Swegged Out

Sun in the 8th House: “Show me what makes you, YOU. Quirks, interests, dislikes, what is the thread of your personality, I want to recognize it like a favorite color.”

Moon in the 8th House: “Let’s create an emotional bond, let’s feel each other, but know you won’t experience my intensity and love until I let you into the home that is my heart.”

Mars in the 8th House: “I only want my twin flame to burn with me. Passion uncovers intimacy for me. Fight for me and I’ll fight for you, feed off your energy, we will drown, explode, conquer, and exist together.”

Mercury in the 8th House: “I want to memorize your thoughts, appreciate your details, and taste your words. Give me intimacy in words and the sharing of ideas. Let’s investigate each other and float on fascination.”

Venus in the 8th House: “I want to know your ticks, I want to complete you, intimacy is being your other half or partner, let me be the one you turn to for understanding and love. Let our relationship be an imprint.”

Jupiter in the 8th House: “Teach me, expand me, let me show you a whole new world, let us be two souls following the same path, let us campaign together, let us learn together.”

Saturn in the 8th House: “You have always been there, you are my person. You challenge me, you change me, you know me. You reflect something I need or want in myself, show me the way.”

Uranus in the 8th House: “Are we kindred spirits? With you I am no longer alone or feel alone. Our intimacy is acceptance, tolerance, and showing each other our mismatch shapes.”

Neptune in the 8th House: “If we can become one, we will become one. Transcend with me, let’s get lost in each other’s fantasies. Let us heal each other, let me see your wounds and pain. Let us be each other’s inspiration.”

Aries: Agression - Arians are bold and strong but not naturally aggressive in the sense that most think. As the children of the Zodiac they can struggle to express themselves and view emotions in a somewhat immature way. They feel that revealing the soft, loving, delicate part of them that hopes and dreams in ways that no other Sign could ever is a weakness, so they cover it up with a mask of aggression.

Taurus: Confidence - Taureans can seem like the most put-together, strong, and intelligent individuals of the Zodiac but deep down they are afraid. They don’t feel secure emotionally so they put up a front of being above such feelings and are typically materialistic - objects won’t let them down or turn them away, people do. When they feel weak, alone and they need something to rely on, they fake it till they make it.

Gemini: Know-it-all - Geminis have a lot of information swirling around in their heads and they are very intelligent. But they can use this intelligence as a mask. They act like they know it all, as if their knowledge makes them better, because at times they feel like that’s all they have. And if they have nothing to offer, no one will listen to them, no one will talk to them or value them.

Cancer: Sensuality - Soft Cancerians, so desperate for love, will use their sexuality as a method of receiving attention, to make up for feeling unloved, or because their gentler, romantic view of love is not always viewed favorably by today’s society. They need love and true connections which can be stunted by the harsh world around them and lead to this coping method or front.

Leo: Pride - We all know about a Lion’s pride but very few realize why Leos put up this front. In short, it’s because they are insecure. They boast and seek to control the world around them because on the inside they are in fact self-conscious. The next time a Leo seems too abrasive or pushy cut them some slack, they are doing what they can to feel secure.

Virgo: Dependability - Virgos are dependable, don’t get me wrong, but they try very hard to be. Their biggest fear is to be useless. When they are being your shoulder to lean on, in a strange way they are leaning right back on you. They need to help others, or at least be needed by them, to feel worth something. Though they may see so stable all on their own, they truly need others but they aren’t always ready to admit it.

Libra: Perfection - Librans feel they must be perfect at all times, they allow themselves no room for error, all because they care so deeply about what others think of them. They must meet the approval of others, this is their greatest desire, so they seek to appear as perfect as possible whether perfection to them is top grades and a clean appearance or appearing as if they don’t care and are above it all. In reality they are just like the rest of us behind that mask.

Scorpio: Cynicism - Scorpios are not cynical and dark to their core, they are simply afraid to hope. They know the dark inner workings of the mind and society, so love and success can seem like a mere fantasy to them no matter how desperately they want it. Pessimism becomes a shield protecting them from being let down or worse. No matter how distant they may seem, on the inside they are still hoping.

Sagittarius: Independence - To Sagittarius, independence is perhaps the most important thing in their world so when they are in need, instead of seeking out support or someone to lean on, they pretend to need no one. Despite being social creatures who seek to communicate and learn from those around them, they can’t admit that they need someone to come home to at the end of the day, making them sometimes appear hot and cold to others. Instead of seeking out what they need, they put up a front.

Capricorn: Seriousness - Capricorns are ruled by severe Saturn so it only makes sense that they work so hard to seem strong and mature, but this is only another front. On the inside they are trapped children who often didn’t have a proper childhood - sometimes this is simply because they themselves expect too much. If you give them the chance they’ll show you just how awkward, loud, and immature they really are.

Aquarius: Intimacy - Aquarians have a complicated relationship with society. They have a lot of friends and are very social but no matter how outgoing and intimate they may seem they are truly closed off. They want to be social and popular but at the same time they are afraid to grow close to another person, to open up and share their emotions. They fear that they will always be outside looking in yet they also fear what might happen if they truly let go. So they get as close as they can and hide their fear behind a mask.

Pisces: Lightheartedness - That Pisces that always seems to be in their own little world, who giggles and never seems to take things seriously? They are burdened by thoughts and feelings beyond what your average person experiences let alone handles. Their lighthearted, unsophisticated behavior is all a front in hopes of lessening that burden. If you were haunted, would you be strong enough to bear that smiling mask?

the Moon in Earth feels with her body. she traces her fingers over emotions like one traces the spines of books. she labels them. she masters them. she expresses them through gold and her hands. they carve her jaw, shape her brow. her emotions sculpt her as much as she sculpts them.

the Moon in Air appears before you as a tabula-rasa-heart. she’s the sky when it’s clear, and yet sometimes, when you least expect, that sky fills. she gathers up the emotions of others and clumps them into downy clouds - angry clouds - tearful ones. she feels, but she feels the most with others.

aries: self-confidence, bluntness, to overthink less and act more, to be more spontaneous, to take initiative and put in the effort, to be able to say no and stand up for yourself

taurus: stability, the importance of comfort, self-worth, personal values, how to build security/safe spaces, to be more firm (embracing a healthy stubbornness), connect more with nature/animals/etc

gemini: open-mindedness, healthy communication, to speak out about your opinions and thoughts, the importance of being social and making connections, how to pay attention to small details, flexibility

cancer: the importance of a comfortable home environment, warmth and love towards others and yourself, the importance of love and deeper connections, how to balance work and life, to accept yours and other’s emotions and feel them to their fullest extent

leo: self-confidence, how to battle insecurities, to speak your mind, to be your true unfiltered self, the ability to be firm in your ideas and yourself, how to break out of your comfort zone and try new things

virgo: the importance of routine, how to balance out your life, how to prioritize, how to care for your health (both physically and mentally), how to overcome your “flaws” or problems, healthy communication

libra: how to embrace and express love, balance, fairness, open-mindedness, the importance of being social; expanding your circles; forming close bonds with others, healthy communication, how to see situations and concepts from multiple sides, spontaneity and how to go head-on into new environments

scorpio: stability and security, how to protect yourself and care for yourself and not just others, the importance of keeping some things secret/private/hidden, initiative and drive, work ethic, creativity (and how to actually put your creativity into a career/goal/etc), overcoming intimacy issues / recognizing the true meaning of casual vs intense relationships

sagittarius: the importance of educating yourself, how to see all sides of a situation, flexibility and open-mindedness, self-confidence, how to speak up for yourself and especially your beliefs/opinions/ideas, how to say no, how to be more adventurous and free, the importance of travel, how to be firm and independent yet welcoming and open at the same time

capricorn: how to establish boundaries, work ethic and goal forming, forming stability/security and how to structure your life, how to say no, how to distance your logic and decision making processes from emotion

aquarius: how to put yourself before others, independence, healthy levels of alone time/”me time”, how to overcome creative blocks, importance of community and meeting new people, stability (internal), how to speak up for yourself and express your opinions/beliefs/thoughts, how to critically analyze your own ideas and behaviors

check moon!

Aries: Look at the slightly angered, pained face. She is crying. And these teardrops are not made out of water. They’re like heavy drops of fire, smashing from the sky on the ground. After the flame burned down, you’ll see tiny, yellow flowers growing out of the ashes.

Taurus:The angels cry, oh, how the Angels cry. Those holy tears, do not dare and try catch them, therefore the angel will be even more hurt. Watch his beautiful face, even saddened it is out of our realm. But despite the outer, pretty shell do not forget: the cries out of pain are real.

Gemini: When a pixie cries, these tears will sting on your skin. Like little syringes they go their way far into your veins. Maybe the pixie will be wiser, next time she tries to play with the gnomes. Be quiet - maybe you can hear her. Echoing sounds of her doleful, pained voice, and the sound of ringing bells, when she flies away to hide her face.

Cancer: This is a cascade. A tsunami you cannot survive. Once the water has swallowed you, you’ll stay under water for as long as it wants you to be. And so are his tears. So is his sorrowful sobbing, every time he tries to catch his breath, every time he reaches for air.

Leo: You can hear it, see it, even smell it. These tears smell like antique, expensive perfume of an old Hollywood star. With a torn, dirtied dress, our forgotten Marilyn Monroe sits on a bench, her sobs can be even heard from the next street. A tiny amount of golden fluid can be found in her big teardrops.

Virgo: Is this snow falling on the ground? Or is it her iced tears? Beautifully they reflect in the sunlight, they are perfect, just as perfect as she tried to be. Oh dear, what a poor little girl. After all, when she sits in her room - so quietly and still - you’ll never see the art she does.

Libra: Imagine it: a flower girl. With big, green eyes and bowed, full lips, her petite sobs may be overheard easily, but she just tries to be as pleasurable as possible and to keep up her beauty. Her tears are full of deadly poison, the air she breathed was polluted by us. Water her, please

Scorpio: The smell of iron is in the air again. The Scorpio has cried pure blood this morning. You can feel it. The air is still vibrant and every and each deep emotion and every and each part of their strength and power was put in the process. Don’t step in puddle of blood. It can sting like acid.

Sagittarius: Ashy, grayish, salty drops are falling from her checks down on the ground. While she runs through the woodland, the sun is rising carefully, not daring to wake up the world now. Birds are chirping but fly away quickly as they see that the teardrops transform into magma. Magma that crushed every living being underneath it.

Capricorn: It was eyes like the one of a wolf that started at you. Focusing. They hissed ‘get lost!’, because it was simply mere irritation, maybe even some kind of pride, what made him act this way. And tonight the wolf was howling. Like he was lost. Like he was left by his pack. The loneliest wolf, the must hurt, the most misunderstood. The day after you saw clues for his presence, as he left traces in the mud. But you never saw him cry his big wolf tears yourself. You never will.

Aquarius: Silence. Listen well. There will be silence first, before you will hear the sound of a single, small waterproof touching the surface There is nothing in the room, till this tall bucket of water. It’s been standing here for god knows who long. Just this crack in the roof is filling it with a tiny amount of water per day. Today it will be enough water for it to overflow.

Aries: with Saturn leaving Capricorn, your ambitious, career driven side becomes more enjoyable and easier in the coming year. your professional and public relationships will grow and become healthier. while the first half of the year stays career-orientated and focused, the second calls your attention to the ways you communicate and love. with Mars spending time in Aries, you’re going to second-guess your goals, plans, and aspirations. impulsive decisions can get in the way of your peace and prosperity. keep a tight reign on your thought process. your relationships, friendships and romance-wise, will be called into focus from mid-2020 to March 2023. keep your friends close and positive. stay alert for romantic connections that will change your life.

Taurus: the mistakes of 2019 will follow you unless you make a major change that will be hard and extremely self-analytical. however, this change is vital and positive. your mistakes in the past year do not define you, and making this change will cause your relationships and self-image to be far happier, healthier, and beneficial. 2020 will offer you the opportunity to break out of your routine-oriented life. you will find yourself in new and exciting situations that are far out of your comfort zone, in a positive way that’ll offer learning and enlightenment. near the end of 2020, you will find yourself tying together what you have been working on for a long time. finishing up projects, finding new levels of self-actualization, and finding success is likely this year. your past relationships will only haunt you if you allow them. let go when appropriate. apologize when appropriate. you are mere baby steps away from something you have been waiting for.

Gemini: your 2020 is defined by your own innovative ideas and aspirations. with Venus retrograde in Gemini at the beginning of the year, your self-love calls for your focus. you will be able to harness your own ability to attract what you want and need for yourself. as the North Node heads into your sign, this only heightens your ability for self discovery, and your independence and love life will become key parts of you this coming year. however, as positive as this may sound, 2020 brings some hardships as well. Uranus brings forth hidden secrets and parts of yourself you’d rather not admit. watch your own impulsive tendencies; sometimes, it can be self-sabotage. some big questions that come up on this year are; Who can you depend on? Who can you trust? What do you attract?

Cancer: you are poised for a fresh-start this year. your friendships and co-dependent nature are up for questioning in the beginning of this year. who you depend on may not be healthiest for you. watch for your friends’ patterns and how they treat others. 2020 calls for you to protect yourself from manipulation. Jupiter spends some time in your sector at the beginning of the year, also, bringing committed relationships and even possible romance. wellness and wellbeing are boosted, and your motivation is at an all time high. your passion this year is unmatched and you are ready to face the world with what you can do. you can easily expand your world-view with these advantages at your side.

Leo: 2019 brought hardships and lost relationships. your easily-riled nature had possibly made you react poorly to situations that could have been avoided. this year, however, gives you opportunity to start anew. your focus on self-care continues through 2020, bringing your own personal needs to light. early 2020, there might be a bit of a reality check when it comes to relationships and health. however, this gives you a tremendous opportunity to rebuild and become better. Jupiter and Neptune offer new relationships in your life this year, and a subtle, quick-romance might come your way. however, this aspect is fleeting, and as the planets shift you learn to focus more on your own short-comings and accomplishments. this is the year to better yourself and make changes for the better.

Virgo: 2019 might have dug you into a hole, virgo. relationships faced hardships with mercury retrograde, however, with the new year, rebuilding is exactly what you needed. a “new you” is vital to your own mental health and prosperity. you are being challenged to work hard for your own success. venus spends some time in at the top of your solar chart, giving you new ways to find pleasure in your work or future plans. your motivation has struggled in the past few years, however, as the North Node follows Venus, you have the tools to fight this bad habit and continue your usual hard work. you play by different rules this year when it comes to relationships and romance. the Jupiter-Neptune transit is not one that favors commitment or defining romance. however, this does not mean relationships will struggle. simply, giving room to yourself and to your partner to grow will benefit everyone. falling in love is likely.

Libra: your new year will be filled with renovation and comfort. you’ll find a voice you hadn’t thought you had before, and forefront a change in your friend group, family, or relationship. this should not make you panic; 2020 brings you uplifting changes that’ll help you for years to come. with changes, however, you must focus on not becoming too rooted in your own agenda or beliefs. when turning a blind eye to new information or situations, you can appear ignorant or close-minded. be sure to keep your eyes open for new ideas that will suit you. this year is a perfect one for you to keep in touch with yourself. stay out of drama, and focus on your own growth and happiness. it’s okay to be a little self-centered this year.

Scorpio: your perspective on the world is called to a change this year. your ideas and beliefs are rooted deeply in your personality, Scorpio, however, you aren’t always right. these challenging bits of information and experiences will deepen your connection with others and the universe; you just have to learn to let go of the past to do so. home and family life come into focus later in the year. flaws in your home-life, relationships, and self are sure to come to surface. this is an opportunity to fix what has been broken long ago, and will be beneficial to everyone involved. excitement and change are in store for your personal relationships with Uranus opposing your sign. romantic partners come and go but leave lessons, happy memories, and a new insight on connection. this year, independence is important.

Sagittarius: your 2019 mistakes will not haunt you, Sagittarius, as much as it may seem they will. 2020 is a year for rebuilding and growing. your past year has put you through the ringer, and this year is going to let you show what you’ve learned. for the bigger part of 2020, Jupiter encourages you to push your own boundaries and deepen your sense of security. in order to enjoy this, however, you must let go of things weighing you down from the past. Jupiter and Pluto come together to give you the resources to do so, as well as the encouragement and drive to persevere. you may be turning over a new leaf in some form of partnership; whether it’s with a new person or an old friend whom you’ve changed your mind about. a flood of emotional intensity could be connected to this, and by the end of it, you may come out the other end slightly battered. keep your eyes out for red flags and false personas.

Capricorn: your sign is usually not the focus of the zodiac, Cap. however, 2020 changes that. there may be a fall-out with a close friend or relationship in the beginning months of 2020, and your sense of extreme independence is called into question. are you really trying to make everything right in the world, or simply trying to push your own agenda? this question plays on repeat this year as you struggle to keep relationships together. let go, Capricorn, and allow the universe to pull you where you need to be. this year is a powerful one for lifestyle changes, connections, and confidence. you have the ability to work hard and make whatever you desire a reality. you find yourself creatively inspired, through romantic relationships and recreational activities. one thing you will find this year that you’ve never had years prior is time to enjoy yourself and relax. 2020 brings you an enlightening and self-critical time in which you will come out of stronger and happier.

Aquarius: your private-life is called into question this year, and background activity are brought into the light. this can also mean your subconscious, your deepest desires and your karma. if you have been feeling guilty of something that has happened in the past, 2020 gives you the tools to let go and move on. you have been seeking closure that you won’t get. moving forward seems impossible. although 2020 does not offer the ability to fully do so, 2021 brings moving on into full bloom. 2020 gives you the strength to analyze what has been bothering you and observe it objectively. Jupiter moves into your solar twelfth house, which shows you the positive in situations and puts an end to outdated attitudes, beliefs, and thoughts that have been holding you back. There is a lot of inner work and preparation on your part that needs to happen, and though this will be no walk in the park, your relationships and self esteem will benefit greatly.

Aries - pure, undulated confidence wherever they go, they got a wicked smile that makes you want to go along with whatever reckless plan they have, leanness to them like a slinking alley cat, aura like an athlete that just won a big game, a natural leader

Taurus - gentleness, you feel as though nature has just walked into a room, always smells good, they bring sunshine with their laugher, someone you can sit next to in silence without it being awkward, strong arms and broad shoulders that give the best hugs

Gemini - so interesting! always have something new to say, something cool to share. they’re easy to talk to because they adjust conversations so easily. feels like the cool sibling who won’t ever tattle. someone who always makes the party better.

Cancer - there’s a trustworthiness about them, you find yourself spilling your secrets and tears, smells like fresh laundry or baked cookies, always have something in their bag to help you, sweetly protective of their friends. round cheeks and soft features.

Leo - charismatic boldness, they are always eye-grabbing. it’s a natural loudness and optimism, their smile can win over the orneriness of anyone. you won’t forget their face, there’s always something distinguishing about it. they laugh a lot, and it’s great.

Virgo - gives off the aura of someone who is very conscious: conscious of how they act, what they say, who is there. they know what’s going on and they have things under control. selfless, they are glad to help others.

Libra - charming, they are always making you fall in love with just how sweet and pure they are. they bring harmony and justice where they go, they are the best supporters of their friends. the type to remember something you said a week ago.

Scorpio - has this magnetic aura, they’re someone who can see right through others, understands hidden meanings and intents. a good secret keeper. they move with purpose and people move out of the way for them.

Sagittarius - so much fun! they make everything more lively! helps everyone relax and let loose; they remind us life is too short to care. jokesters, they’re always making people laugh.

Capricorn - the boss! when they speak, they have gravity! they’re so hardworking, it’s admirable. they’re so funny too with their dry wit. they can get stuff done and they keep their promises.

Aquarius - out of this world, in a good way. thinking of things no one else ever could. youll always learn something from them. the least judgemental of all rising signs, no one is below them hanging out with. so chill, they really don’t care.

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1st House: Probably has a lot of mirrors, “I woke up like this”, says “me” or “same” to everything, just focused on finding themselves, tries to be positive

2nd House: Blankets and cookies 24/7, v pretty clothes, probably Netflix binges, obsessed with saving or spending money, “If you’re not talking money, I don’t want to talk”

3rd House: Never shuts up, probably an English major, reads a lot, highkey nerd, “So I read this article today-”

4th House: At home a lot, doesn’t feel safe most of the time, v private, finds everything cute, is the mom friend, just wants to be held

5th House: Partying/clubbing 24/7, v dramatic, “The world is my stage”, loves kids and pets, has a lot of love to give

6th House: Probably has a studyblr, workaholic, pretends to be healthy but probably binges in private, hypochondriac, lots of complaining, “I like organizing and planning what’s wrong with that????”

7th House: Constantly around people, highkey clingy, “Hey wanna come to __ with me? I don’t want to go alone”, really into romantic shit, “I thought of you when I heard this!”

8th House: Looks like death, lots and lots of secrets, “I’ll tell you later” (Doesn’t actually), probably a witch, lowkey freak, sexsexsexsex

9th House: Wanderlust, “Sorry that isn’t politically correct, you should-”, “Have you ever tried meditating?”, probably a know-it-all, is really stubborn but somehow changes opinion a lot

10th House: Always has to be on top, everyone knows who they are, wants a lot of money, puts on a show, “Sorry I’m only focused on my career at the moment”

11th House: Friends with everyone, probably says “squad” a lot, just really focused on their dreams, likes to volunteer, “My friends are the most important thing in my life”

the kitchen in autumn

and I will say if I have been there.”

Sun in the 10th: Childhood dreams survive adulthood

Sun in the 4th: Submissive in daily life, domestically dominant

Moon in the 4th: Strongly concerned/may prioritise the mother's feelings towards choices and feelings as an adult

Cancer MC: Mother provided & played both roles to the child

Moon in the 10th: Physician/Therapist/Nurse/Case manager who appears to care more for clients than family

Mercury in the 4th: At home in any learning environment

Mercury in the 10th: Teaches teachers, professional learner

Venus in the 4th: Home is an extension of the beauty they sense in the world and in themselves

Venus in the 10th: Model, designer, architect, stylist

appearance or personal style can charm superiors, so they learn what people want to get what they do

Mars in the 4th: 'You don't seem like the type of person who gets angry', if you never see them at home behind closed doors

Mars in the 10th: Often told their ambitions are unrealistic, but can follow their passion to live out childhood dreams sometimes as professional athletes, racers, skydivers, musicians, etc;

Jupiter in the 4th: The child's grand speculations and insatiable need for answers remains until the end of life

Jupiter in the 10th: Doctor or Physician, travel agent, translator, professional poker player

Saturn in the 4th: Sometimes 'tough love' is the only love they grow up knowing

Saturn in the 10th: Can rise to great notoriety and successes, or squander talents completely

Uranus in the 4th: Loner child, wonders if they are a real human, adopted, or living a simulation

Uranus in the 10: Only comfortable outside of their own comfort zone

Neptune in the 4th: Water baby, home in the water

Neptune in the 10th: Wants to be near water, meditates into blue lagoons and turquoise beaches

Pluto in the 4th: At home in the darkness, learns to see and be unafraid in the dark

Pluto in the 10th: Cannot explain ambition, they just know to follow the direction that instinct forces them

lilith in aries: agressive bitch

lilith in taurus: greedy bitch

lilith in gemini: gossip bitch

lilith in cancer: emotional bitch

lilith in leo: egoistic bitch

lilith in virgo: petty bitch

lilith in libra: possessive bitch

lilith in scorpio: manipulative bitch

lilith in sagittarius: cocky bitch

lilith in capricorn: difficult bitch

lilith in aquarius: rebellious bitch

Aries Screaming loud but nobody can hear

Taurus I have no reason to apologise

Gemini I’m not alone but I’m lonely

Cancer The first time we held hands

Leo But nobody knows the real me

Virgo Tell me why I feel alone

Libra Pretending to be someone I’m not

Scorpio I care too much about everything

Sagittarius I wish I had no regrets

Capricorn I can’t let my walls crumble

Aquarius Show me my reason for existence