mona

but I'm a fire!!!! and I'll keep your brittle heart warm!!!! IF your cascade ocean wave blues come!!! all these people think love's for show! but I WOULD DIE FOR YOU IN SECRET!!!

*crouching ontop of the fridge in the dark wearing a cloak and holding a deck of tarot cards and some herbs in shady raspy voice* Hey kids ya wanna do some witchcraft?

ballet is so funny bc they will be like ”oh the ballerina is retiring… this is her farewell before she goes off to greener pastures to spend the rest of her days… she has worked a long career and has earned her rest…” and she will be like 31 and opera is so funny bc they will be like ”hes a promising young bass!!! just starting out all wide eyed and bushy tailed!! we’re excited to see where his career will go” and he will be like 47

absolutely adore when people call jess selfish and horrible when he was literally just a kid. he was a child who went his whole life without any financial stability and as a result became a workaholic so that he knew he always had a monetary safety net. he was a child who was abandoned by his father and neglected by his mother, and who was clearly abused in several ways (by liz, by her boyfriends, by his stepfathers). he was a child who was never taught to communicate his feelings. he was a child who was told by his mother and by other authority figures that he was worthless, that he would never amount to anything, that he shouldn’t even try because he’d just end up failing. and despite all of that he tried anyway—for rory, because he loved her. and eventually for himself, because he realized he had worth.

it’s always “i love you” and never “a few weeks ago you told me lane had a crush on me. well i have a crush on her too and i know you have very strict rules about dating and boys and i just want you to know that i’m a good person. i don’t smoke, i don’t drink, i’ve never gotten a ticket, i’m healthy, i take care of myself, i floss, i never watch more than thirty minutes of television partly because i think it’s a waste of time and partly because there’s nothing on, i respect my parents, i do well in school, i never play video games in case they do someday prove playing them can turn you into a serial killer, i don’t drink coffee, i don’t drink soda because the carbonation freaks me out, i’m happy to give up meat if you feel strongly about it, i don’t mind wearing a tie, i enjoy playing those hymns on my guitar, and i really really wanna take your daughter to her prom. mrs kim? please don’t make me repeat that list again.”

“Jess Mariano was a bad boy” did we watch the same show? The Jess Mariano I know tried to impress his crush with magic tricks. The Jess Mariano I know got employee of the month at Walmart. The Jess Mariano I know is a dork and I love him for that.

“Logan treated Rory the best out of all three of her boyfriends” if only season 6 Jess was given the chance 😔

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