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A coming of age story about Black kids who finally have power to fight back against systems designed against them.
Y'all wanna know a trick? A trick as to how you can better understand the mentality of someone who is antiblack (particularly white, but tbh it works on anyone who really buys into antiblackness), if not make them do an Ace Attorney Blow Up? 👀
I was being facetious with the trick part lol but you know the joke "I might be racist, but you're mean and that's worse?" It's the root of that. We discussed it back when we read White Fragility. You can see it in Trump, Elon Musk, and your average Tumblr racist:
They really, REALLY want to be liked. Not just liked, no that's not the right word, but validated.
Think about it this way. Racism is the status quo; the default, right? Part of maintaining that default is through normalization, and that includes the solidarity necessary to reinforce that (DiAngelo called it white solidarity).
So, if being covertly racist is the status quo, then that means you will be socially rewarded for being so. When you get rewarded, people are nice, friendly, relatable, they keke and haha right alongside you. But when you confront someone's racism, you're not socially rewarding them anymore- the spigot of validation has been paused! Instead of taking it as a valid critique, you are seen as socially punishing a person. You're being MEAN, because the validation I got from everyone else's also-racism was NICE!
That's why when you confront racism, you HAVE to stand firm on it. You cannot feed into the desire for the validation of their behavior. That's what makes a lot of people snap. The blowup is meant to stop you, to force you back into compliance! The only one being punished really is you for bringing it up.
And hell, if not socially validating a bigot is punishment... 😐 Why would that be... A bad thing? We're not hitting you with rocks, we're just saying we don't fuck with you and your behavior. (But that's also a part of really all of the books we've read in #cbc book club so far; that antiracism is seen as violence.)
Personally, I wanna live in the world where it's normal to boo racists, not coddle them. But that starts with being willing to push back against the normal we're in.
You - white queer person who goes on and on about protecting black trans fems - Do you have black trans fem friends? What about black nonbinary friends or black trans masculine friends? Do you have any black friends? If you live in a predominantly white area and feel like you don't have many chances to build community with black people offline do you still engage with black art, even when no one's looking? Do you read black literature for your own enjoyment? Do you actively engage with anti-racist politics and challenge your fellow white people? Do you see black trans fems as human beings that you share community with or are they an abstract concept that exist at an arms length away from you? Because it's good to say you care but are your words aligning with your actions off the internet and outside of online public scrutiny where no one is watching you perform or is it all just lip service?
honestly you don't even have to answer, i'm just processing as i read your takes. you deserve a break from this that lasts forever
Hi.
I want to preface this by saying that I read all of your posts that you've left in my inbox since the following day, and I wanted to take the time to respond a little more intentionally since you gave such varied thoughts.
Of all the thoughts you've given me, the one I've decided to directly respond to is probably the first one.
i guess my biggest issue with your takes is that i disagree on a foundational level that the narrative does anything to excuse jax, in fact, it's nothing but incriminating, and that's on purpose. it's been on purpose from the beginning. i don't think that jax is shown any forgiveness in the entire show, and i don't think the show even implies that she deserves it. i don't understand where people get that idea from, just because she receives care from the others. doctors in the ER don't forgive everyone that comes in. that'd be a waste of time. they just dispense care. and there's less than 20 people on "earth", all but 6 of them are unfit to help. i have genuinely been trying, and i've been ingesting critical posts carefully, but i just can't understand interpretations that suppose that jax has been excused or forgiven
I wouldn't be a critical blog if I didn't take the time to address this sentiment, because while I understand the answer to this question, it's healthy to write down this explanation concisely. At some point when you repeat something enough, it begins to lose its flavor, and you start to forget why you're even saying it in the first place.
Since reflecting on this ask, the show itself, and even the conversations I've seen going around TADC spaces, my own opinion has since evolved. As such, I've decided that I will be explaining how TADC goes from DISMISSING --> to EXCUSING --> to JUSTIFYING Jax's behavior throughout the course of the show.
So let's discuss.
TW: SA MENTION, SUICIDE MENTION AND DISCUSSION, GENERAL VIOLENT AND BIGOTED THEMES
"How Does The Narrative Justify Jax's Behavior?"
I'm going to break this argument down into three layers, with each layer being less direct than the last. We will be going over Scenes from the show itself, then Framing, and lastly the show's Conclusion. At the same time we will be referencing Gooseworx's own statements, and I will also be doing a comparison to Bojack Horseman, because I feel that show provides the best example of what I'm talking about. It is important to consider ALL of these elements combined when analyzing this argument, as while some points may seem weaker or insignificant on their own, it is THE SUM OF ALL PARTS that matters most. We have to take a step back and look at the full picture here.
So without further ado...
SCENES: IT WAS JUST A JOKE...UNTIL IT WASN'T
Probably the easiest batch of evidence we have are many direct scenes within the show itself.
When we talk about the narrative, we have to think of it as a tool, an entity even. The narrative is the tool of the narrator, and it is the strongest tool a writer has to convey complex patterns of thought that there just aren't words for. The narrative is also an entity, that says who and what goes.
In every episode, there are multiple moments where Jax antagonizes members of the circus, namely Gangle and Zooble. With Gangle, there is of course the gag of breaking the comedy mask repeatedly, but also physically shoving and pushing her, and constantly seeking her attention and involvement. Zooble and Ragatha are often collateral, usually being hurt or inconvenienced by Jax's antics as biproduct.
Now, when I initially watched this show, I hardly took these actions seriously, and chalked it up to nothing more as "cartoon shenanigans". While the setting and reactions of the characters fueled this belief, the narrative itself treated these scenes as just that and nothing more. In every single one of these instances, we move on from the pain that Jax causes almost instantly, with hardly any character acknowledging his behaviors unless they're directly affected. It's light banter, and at best, the narrative DISMISSES his actions. Whatever Jax does has no real consequences that carry on to the next episode, or they can be instantly fixed.
Jax's actions have no bearing on the plot.
Jax can do no harm.
Until...he actually kinda does.
As the show progresses, we get to see more and more glimpses of the psyche of the other characters. Namely Gangle.
In Episode 6, Gangle has a conversation with Zooble where she expresses fear at angering Jax for not picking them as her partner to play. Earlier, when the game had been announced, Jax had grabbed Gangle first and tried to walk off with her before she pulled away. She tells Zooble that Jax will "probably make it hurt" and expresses feelings of dehumanization brought about by his repeated and consistent abuse.
Remember these concepts: REPETITION and CONSISTENCY.
Another moment in this episode to speak about is Ragatha's confrontation with Jax. As Jax and Pomni get separated, Ragatha tells Jax she knows what they're up to hanging out with Pomni, and alludes to Ribbit. As a result, Jax shoots her to near oblivion. There is an irony in this scene where, earlier, Jax had been encouraging Pomni to let loose and not to think about the real world logistics of shooting a gun. However, the way that Jax shot Ragatha was VERY real; from the way her body jerked around from the impact, and the way her stuffing flew all over the place like a certain crimson bodily fluid.
Gooseworx had mentioned in a post before that she initially planned for Ragatha to have plush organs. Given the amount of times that Ragatha is stabbed, tortured, and generally tossed around, this scene could have been far more grisly.
And yet...
Jax's actions have no bearing on the plot.
Jax can do no harm.
Do we ever discuss how Ragatha felt being assaulted by Jax multiple times? Do any characters directly call out Jax for his abuse of Gangle bringing her to the point of being placed out of her humanity? Do the other characters find out the truth of Ribbit?
No. It is completely dismissed. Despite the stakes changing drastically, the show treats these moments as the exact same when it comes to plot weight. We get a brief establishing glimpse, and then we move on. Whatever consequences that may occur are quickly forgotten about, or resolved fairly quickly (often off screen).
At best, the narrative DISMISSES Jax's behavior. But as we start to delve deeper into the layers of the writing, this dismissal becomes something much more sinister.
It becomes an EXCUSE.
FRAMING: WHO IS TELLING THE STORY?
As someone with autism, one of the problems I often run into is that when I am told or feel prompted to explain my behavior, people assume I am giving an excuse. And I think to myself, well that's not fair at all! I'm merely explaining why I did what I did, or what happened. It is very frustrating, but these moments have given me a lot of insight as to what often causes this miscommunication.
What is the difference between Explanations vs Excuses? The answer is Framing!
Let's say you're told to watch an expensive vase for a friend. While watching the vase, you go and close an open window, and upon walking back you bump into the vase and it shatters. When your friend asks you what happens you have two general options...
"I bumped into the vase by accident."
"The window was open! I had to close it and then I shattered the vase by accident!"
Now, one of these is an explanation and the other is an excuse. It's important to note that excuses CAN INCLUDE explanations.
If you said that the first is an explanation, and the second is an excuse, then you would be correct. Why? The first statement is an explanation of what happened, it is a direct and logical argument. The vase shattered because you bumped into it by accident, simple. While tone and sentiment can be important to help sway the hypothetical feelings of your friend, you explained exactly what happened.
On the other hand, the second statement is an excuse because it is providing irrelevant information. One has to consider that it was possible for you to close the window and NOT shatter the vase. Because there is no correlation between these two events, you are making an excuse. Now if instead it was...
"The window was open! A bird flew through and I tried to shoo it out, but I knocked the vase over by accident!"
That's yet again another explanation. The presence of the bird is in direct correlation to the vase shattering, because you were in a panic. Now sometimes, people may argue that that is still an excuse and those people are assholes. While Explanation vs Excuse can largely be up to interpretation of the person you're talking to, the distinction to be made between the two is CORRELATION. This is a principle of Framing.
So, returning back to TADC, let's talk about the Framing. The scene I will be citing strongly, is the conversation between Ribbit and Jax.
For starters, a very obvious detail that must be pointed out is that this scene is from Jax's perspective. We will never know the true extent of how Ribbit felt before or leading up to this, again, the narrative deems it irrelevant. What we DO see is Jax explaining to Ribbit how they believe they killed their mom. Despite Ribbit showing Jax nothing but understanding and kindness, Jax begins to retract after this moment of vulnerability and drives Ribbit to suicide. This is something that can not be debated, as the exact wording "drives Ribbit to suicide" is something that Gooseworx confirmed recently in some hypothetical canon art she posted of Jax.
But how is this moment framed? Why is it excused?
Well that's simple. There is no correlation between any of the information that Jax has mentioned and his behavior towards Ribbit. When Jax first arrived in the circus, there were only 4 other members: Ragatha, Ribbit, Kaufmo, and Kinger. We see many scenes of them treating Jax with appreciation and comfort, inviting Jax on adventures and taking them around the circus to fun hangout spots. Jax had no reason to treat Ribbit with animosity, an animosity that extended to directing Kaufmo and Ragatha's behavior towards Ribbit as well.
This particular treatment is something that Jax has not experienced...really at all. And it is not treatment that can be inferred or even speculated either. You could if you really wanted to, but there is something even deeper at work here.
Now we can finally discuss how the show JUSTIFIES Jax's actions.
THE CONCLUSION: INTROSPECTION...? HARDLY
For this part of the argument, I am going to now introduce the Bojack Horseman reference I spoke of earlier.
Bojack Horseman is a character and show that has been floating around the TADC critical spaces for a bit now, especially now that the show has concluded. Bojack Horseman is a six season sitcom about a washed up sitcom celebrity star navigating the latter portion of his life. Bojack Horseman is self-destructive, egotistical, aggressive, and abusive. He is an absolute scumbag from as early as the first episode where he is actively sleeping with his agent: Princess Caroline.
Around the time that Bojack was still being actively produced, a lot of fans of the show had expressed their love and admiration for Bojack as a character. There was a certain portion of the fanbase that praised Bojack for being a brilliantly misunderstood character, a tragic anti-hero within his own life. Those people...completely missed the point of the show. So much so that the writers DIRECTLY called these people out in Season 5 EP 10, using Diane as their mouthpiece.
"That's not the point of Philbert. To watch it and 'feel okay'."
Throughout the series of Bojack Horseman, we learn...pretty much everything we could need to know about Bojack's upbringing. His rough and abusive home life, his early dependency on alcohol, and even the implied physical and sexual abuse that he went through. From a young age, Bojack learned about interaction and relationships through the television. He lives his life as a sitcom constantly, and became mentally stunted at the age he first debuted on TV.
As we finally get to the first half of the sixth season, it seems as though Bojack has come to a thorough understanding of why he is the way he is. He seems to understand who he is. Both his parents are dead, he has a stable relationship with his half-sister Hollyhock, he's quit his substance abuse, and has devoted himself to helping out the newer generation of the acting community. Most of his formerly abusive and toxic relationships he has ended or improved; namely with characters like Todd, Diane, and even Princess Caroline.
And this seems to be a good thing. It seems that Bojack has finally done the introspective work to unpack and dismantle the layers of his toxicity. The inciting incident for Bojack to finally take rehab seriously was when he strangled his coworker on Philbert: Gina. Everything should be fine because Bojack was abused...and became an abusive person....but now that he's made amends with that abuse and cut off the people/stressors that aggravated him...he's doing fine.
Right?
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Enter Biscuits Braxby.
Now the show does make a point to say that one of the main motivating factors for Biscuits' second interview with Bojack was purely for the ratings. But we can't let a sentiment like that distract us from the very revolutionary concept that Bojack Horseman gave us.
Biscuits interviews Bojack twice.
The first interview, is one that I would say is akin to what many people seem to take away from Jax's character. It is the story that the narrative went with, tragic as it is, and that is the fact that Jax could not help being all of the things that were done to him. Jax is...a culmination of all the moments of repression, of never stepping in your identity, of not knowing the right choices to make and even when in possession of that knowledge, still being scared regardless.
In our first Bojack interview, Biscuits does a very good job of making Bojack look like a good person. She asks all the right questions about all the tragedies that have occurred throughout the series; namely Sarah Lynn's death, which in this interview, is framed as something that happened TO BOJACK. Her tragedy is what allegedly made him want to turn his life around, even amidst all the mistakes, it stuck with him. While he admits to the wrong that he's done and the mistakes made, the emphasis is on how he's a better person, on his introspection and growth. While Jax's story is far more tragic, that is what the show decides to go with as well. The framing is eerily similar when you consider Ribbit's suicide.
But then Biscuits interviews Bojack a second time, and that's when shit gets real.
The second interview is a lot more direct. Rather than starting with the vague questioning from earlier, Biscuits gets right to the point and immediately interrogates Bojack on how he brought alcohol to the set of Horsin' Around. She pushes further, carving out the trend of the many female characters Bojack has had inappropriate interactions with throughout the series; from helping a teen mom sneak into a house party to dating a woman who had just woken up from a 30 year coma.
The story of Sarah Lynn is tragic, but it is not just a tragedy, it is a pattern of behavior. A pattern of abusing women and manipulating them through intense power dynamics. A pattern that even Bojack hadn't recognized himself. Why?
Because it's the one pattern he couldn't blame on someone else.
And we realize, in this moment, that Bojack actually HASN'T done the introspective work, that there's still layers deep to his psyche that he hasn't bothered to unpack, and in one afternoon all of his progress is unraveled. Because it was never really progress, he never really dug that deep.
Hurt people can hurt people, yes this is true. But when we talk about deeply systematic issues like misogyny, ableism, and of course racism, it's a little deeper than that. The fact is that there's no one incident that can make you bigoted, that's just not something you can blame on someone else. In order to be a systematic abuser, you have to REPEATEDLY and CONSISTENTLY engage with rhetoric. Likewise, in order to unlearn these behaviors, you must do the same.
When I look at Jax from The Amazing Digital Circus, and I look at the conversations that surround them, I see a lot of people looking to excuse or even explain the bigotry in a multitude of ways, and none of them address the sentiment that you just don't become bigoted because something bad happened to you. You just don't.
As a Black AND Trans individual I refuse to acknowledge that as a valid argument because it reinforces the burden of marginalized people to be kinder or nicer to their oppressors to avoid being oppressed. That if one of us is rude or cruel then it sets ALL of us back. It's ridiculous, it's exhausting, it's incel behavior. What would I want to do with a person like that anyways? What good does it do for me to have someone in my circle that's only an ally if I'm nice to them?
BONUS ROUND: THIS IS NOT INCRIMINATION
I wasn't initially going to add this part, but as I was rereading your ask there was something you said that was very concerning to me, and I wanted to address that also.
You said the narrative is incriminating, but this is not true. The narrative at no point acknowledges the full extent of harm that Jax has done, without performing any of the previous three tactics. Additionally, however, there is something else the show does that is horrific, and sadly it is once again about Gangle.
In Episode 9, Pomni enters Jax's mindscape after they abstract. Jax's mindscape is filled with many doors, and behind each of these doors is a fantasy scenario in which Jax is torturing or assaulting a member of the cast; Zooble, Pomni...and Gangle.
Gangle's fantasy is one where Zooble has abstracted. Gangle is wearing her manic mask and bossing everyone around, similar to her behavior in Episode 4, to ensure that Zooble's funeral goes on successfully. Jax approaches wearing the maid dress, claiming to be wearing it in solidarity of Zooble's "freaky gender thing" before approaching Gangle and flirting with her.
When Jax is asked to explain the archetypes of the cast, he describes Gangle as "submissive and agreeable". Throughout the show, Gangle is generally a very meek and timid character, who rarely stands up for herself unless in certain instances (ie. wearing her happy mask or wielding a tommy gun). This is the version of Gangle that Jax is most familiar with. The Happy Mask wasn't introduced until Episode 4, as Zooble had had the mask in their room up until that very moment.
So this fantasy...is a recent development. In fact, you could argue that at least two of them are, as Jax had never seen Gangle's other mask before, and Pomni had just got there.
Something else to note, however, is that in this fantasy, as Jax is coercing Gangle to come to his room, she breaks. When I first saw this scene I was completely disgusted. She breaks and admits that she hates him, to which he responds by giving her the key to his room and walking off.
This is a fantasy. Jax believes Gangle is meant to be submissive and agreeable. And yet, in his own mind, Gangle is fighting back against him, against herself and the part of her that hates him. This internal struggle is something that Jax thought extensively about, and it has horrific implications. Jax always wants to be around Gangle regardless of the adventure, he always wants to have some form of control over he (ie. Candy Carrier Chaos and They All Get Guns) and they want her to fight back, but only a little. The break down is integral.
And Pomni witnessed this. She witnessed this and said absolutely nothing, and did nothing. Just like with Ribbit's suicide, the rest of the cast will never know what Jax truly thought, felt, or did. That was SUPPOSED to be a moment of incrimination, but it wasn't.
It just wasn't.
CONCLUSION: WHAT WE LEARN
The show concludes Jax's arc two ways. We get a conclusion for Jax's digital self, and we also get one for Jax's real world self.
In the digital world, the cast makes a shrine for Jax, modeled after Kinger's theory that the darkness calms down the abstracted victims. Does he make this shrine for his own wife, or even coworkers? No. They go in the glass aquarium like they're fish. Jax does get special treatment even while being abstracted, and as they prepare the shrine and mural, Gangle has yet again another moment where she reflects on Jax.
Earlier in the episode, when Jax had first abstracted, Gangle was the only one to have a unique reaction to the news. She expresses that she can't cry for him, that it's hard to feel bad, and that she doesn't know what to think. This is, of course, a very valid sentiment to have given the abuse he subjected her to. But as she looks at the shrine, a single tear finally sheds. Without saying anything, this moment is meant to speak volumes. It is a moment of reconcilliation and understanding, of forgiveness and willingness to let bygones be bygones.
In actuality, there are quite a lot of moments throughout Episode 8 and 9 where the cast forgives Jax. I mean we can't forget the "iconic":
This being in direct response to Zooble wanting to address Jax's behavior as of late when being told they all need to coexist and comfort each other, after realizing they can probably never leave. It's just not true, not even remotely. No one else in the circus is sexually harassing Gangle, or has pushed not one but TWO members to suicide. No one even comes close, so it can only serve to REDUCE the impact of Jax's actions even further.
This is dismissive. This is excusing. This is justifying.
And by the end, they are all brought to the final stage: forgiveness.
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Actually insane watching in real time y’all jumping into Gameoverse after all the controversies with TADC. Controversies and issues that haven’t even been resolved mind you. Just hop into the next show, and for what reason?? What’s not clicking?? This weird compulsion that y’all have to just consume media with a, at this point IGNORANT optimism, instead of just abstaining and pursuing literally anything else is absurdly infuriating at this point.
To really continue this point, what the hell can this cis straight white man tell us that every other cis straight white man in big corporate hasn’t already said?
What unique perspective are we gaining that we couldn’t get before if it wasn’t for indie? Like I have my problems with Goose because of the racism and sexism, but the end of the day, indie gave her the opportunity because corporate would never give their money to a trans woman.
Indie was supposed to be a place where people who are going against the status quo can put their works out there and be funded. Now we’re just hiring basic white guys with their stupid gooner concepts about the gamer verse. It’s an unoriginal concept.
Can’t wait for Indie to do what it was always attended to do and give marginalized identities a voice. It’s crazy how they haven’t picked up “Pretty Please, I wanna be a magical girl”, but then I see their lineup of white creators and I’m not surprised.
Glitch is not going to give a blasian woman an opportunity to tell a blasian lesbian story. They want to only work with white people. I hope they prove me wrong. 
Not to mention that like… have we looked at the voice actors for this new show? I hadn’t, not until it came up on my timeline that at least TWO of them have done pretty racist things in the past likely unapologetically. Said things FAR worse than the TADC VA’s period (like actually saying the N word on multiple… multiple occasions).
Is this what we’re doing now…? “Turning the other cheek” because this exact show doesn’t have the exact same controversies as the show that has continued to have any sort of regard for not only who they hire but also who’s voices we’ll be having to hear from. Are we just going to accept this and accept that a concept that isn’t super novel or new (really) is once again being shown in our faces whilst also uplifting voices that never cared about us in the first place? I bet you, maybe 75-90% that they’re just there for the money and haven’t thought about the racist things that they’ve done like at all—and they won’t think about it until we bring it up—showcasing that they don’t actually care that they were at all racist at ANY point in time.
I want GLITCH to do and be better because I do believe in indie animation’s importance, especially when we’re faced with the big cahonnas of the animation world constantly erasing our stories… but if this is how things are gonna go, then we need to be supporting people who aren’t attached to growing companies either. Like any other studio, GLITCH can and has been complicit in who they decide to platform and we become complicit when we just continue to eat the slop that they feed us.
We, yes WE including myself, need to up our standards for what we find as acceptable media to consume. And that means putting down a not so novel concept down because of the people attached to it and looking elsewhere for entertainment.
gonna start reverse-shipping. that canon couple is not dating actually. that kiss was entirely platonic and i dont see why you’re reading into it any other way. their parents are clearly roommates with benefits. when they say “boyfriend” they actually said “boy friend”. every character will become aromantic when i’m done with them
hmm thinking of deactivating .... honestly ive created this account on pure impulse one day when i was still contemplating deleting my main one ─ ive thought more about it in these past few days ,,, i dont think i wanna delete the main one anymore. i dont wanna let go just yet, bad and good memories and all
i may just abandon this acc, leave it hanging around, actually deactivate it, ooor keep it going with it but going inactive quite often ;;; i'll see what i'll do
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hurt people hurt people. none of the villains are perfect victims. holding them accountable for the pain they've induced towards multiple people, but remaining empathetic towards their situations that contextualized their actions, can both coexist
personal pet-peeve but while i do understand the idea behind it, i don't like the argument that eri should have rewinded oboro. dont get me wrong i would have loved for kurokumo to have a chance to live, and this concept is very cool actually ― but its just. like. the way some people talk about it its just a bit.... off.
< warnings for mentions of human trafficking, and implied/referenced grooming!! >
eri is a victim of severe abuse and experimentation. she was exploited for her rewind quirk time and time again to the point the poor girl couldn't even find in herself to smile, despite being in a much more safer environment now. she still struggles even after she learned how to smile. she's still healing, and at that point in time, she was still a child learning how to be a child.
kurogiri is canonically an human trafficking victim. he was revived not for a 2nd chance, but for the sole purpose of serving. to have no autonomy. he wasn't even living properly, nor surviving, they revived him just to have their own personal puppet.
the thing that ticks me off, is that eri's arc is essentially about how she was exploited, how that had a severe impact on her psychology and mentality, and how she's still healing from it. i don't like this talk because it is kind of dismissive of what her story tell us.
granted she gave mirio his quirk back, but that is a completely different situation;; mirio lost his powers, kurogiri lost his autonomy ― and that is the point i wanna reach, kurogiri being reverted back to oboro (aka. being reverted back to being a 17 yrs old) would be reductive to his character, and dismissive of what he went through. reverting him back to this innocent, childlike state will not heal what has happened to him. in fact, i think it'll only make it worse, as oboro would have to live with the fact that he's lost an entire decade, and very much definitely learn about his past as kurogiri, in a much more worse scale. (or, maybe, he would still have all his memories as kurogiri, and that would be worse because while he has a child's body, he has the mentality of an adult, a brainwashed adult to make it worse, and do you really think the adults in his life wouldn't treat him like a child despite him not being one anymore, combine that with the fact he used to be a villain and retains the memories of one)
plus, erasing kurogiri's existence its just further stripping him away from any kind of autonomy, if i gotta be honest.
eri doesn't hold much control of her powers either, she managed to give mirio his quirk back because she practiced for that specifically (from what i recall), to revert a 31 years old back to a 17 years old would take a lot of energy, lots of practice, and who knows the consequences of that happening?
not dissing on this concept btw!!! it def has potential, but i think it very much depends on how it's handled, how it is written, because this idea has a lot of implications that, on a surface, does not convey good connotations when you take a look at said characters' stories
overall, this concept is very cool and interesting, it just depends on how some people handles it (and talks about it)
im a bit bored so 3baka (feat. a lil' bit of nemuri) headcanons i think of last minute until i grow tired of typing in this post almost everyday or hit word limit somehow !!!!!! ( i need to talk about nemuri more i love her ) <- i failed the 'type everyday until you post' challenge but im still typing 'til i post i have more ;; some are silly, just-for-funsies headcanons, others are canon compliant with my own tint for them
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oboro brings a whole bunch of stuff to school if it he deems it convenient; for example. he once brought a large cloud-themed blanket because it was especially cold that day ⸺ he dragged it with him everywhere and even added it as 'special winter cape' into his hero costume, much to the chagrin of his teachers JHSJWH (especially because eVERYTIME he turned around quickly the blanket flew with him and constantly ended up accidentally hitting someone in the face; a large, thick fluffy cloth in the face.)
〞he also shared it with his friends!! so the entire day the infamous three dumbigos of class A all walked around the school with a blanket as big as an actual cloud covering them like little bugs. none of them took into account the rest of the fabric dragging across the floor and tripping several other students even barely near them.
〞adding onto that, THAT was nemuri's first impression of the 3baka (3baka was in their 1st year at that time, only a few weeks after meeting each other) <- she filmed the entire sequence while cackling nonstop (she showed it to eri once when shouta wasn't looking)
〞due to his habits of bringing random things to school, the staff eventually gave up and just let him be. it's not like it was harmful or anything, plus can't really argue when he says it's convenient and he's right jhswjhwskj (definitely told him to tone it down, though. "yes you are allowed to bring a blanket but not one as LARGE as the ffffffufwsf SCHOOL")
nezu found it hilarious as hell. in fact He was the one who gave the greenlit
contrary to popular belief, shouta actually Loves pastel and bright colors, often combining it with his usual darker colors in casual clothing. he has no sense of style whatsoever but that doesn't stop him from feeling pretty.
〞sometimes he and oboro matches pastel and dark clothing together (shouta with pastel clothing and oboro with dark clothing) just to throw people off, because to the rest of the world shouta is the goth moon and oboro is the rainbow sky, even to strangers because by first glance you can already Tell the kind of vibes they give off. so seeing them in total contrasting styles to their personalities' drives everyone crazy (this fanart inspired me for this hc!)
〞eventually hizashi was invited to join them by being a mix of the two. no one is particularly impressed by that (he already gives off both), but in all honestly he's just happy to be there
nobody believes it but shouta is just as unhinged and chaotic as the other 3. he just knows how to hide it. his friends know better though
〞because of that, he's considered the most 'sane out of the group, and he just forms the biggest Cheshire grin we are very familiar with jjhws
both nemuri and hizashi are somewhat blind <- pretty sure thats canon, but im thinking up of the type of blindness they have; hizashi is short sighted; myopic. whilst nemuri is far-sighted, hyperopic. (i based it off based on my nearsightness and my dad's farsightness!! :3)
〞hizashi has TONS of spare glasses because his often breaks 'cause of his volume; he eventually got a pair which is flexible and durable enough to not break so easily, so his spare glasses are now just backup (until he grew older because those glasses aren't fit for him anymore lol)
almost everyone that ever met oboro developed a lil' crush on him. puppy love type of crush, never anything serious
〞shouta was the first person to actually fall in love with him, and it lasted even after his 1st and 2nd death. oboro wasn't his first love, but he was the only one who lasted </3
〞hizashi is included in this equation, though his feelings towards oboro aren't exactly necessarily romantic, but definitely close enough to it. (aro hizashi<3)
and last but not least because i wanna post this;;
after oboro's death, sometimes hizashi and shouta and occasionally nemuri would go over to the rooftop, and. just. look over at the clouds. reminiscing. quietly.
〞shota&hizashi kind of an awkward silence on the first times they did it together, but eventually came to appreciate each other's presence during that time, especially comforted by how the other just. gets it. they loved him and miss him so much. sharing their pain by visiting their favorite rooftop.
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i. Puffy pillows glides heavens as trims of light spills across the blue, the sung of a star gleams the ground with its' endless light, illuminating a path for the ones lost in time.
They hears crying. Distantly. Faintly. Loud enough to be heard, quiet enough for those who hears it knows it is not meant to be heard.
ii. Where the ground does not reach, the weeping clouds holds them safe.
okay this one i caaaan screenshot without feeling the urge to make it into a gif
i love everything about this image; the lightning, the saturated blue, the shading, shota in the back, koichi's expression and pose, the background.. ourgwh the SONG TOO (oh and his glasses, why did i never noticed he had glasses in this scene.)
orwuu the close up timed with the beat .. ilove these kind of animationz