Long story short (without oversharing much) I live in conditions of constant stress and the reason of that stress is one - people I have to live with together. It was manageable, sort of, until recent couple of weeks when it just became unbearable every single day. I can't afford to move out immediately, though I started saving some money for it, and the only thing I'm capable of right now is moving to my other relatives to live with them for short period of time before I'll be capable of providing for myself - rent, food, maybe even moving out to the city from my rural area.
I didn't really want to share on public that I'm not doing well on the background, but I'm becoming desperate. I'm being a scapegoat for every trouble in this household and other than that I get no help when I genuinely need it - so it's just becoming dangerous.
Place I live in is small, there isn't much work available for me, and I thought I could get employed much faster than that, but you see me now. I'm still trying to get a second work, hoping I'd get something sooner than later.
Thus, I need your help. I'm always open for donations, and you can send one here - https://app.lava.top/mrhrns?tabId=donate
I'm also thankful for sharing it, as for any kind of support.
I'm honestly dead tired of being in such constant state of trying to fix my life. I'm scared, don't know if my plan will go as I intend it to be, unsure of everything right now, and still trying my best to not be overly pessimistic about it. To be honest, I'm even stubborn for asking for help, it's a weird feeling that makes me ashamed of myself, but eh...
I'm also in the process of making another adoptable being made for same goal, here's his wip. Making an aarakocra of my fav bird, bearded vulture. Trying out new technique for faster drawing, as you can maybe see (basically immediately painting atop of very first draft with detailing in the end).