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They had always told you since you were little: "Don't look at the sun, or you'll burn your eyes!".

And of course you listened, you never looked at it. After all, why would you do that? It was just there.

What could possibly be extraordinary about it?

But the answer only came when you met your own personal sun: bright, energetic, always smiling, and above all full of warmth.

The sun was impossible not to admire.

It was impossible to not want to stand beneath its rays.

And it didn't matter if, instead of a blazing light, there had only been the smallest ray of sunshine, you still would have thrown yourself beneath it.

You would have done anything to feel that warmth.

No matter the temperature, you would have reached the great, radiant sun.

And you tried.

You tried many times to reach it.

Even if only for a second, you wanted to be by its side, if only to hug it, just as it had always embraced you with its warmth.

But the harder you tried, the higher the sun climbed.

Apparently, it didn't like the idea of the two of you standing at the same height.

Everything had to stay as it always was: You were meant to remain beneath its light.

But you didn't understand.

It was only for a second, You didn't even have to hug it if it didn't want to.

You only wanted, just for once, to look it in the eyes as an equal.

But the sun refused again, and from that moment on, its rays stopped feeling warm.

They were cold to the touch, as though a snowstorm had struck you without a warning.

But then, something even stranger happened: Your skin began to melt beneath the cold light.

You didn't understand.

You were frightened.

You had no idea why this was happening.

You asked the sun for explanation, but it didn't even hear you.

It was too high, too far away, and it didn't even spare a glance to see how you were doing.

And then, as you were almost completely melted away, you finally understood.

If the sun had never truly cared when you were happy, why would it care now that you are sad?

Maybe the sun had never wanted to be your friend.

Maybe your never really were friends.

Maybe you were only a passing distraction.

After all, why would the sun care about a humble, pathetic human?

There is no comparison, and there can never be equality.

Maybe you don't even feel the cold anymore.

Maybe you never really did.

But by now, it's too late.

As you melt away and sink lower and lower, the sun rises higher and higher.

You don't know if it will ever come back, or if it will ever miss you.

But there's nothing left for you to do, expect stay there... and wait.

Ultimamente mi sono trovata a sentire molto spesso questa canzone, e da ciò ho trovato l'ispirazione per disegnare un mio vecchio OC :D

I have to say, that I regret never playing this game before, but I'm very happy to have remedied it! ❤️

It's been a while since I've last posted something fandom-related, and it's also been a while since I last posted something about Mizuki, sooo I'm back with this trend!!

I'm still not good at animating, but I still hope you will like this!

This year will be a very different day.

Because the person who once made sure you had the best birthday ever is no longer in your life.

That doesn't mean you won't celebrate it, but... as time goes by, you realize that nothing will ever be the same again.

It feels strange.

Really strange.

Everything changes, and maybe, that's for the best.

You keep moving forward, and that's what truly matters.

- Happy Birthday Audrey.

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It's the first time that I make a post for one of my OCs's birthday, so I hope this goes well!

Because after almost a year, I finally realized that that chapter of my life will never come back again.

And that makes me feel stupid, because I should've realized it a long time ago.

Everything had changed: the atmosphere, the environment, the relationships, the routine, the people... nothing felt familiar anymore.

Expect for you.

You were the only thing unchanged in all of this.

Given the circumstances, over the past year I obviously didn't come to see you as often as I used to, but even during those moments, you never stopped being yourself: funny and kind.

I literally watched you grow up, and that's why I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye to you one last time.

And with you, that tiny hope I didn't even realize I still had disappeared too.

The hope that believed everything would somehow work itself out and that, even if in a different way, everything would eventually go back to how it used to be.

Now I realize that that part of my life truly wil never come back.

It's finally time to move on.

Thank you for everything.

Have a slice of my apple 🍎

This is your name, it has always been.

But for some reasons, this name always made you uncomfortable, and not because you don't like it.

But because it never felt like it's truly yours.

You don't know why you feel this way, you can make hypothesis: maybe you feel this way because you were never "under the spotlight" in your life, or maybe because the person that choosed your name is no longer in your life...

But any of this hypothesis makes sense, they are all just stupid irrational thoughts that don't make any sense.

You don't know why, and that's it.

The fact is, you don't want another name either.

It doesn't feel right, but you can't do anything about it.

Audrey, this is your name.

You have to deel with it.

And not only that, you also have to deel with your reflection.

You need to stop being surprised, you need to stop feeling like you are looking at a stranger in that damn mirror.

You need to stop thinking that it's impossible that what you are looking at it's the same being that does, says and thinks the same things as you do.

You need to know yourself.

But you know that it's so strange and embarrassing that you feel that you can't do anything about it.

...

Maybe you don't want to know yourself after all.

Maybe, it's better if your not even a person.

...

Maybe you should just stop thinking about this and enjoy something else, like a show or something.

Just forget for now, like nothing happened.

It's better this way.

- Audrey (?)