Amity's Journal

Why did I never realize…? They dropped me out from school to have their fun, their freedom.

This 'homeschooling' thingy was never about teaching me anything…

They gave up on me… they didnt think I could do it…

And I didnt realize. Why did I never realize…

EVEN IF IM SMART, WERE IS THE FUCKING PROOF!! No one has ever sat down whit me to tell me what I'm doing right or wrong. At least not about the things that'll get me out of here…

Lol, today I did the weirdest hairstyles of all time on my own hair and mom said "it looks good" literally every single time. Either I actually have a talent of looking strangely good, or she was just following the flow.

What if I go whit one of this hairstyles tomorrow to the movies, just to see her reaction 🤭

Awww -~- but I don't think I will because I'll be wearing my Hazbin beanie. All the weird hair styles I know are up or puffy hairstyles wile the beanie calls for low hairstyles, like hair down, low pony tail, ect.

I accompanied mom to the hospital for personal reasons of hers, and I saw a lot of birds. Some of them I realized I already recognize because of how common they are, oooooor because I'm already learning so much about birds. But anyhow, yes, I saw two pigeons. A BUNCH of flycatchers

But I also saw many I don't recognize. And currently I kinda wanna focus on learning what this one is

I saw it at a parking lot

Mom told me that at graduation there should be a ton of birds because of the area and promised me I could birdwatch there for a bit.

But lets see what kinda birdwatching this ends up being.

Because it could be 'birdwatch how you like to bird watch' or it could be 'birdwatch but I'm gonna be an annoyng chilli on your butt'

Good Morning

Gee, I really need to switch my waking up habit for something thats not my phone.

And no, its not because I scroll endlessly. Because I have known to just hold my phone, get up and start my day whitout even looking at the screen.

Its literally holding it that wakes me up 😭🤳