Work hard, play harder.

sometimes u just gotta clean your room and apply an elaborate skincare routine and pretend that’s equivalent to getting ur life in order

I remember first learning that you can cry from any emotion, that emotions are chemical levels in your brain and your body is constantly trying to maintain equilibrium. so if one emotion sky rockets, that chemical becomes flagged and signals the tear duct to open as an exit to release that emotion packaged neatly within a tear. Everything made sense after learning that. That sudden stability of your emotions after crying. How crying is often accompanied by the inability to feel any other emotion in that precise moment. And it is especially beautiful knowing that it is even possible to experience so much beauty or love or happiness that your body literally can’t hold on to all of it. So what I’ve learned is that crying signifies that you are feeling as much as humanely possible and that is living to the fullest extent. So keep feeling and cry often and as much as needed

SHIT WHAT

Never would have known

I wanna be fucked on the regular by someone who respects me

Take a moment to remind yourself right now that, regardless of your current level, you are doing a phenomenal job. One can only move so fast, so please give yourself more credit.

I wanna be fucked on the regular by someone who respects me

I wanna be fucked on the regular by someone who respects me

I wanna be fucked on the regular by someone who respects me

I wanna be fucked on the regular by someone who respects me

I wanna be fucked on the regular by someone who respects me

I wanna be fucked on the regular by someone who respects me

So what’s next? You heal. You grow. And you help others.

My goal for 2018: become the hottest, most jawdropping, irresistible, devestatingly gorgeous version of myself.