hiya I’m Noa! I'm twenty six and from the uk, I’ve made this account to post my writings I have been writing for a while but only recently felt motivated to post on here and A03 but I'm most active on tumblr. I write about Ryan gosling characters on this account <:). If you have any ideas for any of his characters drop me a message or an ask and I’ll take a look ❤︎ I have started a masterlist of some of the characters I’ve already written for .ᐟ
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As much fun as I think it would be to imagine Luke Glanton and the driver working together as bank robber and getaway driver (respectively) it wouldn't work out; Luke is reckless on a good day and downright sloppy on a bad one, while the driver is more thorough and pays attention to detail.
The effectiveness of their excursions would also depend on how well Luke executes the heist part of their plan, and if it ends up raising too much attention, I believe that would be a strong point of contention between the pair. Thinking about how the driver blew up on Shannon for telling Bernie about Irene, he wouldn't be happy to know that Luke has been calling so much attention to himself during the bank heists and it would put them too much at risk.
However, I would like to see them interact regardless. It would make for an interesting dynamic.
thinking… goslings doing the hot Dad Walk out of the hospital with your newborn
Ryland is the most normal of the bunch. Forearm flexing as the car seat sways gently by his side, he’s making sure the baby isn’t jostled around too much or swung too harshly. He’s very focused on making sure the carrier doesn’t knock into anything, stepping away from passing nurses and eyeing the door frames he passes through. You’re following close behind and drooling at the veins bulging from his tight grip. You wonder if Ryland is ready for another.
Holland is so happy to be a dad again- well, he never stopped being a dad but he’s excited to be the dad to a baby again. He’s surprised at how heavy the carrier feels with the baby in it. He doesn’t remember Holly being so heavy. The PI isn’t weak by any means, but he has to set the car seat down while in the elevator and grunts when he picks it back up. You’re laughing on the inside at his struggle but don’t voice it because you know how much Holland has been looking forward to this moment. When you get out of the hospital, Holland realizes he forgot to pull the car around and left the keys in your hospital room. He’s a hot mess but he never complains- he’s too happy to be annoyed at anything right now.
Colt is proudly strutting down the hallways with the carrier and showing off the baby to anyone that looks your way. He’s doing (gentle) arm curls with the carrier in the elevator. He points out things once you leave the hospital like the baby can understand him. (“That’s a really good restaurant across the street! Your momma craved it a lot while she was pregnant. And this is our car. Mom doesn’t like it when I try to do donuts in it.”)
Lars cradles the whole thing- carrier and baby- in his arms. Holding it with just one hand down by his side feels too risky, so he holds it like that to make sure the baby is safe. It’s going to take a LONG time for Lars to come to terms with the fact that the baby won’t shatter at the slimmest bit of contact. (“Honey, if you’re worried about the baby you can take her out and I’ll take the empty car seat?” “It’s ok, I don’t mind holding her like this.”)
Driver is shocked by how intensely protective he feels over the tiny life he carries. He’s usually pretty relaxed about things- alert in public but not on edge- so he didn’t really expect to feel any different. He was wrong. Driver is eyeing everyone that passes in the hallway like a HAWK. His grip on the carrier is tight and he makes sure you’re close behind him. He just wants to make sure his new family is protected. The man is eager to get home where he knows you and his baby will be safest. (Oh and he’s also carrying both of your hospital bags on his opposite shoulder. And it’s a rather hilarious sight to see his nice car sporting a car seat in the back.)
waaa thank you sm Soe!! I hope you enjoy my half coherent ramblings, also you sent this literally as I was staring at your Lars art,,,hehe you draw him so soft i love your style so much!!
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description: you and Six have been tasked with retrieving money that had been stolen from CIA and MI6 assets, masquerading as a married couple you infiltrate a high status party.
a/n: guys I have been watching and playing too much James Bond and needed to throw my favourite spy guy in to the mix, heavily inspired by Casino Royale. This is the longest fic I have ever written so of course its about Court, a thank you to the 8 hour long Will and James love island YouTube video, you were the best background noise. ive read and re-read this more times than i can count and im still not fully happy with it but, its here.
word count: 6.1k
warnings/tags: Sierra six x afab!reader, no use of y/n, MI6/treasury reader, they're bri'sh, fake married trope, reader is not a field agent, she's trying her best. mentions of guns, blood, violence all the normal Six stuff. comfort towards the end. very possible that I made him too Bond like in this/ooc, sorry xo
You stare at your reflection in the bathroom mirror, shifting from side to side as you check your appearance for what feels like the hundredth time. Music drifts softly from your phone, propped against the countertop. Makeup brushes, palettes, and half-zipped cosmetic bags are scattered across every available surface. Lurking somewhere outside the bathroom door is Six.
You know he's there, whether he's waiting for the right moment to come in or plotting your untimely demise, you're not entirely sure. You only met a few hours ago, but that's already enough time to know he's going to make this evening difficult.
You'd been assigned to work with Sierra Six, not because you're an agent; far from it. You're a liaison officer from HM Treasury. But for once, the CIA and MI6 had found themselves pursuing the same objective.
Miracles do happen, apparently.
Both agencies needed someone they trusted on either side of the operation, Or so you'd been told.
"An external organisation has stolen funds from both American and British accounts" your superior's voice echoes in your memory. You'd been sitting in an absurdly lavish dining room at the time, all polished wood and crystal chandeliers. Experience had taught you that whenever meetings were held somewhere luxurious instead of a standard conference room, the news was never good.
MI6 intelligence had identified a money exchange scheduled to take place tonight during a gala in the ballroom of the very hotel you're staying in, simple enough on paper. Six would intercept the transaction and recover the funds. You would verify the recovered assets, separate the British and American sums, and then the two of you would part ways forever. You'd return to London. He'd disappear back into America.
Easy.
Straightforward.
At least, that's how your superiors had presented it. Naturally, they neglected to mention that Sierra Six was less an agent and more of a highly trained assassin, you'd manage to discover that little detail all by yourself. There was nothing official, of course. Sierra operatives were ghosts on paper, off the books, unacknowledged. Still, after some digging, you'd managed to piece together enough information to know exactly what kind of man you'd been partnered with.
The CIA wanted their money back quietly and MI6 wanted Treasury oversight to ensure every penny was accounted for. Personally, you suspected neither side wanted to waste one of their own agents babysitting financial records, but you weren't paid to think, you were paid to count. Which is how you've ended up sharing a hotel suite with Sierra Six, sporting matching wedding bands and preparing to perform the role of devoted newlyweds.
The fake marriage had been the CIA's idea, of course. It felt aggressively American.
Both of you had been issued a summary of your fabricated history together: where you'd met, where you'd supposedly lived, the dates of fake holidays and anniversaries, even small details designed to make the lie convincing. You shake your head before your thoughts are interrupted when Six appears behind you in the mirror.
He's carrying a garment bag draped over one shoulder.
"What's that?" you ask, turning around to face him.
He hangs it on the back of the bathroom door. "Your dress," his answer is so matter-of-fact that you blink.
"I brought my own," you say with a huff, a small smile tugs at your lips as you turn back to your makeup.
"This one matches my suit," his voice carries the familiar edge of irritation you've come to recognise very quickly.
"I didn't exactly get a say in that either, if it makes you feel any better," he continues, the small grumble ever present in his tone.
You glance at him through the mirror and he plants his hands on his hips, head facing downward before turning toward the door.
Then, almost as an afterthought, he mutters: "Besides, we need them looking at you, not me." Your eyebrows draw together at that and curiosity wins. You cross the bathroom and pull down the zipper of the garment bag. Inside hangs a stunning red satin gown, the fabric catching the light like liquid fire. The skirt falls in elegant folds, expensive enough that you're suddenly afraid to touch it.
You stare at it for a moment before looking back towards where he stood, before you can retort he's already gone. You let out a small frustrated huff, before you move back towards the mirror, kicking the door closed behind you. You finish off your make up with the dress sitting on the door behind you, mocking you. You move towards it again pulling out of the bag, you tilt your head to the side, trying to size it up.
It's fitted.
The CIA knowing your dress size should be less of a surprise than it is, but it still sends a small shiver down your spine, you push it down. There's no time to worry about what the CIA does or doesn't know about you, knowing that the list of things they don't know probably rounds out to a solid zero.
You slide into the dress with ease, smoothing down the fabric taking in one last look at your reflection and with a soft sigh. You open the door, finding Six standing next to the bed.
"What is your name, anyway?" you ask, slipping out of the bathroom as you move closer towards him, the question makes him pause. You sit on the edge of the bed, slipping on your heels as he finishes adjusting his tie. You swiftly stand up towards him, your hands replacing his.
"Or should I call you Six all evening?" you smile as you lean over towards him, a teasing smirk playing on your lips. He shoots a look your way that you can't quite decipher it.
"Six is fine," he says, eyes casting over the mirror, giving you both one last look, making sure you both look the part, that you look believable enough. His arm slips around your waist and drops his voice "lets go" as he leads you towards the door.
There is little small talk in the lift on the way down, mostly keeping each other in check. He quizzes you on your anniversary and other important dates, quietly in your ear aware of the cameras that decorate almost every inch of this place, you answer him with ease, leaning your head closer towards his, keeping your voice low. You try to keep your breathing steady, you haven't had the chance to really appreciate it until now but he is extremely handsome.
The sharp curve of his jaw, those blue eyes that have you sussed out before you even get a look in, and the way he's looking at you, even though you know it's the job, playing the role of the doting husband, the look he's giving you makes your chest swell. You drag your eyes away from him, you need to get a grip, Focus, do your job and go home, that's it, that's the job.
The lift dings as the doors slowly pull open, you can hear the throb of conversation filling the room even before the doors fully open, "here's where the fun begins" he breathes out.
Your eyes scan across the room, Fitzroy is sat at the bar, he's here as a precaution, another measure, another pair, of eyes to make sure everything goes smoothly, or so you've been told, you think it's just in case Six goes rogue and Fitzroy is the only person he listens to. You start moving through the crowds of people, Six's hand sliding from your waist on to your lower back, behind you helping guide you through the party-goers. You slip into a bar stool next to Fitzroy as he throws you both a small smile.
"You got anything for us?" Six questions, elbows leaning on the bar next to you, as he tries to flag down one of the bartenders, who seemed to be coasting through the chaos, just about.
"A few whispers," Fitzroy says lowly, as he takes a sip of his drink "I would keep an eye on those three" angling his head slightly towards a darker corner in the ball room. The Three men were standing together, one was holding a brief case as the other two stood around him. To your untrained eyes, apart from looking a little twitchy, looking over their shoulders and talking in low whispers they didn't seem to look extremely guilty, but seeing the way Six was now watching them made you question your prior judgments.
You know all the money won't be in there, not with the amount you've been told about. That is probably a biometric key or another kind of passkey that, when you get your hands on it, will be handed over to MI6 for their great minds to crack open, and you can find something to occupy yourself until they get the money up and you can count through it.
Your gaze briefly returns to the mahogany table of the bar, fingers drawing small mindless patterns there, only half listening to what Six and Donlad are talking about. You send a smile towards the bartender as he meets your gaze and mirrors your smile.
"What can I get for you?" he asks, voice drifting above the thrum of conversation surrounding you. He dressed smartly, put together and collected among the moving bodies behind the bar, you rolled off some expensive sounding fruity cocktail.
Before you can finish your order you feel a hand slip on to the small of your back, weight resting there, Six. His gentle voice rattles out behind you requesting some strong sounding spirit, placing a small kiss on the top of your head. You feel a small sigh slip out, plastering a smile onto your lips.
Six continues his conversation with Fitzroy as the bartender slips your drinks over to the both of you. You throw him 'thank you' as Six taps his card into the reader. Your head drifts up at the mention of your name.
"You got that?" Six asks with a look, you nod without looking up, shooting him a small thumbs up. It's all becoming real now, you let out a shaky breath, trying your best to conceal it by taking a sip of your drink.
The drink barely reaches your lips before everything begins to move, at first it's subtle.
One of the men in the corner separates from the others, briefcase still securely in his hand, weaving through the crowd with practiced sort of ease, the other two linger behind, pretending to admire a sculpture positioned near the ballroom doors, too still and far too aware.
Six catches it before anyone else.
"Come on" he whispers.
You don't react beyond taking another sip of your cocktail. Fitzroy downs the last of his whisky and rises from his stool with a tired groan, looking every bit the ageing businessman who'd had enough of networking for one evening. He wanders off in the opposite direction without another glance your way.
The operation had started. You and Six drift onto the ballroom floor together as another waltz begins. Couples move around you in slow circles beneath glittering chandeliers, conversation blending with the orchestra until every sound becomes one continuous hum, his hand settles at your waist.
"Smile" he says through half gritted teeth.
"I am smiling." you reply, with slightly narrowed eyes.
"It looks painful" he says with a sly smile pulling at his lips.
"It is"
For the first time that evening, the corner of his mouth twitches.
"You wound me" he murmurs softly, as you continue to spin softly to the music.
"Oh no, for that I'd need something considerably sharper" you say with a disarming smile.
He huffs a quiet laugh that almost catches you off guard, the movement of the dance carries you naturally around the room. Every few seconds he subtly adjusts your direction, steering the two of you closer to the exchange without anyone noticing.
"Blue tie," he murmurs, chin barely moving, you glance past his shoulder.
"By the pillars?" you ask, voice low as you move in time with the music.
Your eyes flick briefly towards him before returning to Six.
"Security?" you question, you think its a reasonable suggestion, this party is swimming with people who have more money than they know what to do with and-
"No" Six responds, cutting off your train of thought.
"How can you tell?"
"He keeps checking exits" Six replies, eyes meeting yours.
You swallow, the more you look, the more it becomes obvious. Another man stood beside a champagne tower with an earpiece almost hidden beneath his neatly combed hair, and a woman in an emerald gown hadn't touched the drink she'd been carrying for nearly ten minutes. They weren't guests, they were waiting.
"You CIA are incredibly paranoid" you murmur, giving his hand a small squeeze, you're not sure if the action is more to comfort you or him, although apart from looking a little tense this close, he doesn't look worried. Maybe you shouldn't be surprised, you know the sort of things he does, not explicitly, of course, but through rumors, gossip. It's difficult to imagine when the man behind those larger than life tales has done nothing but try to guide you through all of this since the beginning of the evening.
"We're usually right" he says with a huff as the song comes to a close.
Applause scatters politely around the ballroom before conversations resume and without missing a beat, Six leans down, pressing his lips briefly against your temple.
Anyone watching would see nothing more than an affectionate husband.
"You've got lipstick on me," he mutters.
"I absolutely did not" you mumble, eyebrows pulling together as you look towards him.
"My collar says otherwise," his eyes meet yours for the briefest second "fix it."
You sigh dramatically before reaching up, smoothing an imaginary mark from his collar while straightening his tie.
"You nearly strangled me" he says, a knowing grin, falling across his features.
You scoff at his words "Oh I'm considering it."
"I'm touched" he smiles, a hand coming up to push hair off of your shoulder, the action sending a small shiver through you as his finger tips brush against the bare skin of your shoulder.
"You won't be if you keep complaining" you sneer, before you stiffen slightly, feeling someone approach you from behind.
"You two are adorable" the voice rings out, an elegantly dressed older woman smiles warmly, champagne flute balanced delicately in her manicured fingers.
"How long have you been married?"she asks as you turn to face her, feeling your skin run hot as you almost freeze.
Shit.
Then your training, or rather, several frantic hours of memorising CIA paperwork, takes over.
"Three years" you answer with an easy smile.
"Four in September" Six corrects gently, slipping an arm around your waist, looking down at you with a quirked eyebrow.
You glance up at him with mock offence, "I was seeing if you remembered."
"I never forget anniversaries" he says with a practised charm, soft gaze resting on you.
"Liar" you tease, nose crinkling at him.
The woman laughs "Oh, that's exactly how my husband and I used to argue"
Six smiles with an effortless charm "I've learned apologising is usually easier"
"Very wise" She chuckles, giving you a small pat on the arm before wandering back into the crowd.
The second she's gone you mutter through your teeth, "Four in September?"
"I was testing you" he says, taking a drink from the champagne flute he managed to swiftly grab from a passing by waiter "You panicked."
"I adapted." you remark, reaching for the glass, and he moved his arm back with effortless ease.
"You improvised," he said, "that sort of thing can get you killed in this line of work."
You scoffed, he knows as well as you do that this is not your day job "It worked."
"It almost didn't."
You open your mouth to argue that the difference of a year to some curious lady at a party is not a life or death ordeal, before you feel his hand tighten ever so slightly against your waist, his eyes narrowing towards the edge of the ballroom.
"Don't look" which of course made you desperately want to, "they're on the move."
Your pulse jumps, and it takes every muscle in you to fight against your instincts to turn to look at them.
"They're moving?" you question, he replies with a small nod.
You continue smiling, while your eyes follow his instructions, indirectly catching reflections in mirrors and crystal decorations instead of staring outright. The man with the briefcase was heading towards a quieter corridor beside the ballroom, another approached from the opposite direction.
Neither acknowledged the other.
Professionals.
"The case?" you ask quietly.
"Not money" he states and you agree with a small nod. "Probaly an access key" you say quietly, voice just above a whisper so only he can hear you.
"Most likely" he agree's, his eyes wandering around the room, looking for exits, ways in, ways out and everything in between, like he can predict this might go sideways.
"What do you need me to do?" you ask, eyes focused intently on him, you could feel your pulse slightly quicken again.
"Exactly what we discussed" he says slowly, his voice losing any trace of humour.
You nod, recounting your conversation on the journey here "I intercept"
"You verify" he correct's you softly.
"And if something goes wrong?" you ask softly, although you're pretty sure you already know what his answer will be.
"You leave" he states, eyes meeting yours, looking at you with a scrutinising gaze "You don't wait for me, I'll catch up."
You don't answer, because you both know that isn't really a promise.
The pair disappear through the corridor entrance, Six quickly collects two fresh champagne flutes from a passing waiter before handing one to you.
He offers his arm, "ready, darling?"
You slip your arm through his with an exaggerated smile "I thought you'd never ask."
Together you leave the ballroom, the music fades behind you with every step. The corridor outside is quieter, lined with expensive paintings and polished marble floors that reflect the warm glow of ornate wall lamps, the sounds of the gala became distant, muffled by thick glass and closed doors.
Halfway down the hall, Six slowed and without looking at you he murmured "Two guards pretending to be guests"
You resisted the urge to search for them instead falling into step with Six "I didn't even see them" you mumble, taking a quick sip of your drink.
"You weren't supposed to" he responds, eyes fixated on a spot in the distance. They continued walking until they reached an alcove overlooking another hallway. The briefcase exchange had already begun, one man unlocked the cuff from around his wrist that you hadn't even noticed was there until now, securing it to the other man as he handed him what looked like a small key card.
A swap, quick, clean and almost disappointingly uneventful.
Six checked his watch "thirty seconds" he says quietly.
"For what?" you ask, with a glance over to the exchange.
"They'll separate" he shrugs, finishing off his drink and placing the glass on to a window sill.
Almost on cue, the two men nodded to one another before turning in opposite directions.
One disappeared towards the service elevators.
The other headed back towards the ballroom carrying the case.
"Go stand over there" Six breathed, head nodding towards the window, you shot him a questioning look, he gives you a small push encouraging you to move.
As the courier passed, Six stumbled deliberately into him.
Arm coming up to secure around his neck dragging him closer towards the wall as shadows envelope them both. Your head whips forward, staring out the window towards the lavish gardens surrounding the hotel, although you could feel your attention pulling as you heard the wet gasps of the man struggling behind you.
You hear a final wheeze and a wet crack that sends a shiver down your spine, Six walks forward, adjusting his jacket with the brief case in hand.
"What-" you stutter, as his hand slips into yours.
"Walk" he says calmly.
You did, although every instinct in you screamed at you to look back.
"You just-"
"Later" he spoke, speeding up slightly, tugging you along with him.
You reached the end of the corridor before Six peeled away towards a side hallway, pushing the brief case into your arms.
"Five minutes," he says "and If I'm not there-"
"I leave" you repeat, locking eyes with him.
"Good" he says quickly and with that he disappears through the door without another word, going to deal with the poor guy who took the service elevator.
You inhaled slowly.
Five minutes.
Easy.
Simple.
You adjust your grip on the briefcase and lift your dress as you start walking towards the designated rendezvous point. You made it back through the door to the main ballroom before the first attacker slammed into your shoulder.
The impact spun you sideways and someone shouted.
The ballroom erupted behind you and then came the unmistakable crack of a gunshot, panic swept through the hotel like wildfire.
Guests screamed and security rushed in every direction.
Your only thought was the briefcase.
You ran or you tried too, someone grabs on to your wrist.
You manage to quickly twist free.
Another figure appeared from the crowd, reaching for the case, you ducked beneath his arm and shove through a group of terrified guests flooding into the corridor.
Your breathing came fast now.
Every instinct told you to find Six.
Instead you remembered his orders.
Keep moving.
Don't stop.
You almost reached the emergency stairwell.
Almost.
A heavy body crashed into your back, driving you into the wall hard enough to knock the breath from your lungs. The briefcase nearly slipped from your grasp before you clutched it tighter again against your chest.
You shoved backwards with everything you had, catching the man just enough to stagger him.
It bought you all of three seconds.
Not long but it was enough, it had to be enough.
You ran again.
Someone grabs the back of your dress, a shedding sound pulses out behind you as the satin tore.
You spun, elbow connecting with someone's jaw entirely by accident before wrenching free again with a groan.
The stairwell door was only metres away.
You reached for the handle just as something collided violently with the back of your knees.
Your world disappeared beneath you.
You can taste the metallic tang of blood on your lips as you hit the ground, you quickly suck breath and try to push yourself up moving purely on instinct and adrenaline, before you're able to, another kick collides with your stomach, you let out an audible groan, rolling backwards before your back comes into contact with one of the table legs. You clutch at your stomach and squeeze your eyes shut, forcing out a few breaths.
'Get up' a voice echo's in the back of your head, this can't go wrong because you can't do your job.
You blink, eyes squinting at the bright lights in the room. Both you and your attacker's eyes land on the brief case, your eyes dart to him, he's moving before you can even fully register it.
You attempt to push yourself up as pain flashes across your stomach, you stumble and drag yourself towards it and lunge towards the case when it's in your reach.
It brushes against your finger tips as you snatch at it, just as quickly it's pulled away from you.
"Sorry, I can't afford to let this get into the wrong hands" he hissed, looking down at you, baring his teeth, his voice having the twang of an accent you can't quite pinpoint.
You narrow your eyes and push yourself up to pursue the man.
He doesn't get far.
As he turns a thundering crack rings around you both, the man's hand collides with Six's fist
The brief case hits the floor with a crash, followed short by the dull thud of the man who was holding the case. With an exhale you push yourself up, grabbing the case, you stumble as you reach for it, Six steadies you.
He opens his mouth to speak before being cut off but more gun fire raining out around you. With a scowl he grabs the edge of a table, flipping it upright and ducks you both behind it.
"You okay?" he asks quickly, a trace of worry edging at the corners of his tone.
"Yeah um, yeah" you wince, you can barely hear yourself speak as blood rushes to your head, thrumming in your ears. Your head instinctively ducks down at the sound of more gunfire, you shake your head, hands shooting up landing on your head, ducking in between your legs trying to will all this away.
"I can't do this" slips from your lips, you're aware this is not the ideal time for you to have a mental lapse, but all things considered you think you've held it together better than most people would.you Six reloads his gun, and peeks over the side of the table his eyes catch your frame, fingers ranking through your hair and breaths coming out in short puffs.
"Hey," Six cuts in quickly "look at me" he adds on, fingers wrapping around your wrist halting your movements. Your frantic eyes meet his calm ones. He takes a few deep breaths with you, your body heaves with the action, his thumb rubbing gently at the exposed skin on your wrist.
"Cover your ears" he instructs, softly moving the wrist he is holding closer to your ear. Your other hand mirrors it, fingers pushing into your ears as the deafening crack of gun shoots rings out above you. Six comes back down beside you and the gunshots cease again for a short moment.
"Okay, go take the stairs, I'll meet you at the room" he whispers, swapping the brief case from your hands to his, and pushing the key card in between your fingers.
"But-" you start, Six cuts you off before you can even get your words out.
"I'll be right behind you" his tone remaining calm, as he swiftly slips another magazine into his gun. You swallow, your mouth dry as you do.
Six leans over the table and starts shooting, you make off with a run, ducking out through the door and making your way up the stairs, you breathing coming out in heavy pants. Your eyes are glued to the ground until you collide with a body.
A yelp escapes you before you can stop it, arms wrap around you and you begin to struggle.
Legs frantically thrashing.
"Stop!" the voice comes out with a small struggle as the grip on you loosens a fraction. They quickly spin you around.
"Donald?" you question, heart hammering in your chest, as you relax against his hold on you.
With a heavy sigh, Fitzroy looks you over, takes in your state, dress torn, blood trailing from your lips and splatters covering your arms and wrists.
"Tell me what happened" he says slowly, holding his hands up and leading you upstairs, out of the stairwell, to somewhere safe, more secure. He looks over his shoulder as you both make your way up the stairs.
You explain as best you can, words pouring out of you faster than you can stop them. Fitzroy tells you that MI6 and the police are on their way to retrieve the case and arrest any of the perpetrators, if any are still alive when Six is done with them.
"If Six has that case, the job is already done" Donald says, a gentle hand resting on your shoulder, giving it a small reassuring squeeze, you force out a smile back.
You settle quietly in Fitzroy's room, legs pulled up towards your chest in the small armchair, the police lights flash outside, lights dancing on the wall. You're not sure how long you're sat there, staring off into space, still trying to steady your breathing. Fitzroy is talking on the phone to someone, he has been alternating between phone calls since you got back here, you only pick up on every few words. Your ears perk up at Six's name, letting out a sigh of relief, he's okay.
You push yourself up on unsteady legs, excusing yourself with a quiet nod to Fitzroy before slipping out into the corridor.
The hotel felt eerily different now, the music had stopped, replaced by the distant murmur of police radios and hurried footsteps. Staff moved through the halls with forced composure while shattered glass crunched beneath the shoes of passing officers.
Your suite wasn't far.
The suite is silent when you finally return, not truly silent, the distant hum of traffic filters through the windows, and somewhere down the hall a door closes, but compared to the chaos of the evening, it feels unnaturally still. You close the door behind you and lean against it, eyes squeezed shut and for a moment, you simply stand there, trying to calm the spiralling thoughts in your head.
The mission is over, the money has been recovered, the suspects are in custody or dead.
Your hands are still shaking, you don't even realize Six is in the room until he speaks.
"You're bleeding" he mutters out, his words are quiet.
Without even looking at him, you glance down, A smear of blood stains your wrist, not yours, at least you don't think it is you aren't sure whose it is anymore.
"Oh" you breathe out, that's all you're able to manage, you push off the door and start making your way towards the bathroom, in there you can lock the door, strip off and try and scrub yourself clean underneath the blazing heat of the shower.
Before you're able to get there his eyes narrow slightly and his words interrupt you, "You okay?" he asked, softly, somewhat gauging your reactions, now, trying to understand how you're feeling, for him this is just another Thursday, but he sometimes struggles to remind himself that this isn't normal. Of course he knows that, at least he thinks he does, but while he's in the thick of it, adrenaline running high, and everything happening at once around him it is difficult to separate himself from that.
You almost laugh, the question feels absurd after everything that happened tonight. "No" the answer slips out before you can stop it. And you spot it, something shifts in his expression. Not surprise at least you don't think it is, understanding.
Six had seen this before.
Without another word, he crosses the room, you stiffen automatically, taking a few steps back. He notices, of course he does. He lets out a small sigh, not impatient but tired, and for a second, neither of you move. He puts his hand up slowly and reaches past you and takes a towel from the bathroom. The tension eases not much but enough, enough that you feel like you're able to breathe without the air itself suffocating you.
"Sit" he says, pointing towards the edge of the bed. It sounds like an order and you obey anyway. Too tired to argue, your legs almost buckle beneath you and the edge of the bed sinks beneath your weight. Your hands tangle in your lap, the dress creasing underneath them, your hands are shaking, you suck in deep breaths willing them to stop, but it's no use, you clench your fists.
He dampens the towel with warm water before kneeling in front of you, taking your wrist in his hand, surprisingly careful for a man whose reputation seems built entirely on destruction. Neither of you speak and the room fills with silence again although this time it feels less empty.
You stare at your hands while he gently cleans the blood from your skin, his movements pauses.
"You don't have to keep looking at it" he offers quietly, looking up at you as he rests on your knees, you blink at him.
"What?" you blurt out, your eyes flickering to meet him, his hand still wrapped securely around your wrist, keeping you grounded you're not sure if it's purposeful or just a happy accident.
"The things you saw tonight" his voice remains level "you've been replaying them since you left" he states, not asking, he knows. You should feel embarrassed, feel exposed, being so seen by someone you've only known for a few hours, but he doesn't make you feel that way, you feel like he understands it, or at least right now, he's trying to.
You swallow hard, knowing that the worst part is that he's right. You close your eyes almost immediately regretting it, because for a moment the ballroom flashes behind your eyelids: the shouting, the gunfire, the panic, the feeling of Six's hand around yours as he pulls you to safety but one emotion bleeds through them all, the fear. It still remains now, even though the logical part of your mind knows that you're safe, the dregs of adrenaline still coursing through your vein begs to differ.
Your breathing falters and almost immediately, the towel disappears, Six shifts closer he's not enough to crowd you but it's enough, just enough to make your breath catch.
His forearms rest easily on his knees as he watches you carefully, the same way someone might approach a wounded animal. He's unsure, you can feel it, in better spirits you might tease him for it, it's an unusual expression for him to wear. All evening he's known exactly what he's doing, his next move is almost engrained into him like muscle memory but when presented with the aftermath he's almost frozen.
"You know what the funny thing is?" you ask quietly, your free hand reaching up to wipe away at any remainder of make up that lingers on your face. Your eyes reach his and his brow lifts.
"I usually spend my days worrying about spreadsheets" you say softly as a breath of laughter escapes you and a faint smile appears on his lips.
"Sounds dangerous" he retorts, matching your tone, and he lets out a small huff of laughter, and it is small, but it's real.
The tension in your chest loosens slightly and for a long moment neither of you speak. You both sit in the comfortable silence, interrupted by the noises of the city outside, the lights painting soft gold patterns across the room.
Finally, you look at him, really look at him, you see the bruising along his jaw and eyebrow, the exhaustion present on all of his features and the weight he carries behind that irritatingly calm expression.
"You okay?" you ask tenderly, as something unreadable flickers across his face.
"No" he answers with a huff, his eyes moving away from yours and landing on the carpet below both your feet. His answer mirrors yours simple and honest. That makes your throat tighten, because suddenly you realize that you're not the only one struggling to carry tonight, and you feel a flash of guilt span across your chest, and feel awful for not thinking about how this night might have affected him too.
You reach out before you can overthink it, your fingers brush against his wrist. Six freezes almost instantly and the contact lasts barely a second but neither of you pull away immediately, you sit in it, a soft almost feather like touch ghosting over his skin, your fingers catching on the puckered cigarette burn that sits there, your eyebrows knit together, drawing a sad expression on your face.
His gaze drops to your hand for a second and then returns to your face. For once, there are no sarcastic remarks, both your walls are down, no carefully constructed distance or elaborately fabricated lies.
Just two exhausted people sitting in the aftermath. Time almost stands still after this, you're sure it due to the both of you being too exhausted to form words, eventually he stands.
"You should get some sleep" he says, and you nod but neither of you make any effort to move. You hear a small scoff come from him, your head raises and you catch the corner of his mouth twitching.
"That's usually the part where you say goodnight" a tired smile appears despite yourself, as you let out a small laugh
"Goodnight, Six."
He heads for the adjoining room before pausing at the doorway.
For the first time all evening, his voice softens.
"Goodnight sweetheart."
Then he's gone.
As you slip off your dress and wrap the bed sheets around you, you can hear Six turning on the shower busying himself, and somehow, for the first time since the mission began, you finally feel safe, your eye lids drop closed as you drift off to sleep.
hello!!! so like Ryland has been in space, he’s seen thousands of stars only through the glass of his EVA suit unpolluted by manmade fluorescence. but his fav sight is still you on top of him, riding him until he’s dizzy :)
Hello good morning smile anon!! I'm so glad you asked about Ryland cause I have a lot of thoughts about that man
I think a bit too much about riding him in that damn pilot seat so here's some Ryland x afab pilot!Reader and ONCE AGAIN I got carried away heheh
Music inspo 1 + 2 and bonus visual that I think about a lot that is very fitting
"Sweetheart I- Ohh fudg- fuck..." Ryland hissed as his head careened back against the headrest. Words tangled in his throat as you wrapped a hand around his length and lined the tip of his cock with your entrance before taking him in inch by inch, pacing slowly as he stretched you out.
Good lord the stretch... for being such a smart man he was blissfully unaware at how big he really was. You almost choke before remembering to breathe as you bottom out, forehead now buried into his shoulder and nails digging crescents into his biceps as you immediately honed in on the little clicks and creaks that resonated from Mary's hull to ground yourself.
Sitting in the pilots seat was your comfort zone, a place where every other time you didn't need to focus but right now, the thought of riding Ryland in a place you considered a space sacred and special to you, only you, was a whole new experience to the senses that warranted a moment to take in what was happening.
Neither of you move, only able to sit there in silence breathing heavily in sync as you adjust to his girth that quite frankly, took you very much by surprise.
"Give me a second, Ry... jesus, you're so fucking big-"
"No yeah, no I'm- you're all good."
A smile beaming with pride quietly left his lips, a little secret kept between him and Mary as he gazed up at the hull high off of how good he felt just sitting there with his cock being warmed by you.
His trembling hands hovered over your hips, hesitant to touch as if the two of you hadn't secretly wished you'd somehow end up in this exact situation for months now after waking from the coma.
The quick looks the of you exchanged along with fumbled apologies and flushed cheeks when his hand accidentally landed on yours while you handled the flight stick as you showed him how to pilot Mary... The way you showed a little too much concern for his safety everytime he went on a EVA walk or tripped over the bulkhead door...
"Oh my go- are you sure you want to do this, I mean- yeah I want to, but do YOU want-"
He can't be fucking serious right now...
You quickly lift your head from his shoulder only able to let out a breathy chuckle as a response. He truly never shuts up and does not think clearly at all when he's flustered.
Placing a hand on his cheek, thumb on one side, four fingers on the other, you lift his head and manage to land a kiss between his words, teeth clicking together as he was mid ramble and still would be if you hadn't intervened.
Pulling back you notice his face was now bright red and eyes looking every direction but yours, trying to find something to say but failing each time he opened his mouth.
"Ryland Grace, if I didn't want to do this I wouldn't be sitting on you in MY pilot seat with your dick in me right now. So please, for the love of God, just shut up and let me ride you."
His attention quickly snapped back to you at your words, accidentally shifting his hips in the process.
The next breath you took hitched in your throat as you felt his cock twitch between your walls, your hand now leaving his cheek to thread your fingers in his hair, tugging at the cowlick on the back of his head that you loved so much. His hands now gripped tight on your waist before relaxing to help guide and keep you steady as you begin to rock your hips.
Your hand left the back of his head to brace yourself on the headrest to better angle your hips in a way that allowed him get a deeper reach in you. Ryland wrapped his arms around you now, pulling you even closer to him, desperate for full contact with your body and let out a gutteral moan into the crook of your neck the moment he felt his tip brush against your cervix with the rut of his hips.
"S' pretty.... holy moly you're beautiful taking me so well, sweetheart"
Ryland sat back in the seat, studying the soft features of your face, the way your eyes lovingly gaze into his keeping steady eye contact, analyzing how your head rolled back every now and then to call out his name and putting to memory the way it rolled off your lips with a soft moan to his ears like honey.
You know that look and have seen it many times before. The look he gets when he's lost in thought, his mind running a million miles a minute running every hypothesis possible and you can't help but smile taking in the sight below you. Pupils blown, glasses askew and his mind rapidly dizzying from the way your movements were now synced together, two undernourished egos that have been starved for this moment.
Rylands expression softened as the reflecting light from Mary's control panel in your eyes turned into dazzling, almost hypnotizing, stars. A sight he would come to love even more than the very stars that shined brightly outside every time you rode him in the pilot seat. A place now shared and sacred to the both of you.
Also following on from my poll, my asks/inbox is open and I love hearing from you guys! I am so down for requests because the hardest part of writing for me usually is coming up with the initial idea :p and you’re always more than welcome to pop in with ideas and thoughts too <3
Characters I write for:
Ryland Grace
Courtland Gentry
Colt Seavers
Driver
Holland March
Luke Glanton
Lars Lindstrom
Sebastian Wilder
Officer K
Ken
Henry Letham
I’ll probably add to this the more films I watch <3 okay I’ll stop yapping now bye bye!!
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Saw masters of the universe today and loved the gosling mention , why is he everywhere, watching phm truly changed my life in ways I never saw coming 🤭 it was very silly and I enjoyed it + I think Lars would love that movie!
summary: k is bleeding out, his only companions being the snow slowly covering him, and the pain reminding him that he never had any right to exist in the first place. when he gets found and saved he needs to rethink his stance on both who he is, and what he deserves to feel; human or not.
pairing: k x gn!reader
word count: 3.3k
tags: gender neutral reader (no pronouns used), angst, fluff, graphic descriptions of injuries, touch starvation, pondering ones own existence and purpose, k being lowkey a bit freaky (but in a well meaning, kinda romantic way?), implied prior non-consensual touching (nothing is described)
inspired by this and this ask <3<3
The harsh edges of the stone staircase were a painful contrast to the feathery snowflakes slowly but surely covering K’s body. His back hurt, and if he wasn’t sure that he’d find his end here, he would try to shift into a more comfortable position.
He was shivering, he realized, eyes staring unblinkingly upwards into the white turmoil. Maybe it was just the weather; the snow was seeping into his coat, making it useless at conserving heat. Or perhaps it was the blood loss setting in.
He could feel the sticky blood slowly pouring out of his body, spreading over his stomach and down the staircase, accumulating in a pool by his feet. He could feel the warm tendrils temporarily warming his skin where they touched it ever so softly. He could feel the sharp pain radiating from the wound, beating in tandem with his heart.
He had been feeling a lot recently. He wasn’t sure what of it was real anymore, if anything.
A snowflake landed on his upper lip, and when it melted, it left a droplet of water behind, which slid into his mouth, landing on his tongue. He closed his lips, savoring the fresh coldness of the water.
He doubted he had more than a couple of minutes left to live.
‘Live’, he almost scoffed at the thought. He had seen a miracle, had experienced it. He felt on every level there was, but still, it hadn’t been him. He hadn’t been able to rip himself away from what had been decided was his life.
He was created and now he would be destroyed. He was born and now he would die.
He closed his eyes. Maybe it was for the best. Joi was gone, he was alone, and he wasn’t human. No one will care that he’ll bleed out on these steps. Just another replicant that needed to be retired. Just another officer who died in the line of duty.
The words Lieutenant Joshi had said to him days ago in her office rang around his head, “You’ve been getting on fine without one!”
He wished he had a soul, or maybe he just wished that the pain would finally end. If he were lucky, birth and death were so intertwined that in the same way that the first gave you a soul, the latter took it back, and wherever one went afterwards, they would accept him, even without one.
Then again, he wasn’t sure whether he would die, or simply stop being.
“Hey,” a voice sounded from somewhere far away. It was a nice voice, he was still aware enough to realize that. “Hey! Are you okay?”
His arm shifted, but he wasn’t the one moving it. The coldness that had enveloped him was chased away, where he could feel his body being repositioned.
There was some mumbling followed by cursing. His coat was lifted away from his side, baring the wound to the freezing air, making him shiver more. “Okay, alright. I think I can help you. I just need you to come with me, please.”
He smiled, convinced now that he had died and gone to wherever beings with souls are allowed to go. The voice had said ‘please’ as if actually caring about what he wanted. As if he had any say in what happened to him.
“Is that a ‘yes’? I’ll—I’ll just take that as a yes. I need you to try to get up with me.” The voice hesitated. “I’m sorry, but it’ll probably hurt.”
The smile stayed on his lips. It was sweet the way that the voice seemed to actually care for his well-being. It made the rest of the chill occupying his body vanish.
His arm was tugged forward, and he automatically sat up with it, groaning at the pain racing through his body. He blinked his eyes open, finding the outline of a person next to him, holding his left arm.
“You’re fine. You’re fine. I got you. Deep breath,” the voice—you—said. “Now, on three, I need you to try to get on your legs, okay? I’ll support you, and you can lean on me, but I can’t completely carry you.”
You waited, and he realized that you wouldn’t move before he gave his okay, so he nodded as much as he was able to. At that point, he could only feel about sixty percent of his body.
“Perfect. On three, one… two… three,” you said and pulled his arm around your shoulder, heaving him upwards as much as you were able to. He let out another long groan, but managed to stay on his own feet, even though his legs were shaky and he had to put most of his weight on you.
You put your arm around his waist and gently led him forward, step by step, making sure that he didn’t trip. When he let out a muffled moan, you stopped immediately, checking in with him and asking if he needed a break. He wasn’t sure where you were leading him, but it didn’t matter to him anyway, he had already decided to follow you.
After a couple of minutes, blood loss was really starting to hit him. Everything was whirling around him so when he heard the sound of a Spinner door opening, he didn’t have the strength to worry where you got the mostly police-used vehicle, nor to continue keeping his eyes open.
His body fell onto the bouncy seat and he was out like a light.
────────
The first thing he registered when he woke up was that everything felt comfortable. The second thing was that actually, his stab wound still hurt pretty badly, but other than that, it was like he was floating on a warm cloud.
He tried to sit up, but your hand on his chest pushed him back down onto the mattress. “Easy. You’re safe, everything is fine.”
He looked around him and saw that he was in a windowless room, sparsely lit by different lamps standing all over. There were a couple of bookcases and a closet, although they were all already pretty old, looking ready to fall apart at the slightest touch. The walls were a dark gray, matching the concrete floor. The mattress he was lying on was settled on top of what he assumed were several slabs of metal—he could feel the gaps and slight variations in height through the cushion.
You must have noticed his scrutinizing. “We’re at my place. I know it’s not much, but…” you shrugged.
“I like it,” he said. You looked a bit surprised to hear him speak and smiled.
“Thank you.” You sat down on the edge of the mattress, far enough away from K that you weren’t touching, but near enough so that he could feel his nerves react to you as if you were. “How are you feeling?”
He almost smiled again at the question. It really was sweet.
“I haven’t glued the wound together yet. I wasn’t sure whether you’d be okay with me getting all close like that. At the same time, it probably would have spared you some pain if I had done it while you were still unconscious, so, yeah… tough situation. Sorry if I made the wrong decision for you.”
“You’re fine,” he said, voice low. “You didn’t have to do all this.”
You frowned. “Of course I had to, you’re a person, and people don’t deserve to die out in the cold, alone.”
“No.” K looked away from you, down at the slightly tattered maroon blanket thrown across his legs and stomach. “I’m… I’m not.”
Realization flickered over your features, but instead of disgust upon realizing what you had accidentally dragged into your home, resolve settled on your face, making you tilt your head forward in defiance. “Yes, you are.”
“I’m a—”
“Who cares?” You cut him off. Your voice was dismissive, but the way your fingers were rapidly tapping your thighs made it clear that you did care at least in some way. K didn’t want to push you away, in fact, he wanted to absorb as much of the comfort you were so naively offering him, but some part of him needed you to understand—some part of him needed you to push him away.
“You are a cop, though, right?” You asked in a small voice.
“That’s all I am,” he answered without hesitation, and your eyes narrowed at that.
“Is it?”
This time he had to think about it. Technically, the answer was easy: yes. However, he was quite certain that he was fired, or the replicant version of it, which meant that he was supposed to get retired. But he doubted anyone would actually come looking for him, and if he wouldn’t retire, but also wouldn’t be able to keep working, then where did that leave him?
“I’m…” he felt the heat of shame burn down his body at not being able to answer the question accurately.
“Well, are you gonna arrest me?” you asked, seemingly having regained some confidence while he struggled to answer.
“What?” The question shocked him. “Of course not.”
That wasn’t even something he did while still actively working for the LAPD. He had no right to arrest or subjugate a human.
And he was sure you were human; it was something in your eyes, a flicker that he had only ever spotted in humans—he had assumed that it was their souls shining through.
“Good.” You smiled at him.
“Why…” he hesitated. “Why would you think that?”
Your lips parted slightly, but you continued smiling. “You really were out of it, huh? I’ll let you in on a little secret,” you leaned in closer, and a part of him wanted to close the gap between your bodies, if only to feel your skin on his at least once. “I am not part of the LAPD, and the Spinner I used to get you here isn’t really registered in my name.”
“You stole it,” he said, not as an accusation, but just as a statement.
You nodded, and if he didn’t know any better, he’d think you looked a bit proud.
“They’ll come looking for you for that. All vehicles of the LAPD are tracked, and any theft is not treated lightly. When they find you, you will be prosecuted to the fullest extend of the law.” You waved him off, rolling your eyes, and he felt a twinge of annoyance at your flippant behavior. Didn’t you know how dangerous it was? You shouldn’t go around telling people you stole from the LAPD, and you definitely shouldn’t have taken him in. You should have left him there—let nature run its course.
“I have been using it for years now. And it was already old and abandoned when I found it.”
“Still,” he sat up, ignoring the sharp flash of pain shooting through him. He needed you to understand. “It’s foolish. You shouldn’t have taken me with you.”
“What?”
“It’s dangerous.”
“You’re dangerous?”
“Yes.” The word hung heavy in the air, drowning out the quiet buzzing coming from the ceiling lamp.
You tilted your head slightly, but to his annoyance, you didn’t seem afraid, more so intrigued. “To me?” you asked, and the question made him wince.
“No,” he whispered. You had saved him. You had let him rest on your bed. If he’d get the chance to, he would spend the rest of his existence trying to repay that debt. Maybe that could be his new existence, his next purpose.
“Then what’s the problem?” you whispered back.
Everything, nothing, he, you. His gaze bore into you, begging you to answer the question for him. How was he possibly supposed to react to that?
You noticed him getting overwhelmed, and backed off, getting up. “It’s okay, take your time. May I now take care of your wound, please?”
It took every training he had ever received not to whimper at the tenderness in your tone. He nodded. At first his eyes stayed glued to the blanket, but when you turned and started rummaging around the room, he followed your every movement. He lost sight of you for a couple of seconds when you walked through a rusty door he hadn’t noticed before, but you joined him back in the room quickly, now carrying some medical supplies.
You laid the things out on the mattress and then moved to his right side, kneeling next to the bed. You found his eyes with your own and then nodded your head toward a chair standing around a small, rickety table. “Your coat is over there. I took it off you because I figured it would be more comfortable. Hope that was okay.”
He nodded. He hadn’t even looked up to confirm whether his coat actually was there.
“I’ll have to lift your shirt, okay?”
K wasn’t sure whether he had ever laughed before, but suddenly he felt the bubbly feeling of humor crawling up his throat. He choked it back down and just mumbled a quick, “Yes.” And then tacked on a “Thank you.” It landed somewhere between ridiculous and confused.
You pulled the blanket down his chest, and then gently slid your hands up his shirt, pushing it upward. Your fingers grazed his stomach and chest, leaving trails of lightning behind. It didn’t hurt, but it should have. It should have hurt, but it didn’t.
It burned, though.
The wound on his lower stomach was covered with a thick piece of gauze, flimsily taped down. “I had to at least stop the bleeding a bit,” you said it like it was an apology and not the nicest thing anyone had ever done for K.
You pulled the strip of tape off him, and the gauze with it. The wound underneath was deep, bloody, and K suddenly felt ashamed of it. He didn’t want you to see him like that. He wasn’t made to be hurt and vulnerable. But when the tips of your fingers swept along the edges of it, an eerie part of him wished you would stuff your fingers into the laceration. Burrow them deep until you were covered in his blood, and he could keep you close and safe.
He took a deep breath, closing his eyes, and hoped you would chalk it off to him being a bit squeamish at the ghastly sight. Then he felt the need to slap himself because he didn’t want you to think of him as fragile.
“I’ll glue it back together now, okay?”
“You don’t have to keep asking.”
You looked up, and when your eyes met, his fingers twitched. You studied him for a moment before continuing your work, reaching for the glue. “Alright, but I think I’ll continue to do so anyway. ‘S just good manners.”
He didn’t answer, he couldn’t; what was there to say?
The glue was familiar in its stickiness, and when it touched the laceration, K instinctively flinched away from it. You placed the hand not holding the glue over his ribs, not pushing or pulling, just a light touch, dragging him away from everything outside of this room, and anchoring him to you, to this moment.
You pressed the edges of the wound together now, sealing everything back inside where it belonged. K hoped that something of you would stay inside him as well; a lash, maybe, or a little bit of the breath you exhaled, which had caressed his skin ever since you kneeled down next to him.
After a couple of seconds, you let go of him and then hummed in satisfaction when the wound stayed closed. “Perfect.”
K shifted a bit, and his hand landed close to where yours rested next to his chest. Without realizing what he was doing, he brushed his fingers against the back of your hand, hypnotized by the way your skin felt so soft, something that seemed impossible considering the brutal world you lived in.
When you moved your hand, he pulled back instantly, shame once again flooding his mind at being caught behaving like… like that. But you didn’t say anything, you didn’t even look at him weirdly, you just turned your hand around and then offered it back to him. Hesitantly, he traced the faint lines running over the palm of your hand, following them from side to side, mapping the constellation that was your skin.
“Thank you.” He sounded out of breath even to himself.
“You’re welcome.” With the hand not caught in his grasp, you pulled his shirt back down, covering him once again with the blanket. The gesture was ridiculous; the softness of the blanket was almost grating next to the feeling of you. “D’you want some painkillers?”
“No,” he exhaled. He closed his fingers around your hand and then furrowed his brows so hard it almost hurt. “Why are you doing this? You’re not supposed to do that.”
“Says who?” You asked and offered him your other hand. He was now clutching both of yours between his, and the sensation was enough to make him feel light-headed.
He shook his head. “Don’t ask that.”
“You know…” You hesitated, before continuing voice low and soft, with just a hint of sadness, “You deserve to not be in pain.”
Ironically, your words might have been one of the most painful sensations he had ever experienced. He’s sure you could feel his hands tremble, but he was too tired to correct himself. He stared down, and the sight of your combined hands set something loose in him that crumbled down, down, until its debris jumbled throughout his body, covering him whole.
You tried to pull your right hand away from him, and for just a second, he didn’t let go. He was stronger than you, no question about it. He could keep you there, in his hands, safe and soft. But then he did let go, because he only wanted what you were willing to give, anything else would be simulated, and he couldn’t continue existing in a world where the only affection he would get was forced.
To his relief, you didn’t pull away completely, in fact, your hand moved up to his face, settling on his cheek and gently urging him to look up. Your eyes were filled with compassion and a kindness so consuming, K had to blink just to not get overwhelmed.
“I don’t know what happened to you, or anything about you, really.” You smiled at him. “But I do know that no one, human or replicant, deserves to feel pain just for existing.”
Your other hand moved from between his, but before he could protest, you grasped his hand, placing it on your chest, right over your heart. Afterward, you placed your hand on his chest, over his heart.
The feeling of your heartbeat, stable, strong, so alive, beneath his palm was only seconded by the implication of the gesture. Your hearts weren’t beating in tune, but if he tried hard enough, maybe he could match his pulse to yours.
His other hand hovered over your form before settling on your cheek. When your thumb started caressing his face, he copied the movement. Your thumb was a little calloused, making him shiver with every stroke, but the skin of your face was warm and soft under his own callouses.
He couldn’t say for how long you two stayed that way. Without windows or clocks, there was no way to tell how much time had passed. It might have been minutes, it might have been an hour. All he could focus on was how right it felt to sit there with you, sharing touches and heartbeats.
When you asked him again after a while whether you could get him some painkillers, he actually did let out a small laugh, and agreed. As you came back holding a bottle of pills and a smile, it was like seeing the sun rise for the first time.
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i remember watching The Gray Man for the first time and I was high as a kite and the fight scene in the plane with the flare smoke.... dude i was hard as a rock (grown woman 😭) i literally kept replaying that scene for hours
then when i got to the fight with lloyd... Courtland Gentry the growly man you are 🤤
Don’t even get me started on that plane scene. I was hard too anon (grown ass woman as-well 🤝) watched that scene with my mouth ajar the entire time. Knew from that point exactly what I was getting myself in for.
New drinking game!! Take a shot every time Court groans or growls, we’re getting blackout drunk! 🥳