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i’ve had a very busy week with work, plans, and i also lost a family member so i haven’t been writing since i know it would be from obligation rather than genuine passion. i’ll start writing again in a few days but please be patient divas thank you 🩵

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“No no no!” Sohee shouts at the TV, controller tightly in his hands as he stands up excitedly. You don’t usually come to the dorm to play video games with the members. If you’re here, it’s always for your boyfriend. Right now, you can feel said boyfriend’s eyes burning through the back of your skull. Eunseok wasn’t the possessive type, but today he thought you had come over to see him. “This is a joke, right?” He said when he realized you actually meant your text about coming over to see Sohee. He stared between the two of you with wide eyes and parted lips like he couldn’t believe the betrayal. “How did you beat me three times in a row?!” Sohee groans dramatically and flops back down on the couch dropping his controller in his lap. He turns his head to playfully glare at you. “Wanna play another round-“ “No. No more rounds.” Eunseok cuts off any response you might have said. He’s standing eerily calm in the corner of the room with his arms crossed. Sohee looks between the two of you like he’s afraid Eunseok might actually beat him if he argues. “Maybe next time…” He puts the controller down and quickly heads to his room. “Would it kill you to let me hang out with other people for a bit?” You laugh while rolling your eyes teasingly at your boyfriend in the corner. Eunseok drops the scary possessive act and starts pouting as he walks towards you. “No, that was the worst two hours of my life. I missed you.” “I was right here.” Eunseok frowns at your response and sits on the couch next to you. “Not close enough” he says as he wraps his arms around you and lays down, pulling you onto his chest. You would normally tease him. Try to squirm away and run to Sohee’s room or call him a jealous baby. The feeling of his warm body under yours and his fingers gently tracing your spine are enough to make you think twice about it. “You know i’m yours, right?” He speaks quietly into your hair. “And you’re mine?” “I know.” You look up, resting your chin on his chest to see his face clearly. “I’m yours. Not Sohee’s.” He smiles as you kiss his chin and reassure him. “But you could always just ask to hang out with us…” You kiss his cheek and jawline lazily while he rubs your back. “I don’t want it to be you me and Sohee. I want it to just be you and me.” He slips his hand under your shirt to rub his fingertips over the skin if your back. “I love you.” “I love you too.”

Sungchan wakes you up with gentle kisses along your cheeks and nose. He looks just wide awake like he’d been up for hours instead of just waking up. The hotel bed was huge, and the room was the perfect morning cold where you could curl up in the sheets together. You notice your boyfriend's phone on the bed near his elbow. The world cup match was playing with no volume from the small screen. “We can cancel breakfast Chan, stay back and watch the game…” “No, it’s fine. I’d rather hang out with you than watch it anyways.” He said in his soft morning voice. Sungchan is not a liar, but you’ve never been so sure of a lie leaving his pretty pink lips. “Let’s have breakfast here. I wanted to see what room service has anyways.” You roll over to go fall back asleep, it was nearly 10am and you still weren’t ready to get up yet. The bed was so big, and your boyfriend was so warm. The familiar feeling of Sungchan’s warm hands on your thigh seem to do the trick of waking you up. “You aren’t just saying that so I can watch the game?” You feel his hand travel higher, resting on the back of your upper thigh. Gently drawing shapes on your skin with his fingertips. You roll onto your back to look up at him sleepily. “I’m sure. We’re in a new place we should try the hotel food. It’s not like I wanna get ready anyways it’s too early.” Sungchan hums in response and leans down to kiss your shoulder. You can feel him nearly laying over you now, his fingers tracing your collarbones as he leaves soft kisses over your shoulders and neck. “Sungchan… the tv here has the channel playing the world cup.” You tangle your hands in his hair gently. He nods and mumbles into the skin of your neck “but I need to spend the morning with you.” He had always been such a good boyfriend. “I’d watch it with you, dummy.” His head perks up at your words, your hand still loosely in his soft brown hair. “Really? I thought you hated soccer?” He seems hesitant but you could see the sparkle in his eye the moment you mentioned the game. “I’m sure. I wanted to learn more about it anyways.” … You actually couldn’t care less about this game. You haven’t paid attention to anything and Sungchan hasn’t taken his eyes off his screen in the past forty minutes. He talks to the TV like he’s coaching both teams at once and jumps up when someone gets a goal. “Who do you want to win?” You ask your distracted boyfriend while changing out of your pyjamas. “I don’t care I just like watching and predicting the score.” He stands up about to cheer for a team before they miss the net. Once you’re dressed you climb back into bed with your phone. Sungchan sits on the end of the bed leaning forward toward the TV screen with his elbows on his knees. When he feels the mattress dip, he turns to face you with a guilty smile. “I got distracted.” You laugh softly and pat the spot beside you. “It’s okay. I was just watching you anyways, not the game.” Sungchan blushes at your words and climbs under the blankets beside you. He pulls you closer, so your head is on his chest as he rubs your back gently. He can see the TV, and you can see him. This is much better than a breakfast date.

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Anton’s hoodie is warm and familiar on your body. The sleeves pool over your hands and down to your thighs. It smells like him, but it’s not him. You’d never been the clingy type, but Anton had been gone for nearly an hour to pick up dinner. It was supposed to be twenty minutes until you got a text saying the place was crowded and they weren’t taking orders at the moment. The RIIZE dorm was a familiar place for you, you’ve been here multiple times with Anton and spent some nights wrapped up in each other in his bed. Though, you’ve never met any of his members before. Before Anton left, he said they’d likely be back before him, and you can make yourself at home until they do. He apologized profusely about not properly introducing you to his friends, but it wasn’t a huge deal since you pretty much knew everything about them anyways. So now, making hot chocolate in Anton’s hoodie and a pair of shorts, they arrive back from their day off. “I’m never bowling with you guys again…” Sungchan mumbles as he slips his shoes off. Sohee laughs and tosses his jacket over the back of the couch. “Yeah, because you suck at it-” You notice the moment Sohee sees you. The look of terror is evident as his eyes widen and he looks between you and his members like he’s seen a ghost. Shotaro notices Sohee’s discomfort immediately and looks at you with an almost angry expression. “Who are you?” Oh. It becomes more than clear that Anton had never mentioned you to his members, or likely anyone else. Shotaro looks one second away from calling the police or dragging you out by your ear while the others look stunned into silence. “I- um… I’m Anton’s girlfriend…” Despite it being the truth, it makes you sound like a crazed fan that broke in and stole his hoodie. You wouldn’t even believe yourself if you were one of them. “I’m gonna call the-“ “Hey guys!” Anton walks in with a bag of takeout and two smoothies which he usually brings as an apology for something. Most likely an apology for forgetting to tell anyone you existed. Wonbin is the first to speak. He crosses his arms and stares between you and your boyfriend. “You know her?” Anton freezes for a moment looking like a deer in the headlights. “Wait I thought I told you guys I had a girlfriend.” The entire group of boys in the doorway shake their heads simultaneously. Sohees jaw nearly hits the floor. “No? We just thought you were a loser.” “No, he still is don’t worry.” You correct Sohee to tease Anton. Sohee and Sungchan laugh at your response which eases some of the tension in the room. Shotaro tries to make sense of things once again while everyone is still in the room. “So, this is your girlfriend? How long have you been together?” Anton laughs softly as he speaks “eight months. She spends the night sometimes, I just assumed you knew.” Most of the members look surprised, Wonbin even widens his eyes and mouths ‘eight months?!’ dramatically. Before anyone else can ask questions, Anton walks across the entranceway to grab your hand. He kisses your temple and starts walking you towards his bedroom. “Dinners getting cold.”

The condensation from your half empty iced coffee stains the old wooden table in the quiet study room. You’ve been in here for all of ten minutes and you’re already losing your mind. “Did you book this room?” A voice cuts through the silence of the room and loudness from your thoughts. “Oh no I just thought-“ You stand up to pack your notebook and laptop into your bag. “Hey, no worries. I can be quiet if you can.” Sungchan smiles reassuringly and moves to sit at the other end of the table. He’s only wearing a black hoodie and jeans, but he looks so handsome up close like this. You realize within seconds of his presence that no work will get done in this room. “I can leave. You booked the room so I shouldn’t be in here anyways.” Sungchan tilts his head. “Am I bad company?” He has the slightest pout on his lips as he speaks, his lips look so inviting and his eyes look so big. You hold your book tightly and laugh awkwardly. “No, I just have an exam coming up and I really need to focus.” Your exam wasn’t for another month, but Sungchan didn’t need to know that. He nods quietly in understanding but notices your textbook and points to it. “I took that class last semester, I can help you study.” You hear your own teeth grind as you force a smile. There’s no way you’re letting Mr. Perfect peer tutor you in a class you’ll do just fine in. “I’m okay, thanks though.” Sungchan hums and looks up at the clock before turning to you. “Really, it’s not a problem. I have two hours before my volunteer shift at the career centre.” You cannot stand this man. “I don’t need your help Sungchan. I’m not one of those people that fight over your peer tutoring hours because you’re hot and popular. I don’t need your help or your staged kindness.” As if you didn’t already regret your words, Sungchan closes his laptop quietly and stands up to leave. “I didn’t realize you felt that way.” He speaks quietly as he walks towards you. Up close he’s one of the tallest people you’ve met. Towering over you in a kind giant way rather than an intimidating man. “I’m not gaining anything from helping you. I was offering to help because I looked at your notebook and noticed you answered all nine of those questions wrong. This is the last time I’ll offer to help you, if you don’t want to accept it you can fail the exam.” His tone is strangely calm which makes you feel like even more of an idiot for the way you spoke to him. “Okay… I’ll take the help.” You look down at the floor avoiding eye contact with the pretty man in front of you. He stays standing in front of you as if waiting for something. “Thank you…” You mutter quietly. Sungchan sits back at the wooden table and opens his laptop again. “Come sit, I still have most of my notes and papers since it was only last semester. You got lucky.” The immediate switch in Sungchans tone and behavior is more attractive than you’d like to admit. You quickly move into the seat beside him and grab your notebook, flipping the page to hide the answers you had messed up earlier. He turns his laptop with color coded notes on one tab and a cheat sheet on the other. “Okay, the first concept is basically the structure for the exam. You really just need to understand this and it’ll be a breeze.”

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The bleach has been in for just over thirty minutes, you’ve been checking consistently to make sure you’re not frying the pretty boy's soft hair. “Okay, we can rinse it out now. Tilt your head back over the tub.” Sungchan does as he’s told and bends in the weirdest way possible trying to bend his neck over the edge of the bathtub. “Okay never mind just get in the shower.” You try to fight back a laugh at how ridiculous he looked bent and shirtless. “But i’m in my sweats…” Sungchan genuinely looks confused as if taking his pants off wasn’t an option today. “Then take them off…?” His cheeks and ears dust pink at your words but he nods and does as he’s told anyways. Slipping out of his clothes and covering himself with his hands. You laugh at how shy he’s being, mixed with how funny the naked man in a bleach cap looks covering himself. “Get in and stop being so weird. It’s not like i’m a pervert or anything.” Sungchan rolls his eyes but relents and steps into the shower, uncovering himself and tilting his head back as you turn the water on. Staying true to your word, you kept your eyes off his lower half while running the cool water over his hair. “Are you not gonna come in too?” While speaking, a small amount of water slips into his mouth causing him to instinctively scrunch his nose and stick his tongue out trying not to spit on your shower wall. “Don’t need to, my clothes are safe from the sidelines.” Sungchan doesn’t seem to like your answer and grabs the shower head spraying your shirt. “Hey?!” You take a fast step back and glare at him. “Now you need to come in too.” You roll your eyes despite being a little excited by the idea of joining him. Sungchan keeps his gaze on the shower wall as you undress, not peeking at you once. Stepping into the shower, he hands you the shower head with a bashful smile, the blonde hair brightens his features, making him even prettier than usual. If that was possible. After rinsing the bleach from Sungchans hair and deciding to wash your own so the moment lasts longer, you both start to realize this is the longest shower ever taken. You feel water from Sungchan’s nose drip onto your as he looks down at you. He smiles quietly “Wanna start our sleepover now?” “Yes, please.”

You laugh softly as Sungchan reminds you of your dynamics. “Speaking of...” You look up at him with a knowing smile. He rolls his eyes playfully before leaning down to pick you up bridal style and carry you home in the warm rain.