Supernatural Grace

Earlier at Aaron's #school #fieldtrip I wasn't supposed to go but I did anyways.

I hate this. I missed 3 dang hours of 1D Day and I cannot watch it again. Let me drown in my sadness, please. I was gone fron my account for probably a day and I totally didn't know they won their first AMA award for Favourite Pop/Rock Album. And I need a co-owner so badly, I want to take a rest for a while. If any of you guys are interested in co-owning it with me, Kik me at malikmint. I would totally appreciate it, I would love you to bits if co-owned with me. I really wish I could go back to the Philippines with my mom. I will never survive a day alone with my dad. He's always grumpy, mad and angry. Imagine staying with him for 5 straight days! My mom would always jump to my defence when his anger shows. And another reason I want to go back is to relax and enjoy life without depending on my Wifi to make me actually happy. I miss my cousin and a particular a boy neighbour of mine, back in the Philippines. Yeah. But we will have a family trip to the Philippines next year.. Which reminds me of WWA tour. I seriously wonder if they have dates for South East Asian countries. My lola isn't getting any better, or so I've heard. And the total hospital bill is 73,000 pesos!! Where on earth will my family find that enough money? Nowhere, exactly! I like Lilac Niall. He just screams adorable. Been pinning a lot at Pinterest lately. I wish debts have never been created. I just. I told my mom that I wanted to be come an 'artista'. And she agreed. "Yeah, you should! You're tall, pretty and you can sing beautifully!" I was glad she agreed. Then she told me, if I want to become a singer, I should probably a start out as a model or something like that. But my auntie, my mom's sister, said that I should join the Miss Universe pageant when I grow up because I was born tall. But I don't have the guts to do that type of shizz, ya know? And today I just found out weird shit. My grandfather takes Viagra. And if y'all don't know what Viagra is, it's this drug (not a drug, something like a drug) that makes your dick stand up for 24 hours. Gross. And every morning he's drunk. One more thing, he has a dang GIRLFRIEND. After my grandma found out, she was downright depressed and wanted to move away then she got sick. And look at her now, she's stuck to a bed, trying hard to breathe. This is a mess. Today, I went to this garden and it was one if the most beautiful thing J ever saw. Their greenhouse had amazing flowers and I seriously wanted to buy a pot of flowers. They were only $2! I wish I moved to the US. It sounds kinda fun there. Except for the bad parts, 'course. I can wait for Christmas.. I don't celebrate Christmas but I bet my grandma in the US does... I live in a Muslim country and we have Muslim holidays, so yeah. I'm bored. Guys kik me at malikmint. I want strawberries now. Chocolate dipped strawberries. Mmmm.. Niall Horan..... Gah. That's all for now, mermaid. Stay fishy.

Have you guys heard the new accidentally leaked Midnight Memories album? It sounds awesome. But I feel pretty guilty for downloading it because the boys have worked so hard on it and here I am, downloading the shizz. Niall was pretty pissed up about it. Don't we ever learn from a fudging mistakes? We gatecrashed his brother's own wedding. We gatecrashed his nephew's baptism. So of us even had the nerve to go right up to his house and request for a fucking picture with him for their own profile picture. How much more selfish can we get? I am so fed up here. I seriously want to move to the US with my grandma this instant. I cannot hold this in any longer. I just want burst. So far, my brother's almost back to normal which is good. And my grandma in the Philippines is not exactly going well. But we did Skype earlier. It was nice to see them again. Lately I've been going crazy with mermaids. I wish I was one. A lovely tail to help me swim away from my fucking problems. That would be flippin' nice. I almost forgot! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO LOU AND EL! Two years of adorability. Larry shippers, bring on the hate. I had already graduated and I seriously don't wanna go back to my school. Not at all. Starlight, star bright, grant my wish tonight. I wish to be homeschooled instead. CODE 685 ERROR. WISH CANNOT BE GRANTED. ERROR. CODE 685. Just. Ugh. I have so many dreams. And I somehow can't fulfil them, which is pathetic. I just hope the results from my exams will just as what I have expected. I can't wait for Christmas! Although I won't receive as much gifts as I did before but it will fun! My arms are aching. Oh, btw guys, follow my 1D fan page on IG 👉@/malikmint. Would appreciate it! Last Saturday, I went to watch the North Czech Philharmonic Teplice at JIS, Arts Centre. And they were amazing. Manual Blanco was the bomb diggity. And Her Majesty, Princess Sara was there and I was freaking out. I had a nice dress on and it was a good night. It kinda was a graduation gift for me. I'm hungry. Food anybody? That's all for now, byeeee.

I forgot to write last night, fell asleep. So now, I'm writing this early in the morning at 8.30 am. Can you believe this shizz? Yesterday was pretty fine. My brother still has his wet poop. Disgusting, I know. And he's not his usual self. And my had a heart seizure. But she's ok now, but we have to pay 1, 500 pesos for 4 vials of medicine. And we have debts to pay. So, my aunt decided to fly to the Phils and take care of my 'lola' in the hospital. I can't wait for the WWA tour next year. I hope they release dates for Asia. If they do have for Singapore, my mom will seriously buy tickets to Singapore and to the concert. *sigh* I was so mad at my dad yesterday. I just... Argh. Fathers. I really wish to go back to the Philippines and just be free. Visit my cousins, go to the mall or just play. That's pretty much what happened. I wanna go back to sleep. But my maid won't let me go back to sleep. And she's forcing me up and to make my bed. Like, no. And she's using my little brother's IPad. Jeez. I'm starting to hate a lot of people. I don't know if I'm becoming hateful or are people becoming easier to hate. Signing off for now.

Glee's Christmas Albums 👍👌😇 it is perfect. #glee #christmas #album in dahhhh Christmas spirit

1 month 10 days 04 hours 12 mins 50 secs until Christmas #christmas downloaded a countdown app because I cannot wait no longer ad I need to count. 🎄🎄👼😲😲

Isn't Olaf sho cute, itty bitty, adorable??? 'In Summer' by Olaf is so catchy that it will not leave my head. #olafthesnowman #olaf #frozen #disneymovie

Halp meh.

Peter Bjorn and John feat. Victoria Bergsman. ...And we don't care about the young folks...#pbj #youngfolks

#myedit This is my jam, turn off that music. This is my jam. My strawberry jam, yes. #5sos #heartbreakgirl

Dedicated to @louisthrust. Stay strong and beautiful and SMART. You'll do fine with your dad. I know it..