kat was more than content to sleep the day away, curled up underneath the comfort of her duvet. it was her favorite place to be when she didn’t have anything else to do and she wanted to stay wrapped up all cozy for as long as possible. dalton’s presence was enough to wake her although she wasn’t disturbed, even though she did grumble a little when he tried to coax her out of bed. “just gimmie five more minutes,” she muttered, tiny smile crossing her features as she snuggled in closer to his grip, the warmth from his body both inviting and hard to resist. she was still half asleep when she peeled her eyes open to turn her head and catch his gaze. “what do you need help with?”

“it was perfect,” she purred, giggling lightly as she admired how beautiful he was. she could finally saw that she was genuinely happy in her relationship, and she knew that nothing could ruin this for her. she felt a light sensation in her stomach as she eyed his lips, and her legs spread out of plain habit. “i want you to kiss me again,” she spoke, firmly this time - almost as if she were demanding him. her skirt settling at the top of her thighs, a mischievous smile playing on her lips. “take off my panties, and my skirt,” she continued, licking her lips with the tip of her tongue. “and remind me what you can do with those lips.”

there was always a tone that she had that wrapped himself around her finger even further. tyler wasn’t used to this type of dynamic in the romance part of his life, but he didn’t want it to change. the man enjoyed treating her like the queen she was. worshipping became his favorite pastime that first night he got a taste. one lick and he was gone for good. “absolutely baby.”  he uttered as his firm hands slid the tiny fabric covering her core down her toned and dainty legs. it was followed by the skirt, leaving his eyes focused on her glistening entrance. “hold on.” there was a wink before he started kissing up her leg. her inner thigh on one side, then the other side, and then right against her entrance only before sliding his tongue along her slit.

     when felicity started design school she was certain she’d found her calling. there was nothing the young parisian was better suited for than creating the most luxe lingerie. then sophia happened, dragging along one the of the male models from class, telling him how pretty he’d look as she riddled off design ideas to felicity. there were moments when sophia spoke like he wasn’t even there, as if he had no choice in the matter. the dark haired woman had never felt such inspiration and she’d never felt such longing. if sophia could have a boy than why couldn’t she? and she did, many of them. one after another, learning new ways to torment them with thea and simran at her side, before moving on to someone new. connor was the first one she kept, the first not to be equally shared among her friends. he was hers, only hers. maybe it was the way he filled out her designs or that he no longer put up resistance. whatever the reason, the price she paid for him was small in comparison to the reward of his service. felicity was so enamored by him that she was barely watching the movie, more interested in how far she could shove her member down his throat, whether or not someone would hear his gagging over the sound of the film. curious blue eyes swept the theater, eyeing a gentlemen further down the row. très bon. felicity leaned forward, forcing her length further down his throat, only to whisper in his ear. “we’ve got an audience. maybe I should invite him to join.”