#pleasebealright

This sounds cheesy but I’m going to continue doing this until I finish 100 days.

New goal.

So, today was pretty normal. But today was extra special because I just made a person happy through the Internet.

Her name is Dana and she is from Sydney, Australia. She’s very pretty and has stunning legs.

She was scared because her dad insisted doing revision with her. But her dad would scream at her if she got something wrong.

So, I thought of comforting her. And by the end of the day, her dad didn’t scream at her one single bit. She was so overjoyed, which made me overjoyed.

Follow her in Instagram @louisthrust. You will not regret it.

Today my brother isn’t feeling so super as usual. Apart from his skin asthma and his delayed speech, he’s been vomiting and pooping continuously.

I just hope he’s fine.

I have tons more of things to worry about.

The typhoon in my mother’s home town. And my grandmother has a hole in her heart. My uncle’s been sick for days. There are tons of debts that needs to be paid.

*sigh*

I have the sudden urge to stay in a hospital, I don’t know why.

I just hope things will be fine.

I have so many dreams to fulfill.

Me and my mom dreamt of having a nice beach style home on a hill, overlooking the beach. We still have to finish paying for the lot but we wouldn’t be able to make a house straight away. Because of the debts that need to be paid.

I wish I was famous, so I could help my family. Lord, help us out please.

I have a secret dream of becoming a singer but I wouldn’t want to tell anybody. I just can’t.

And I seriously don’t want to go to school next year. I want to homeschooled and try building up my singing career.

I even want to move to the US with my other grandma.

But I can’t because of lack of money.

Lord.

I seriously don’t want to see my classmates’ faces. I just don’t want to. I’m to fabulous to see their faces.

But I miss my motherflacker. But he’s with someone. And I don’t know what to do.

And I’m hungry.

Help me.

Make things alright, please. Just please.

I miss my Faithers.. She’s moved to Canada and I’m stuck here.

I just want to move somewhere else and start anew.

Help my parents pay their debts and move to the US and start anew.