do you think anyone is listening?

everytime i say im done being negative, i get a flash of all the missed opportunities and insulting 'story decisions' and it hurts like brain freeze.

RogueOne!Cassian and Andor!Cassian are two completely diffrent people. And I fear that RogueOne!Cassian is simply more interesting and generally better. Their facial expressions (resting) are diffrent - Andor!Cassian always looks like a mixed of confused and just pathetic, while RogueOne!Cassian looks colder and more calculating, he also holds himself diffrent, straighter and surer. Their backstories are different, too. And whatever RogueOne!Cassian's backstory was sounds better as well

let's give it up for emotionally constipated women. let's give it up for women who can't think about being vulnerable without throwing up in their mouth a little. let's give it up for women who don't have the words to say what they feel even if they wanted to

the deleted dialogue where padme says she was so young when she went to the naboo capital, she hadn’t seen a waterfall before, does fuck me up. it paints a picture of her pre-queen upbringing as maybe a little more similar to anakin’s, in some remote, dry place. because it’s deleted dialogue i can just spiral forever

It's weird now to remember how much goodwill I extended to the Maya Pei Brigade stuff at the time. In retrospect it feels like that would've been a good moment to have Cassian do a morally grey thing, take charge for the sake of the mission or something upon those lines, but instead it starts this pattern of him not really taking part in any compromising conflicts or decisions while everyone else is getting compromised or making mistakes.