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Every video and picture and message you send me goes triple platinum in my room and in head and on my walls and in my heart

All I want is for someone to recognize that I am fragile and treat me as such without forgetting that despite my fragility, I can stand on my own and pick myself up when I break apart. I want them to love, or at least admire my sensitivity without thinking it makes me weak and in need of their protection. I just want someone to create some space for me to carry it all. Hopefully when they make that space they also want to occupy it.

Why is it that when I have a crush everything is embarrassing and I cannot be proud of myself for anything that makes me, me. I feel like I water myself down for people but I am actually very annoying and I say weird stuff and I care about things that they don't and that never feels okay.

I'm hungry. And everything feels so infinite. My teeth are mixed up and my eyelashes are growing the wrong way. I'm so confused... You are endlessly confusing. I love your voice. It's just nice. A solid voice. I hate my voice and I wish I could take yours. Bla Bla Bla - Diary Entry 2023 Very Cringy