Bnuuy culture

youtube is stupid so video will be posted at whatever freaking time it wants to finish processing it. im going back to sleep. im tired

sometimes I remember I'm a shapely grown woman who sits around playing videogames in a tank top... imagining someone like that... seeing myself objectively, aren't I kind of provocative?... i wouldn't let others see me like this...

We all literally tell you this every other day

huh?

attaching something to an email is so scary. what if i accidentally put hard-core porn in there. i don't think i have any downloaded but what if i do and i attached it to the email. what then.

One of the funniest things about Mormonism is that I’m sure Joseph Smith never believed any of the bullshit he said. There are some religions and cults where you have faith the original prophet actually thought they were talking to angels or believed the set of principles they laid out for their followers were for the greater good. Joseph Smith was a dumbass but like PT Barnum he realized a sucker was born every day and he was one step above the average 1830s sucker. He went from making people pay him to look at a rock in a top hat and ‘locate buried treasure’ to receiving lost bits of scripture, through the rock and top hat method. His wife caught him cheating and he said an angel visited him and told him men should be allowed multiple wives and not obeying that would send her to hell. I’m fairly convinced that dude was an atheist. He was on that hustler grindset. Brigham Young might have actually believed some of the shit he said but I don’t think Joseph Smith genuinely had faith in Mormonism or gave a fuck about humanity in the slightest.

Also, I think it’s so funny that his Wikipedia lists him as the first U.S. presidential candidate to be assassinated kind of implying he was assassinated for presidential politic reasons and not because he was a career criminal who had been terrorizing Illinois for 5 years straight.

i’ve been wondering why i like mamdani’s suits so much even if they aren’t technical masterpieces of tailoring and don’t have immaculate fit and it’s just really that he’s not using his suit to signal a status of power or masculinity, he looks like a guy at work who takes his job seriously by… you know, actually doing the job

it baffles me that with all the resources we have on healing from trauma and abuse and how it shapes literally everything, people can apply it for themselves but not apply it to their parents or anything. it’s still really shitty of them to have neglected a child, but it’s easier to make sense of it when you realize it happened because of something that happened to them instead of just “because 🤷‍♀️” like i spent a healthy time being fucking angry at my mom and grieving what we could have had but on the other side of it, i came out feeling deeply sympathetic towards her because she grew up watching pogroms targeted at her brothers, cousins, uncles, her people. like that would have fucked me the fuck up too, i probably wouldn’t have been much better at the whole mother thing if i lived through that

art school is a very expensive excercise in learning that someone being good at art does not make them a good person and if someone is an asshole it also does not make their art not good by default. there is no natural connection between skill and personality.