I speak spanish 🇪🇸 / euskera / english 🇺🇸 & trying to learn italian & german. I'm hispanic & indigenous basque+ / BIPOC whatever y'all americans like to call us as
I post my art & various rambles 🎨 Use simple language when communicating with me so I can understand. NO DRAMA + BIGOTRY ON THIS BLOG!!!
NO DNI AT ALL ☠️ , just please respect boundary above (no drama or bigotry) thanks!
sometimes we REBLOG / POST NSFW & DRUG USE!!!!!!! 🛑 be warned, & stay safe!!!
following last point, minors -16 please don't engage personally with me (try to be friends or chat with me). I'm not a good influence at all
-> more about my boundaries / info about me & blog (link) <-
commissions open ✅️ , art trades open ✅️
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→ or click here (link) to join my Discord server!
freddy's introductions 📺 : our introduction posts, like this one!
freddy's flags 🏴☠️ : tag we use to post the flags we make
freddy's art ✏️ : posts with our art !!!
scrapbook's doodle pages 🌈 : our series of daily (collective) doodle pages!
freddy's rambles 👄 : our endless rambles, as well as our life posts
freddy's answers 🥪 : us answering questions from our dearest rats & other anonymous creatures!
freddy's a junkie (drug use) 🍃 : us getting high as balls & or talking about it
freddy's a weirdo (nsfw) 💟 : us reblogging / posting NSFW related things, such as art or others!
boyfriendposting 🌜🐛 : posts relating to our partner!
we also tag those who are in front at the moment of posting (after using the main tags to tag properly the post)!!! these are their emojis & some info about them, as well as their own prns.cc page :
🌞 : Freddy, no pronouns. Host + creator, subsystem & professional schizophrenic narcissist
🐊 : Seth, he / him. Co-host & gatekeeper / organizator, just a dude. BLOG
💣 : Jenny, they / she. Persecutor hikkikomori schizoposter girl
☠ : Rata, she / her. Mean transwoman & punk dyke
♟ : Celestino, he / any pronouns. Eldritch archiver / logger. BLOG
🦷 : Jeffrey, she / him. Good friend & lovely person to be around
🌙💜 : Onyx Nightmoor, he / she. Emo furry, moon & fantasy lover. BLOG
🦑 : Kiwi, they / it / she. Veteran in the system, likes drawing!
💧 : Eneko, they / he. Shy axolotl dragon mix, D&D fantasy lover
+ more! these are the ones that would use the internet or could be near front at the time of posting, but if somebody else decides to get online we'll update this list!
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I love my machine because it doesn't sound as scary as my voice (I have tone issues that make me sound "scary" to others, by making me sound blunt, messy & expressing the wrong feelings almost always)
I love my machine because it lets me express my words in a way that matches my brain words more accurately (I have expressive aphasia & when I talk it's always hard to say what I'm really thinking; this is unreliable speech for me)
I love my machine because it helps me organising my thoughts (disorganized thinking due to my schizophrenia affects me everyday, and having a little world to use as my second brain is really helpful)
I love my machine because I can play silly sounds with it (have soundboard where have lots of silly & fun sounds to play when I feel like it)
I love my machine because I can decorate it all I want! currently I have the cutest stickers on her, as well as an informative card & a kiwi bird plushie hanging from her
I've had to fight for years to get where I am this day, both to have people believe my speech difficulties & to have a device that suits my needs! keep going AAC users, you're all doing great 👍
Hii Freddy! Feel free to not answer or answer privately, but we were in the rat server and were curious as to what happened with it? Just curious ^^ also we missed seeing you around!!! Def following if thats okay 👍
I got hacked on Tumblr, lost my rainbowpunki blog & decided to shut everything down (my server included) & start living my IRL life again! I discovered I've been addicted to the internet for quite a while, & wanted to detox completely.
it was nice to have so many friends, & to meet my soulmate (@little-bug03 <- the silly). Now that I've grown & matured as a colorful being, I've decided to make another blog & this time enjoy my stay on the internet!
"mental health awareness month" falls short for me honestly. I'm sick of these half hearted, psychiatry-focused posts where people reel off a list of symptoms and tack on "and we deserve to be treated equally anyways" at the end. Consider: I'm Mad and I want people to stop being oppressed for their Madness.
I want people to stop being forced into hospitals and stripped of their autonomy.
I want people to stop being backed into a corner where they feel their only options are homelessness or suicide.
I want people to stop being murdered via their monetary benefits being cut, even though they desperately need them.
I want mentally ill, Mad and neurodivergent people to be supported in all areas of their life and enabled to live in the community. Not locked away in institutions.
I get that we need people to understand mental health better. But so much of this month is people watering down inclusion and equity to mean "Mad people should just stop being visibly Mad and then they can be accepted".
So. I don't know. "Mental health awareness month" falls so fucking flat for me. I don't want to assimilate, I want to be respected as an autonomous being and enabled to live a good life. Not fed another platitude about how "CBT will definitely help this time, trust, you just need to do it for a fifth time and try harder to get better!".
(Hey. Maybe that's just my experience. But I'm very tired already.)
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don't repost / use my drawings or doodles. 💢 My flags & other creations made explicitly for the public to use are free to be reposted with credit!
We're a-okay with people making fanart of us, any of us truly
ask me all the personal questions you want! about our plural universe, system, schizophrenic deliriums, stuff about us, thoughts on anything... etc
don't use hard to read typing quirks in our asks. It's hard to read & process in our mind
this is not necessary, but when referring to us, don't use human terms (some examples: human, person, individual, etc.). We're nonhuman 🦚 & would like to be referred as such!
you're very allowed to ask to be friends or mutuals, it's fun! please do understand that I'm special & disabled & being my friend is hard work
nicknames & petnames are ok 💘
you may ask who's at front at the moment, but never request anyone to front though
ABSOLUTELY NO FLIRTING!!!!! NO SUCKING MY DICK! I AM A MARRIED MANWOMAN!!!
please do not vent in my askbox. I have no empathy & don't know how to comfort someone I don't personally know that much, as much as I would love to help you out I'm not able to (but I'll definitely try to if you had a rough day)
⚓ IMPORTANT POSTS :
an archive of favorite & or important posts of mine! Feel free to check these out & look through my blog all you want
DISABILITY RELATED : how does my intellectual disability affect me (link)
-> AAC RELATED : comparison of my machines (link), day in the life of an AAC user #1 (link)
IDENTITY RELATED : post about our intersexuality (link)
ART RELATED : where do I get inspiration for my art (link)
MISCELLANEOUS : why I don't agree with pro & anti language (link), what happened to rainbowpunki blog (link)
I have mild intellectual disability & level 2 autism, for reference in this text
I mainly have lots of difficulty with problem solving skills, which affect my daily living. I usually go for the easiest way of doing something if I know how to do the thing at all. Sometimes I get lost & go around things in ways that aren't seen as "productive" & more like "weird" (I find that "logic" things aren't as logic & obvious for me). Chores are confusing & draining when I don't get visual examples, & on occasions, hand-on-hand help
I also must say that learning & processing information (<- cognitive functioning) isn't easy for me either. I struggle a lot with numbers, money, maths, remembering symbols, numbers & how they work at all
I have complex communication needs. When I can't communicate what I want my brain feels like it's in a dead end in an alley. I can't keep going. I can't describe my experiences & what I'm feeling without some form of (preferably symbol-based) AAC, & sometimes even with that I just can't!
I also have to say, socially I'm often seen as weird & "dumb". Could be by my stimming, the faces I make, my body expression & all the accommodations I need to go out. I'm not able to follow most conversations, I get confused & out of the circle I go. I also definitely struggle with regulating my emotional responses & end up having lots of crisis on the street. – Friend making is usually hard for me; I do have a few friends though!
I'm still learning some independent living skills, but cooking, managing finances & healthcare are the ones that I've had the most trouble
some examples : I didn't learn to tie my shoes until I was 12-13 years old, I still have difficulty reading & processing text. I can't focus at all unless the subject is my special interests / hyperfixations or related to them. My partner (who also is my caretaker) brushes my hair & prompts me to shower because I can't do those things alone. Partner also manages my meds & always reminds me to take them... & more
here is some more information about intellectual disability / IDD I've found interesting while I was trying to articulate my thoughts :
this is the place for all kinds of plurals who daydream about their system or those in their system; including the ones affected by maladaptive daydreaming, immersive daydreamers, neuronarrators, fantasy-prone beings. All of those who wish to share their experiences & their daydreams!
we kindly ask for users to format their asks as "x culture is". We also accept confessions, rambles, questions & any other non-"culture is" asks
you're allowed & encouraged to leave a sign off on your asks, we'll add them to our sign offs list
We welcome everyone but bigots, those who discriminate against others based on system origins, any kind of discourse & hateful people. We block freely
more about the blog & the owners under the cut!
this blog is ran by (Magick) Scrapbook, a complex DID plural system with maladaptive daydreaming & schizophrenia who constantly daydreams about everything. We go by no pronouns & talk about ourselves with first & third pronouns. Our main account is @supermagick & our system account is @magickscrapbook 🎨
we're severely disabled & require patience. Please keep that in mind when submitting asks
this is a post tagging every "plural culture is" blog (+ some more) that have inspired the creation of this one : click here (link)
Tags used :
#plural daydreams is : your submissions
#not plural daydreams : asks that aren't submissions
#the scrapbook speaks : mods speaking
we will also sign off at the time of posting! here (link) is a link to a post with our sign offs & some information about us
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you may call us Scrapbook, or even Magick Toolbox! this blog is ran by several brain friends in our system. We use no pronouns! (check our prns.cc here). Our main account is @supermagick
our requests are open! in this blog you'll find packs that include : names, pronouns, queer labels (sexuality, gender, etc), titles, outfit boards, userboxes, aesthetics... & much more!
we're on our right to deny any requests. Be respectful & patient with us, we're severely disabled & process things slower.
absolutely no DNI. We're safe for endogenic & non-disordered plurals. If you have any questions feel free to shoot us an ask!
"that time of the month" "monthly visitor" "feminine hygiene products" GRRAH!!! SHUT UP SHUT UP!!! PERIOD!! MENSTRUATION!!!! TAMPONS!!! PADS!! MENOPAUSE!!!!!!!!!!!
when non black people represent black characters with love and grace it just makes me cry and feel hopeful because I know so many people just don't. care to represent us especially CORRECTLY. but when people do with genuine love for us and our bodies and skin tone and features I can't help but cry a lil with joy. it means we do matter.
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I'm still thinking about the guy who saw me realize my wheelchair wouldn't fit in the elevator because he (also a wheelchair user) was already inside it and immediately quipped, "This elevator ain't accessible enough for the both of us."
sometimes I dislike my kleptomania because it makes me really anxious & disappointed on myself when I can't steal anything from every store I enter ever, but on the other side... hell yeah I love stealing from big companies & having free shit. Yeepee!
today's pic of me :-) 🦽 hung out with some friends & had much fun!!!