i have no fear, i have only love

name: al

age: minor

pronouns: they/them

favorite music: fleetwood mac, kacey musgraves, my chemical romance, phoebe bridgers, johnny cash, willie nelson, kate bush, houndmouth, joni mitchell

favorite books: the lightness of hands, symptoms of being human, little fires everywhere, the glass castle, the bell jar, girl in pieces, my sister’s keeper

favorite shows: after life, deaf u, nbc’s hannibal, little fires everywhere, mary kills people, euphoria

favorite movies: forrest gump, walk the line, my sister’s keeper, elvis

favorite authors/poets: jodi picoult, jeff garvin, jeanette walls, taylor jenkins reid, sylvia plath

my hobbies: painting/drawing, reading, writing, music, theatre, animals

fun facts about me: i’m learning ASL, i work for a fleetwood mac cover band, and georgia okeefe is my favorite visual artist!

what will you see on this blog? well, anything i feel like posting! to be more specific, southern gothic content, mental health stuff, my cat, my art, book talks, show talks, etc. i’m not sticking to a set theme so this’ll be fun!

if you like any of this stuff, feel free to follow or DM me if you wanna be friends. here’s my DNI list but it’s pretty basic:

DNI if:

you’re racist/homophobic/a bigot

think the overturning of roe v. wade was a good thing

a terf

a pedo

link if you’re interested: https://discord.gg/8vxEFt9Y6s

- only a little less than two months until school is over and summer break can happen!

- chemistry is beating my ass

- i’m on the staff for my school’s art festival next month and i’m so excited!! it’s gonna be a really good time

- i’m doing costumes for my school's spring show and it's going well!! we open in three weeks 😟

richardson parents are definitely grandparents by now and honestly i feel like elena would learn from her mistakes and actually be a good grandma

lexie would be a lawyer and i think she’d have a couple of kids and a husband, maybe a dog

trip probably went on to play football in college but now he’s settled down with a family and lives in a different state

january: the universe has its own timing and it is ALWAYS right. everything works out how it’s meant to, and there is nothing you can do about it. giving up control is the best thing to do.

february: don’t rush healing. it never ever works and you will only end up disappointed and more of a mess than you already were. everything in time.

march: life is so fragile. tell people you love them, and never take this life for granted.

april: again, never take anything for granted. ESPECIALLY the things you love the most & are most passionate about. stay where your feet are and enjoy every single moment, no matter what.

may: it’s okay to end relationships that aren’t working out. you are not the bad guy for that. also, it gets better. it always, always gets better.

june: you are capable of a lot more than you think you are.

july: breathe. just breathe. whatever is going to happen will happen, and that is the most comforting yet most terrifying thing ever.

august: if the universe didn’t want it to happen, it wouldn’t have happened.

september: your worst case scenario can happen, and you will wake up the next morning. the earth will continue to spin, the sun will come out, and you will survive.

october: the long days & nights are some of the best times of your life, cherish them.

november: in the words of stevie nicks, “i have no fear, i have only love.” go into the unknown headfirst and love every minute of it, you never know what could happen :)

december: everything ends eventually, no matter how tiring or awful. it will pass.

izzy would buy the testicles to piss off her mom

pearl gives me neuron vibes

trip would get the testosterone one

lexie would get the heart cell

moody would do stomach cell 100%