in spencer's attempt to somehow avoid this particularly uncomfortable topic somehow, to not have to fully verbalise the thoughts that ran through his mind when lola introduced the two of them... it seems he's twisted himself into something else all together. he blinks, confusion making way for a slowly creeping realisation as he deciphers her meaning quickly. "i mean, i..." immediately, he's at a loss for words. this wasn't what he'd been planning to say or imply, not in the slightest. it feels woefully toxic and not quite him, but he can't pretend he doesn't disapprove for more than just the obvious reason that the guy isn't even remotely worthy of her. he blinks, dropping his gaze as his head tilts and as he sucks in a breath, he tries to find a way to maneuverer safely. "it's not about that, lola." he murmurs, voice softer now as he handles this delicate topic, though his mind seems to snap to attention, narrowing in on a particular detail suddenly. "...wait, when did you have a crush on me?"
"then what is it about? at least tell me why you don't like him?" because i know why he doesn't like you. she's at her wits end with it. her boyfriend hates that spencer's one of her best friends, she ignores the snide comments, the constant texting whenever adam knows they'll hang out, even the outlandish questioning-- she figures he'll get over it or she'll get over him. lola crosses her arms over her chest, defensive and embarassed at how much she'd revealed. "does it matter?" she asks quietly. she'd been less, herself then. still half in her father's shadow, playing the part of the quiet church girl, swallowing her own tongue because it was all she knew how to do. spencer had been... funny and sure of himself, a campus superstar. their friendship had been new for her-- exciting, and definitely something her father wouldn't have approved of. a crush was...normal. right? her phone starts to ring, and she silences it without looking. "last year, okay? like every other girl on this stupid campus. it's not a particularly original idea." she's fairly sure he has his own fanclub, in fact she knows he does. "that's irrelevant, spence--" her phone starts to ring again and she winces as she checks it, adam's name clear on the display. she reject sit and types out a quick dismissal before turning her phone off completely. "why can't you be honest with me?"



















