the first time bunny met her baby sister she spent the entire drive to the hospital talking about how excited she was. sheâd been counting down the days for months, crossing each one off the little calendar hanging on the refrigerator because sheâd decided that was the fastest way to make her little sister arrive. every morning before school sheâd ask if today was the day and every afternoon sheâd come home with another drawing sheâd made for the baby. your refrigerator had slowly disappeared beneath crayon pictures labeled for the baby, most of them featuring a baby with bright yellow hair because bunny had taken the nickname 'sunshine' very literally.
now that the day had finally come, she couldnât sit still. wonbin had barely buckled her into her car seat before the questions started. âis she really here now?â she asked excitedly, kicking her legs against the seat. âlike ⌠sheâs not in mamaâs tummy anymore?â wonbin smiled as he pulled out of the driveway and answered, âsheâs really here.â bunny leaned forward as far as her seatbelt would let her before asking another question. âdid mama already see her?â wonbin nodded. âsheâs been holding her all morning.â bunny hummed thoughtfully before continuing. âdid sunshine cry?â he smiled. âa little.â she looked at him through the rearview mirror before asking, âdid you cry?â wonbin laughed under his breath before sheepishly admitting, âmaybe."
by the time they reached the hospital, bunny had somehow become even more excited. she skipped beside wonbin through the lobby with her stuffed bunny tucked underneath one arm. every nursery window they passed made her stop to peek inside. âis she in there?â sheâd whisper hopefully every few steps and every time wonbin would smile before answering, ânot yet.â a few doors later sheâd point somewhere else and ask, âthat one?â heâd shake his head again. ânot that one either.â after the fourth guess she finally looked up at him suspiciously and asked, âare you sure mama is here?â wonbin laughed while pressing the elevator button. âiâm very sure.â
the elevator doors opened a few seconds later and the closer they got to your room the quieter bunny became. the excitement slowly turned into nervousness until she reached over without saying anything and slipped her hand into wonbinâs. he looked down immediately before giving her little hand a gentle squeeze. âyou okay? want me to pick you up?â he asked softly. bunny nodded once before admitting, âiâm just a little scared.â
wonbin stopped walking altogether before crouching down in front of her. âwhat are you scared of?â he asked gently. bunny stared down at her shoes for a second before whispering, âwhat if she doesnât like me?â wonbin smiled immediately before brushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear. âbun,â he said softly, âsheâs been listening to your voice for months.â bunny blinked in surprise. âshe has?â wonbin nodded. âevery time you talked to mama, every time you sang to her, every time you kissed mamaâs tummy goodnight, sunshine heard you.â bunny looked back up at him with wide eyes. âshe already knows who her big sister is,â he promised. the worried look disappeared almost instantly. âreally?â she asked quietly. wonbin smiled. âreally.â bunny smiled back before nodding once. âokay.â
when wonbin finally pushed open the hospital room door, you looked up almost immediately. your face softened into the biggest smile the second you saw them standing there. âhi, my baby,â you greeted warmly. bunny didnât answer because she couldnât. she was too busy staring at the tiny bundle sleeping peacefully against your chest. the room was quiet except for the gentle hum of the air conditioner and warm afternoon sunlight spilled through the blinds onto the striped hospital blanket wrapped around sunshine. bunny climbed onto the bed much slower than usual before leaning over carefully to get a better look. her mouth slowly fell open. âsheâs so tiny,â she whispered in complete disbelief. you smiled down at the newborn before agreeing, âshe is.â bunny continued staring before quietly adding, âsheâs smaller than my dolls.â you laughed softly. âshe is.â bunny looked back and forth between you and the baby before asking, âis that really the baby?â you nodded. âthatâs really her.â very carefully bunny reached one finger toward sunshine before stopping halfway there. she immediately looked at you instead. âcan i touch her?â she asked quietly. you smiled reassuringly. âof course.â bunny still looked unsure. âwhat if i hurt her?â she worried. âyou wonât,â you promised. bunny hesitated one last time before asking, âare you sure?â you nodded. âi promise.â
only then did bunny gently place one finger into sunshineâs tiny hand. almost immediately, sunshineâs fingers curled around it. bunny froze so completely she forgot to blink. after several long seconds she slowly looked toward wonbin. âappa,â she whispered. wonbin smiled immediately. âyeah?â bunny looked back down at their hands before saying, âshe grabbed me.â wonbin nodded softly. âshe did.â bunnyâs voice became even quieter. âsheâs holding my finger.â âshe sure is.â she swallowed before looking back at you. âshe knows iâm here.â tears instantly filled your eyes as you smiled at both of your daughters. âi think she does,â you answered softly. bunny looked back down at sunshine again before whispering, âshe likes me.â you reached over and gently rubbed her back. âi think sheâs going to love you.â
when bunny finally asked if she could hold her little sister, you and wonbin exchanged a smile before agreeing. wonbin carefully stacked pillows across bunnyâs lap before explaining everything she needed to do. âkeep your arms right here,â he instructed while gently moving them into place. bunny nodded seriously. âokay.â he pointed toward sunshineâs head before reminding her, âsupport her head.â bunny nodded again. âokay.â he looked directly into her eyes before saying, âif you get nervous, you tell me or mama right away.â bunny answered without looking away. âi will.â wonbin smiled proudly before he carefully placed the baby into her lap. your oldest daughter looked down at the sleeping baby. âhi sunshine,â she whispered with the biggest smile. âiâm your big sister.â as though sheâd heard her, sunshine stretched in her sleep before nestling even closer against bunnyâs chest. bunny gasped so loudly that both you and wonbin looked over. âmama,â she whispered excitedly. âyeah?â you answered. bunny looked completely amazed. âshe cuddled me.â you smiled so hard your cheeks hurt. the next fifteen minutes disappeared with bunny proudly holding sunshine while you and wonbin took more pictures than either of you would probably ever need. every little thing sunshine did became the most exciting event bunny had ever witnessed. when sunshine yawned, bunny immediately looked up and excitedly asked, âdid you see that?â you laughed before answering, âi saw it.â a minute later sunshine stretched one tiny arm above her head, making bunny gasp again. âsheâs waving,â she announced proudly. wonbin smiled. âmaybe sheâs saying hi to you.â bunny immediately looked back down at her sister and whispered, âhi,â before smiling even bigger.
eventually sunshine started making tiny hungry noises, turning her little face toward you as she rooted sleepily against the blanket. wonbin leaned over beside bunny before speaking gently. âokay, bun, i think sheâs getting hungry.â bunny nodded immediately. âokay.â she didnât complain once as wonbin carefully lifted sunshine back into his arms before handing her to you. bunny watched you settle sunshine against your chest until the room became quiet again. after almost a full minute of thinking, she tilted her head thoughtfully before saying, âokay.â you looked over at her. âokay?â bunny nodded. âwhen are we giving her back?â she asked sincerely.
both you and wonbin blinked. âgiving her back?â you repeated. bunny pointed toward sunshine like it was obvious. âis she coming home with us?â wonbin pressed his lips together, trying not to laugh, before asking gently, âbun, what do you mean?â bunny looked completely confused by the question. âwell babies come from the hospital,â she explained patiently. wonbin nodded. âthey do.â bunny continued, âso after we visit her when do they take her back?â bunny frowned and you couldnât stop yourself from laughing. âbaby,â you said gently through your smile, âshe isnât staying at the hospital.â bunny look at you confused. âshe isnât?â you shook your head. âno. sheâs coming home with us.â bunny blinked several times. âtoday?â âtoday,â wonbin nodded. âto our house?â bunny pressed, her eyebrows furrowing. you nodded as you brushed her hair away from her forehead, âto our house.â âforever?â bunny questioned further. you smiled, "forever.â
bunny slowly looked back toward sunshine before looking at both of you again. âsheâs gonna live with us?â she asked quietly. âshe is. she has her own room. you helped us decorate it,â wonbin answered. bunny thought about that for several long seconds before sighing dramatically. âokay,â she finally decided. you smiled. âokay?â bunny nodded very seriously, "i guess we can keep her.â wonbin laughed so hard he had to wipe tears from the corners of his eyes while you buried your smile against sunshineâs head. bunny leaned over one last time to look at her sleeping baby sister before gently patting one tiny foot through the blanket. âbut,â she added very seriously, âsheâs not allowed to chew on my toys.â
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the nba finals are on which means the entire mood of the house depends on a group of men who have absolutely no idea you exist. wonbin knows this. he's learned about your passion for the sport over the years. unfortunately your 6 yesr old daughter is still learning.
the game has barely started and youâre already sitting forward on the couch, eyes locked on the screen with one hand gripping a throw pillow so tightly it looks like youâre trying to strangle it. wonbin is sitting on the floor with sunshine in his lap. sheâs perfectly content, chewing on one of her toys while bunny colors beside them.
for a while, everything is peaceful.
then the knicks miss an easy shot.
you immediately throw your hands into the air and shoot up. âwhat are you doing?â you demand at the television. bunnyâs head snaps up from her coloring book. she looks from you to the television and then back to you again. âwho are you talking to?â she asks with complete sincerity.
âthe knicks,â you answer without taking your eyes off the game.
bunny frowns. âcan they hear you?â
âthey better.â
wonbin lets out a quiet laugh from the floor, adjusting sunshine when she starts kicking excitedly at the sudden yelling. âthey definitely canât hear her,â he tells bunny in an amused voice. âthen why is mama yelling?â bunny asks, looking confused. âbecause sheâs a fan,â wonbin explains patiently. bunny considers that answer for a moment before looking back toward the television.
unfortunately, the game gets worse and the worse the game gets, the louder you become.
you start pacing.
then sitting.
then standing again.
at one point you end up directly in front of the television with your hands on your hips. âno, no, no,â you mutter under your breath as a player dribbles. a second later you groan loudly and drop your head back. âwhy would you do that?â sunshine startles slightly at the sudden volume and turns immediately toward you. wonbin catches her little body before she can launch herself sideways trying to see whatâs happening.
âdonât look at her,â he says to sunshine as he bounces her lightly. âmama is not being sane right now.â
âiâm being perfectly sane,â you argue immediately without looking away from the game.
âyou keep yelling at the TV."
âbecause it was a bad pass.â
wonbin exchanges a look with bunny. bunny shrugs helplessly. by halftime wonbin has changed and fed sunshine, given bunny a snack and got her ready for bed, and folded a basket of laundry. you have not moved from your spot on the couch. at some point wonbin walks over and places a plate of food next to you. you donât even notice.
a full minute passes before he points at it. âeat,â he says firmly, nudging your knee with his. âi canât,â you answer immediately, still staring at the television.
âwhy?â
âtheyâre down twenty nine wonbin.â
wonbin closes his eyes briefly. bunny climbs onto the couch beside you and studies your face carefully. âis that bad?â she asks quietly. âvery bad,â you answer dramatically. âoh.â now bunny looks concerned too.
the fourth quarter the game gets close which somehow makes everything worse. every possession suddenly feels life threatening to you. wonbin swears you stop blinking. he has sunshine asleep against his chest by now, her tiny face pressed into his shirt while he rubs slow circles against her back. even he starts paying attention because your reactions are becoming impossible to ignore. the knicks start coming back little by little and you freeze. âwonbin,â you whisper. he immediately looks up, âwhat?â
âdonât talk.â
âi didnât-"
âdonât.â
bunny looks between both of you. âwhatâs happening?" âsomething,â you whisper. the game gets closer.
and closer.
and closer. now theyre only 3 behind.
youâre standing again with your hands clasped together. every possession of the ball feels like it lasts ten years. wonbin has stopped pretending not to care. even bunny is watching now because your reactions are making this seem like the most important event in human history.
the final minute is agony. you pace then you sit and then you stand again. by the final seconds you have to sit because your legs feel like they're going to give out. wonbin is laughing at you now, âi think youâve walked a mile.â
âstop talking to me.â
âokay," wonbin stood up to go put sunshine in her crib.
âactually no, stay.â
âokay," wonbin slowly sat back down.
âbut stop talking.â
âright.â
then the buzzer finally sounds. for a second you just stare. the celebration starts on the screen. there's players jumping, confetti falling and the crowd losing their minds.
you stare.
and stare.
and stare.
and then it hits you.
âTHEY WON!â the scream that comes out of you is so loud that sunshine startles awake immediately. âTHEY WON! OH MY GOD THEY WON!â you jump straight off the couch. âWONBIN THEY WON!â
âi can see that,â he says, already laughing. âTHEY WON!â you look seconds away from passing out. bunny is staring at you in complete shock âmama?â
âTHEY WON THE FINALS!â you're hand is over your mouth in shock as you stare at the celebration on the screen. bunny immediately starts jumping too because she sees your excitement. âTHEY WON!â she repeats enthusiastically despite having absolutely no idea what they won or who even won. âTHEY DID!â you shout with a smile, grabbing her and spinning her around for a second before pulling her into a huge hug. sunshine is fully awake now, blinking in confusion while wonbin bounces her and laughs so hard heâs struggling to keep a straight face. âiâve never seen you this excited over anything,â he admits.
you point dramatically at the television where the team is celebrating, âLOOK AT THEM!â
âi am looking.â
âNO LOOK!â
âiâm looking!â
you laugh, cry, and somehow keep yelling all at the same time while the celebration continues on screen. every time the championship celebration shows another replay, you point at the screen and smile all over again like you still canât believe it actually happened.
And unfortunately for you, the RIIZE members had started noticing it too.
It began innocently enough.
One random afternoon before practice, you had walked into the studio wearing a new cherry lip gloss you bought on impulse. Nothing dramatic. Just shiny enough to look pretty.
You barely made it three steps into the room before Wonbin looked up from his phone.
His eyes lingered on your lips for a second too long.
Then he stood up, walked over casually, held your jaw gentlyâ
and kissed you.
Slowly.
Right in front of everyone.
The room instantly exploded.
âOH MY GOD.â
âGET A ROOM.â
Sohee nearly fell off the couch laughing while Sungchan looked physically disgusted.
Meanwhile, Wonbin pulled away completely unfazed.
âWhat?â he asked calmly.
âYou guys are sick,â Anton muttered.
You shoved Wonbin lightly, already embarrassed. âThe members are right there.â
He only shrugged before murmuring quietly near your ear:
âYour lip gloss tastes good.â
That shouldâve been your warning sign.
Because after that?
It became a problem.
A dangerous pattern started forming.
Every single time you wore lip gloss around him, Wonbin suddenly became clingy.
Not obvious enough for strangers to notice.
But enough for the members to suffer.
If you reapplied gloss during breaks?
Wonbin would appear beside you within minutes.
If you leaned over his shoulder while he practiced?
Kiss.
If you sat beside him?
Kiss.
If you simply EXISTED with shiny lips?
Kiss.
At first, you genuinely thought you were imagining it.
Until Sohee finally slammed his water bottle down dramatically during practice one day.
âI CANâT LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
Sohee pointed aggressively at Wonbin.
âHe keeps kissing you every time you put on lip gloss.â
Silence.
Then all the members slowly turned toward Wonbin.
Wonbin didnât even deny it.
Instead, he looked at you calmly and asked:
âWhat flavor is this one?â
You nearly choked.
Sungchan screamed immediately.
âSEE?! HE DID IT AGAIN.â
Your face burned as Wonbin leaned closer, completely ignoring the chaos around him.
âItâs strawberry,â you mumbled.
He hummed thoughtfully.
âBetter than the cherry one.â
The practice room erupted.
Anton covered his face. âWhy would you rank them out loud?â
Wonbin looked genuinely confused. âBecause I have opinions.â
âYouâre insane,â Eunseok told him.
âYouâre jealous.â
âIâm filing a restraining order.â
You buried your face in your hands while Wonbin quietly laughed beside you.
The worst part?
He knew exactly what he was doing.
A few days later, you decided to test something.
You arrived backstage before RIIZEâs music show recording wearing a new vanilla lip gloss.
Wonbin was already getting his makeup done when you walked in.
The second his eyes landed on you, they narrowed slightly.
Bingo.
You pretended not to notice and sat beside Anton instead.
Wonbin kept glancing over.
Again.
Again.
Again.
Anton noticed immediately.
ââŚWhy does he look irritated?â
âHeâs not irritated.â
Wonbin looked at your lips again.
âHe definitely is.â
You fought back a smile.
A few minutes later, Wonbin suddenly stood up from the makeup chair and walked straight toward you.
The staff barely reacted at this point.
He stopped directly in front of where you sat.
âWhat?â you asked innocently.
Wonbin stared at you for a second before quietly saying:
âYou changed it.â
Anton physically recoiled.
âOh my god he can tell flavors apart.â
You burst into laughter while Wonbin grabbed your chin gently with one hand.
âWhat flavor?â
âVanilla.â
He nodded once like that confirmed something important.
Then kissed you.
Softly.
Slow enough to make your chest warm instantly.
The room behind you exploded into chaos again.
âNOT AGAIN.â
âWEâRE AT WORK.â
âWONBIN PLEASE.â
But he barely reacted.
When he finally pulled away, his thumb brushed lightly across your cheek.
Then he murmured quietly enough that only you heard:
âI think this oneâs my favorite.â
Your brain completely stopped working.
Unfortunately, Sohee heard enough.
âTHATâS DISGUSTING.â
Wonbin finally laughed properly this time, shoulders shaking slightly while your face burned hotter by the second.
âYou guys are dramatic,â he said.
âYouâre making out over flavored oil,â Sungchan replied immediately.
âItâs not the same.â
âIT LITERALLY IS.â
Wonbin ignored them completely and leaned closer to you again.
âDo you have more?â
You stared at him. âMore what?â
âLip gloss.â
âOh my god,â Anton whispered. âHeâs addicted.â
Synopsis: Y/n dreads sharing a beach house with Park Wonbin, the infuriating flirt she swears she hates. When her friends invite his group along to split costs, days of sun, sand, and petty rivalry follow. Caught between old grudges and a new, dangerous kind of chemistry, the two navigate a secret shift in their relationship over the course of one chaotic, end-of-semester tripâone that might not stay just a summer fling once theyâre back in the city
The group chat was chaos.
Mina: beach house is $$$ we are actually broke
Jia: but i already bought 3 bikinis
You: return them
Jia: wow ur so anti-fun
You huffed, tossing your phone face down on your bed. End-of-semester beach trip, they said. Itâll be relaxing, they said. Somehow, the only thing you felt right now was a mix of anxiety and secondhand poverty.
Minaâs voice floated in from the desk where she was hunched over her laptop, tabs upon tabs open with photos of beach houses, price comparisons, and an ominous-looking spreadsheet.
âOkay,â she sighed, spinning her chair toward you. âIf we get this place, itâs like⌠fifty dollars over budget per person.â
âPer person?â you deadpanned. âWhat are we renting, a castle?â
She swung the screen toward you; the listing showed floor-to-ceiling glass windows, a wraparound porch, a view of the ocean, and a hot tub.
ââŚOkay, itâs a really nice castle,â you admitted. âBut still.â
Mina gnawed her bottom lip, then brightened like sheâd just solved world hunger. âActually, I might have a solution.â
You didnât like the way she said that.
âWhat kind of solution?â you asked slowly.
She swiveled back to the laptop and clicked over to another tabâher messages. A chat with someone named Jihoon đââď¸Â popped up.
âMina,â you warned.
âSo, Jihoon and his friends are planning an end-of-semester trip too,â she said, fingers flying over the keys. âTheyâre also broke. If we go together, we split the cost between more people. Boom, solved.â
From the floor, where Jia was lying on her stomach painting her toenails neon yellow, came a delighted gasp. âCo-ed beach trip? Say less. Iâm in.â
âOf course you are,â you muttered.
Jia looked up, grinning. âWhat, do you hate fun and men?â
âYes,â you replied without missing a beat. âAbsolutely.â
Mina laughed. âCome on. It makes sense. We were gonna hang out with them anyway when we got back. This is just⌠combination hanging out. Economical hanging out.â
You frowned, trying to find solid ground under the wave of sudden change. âItâs supposed to be a girlsâ trip,â you pointed out. âWe planned this since, like, midterms. And now weâre just⌠adding a horde of loud boys into the mix?â
âTheyâre not a horde,â Mina protested. âThereâs just five of them.â
âSo a small horde,â you countered. âAlso, is there even enough room? What if theyâre disgusting and smelly and leave sand everywhere? What if theyâre annoying? What ifââ
âOh my God,â Jia cut in, capping her nail polish. âJust say what you really mean.â
You crossed your arms. âI am.â
She and Mina exchanged the kind of look that said theyâd been waiting for this.
Mina spun fully toward you, folding her arms to mirror your posture. âThis isnât about logistics,â she said. âThis is about Park Wonbin.â
Your stomach dropped. âNo, itâs not,â you lied immediately.
Jia laughed. âYou just said boys like it was a slur.â
âThatâs because he is included in âboys,â and heâs basically a walking red flag,â you shot back. âWhy would I willingly sign up to share a roof with Wonbin?â
Mina groaned. âYou two donât, like, actually hate each other.â
âYes, we do,â you said at the same time Jia chimed in, âThey definitely do.â
You pointed at Jia. âThank you.â
âBabe,â Mina said, exasperated, âthe most intense thing thatâs ever happened between you two is him calling you âprincessâ and you almost throwing your coffee at him.â
âFirst of all, I am the victim in that story,â you argued. âSecond, heâsâheâs overconfident and annoying and flirts with anything that breathes. Including you two!â You gestured at them. âWhy are you so excited to spend days trapped in a house with someone whose entire personality is being a menace?â
âBecause heâs hot,â Jia replied instantly.
Mina snorted. âOkay but also heâs funny. And heâs Jihoonâs best friend, which means heâs vetted.â
âVetted for what?â you said. âBeing chaos incarnate?â
Mina sighed, softening her tone. âLook. Whatever this⌠thing is between you two, it doesnât have an actual basis. You never could give me one concrete example.â
âHe exists,â you said flatly. âIs that not enough?â
Jia threw a pillow at you. âYouâre so dramatic. Itâs not that serious. You talk about him like youâre writing an essay about idiots.ââ
Heat crawled up your neck. âI do not.â
âYou do,â Mina and Jia chorused.
Mina rolled closer and bumped your knee with her chair. âBe honest. He gets under your skin and you kind of⌠like having someone to spar with.â
You scoffed. âI like winning. Which I do. Often.â
Jia raised a brow. âYou two are like⌠fifty-fifty at this point.â
The fact that she wasnât entirely wrong pissed you off more.
Minaâs expression turned pleading. âItâs just a few days. You donât even have to talk to him. You can pretend he doesnât exist and enjoy the beach and the hot tub and not being broke.â
Your jaw tightened. A part of you wanted to dig your heels in, to prove them wrong about⌠whatever dumb theory they had about you and Wonbin. Another part of you imagined saying no and then listening to them complain about money for the next week.
You exhaled. âFine.â
âFine?â Mina repeated, eyes widening.
âAs long as they say yes,â you clarified. âAnd as long as he doesnât pull any of his usual crap. If he pisses me off, Iâm dealing with him privately.â
Jia wiggled her brows. âPrivately?â
âNot like that,â you snapped.
Minaâs grin was instant, blinding. âYou wonât regret this.â
You already did.
~
They said yes.
Of course they did.
The beach house looked even better in person. The front porch wrapped almost all the way around, the salty air was thick and warm, and you could hear the ocean before you could see itâwaves crashing in a soothing, relentless rhythm.
Your groupâs car pulled in first. You stretched your cramped legs, shouldered your tote, and took a deep breath of sea air.
âSmell that?â Jia sighed happily, shading her eyes. âThatâs the scent of freedom and bad decisions.â
âSmells like SPF fifty and sand in unfortunate places,â you muttered, but your lips twitched anyway.
You had just wrestled your suitcase out of the trunk when another car pulled into the driveway. Bass thumped faintly from within. Of course.
âBoys are here,â Mina sing-songed.
The car doors opened in succession. Jihoon, all sun-tousled hair and easy smile, waved as he stepped out. A couple of the other guys you vaguely recognized from campus spilled out after him.
Then he appeared.
Park Wonbin hopped out of the backseat like this was a commercial for summer, stretching with a groan that lifted his already-too-short T-shirt to flash a strip of tan skin. His hair was pushed back by a pair of sunglasses perched on his head. He slung a duffel over his shoulder like it weighed nothing.
The worst part was that Jia was right. He was stupidly attractive.
You schooled your face into neutral.
His gaze swept across the driveway, landing on you like itâd been looking for you in particular. His mouth curled.
âAw,â he drawled, striding closer. âThey let you come?â
You inhaled through your nose. âUnfortunately, no one enforced a minimum IQ requirement, so here you are.â
Behind you, Mina cleared her throat sharply.
Jihoon clapped a hand on Wonbinâs shoulder. âPlay nice,â he murmured.
Mina slipped her arm through yours, voice low. âRemember what we talked about. Group morale. No banter.â
You bit back three separate comebacks. âHe started it,â you said under your breath.
âDonât care,â she whispered back. âIf you murder him on day one, Jihoonâs going to be sad and Iâll be single forever.â
Wonbinâs brows rose as if heâd heard that last part. âI promise I wonât die,â he said easily. âPrincess here doesnât have it in her.â
Your eye twitched.
âSuitcases,â Mina said brightly, louder now. âLetâs get everything inside.â
You dragged yours up the steps, muttering, âIf I push him down these stairs by accident, thatâs not murder. Thatâs gravity.â
âY/n,â Mina hissed.
âFine,â you grumbled.
Inside, the house was cool and spacious, all wooden beams and big windows. You staked out a bedroom with Mina, unpacked just enough to feel like you werenât living out of your bag, and changed into your bikini and an oversized T-shirt.
The others congregated in the living room, voices overlapping as everyone talked at once.
âBeach first?â Jihoon suggested.
âBeach first,â the group agreed.
You grabbed your book from your bagâa slightly battered paperback youâd been slowly savoring all semesterâand tucked it protectively under your arm as you headed out.
The sand was hot under your feet, the early afternoon sun blazing overhead. Everyone scattered: some ran straight for the water with whoops and shouts, others started setting up towels and umbrellas.
You spread your towel a little distance from the chaos and lay down on your stomach, book propped in front of you. The familiar weight of it in your hands calmed you.
The noise of a volleyball game picking up further down the beach faded into background static as you lost yourself in the words.
You were just getting to a particularly devastating line when a shadow fell across the page.
âYou know no one actually reads at the beach, right?â a voice said.
You didnât even look up. âAnd yet, here I am, disproving your thesis.â
A low chuckle.
âCome on,â Wonbin said, dropping down in the sand near your towel without invitation. âYou bring a book to the beach so everyone thinks youâre mysterious and deep while you stare off into the distance dramatically. Youâre doing this all wrong.â
You turned a page deliberately. âNot everything is performative.â
âSays the girl who brought the thickest book she owns and placed it cover-up,â he pointed out.
Your eyes flicked to him, annoyed. âMaybe I like the cover.â
He tilted his head, studying you. There was something softer in his gaze that made your chest feel uncomfortably tight, so you looked away.
âSo,â he continued, undeterred, âwhat are you reading thatâs more interesting than inescapable fun with me?â
âYou seriously want me to list all the things more interesting than you?â you asked. âWeâd be here all day.â
He grinned. âCareful. Youâre starting to sound jealous.â
You blinked. âJealous⌠of what?â
He sprawled back on his elbows, sunglasses sliding down onto his nose. âOf how much everyone else likes me.â
A laugh burst out of you before you could stop it. You quickly turned it into a scoff. âPlease. Theyâre just gullible. You turn on the charm and they forget youâre a bitch.â
âOr,â he said, voice taking on a teasing lilt, âthey think youâre being a little extra about hating me for no real reason.â
A flare of heat licked at your cheeks. You sat up, closing your book. âI have reasons.â
âName one that doesnât sound made up,â he challenged.
You opened your mouth.
Silence.
He smirked. âThatâs what I thought.â
Before you could respond, Minaâs voice called your name. You turned to see her and Jihoon waving frantically from the volleyball net.
âSwap out with us!â Jihoon shouted. âWe need fresh legs!â
You shot Mina a look that said traitor. She mouthed please and made a heart with her hands.
âIâm reading,â you protested weakly.
âCome on,â Wonbin goaded, already getting to his feet. âWhat, afraid to lose to me again?â
âThat implies Iâve ever lost to you,â you said, standing and brushing sand off your legs.
He walked backward toward the net, grinning. âThereâs a first time for everything, princess.â
âStop calling me that,â you snapped, following.
Mina and Jihoon jogged off the court, exchanging a relieved look.
âItâs like distracting two kids with a toy,â Mina muttered to Jihoon as they passed.
You pretended not to hear.
~
The game dragged on for longer than you expected. You forgot, briefly, that you were supposed to be avoiding Wonbin, caught up instead in the rhythm of serve, bump, set, spike. Sweat beaded on your skin, salt sticking to everything.
Wonbin, infuriatingly, was good. His serves were powerful, his reflexes quick. Every time he scored a point, he shot you a cocky grin across the net.
By the time someone finally declared a winning team, the sun had dipped lower in the sky, the light softening.
Of course, his team won.
âLosers,â Jihoon crowed, âgo wet yourselves and get sand-bombed. We agreed.â
âWho agreed?â you demanded. âI didnât agree.â
âYou didnât say no,â Mina sing-songed.
âThis is peer pressure,â you muttered as you trudged toward the water, the other âlosersâ following.
The ocean was cool against your overheated skin. A few of your teammates dunked themselves fully, shrieking at the temperature.
You waded in up to your thighs, glaring murderously at the boys on shore gathering handfuls of sand.
âDonât you dare,â you warned as you came back up the beach.
Wonbin, holding what looked like an actual bucket of sand, smiled sweetly. âPunishment builds character.â
Before you could escape, he upended the bucket over your head.
Sand rained down your hair, your back, into your bikini, everywhere.
You sputtered, blinking grit out of your lashes. âI hate you,â you informed him.
He laughed so hard he doubled over. âYou look like a croquette.â
The others howled with laughter. Even you couldnât help a disbelieving, half-strangled laugh once you realized how ridiculous you must look.
âYouâre dead,â you said, wiping your face. âYou know that, right?â
He only winked. âWorth it.â
~
By the time everyone trudged back to the house, the sky had turned pink and gold. You showered quickly, washing what felt like a pound of sand from your hair, then slipped into comfy shorts and a loose top.
The houseâs porch was shaded, a faint breeze cutting through the warm air. You curled up on a chair outside, hair still damp, your beloved book in hand again.
The sliding door opened with a soft thud. You didnât have to look up to know who it was.
âYou know, if you sit in silence too long, you might start having thoughts,â Wonbin said, stepping out.
âI already have thoughts,â you replied dryly, eyes on the page. âThatâs the problem.â
He leaned against the porch railing, looking out at the glimpse of ocean beyond the dunes. For a moment, he was quiet.
Then, âJihoon says Iâm not allowed to âprovokeâ you.â He even did the air quotes.
You snorted. âMina said the same. Something about âkeeping group morale up.ââ
âApparently weâre exhausting,â he said.
âYou are exhausting,â you corrected.
He glanced over, lips twitching. âSee? That. Provocation.â
You closed the book with a finger marking your place and finally met his eyes. âYou always have some criticism ready. Itâs like a reflex. Maybe we just⌠donât have compatible personalities. And thatâs fine. Iâm planning to pretend you donât exist for the rest of the trip.â
Youâd meant it to sound flippant, but the words came out firmer than you expected.
For a flicker of a second, something like disappointment crossed his face. It was gone almost immediately, replaced by his usual lazy amusement.
âBold of you to assume you can ignore me,â he said lightly. âYouâll get bored and come running back for an argument. Youâll miss me.â
âIn your dreams,â you shot back.
He pushed off the railing. âI have very interesting dreams,â he said casually, then slid the door open and disappeared inside.
You stared at the closed door long after he was gone.
Did you seek him out? You thought backâevery party, every mutual hangout, every casual gathering. How often did you end up near him? How often did you launch the first barb?
You pressed your thumb harder into your book, annoyed at yourself.
It wasnât that you liked the arguments. You liked⌠getting the last word. Putting him in his place. Right?
You reopened your book, determined not to think about it.
~
Dinner was loud and messy. Someone burned the garlic bread, but everyone ate it anyway. Afterward, you all migrated to the living room with drinks and snacks.
Games started: card games, drinking games, dares. Wonbin drifted in and out of your orbit, sometimes sitting across from you, sometimes ending up right beside you on the couch.
Every time your knees brushed, you pretended not to notice.
âTruth or drink,â Jihoon declared at one point, slamming a bottle down on the coffee table.
It devolved quickly.
âWho here would you hook up with?â
âWhatâs the most embarrassing thing youâve done drunk?â
âHow many people have you kissed?â
You answered your share, deflected a few with sips, rolled your eyes a lot. Wonbin answered everything with almost infuriating ease, laughing his way through.
At one point, someone asked him, âHave you ever fallen for someone who hates your guts?â
The room ooohed.
He looked right at you when he answered.
âNot yet,â he said smoothly, taking a sip.
Your throat went dry. You looked away first.
Later, some of the group migrated out to the hot tub. You stayed inside, perched on the arm of an armchair, ostensibly scrolling on your phone but really just⌠watching.
You hated how often your gaze found him.
He was laughing at something Jihoon said, head thrown back, lips parted, eyes crinkling. He moved so easily, as if his body was made to occupy space like that. There was something magnetic about it, which you resented on principle.
He glanced over suddenly, catching your eye. You snapped your gaze back to your phone.
Smooth.
~
It was late by the time you finally peeled yourself away from the group and headed toward the hallway where the bedrooms were.
You were half-asleep on your feet when a shadow appeared at the end of the corridor.
You almost ran into him.
âJesusââ you started, stopping short.
Wonbin leaned a shoulder against the wall, blocking your path just enough that you had to either brush past him or step back.
âI noticed you staring,â he said, tone lazy.
Your stomach plummeted. âWhat?â
âEarlier,â he clarified. âOn the couch. By the hot tub door. You kept looking at me.â
You scrambled for logic and came up empty-handed. âI was⌠looking at everyone.â
He smiled, slow and knowing, like he could see right through you. âSure.â
You grasped at indignation like a lifeline. âNot everything is about you,â you snapped.
He hummed, amused. âIt kind of looked like it was.â
You opened your mouth, then closed it again. You genuinely didnât have a solid reason, and that unsettled you more than you wanted to admit.
âItâs not what you think,â you managed finally.
âWhat do I think?â he asked softly.
You scowled. âThat I want your attention or something.â
He shrugged, finally straightening up to give you space. âIf the shoe fits.â
You shoved past him, heat prickling under your skin. âGo to bed, Wonbin.â
âGoodnight, princess,â he called after you.
You slammed your bedroom door harder than necessary.
Mina, already in bed, looked up from her phone. âEverything okay?â
âFine,â you said, too quickly.
You lay down, staring at the ceiling.
Ignoring him was going to be harder than you thought.
~
The next day dawned bright and hot. You tried to blame the heat for how restless you felt.
Out on the sand again, you staked out your towel right next to Mina and Jia, determined to focus on the water, the sky, literally anything else.
Wonbin jogged by on his way to join another impromptu volleyball match, pausing for just a second.
His gaze skimmed over you from head to toe, lingering for a heartbeat longer than it should have.
âI like your swimsuit,â he said easily. âItâs my favorite color.â
The compliment landed like a pebble in a still pool, sending rings of awareness through you.
You narrowed your eyes. âDonât flatter yourself. I didnât ask for your opinion.â
He clucked his tongue. âEven when Iâm being nice, you act like Iâm about to bite you.â
âForce of habit,â you said coolly, reaching for your sunscreen. âYou trained me well.â
He shook his head, smiling as he ran off. âSuit yourself.â
You watched him go, jaw tight.
âY/n,â Jia said, sunglasses perched atop her head as she turned toward you. âHe was being nice.â
âExactly,â you said. âWhich is suspicious.â
She laughed, flopping back down. âYou exhaust me.â
You rolled your eyes and eventually wandered into the shallows with your friends. The waves lapped at your calves, the water sparkling around you. Further up the sand, the boys were mid-game again.
You tried to tune them out⌠and failed.
You found yourself watching Wonbin, tracking the way he moved, the easy power behind his spikes.
âStop staring,â Mina murmured.
âIâm not,â you lied.
She gave you a look. You focused very intently on the water.
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Wonbin go for a particularly ambitious hit. The ball flew up, catching the wind.
Too much power, wrong angle.
You followed its trajectory with growing dread.
âOh no,â you breathed.
The ball arced perfectly toward the cluster of umbrellas where your towels and bags were spread out. And right in the middle of it all, lying face-up on your towel like a vulnerable sacrifice, was your book.
âNo, no, noââ you splashed forward, but the ball had already landed, crashing into your things and sending sand spraying.
From the dunes, you saw Wonbin sprinting after it, feet pounding, sand flying. He skidded to a stop right on your towel.
Right on your book.
You watched in horror as his wet, sand-covered foot came down squarely on the paperback.
He froze, looking down.
You saw the exact second realization dawned on his face.
Mina grabbed your arm. âDonât fight,â she said nervously. âIt was an accident.â
But you were already pulling away, storming up the sand.
Your heart pounded, rage lighting up your nerves. You barely heard your friends calling after you.
Wonbin bent down and gingerly picked up the book, wincing at the bent cover and creased, dampened pages.
âI can fix it,â he started.
âDonât touch it,â you snapped, snatching it from his hands.
He flinched at your tone. âIt was an accident.â
You held the ruined book up between you like evidence. âYou wouldâve reacted the same if it were your stupid sunglasses.â
He opened his mouth, then closed it. âOkay, fair,â he admitted.
Your friends had caught up by then, hovering a few feet away.
âGuys,â Jihoon called out, half-laughing, half-worried. âLetâs notââ
âNo one needs to see this,â you cut him off sharply, jabbing a finger at Wonbin. âWeâre taking it inside.â
The group went quiet.
Wonbin blinked. âWhat?â
âYou heard me,â you said, grabbing a handful of his hair at the back of his head and tugging.
He yelped. âOwâokay, okay!â
You marched him up the beach, ignoring the disbelieving laughter and wolf-whistles behind you.
âYouâre going to kill him,â Mina called out.
âHeâll be lucky if you ever see him walking again,â you threw over your shoulder.
Wonbin stumbled along, half-bent to relieve the pull on his scalp. âIs this really necessary?â he complained.
âYes,â you said.
~
Inside, the air conditioning hit your heated skin, making you shiver. You shoved Wonbin toward the couch.
âSit,â you ordered.
He flopped down, rubbing the back of his head with a wince. âYouâre actually insane,â he muttered, but there was a hint of amusement in his eyes.
âWhat are you going to do now?â he asked, leaning back and spreading his arms along the back of the couch. âYou made this whole spectacle about teaching me a lesson. Might as well commit. As long as you donât make me cry.â
You glared. âI want to hit you over the head, but youâd probably enjoy that.â
He grinned. âDepends how hard.â
You threw your hands up. âSee? This is why I hate you.â
You stalked into the kitchen, leaving him confusedâbut not nearly as confused as you felt.
Your eyes landed on the fruit bowl.
Slowly, a plan formed.
When you came back, you were holding a lime and your phone.
He eyed the lime warily. âPlease tell me thatâs not going where I think itâs going.â
âYouâre going to eat this,â you said, holding it up. âThe whole thing. Rind and all. While I film it. If you spit it out, I pinch you... as hard as I want.â
He stared. âAre you in middle school?â
âMy book is traumatized,â you retorted. âIt deserves justice.â
He gestured at the bedraggled paperback on the coffee table. âYou can still read it. Itâs just a little⌠creased.â
âSay that again, and Iâll go cut up your swim trunks,â you threatened.
His eyes widened. âYouâre bluffing.â
You took a step toward the hallway.
âOkay, okay,â he said quickly. âJeez. So, me eating that would actually make you feel better?â
You considered it. âYes.â
He sighed, grabbed the lime, and bit into it like it was an apple.
You hit record.
The first chew was immediate regret. His whole face contorted.
âOh my God,â he choked. âThis is so bad.â
âKeep going,â you said sternly.
He made an inhuman noise, but complied. Juice dripped down his chin; his eyes watered. You zoomed in mercilessly.
âIf you spit it out, Iâm pinching you,â you reminded him.
âY-youâre a sadist,â he managed around a mouthful of citrus and peel.
You bit back a smile. âYou ruined my book. Actions have consequences.â
He powered through the last bite like a man on a mission. When he finally swallowed, he collapsed back against the couch, grimacing like heâd just seen God.
You stopped recording.
âHappy?â he croaked.
You set your phone down and, almost without thinking, reached over to pat his head, fingers brushing through his damp hair.
He went very still.
âYes,â you said simply.
Then you stood, grabbed your book, and headed toward the door.
âWait,â he called after you, voice faintly hoarse. âYouâre just⌠leaving?â
âYou served your sentence,â you replied over your shoulder. âYouâre free to go.â
~
When you stepped back onto the porch, the air seemed brighter somehow. You walked down the steps toward the sand where the others were still gathered in a loose circle.
A minute later, Wonbin emerged from the house, wiping at his mouth like he could scrub away the taste of citrus.
Everyone stared.
âWhat happened to you?â one of the guys blurted.
He glanced at you, something sparking in his eyes. âI apologized,â he said solemnly. âAnd I was forgiven.â
There was a chorus of disbelieving laughter.
Later, as the sun dipped and a cooler breeze rolled in, someone brought out more drinks. You all sprawled in deck chairs and on the porch steps, the sky shifting from orange to purple.
Stories beganâabout classes, professors, embarrassing moments from freshman year.
Inevitably, the lime incident came up.
âTell it again,â Jia giggled, already tipsy. âI want to hear it from him.â
âAbsolutely not,â Wonbin said.
âYes,â the group countered.
He sighed dramatically. âOkay. So, I accidentally murdered her book with my foot. May it rest in peace.â
âItâs still alive,â you interjected.
He continued as if you hadnât spoken. âAnd in a fit of righteous fury, she dragged me inside by the hairââ
âYou deserved that,â you said.
ââand made me eat an entire lime, rind and all, on camera, under threat of violence.â
Mina choked on her drink, laughing. âYou did what?â
âShow the video,â someone yelled.
You debated for a half-second, then shrugged and pulled it up, passing your phone around.
The porch erupted in screams and cackles as everyone watched his increasingly devastated expressions.
âYouâre such a simp,â one of Wonbinâs friends declared between wheezes.
âYou really ate the whole thing for her?â Jihoon added, incredulous.
Wonbin took a long swig from his cup, then flicked his eyes to you.
âYou have no idea,â he said lightly.
Something in your stomach flipped.
âY/n,â Jia teased, nudging you. âYou look so pleased with yourself.â
You realized you were smiling.
âBecause he deserved it,â you said quickly. âNot becauseââ
âSure, sure,â she drawled.
You ignored the heat creeping up your neck and took a sip from your own drink.
~
Later, when the crowd started thinningâsome people drifting to their rooms, others lying on the couches half-asleepâyou headed to bed with Mina.
She changed into her pajamas as you sat on the edge of the bed, fingers picking at a loose thread on the comforter.
âHey,â you said abruptly. âDo you think heâs⌠flirting with me?â
Mina paused mid-step. âWonbin?â
You gave her a look. âNo, the other boy I dragged inside by the hair today.â
She climbed into bed opposite you, facing you with interest. âI mean⌠yeah? I always kind of thought he was.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
She shrugged. âHe only argues with you like that. He remembers everything you say. He knows exactly how to get under your skin. Thatâs not⌠nothing.â
You shook your head. âHe just likes annoying people.â
âMaybe,â she said. âBut donât you ever feel like thereâs⌠something else?â
Your mind flashed with the image of him looking at you when heâd answered that Truth or Drink question. The way heâd eaten the lime without really fighting back. The way heâd gone quiet for a second when youâd said youâd pretend he didnât exist.
You swallowed.
âIâve never even thought about him like that,â you lied.
Mina raised a skeptical brow. âReally? Not even once? Heâs literally a campus heartthrob.â
You scoffed. âI have too much self-respect to fall for someone like him.â
She laughed. âYou say that like youâre not obsessed with arguing with him.â
âIâm not obsessed,â you protested. âIâm⌠invested.â
âIn what?â she asked gently.
You didnât have an answer.
Mina sighed, a little dreamy. âI just think it would be cute, thatâs all. If you and he actually liked each other, we could go on double dates with him and Jihoon.â
You groaned, flopping back. âI hate you so much right now.â
She turned off the lamp, plunging the room into soft darkness.
âJust think about it,â she murmured.
You stared at the ceiling again, this time with his face stubbornly occupying the space where your thoughts shouldâve been.
~
The next morning, you woke up with the distinct feeling of having had a very important dream that you couldnât quite remember.
It left you unsettled.
Minaâs words replayed in your head as you brushed your teeth, as you pulled on your swimsuit, as you tied your hair up.
If he didnât like you, would he bother so much?
You thought about every time heâd sought you out. The way he lit up just a little bit more when you threw something back at him. How, even yesterday, when heâd clearly been worried about your wrath over the book, heâd still joked and fumbled his way through that stupid lime challenge.
If he truly didnât care, he wouldnât give you all that attention.
An idea slipped in, uninvited and unwelcomeâand yet, once there, impossible to shake.
What if you tested it?
You stared at your reflection.
If you pushed, if you turned the tables, if you went as far as you could⌠would he still be there matching you? Or would he pull away and show you that youâd been right all alongâthat he was just an asshole who liked to play games?
You dried your hands and made a decision.
If he let you go all the way, youâd know.
And if he didnât⌠well. Then at least youâd finally stop wondering.
~
The day unfolded like the one before it, but with one key difference.
You didnât avoid him.
You sought him out.
At breakfast, you stole the last piece of toast off his plate just as he was reaching for it.
âHey,â he said, eyebrows shooting up.
âYou snooze, you lose,â you replied, biting into it.
His eyes narrowed. âOh, weâre doing that today.â
âDoing what?â you asked innocently.
He studied you for a long beat, something sharp and curious in his gaze.
âNothing,â he said at last, a slow grin spreading. âGame on, princess.â
On the beach, you splashed water at him first. When he retaliated, you only went harder, laughing as you ducked under the waves and popped up behind him to push him back down.
You chased him through the shallows, hooked your ankle around his to trip him, shoved him into the water when he least expected it.
He took it all, laughing, eyes bright, like this was the most fun heâd had in ages.
At one point, you climbed onto his back in the water, arms around his shoulders, pushing him under with a victorious whoop.
He surfaced, coughing, hair plastered to his forehead, water streaming down his face.
âYouâre actually trying to kill me,â he accused, breathless.
âMaybe I am,â you said, heartbeat thudding oddly at how close your faces were.
He stilled for a fraction of a second, gaze flicking to your mouth and back.
Then he shook his head, swam away, and you followed, relentless.
You could tell he was trying to figure you out.
Good.
~
By mid-afternoon, he was flagging. Even you were starting to feel the burn in your limbs.
âI need a break,â he said finally, pushing wet hair back from his face. âIâm going inside for water before you drown me for real.â
âCoward,â you taunted.
He rolled his eyes, half-smiling, and headed up the beach toward the house.
You watched him go, chest tight with a mix of triumph and something you didnât want to name.
Then you followed.
The kitchen was cool and bright when you stepped in, the buzz of the fridge loud in the quiet.
Wonbin stood by the counter, back to you, gulping from a bottle of water. He set it down with a sigh, bracing his hands on the countertop, head hanging for a moment like he was trying to pull himself together.
You leaned in the doorway, watching him.
He mustâve sensed you, because he spoke without turning around.
âIf you came to drown me in the sink,â he said, voice a little rough, âyouâre going to have to wait until I catch my breath.â
You pushed off the doorframe and padded into the kitchen, water still dripping from your hair onto the tile.
âDid you think I was done with you?â you asked softly.
He straightened and turned, eyes widening slightly when he saw how close you were.
ââŚHonestly?â he said. âYeah. I was kind of hoping.â
There was a strain in his expression now, a tension in his shoulders. You noticed the way his fingers curled into the counterâs edge, the way his throat worked as he swallowed.
âWhat more could you possibly do to me today?â he asked, reaching absently for the fruit bowl. He picked up a lemon, holding it up as a joke, a crooked smile on his lips. âIâll just go ahead and eat this if it means youâll give me a break.â
You stared at him for a long moment, that same mix of amusement and something hotter pooling low in your stomach.
A laugh slipped out of you, surprised and genuine.
âYouâre pathetic,â you said, stepping closer. âI didnât expect you to give up so easily.â
His smile faltered, something raw flickering in his gaze.
âIf youâre trying to give me a taste of my own medicine,â he said quietly, âyouâre not playing fair at all.â
You tilted your head. âUnlike you, irking people isnât really my thing,â you replied. âSo Iâm sorry if you donât think itâs fair.â
Your apology didnât sound very apologetic.
He studied you like he was memorizing you, eyes moving from your damp lashes to the droplets clinging to your collarbone.
âYeah,â he murmured. âThatâs kind of what Iâm afraid of.â
You felt something in the air between you shift, going denser, charged.
He was still holding the lemon.
It looked stupid between his fingers, bright yellow and harmless, like this was just another one of your stupid games.
Except it didnât feel like a game anymore.
You could hear the faint thump of music through the walls, the muffled crash of waves outside. In here, though, it was just you and him and the hum of the fridge.
âYouâre pathetic,â you repeated, softer now, watching the way his throat bobbed as he swallowed.
His hand tightened around the lemon until his knuckles paled. âAnd yet you still havenât told me what this is,â he said quietly. âYou flipped the script on me and didnât give me a reason. Why?â
You swallowed, forcing yourself not to look away.
âWhy donât you tell me?â you countered. âYouâre the one whoâs always analyzing me, right? High and mighty princess, too proud for anyone. Isnât that what you said?â
A muscle ticked in his jaw. âYou remember that?â
You scoffed. âOf course I do. You think I forget every little jab you throw?â
His gaze flicked over your face, lingering on your mouth. âNo,â he said slowly. âI guess you donât forget anything.â
Silence stretched between you, dense and prickly.
He set the lemon down with a dull thud and straightened, like he was bracing himself.
âLook,â he exhaled, âif this is you trying to get back at me for⌠whatever, congratulations. Iâm officially off-balance.â A humorless little smile tugged at his lips. âYou win. Again. So what now?â
You stepped into his space before you could overthink it.
Up close, he smelled like salt and sunscreen and something warmer underneath. His chest rose and fell a little too fast.
âNow,â you said, tilting your head, âI keep going until I figure you out.â
His voice dropped. âYou think you donât already know me?â
You searched his eyes. There was the usual teasing spark there, but underneath it⌠something else. Something youâd been carefully ignoring.
âI think,â you said slowly, âI know the version of you that likes pissing me off.â
âAnd?â he prompted, barely above a whisper.
âAnd I want to see what happens when I stop letting you hide behind that,â you finished.
His breath hitched.
For the first time since youâd met him, he didnât have a comeback ready. No joke, no deflection, no smug little jab.
Just you, reflected back in his eyes, closer than youâd ever let yourself be.
âYouâre doing this on purpose,â he said at last, voice rough. âAll of this. The toast, the water, drowning me, dragging me around like Iâm your personal punching bagââ
âYou like it,â you cut in.
He huffed out an incredulous laugh. âThatâs the problem.â
Heat crept up your neck. âSo you admit it.â
He looked down at you, something resigned and fond and exasperated all tangled together.
âY/n,â he said softly, and your stomach flipped at the way your name sounded in his mouth. âIâve been admitting it in every stupid way except actually saying it out loud.â
Your heartbeat stuttered.
He let out a breath, almost like he was tired of holding something in.
âYouâre right,â he said. âI do think youâre a high and mighty princess sometimes. You overthink everything. You act like liking anybody is⌠beneath you.â His mouth twisted. âAnd still, I keep ending up where you are. Every party, every group hang, every stupid beach game. I look for you first. Even when I know youâre just going to roll your eyes and insult me.â
Your fingers curled at your sides, suddenly unsteady.
âYouâre not special,â you said, but it came out too thin.
He smiled faintly. âI donât do this with anyone else.â
You hated how that landed in your chest.
âThen why make fun of me?â you demanded, clinging to the familiar ground of irritation. âWhy call me princess and talk about my âpersonalityâ like youâre writing a character study?â
He shrugged one shoulder, eyes never leaving yours. âBecause if I didnât, Iâd end up flirting with you like everyone else does. And youâd hate that even more.â
You opened your mouth to argueâand stopped.
Would you?
Or was that just what youâd been telling yourself?
âSay something,â he murmured, a hint of nervousness finally bleeding through. âYouâre freaking me out.â
You swallowed, throat dry.
âSo,â you said carefully, âall the picking on me, all the stupid nicknames, all the times you went out of your way to get on my nervesââ
âWere me being a coward,â he cut in. âBecause if I didnât turn it into a joke, it was going to be obvious.â
âObvious that you⌠what?â
He held your gaze, no more room to run.
âThat I like you,â he said simply.
The words dropped between you, so plain and serious they didnât feel real.
You forgot how to breathe for a second.
Something inside you that had been coiled tight for monthsâmaybe yearsâsnapped.
âThen why,â you said slowly, âdo you keep acting like an asshole?â
He let out a strained laugh. âBecause you respond to that. Because every time I tried to be normal around you, youâd look at me like Iâd grown a second head. You only ever looked straight at me when we were fighting.â
That stung more than you wanted to admit.
Youâd given him attention, sure. But only the kind fueled by indignation and pride.
And heâd taken it.
Every scrap.
You realized, abruptly, that you were still standing way too close, your bodies only inches apart, his damp skin a line of heat in front of you.
You realized youâd walked him all the way out here, into this quiet, empty kitchen, with some vague plan to âtestâ himâas if he hadnât been showing you his answer this whole time.
You realized you werenât actually sure, anymore, which one of you was the bigger coward.
Your voice came out smaller than you expected. âIf I stop making it a joke⌠what then?â
He searched your face, and whatever he found there made his expression soften.
âThen,â he said, âyou can stop pretending you hate me.â
You bristled on instinct. âI never saidââ
He stepped closer, close enough that his chest brushed yours when he inhaled.
âYou never had to,â he said quietly. âYou act like you do. But you donât avoid me. You donât shut me down. You donât walk away when you could.â
His hand lifted, hesitated, then settled very carefully at your hip, fingertips barely pressing into the damp fabric of your swimsuit.
You felt it like a brand.
âIf you actually hated me,â he continued, âyou wouldnât be here right now.â
Your pulse roared in your ears.
A part of you wanted to shove him away, toss out some cutting remark, push everything back into the safe territory of banter.
Another part of youâannoyingly loudâwanted to see what happened if you didnât.
You heard your own voice before you fully decided.
âWhat if Iâm here to keep testing how far youâll let me go?â you asked, low.
His grip at your hip tightened, just barely.
âThen I should probably tell you,â he murmured, âthat youâre playing with fire.â
âMaybe I want to know if youâll burn me,â you said.
He exhaled a shaky laugh. âYouâre unreal.â
You lifted your chin, stubborn. âAre you going to stop me?â
His eyes darkened.
âNo,â he admitted. âIâm not.â
That was all the permission you needed.
You slid your hand up, fingers finding the damp skin at the back of his neck. He shivered under your touch.
He was watching you so intently it made your stomach swoop.
âThis doesnât mean anything,â you lied, even as your thumb brushed the soft hair at his nape. âIâm just⌠curious.â
âSure,â he said, voice gone rough. âJust curiosity.â
You hated how gentle he sounded. You hated how much you liked it.
âSay youâre not going to be weird about it,â you demanded, because control was the only thing you had left.
He huffed out a breath. âYouâre about to do something reckless and Iâm the one who canât be weird?â
âWonbin,â you warned.
His mouth curved. âFine. I wonât be weird.â
He paused.
âUnless you want me to be,â he added under his breath.
You didnât give yourself time to react to that.
You tugged him down and kissed him.
For a second, he just⌠froze.
You almost pulled back, panic clawing up your throat.
Then he exhaled a sound somewhere between a groan and your name, and everything tilted.
His hand at your hip tightened, dragging you flush against him. His other hand came up to cradle your jaw, thumb brushing your cheekbone as his mouth moved against yours like heâd been waiting for this for a long, long time.
Heat flared low in your stomach, sharp and intoxicating.
He kissed like he arguedâconfident, unyielding, intent on pushing you just that little bit further than you meant to go.
Except this time, you didnât mind losing.
Your fingers knotted in the damp hair at the back of his head, holding him there as you deepened the kiss. He made another low sound that went straight through you.
You felt him smile against your mouth.
âStill pretending you hate me?â he murmured between breaths.
âShut up,â you whispered, and kissed him again to make sure he did.
He obeyed, but his hand slid from your jaw down the line of your throat, lingering over the rapid flutter of your pulse like he was memorizing it.
Youâd meant to keep control. Youâd meant to test him.
Somehow, without you noticing, heâd taken over.
You broke away first, breathing hard, lips tingling. His forehead rested against yours, eyes closed like he was trying to steady himself.
You could feel the solid press of his body against yours, every line of him warm and real and entirely too much.
âSay something smug,â you managed, voice unsteady. âGet it over with.â
His lashes lifted. He looked at you like youâd put the sun in his hands and then told him not to drop it.
âIâm trying not to scare you off,â he said quietly. âFor once.â
Your chest did something unhelpful.
âThis doesnât make us⌠anything,â you said, clinging to the last of your defenses. âWeâre stillââ
âEnemies?â he supplied, amused.
You scowled automatically. âI was going to say ânot whatever youâre thinking.ââ
He hummed, thumb tracing idle circles at your hip.
âIâm thinking,â he said slowly, âthat youâre going to overthink this to death if I give you any room. So how about this.â
He leaned in, lips brushing your ear.
âFor now,â he murmured, âwe keep it between us. No labels. No big talks. Just you and me, seeing what happens when you stop pretending you donât want me.â
You shivered.
âYouâre very sure of yourself,â you said, but it came out breathless.
âNot really,â he admitted softly. âIâm just sure Iâm not done with you yet.â
Your fingers tightened at the back of his neck.
âYouâre insufferable,â you whispered.
His smile grazed your cheek.
âAnd yet,â he said, âyouâre still holding on.â
You realized you were.
You didnât let go.
~
You were still pressed up against the counter, his hand firm at your hip, your fingers tangled in his hair, when the sound of the front door opening sliced through the haze.
The two of you froze.
You heard the familiar tune of a song being hummed.Â
Jia.
You and Wonbin sprang apart so fast you almost slipped on the tile.
He caught your elbow on instinct, steadying you. You glared at him like this was his fault, which, to be fair, a good chunk of it was.
You yanked your Tâshirt from the back of a chair and shoved it over your head, trying to smooth your hair with shaking fingers. Your lips still tingled; you could feel his gaze flick down to them and dart away.
Jia rounded the corner a second later, sunglasses perched atop her head and a water bottle in hand.
She looked between the two of you, taking in your flushed faces, your slightly crooked shirt, Wonbin missing one entirely.
Her brows climbed. âWhat were you two doing?â
You opened your mouth. Nothing came out.
âStaring contest,â Wonbin blurted.
You turned to stare at him. Staring contest?
Jia blinked. âStaring contest.â
He snatched the forgotten lemon off the counter and held it up like a prop. âYeah, we, uh⌠challenged each other. Loser gets this squirted in their eye.â
You wanted to die.
Jiaâs gaze slid to you, suspicious. âWell, am I interrupting?â
You crossed your arms, willing your heartbeat to slow. âNo,â you said, forcing an eye roll. âHeâs just being dramatic because he lost and heâs scared.â
Wonbin nodded too fast. âSo dramatic. Iâm traumatized.â
Jia narrowed her eyes, then smirked. âYou two are weird,â she said. âAnyway, are you coming back out? Weâre about to start a card game and Minaâs trying to cheat already.â
âYeah,â you said quickly. âJust⌠getting water.â
She shrugged and padded back toward the porch, humming under her breath.
The moment she disappeared, you rounded on Wonbin.
ââStaring contest?â you hissed.
He winced, scrubbing a hand over his face. âI panicked.â
âYouâre an idiot,â you muttered.
He smiled faintly, the edges still a little dazed. âYouâre shaking,â he said quietly.
You realized your hands were still trembling. You smoothed out your shirt calmly. âItâs cold in here,â you lied.
The corner of his mouth twitched. âRight.â
From outside, someone shouted your name, followed by Minaâs whiney âHurry uuuup!â
You took a step toward the door, putting space between you.
âWe should go,â you said.
âYeah,â he agreed.
You didnât look at him as you slid the door open.
You felt his eyes on the back of your neck all the way out to the porch.
~
Back on the beach, it was like nothing had happened.
At least, that was how you were determined to act.
You plopped down on your towel, book in your lap, the text blurring as your mind replayed the last half hour on a loop.
The way his voice had gone quiet when heâd said I like you.â¨The way heâd eaten the lime just because it made you happy.â¨The way his hands had settled on youânot possessive, not cocky, just certain.
Youâd come into this trip with the absolute conviction that he was an obnoxious flirt who cared more about reactions than people.
He had⌠not behaved like that.
Youâd taunted him, tested him, tried to shake him. Heâd let you drag him inside, let you punish him, let you push him around in the water. Heâd confessed first. Heâd tried, in his own backwards way, to make it less scary for you.
Unconventional methods, you thought, a little hysterical. But he got what he wanted.
He wanted you to take him seriously. And now, annoyingly, it was working.
You watched him from the corner of your eye as he mingled with the othersâlaughing at some joke from Jihoon, reaching for a drink, moving through the group with his usual easy charm.
Except now you could see all the ways his attention slid back to you, subtle as he thought he was being. A glance when someone mentioned your name. The way his smile shifted, softer, when your eyes accidentally met.
The new weight of those looks made your skin prickle.
You were hooked.
You didnât want to be. You could feel your pride protesting, scrambling for excuses. You barely knew how to navigate people you liked normally, let alone someone youâd built an entire personality around disliking.
But the idea of this new version of himâof you and himâclung to you like salt.
Foreign. Fascinating.
Terrifying.
Throughout the evening, you both pretended.
Mina dragged you into a card game; you lost horribly and accused her of conspiring with Jihoon. Jia did a run to the kitchen for snacks and came back with enough junk food to feed a small army. Someone put on music, and there was a brief, chaotic attempt at a dance party in the living room.
Wonbin was never far, but never too close. Heâd sit across the circle, leaning back against the couch, legs stretched out. Heâd call you out when you tried to cheat, tease you when you lost, roll his eyes when you rolled yours.
On the surface, it was the same old script.
Underneath, everything had changed.
Every time your knees brushed under the low table, your heart jumped. Every time you glanced up and found him already looking, your stomach swooped.
He didnât push. Didnât corner you, didnât say anything loaded in front of the others.
He just kept catching your gaze and holding it a second too long, the corners of his mouth softening like there was some shared joke hanging between you that no one else could see.
By the time people started drifting toward their rooms, the sky outside was inkâdark and your head felt pleasantly fuzzy from sun and laughter and one too many drinks.
You yawned, stretching your arms over your head.
âIâm actually dead,â Jia groaned from the couch. âIf I donât sleep twelve hours, Iâll pass away.â
âYou say that every night,â Mina said, but she sounded tired too.
You gathered your thingsâphone, book, a hoodie someone had abandonedâand headed toward the hallway.
Youâd almost made it to your bedroom door when a hand appeared above your shoulder, pressing lightly against the wall just beside it.
You stopped short.
âRelax,â Wonbin said softly, stepping into the narrow space between you and the wall.
Your back was inches from the door; his chest was inches from yours. It felt like that kitchen all over again, but this time the hall was darker, quieter, the only light coming from the strip under the living room door.
Your pulse jumped.
âWeâre in a hallway,â you hissed. âAnyone could see.â
He hummed. âThat sounds familiar.â
You shot him a look. âDonât start.â
He didnât. Not with words, anyway.
His fingers brushed yours, just a ghost of a touch, then slid against your palm, offering. Without thinking, you let your hand fall into his. He squeezed once, like he couldnât help it.
The simple contact made your throat go dry.
âY/n,â he said quietly.
You hated how much warmer your name sounded from him now.
âWhat?â you whispered.
He leaned down, his breath brushing your ear. âIâd like to continue where we left off,â he murmured. âBefore we were so rudely interrupted.â
Heat shot through you.
You fought to keep your voice steady. âYouâre impatient.â
He laughed under his breath. âIâve been patient for months.â
You stilled. âMonths?â
He pulled back just enough for you to see his face. There was no smugness there, no joke. Just that open, slightly vulnerable look from the kitchen.
âYeah,â he said simply. âYouâre just finally letting me do something about it.â
Your heart did something traitorous.
You swallowed. âIf we do this now, someone will catch us,â you said, trying to be rational. âDo you know how thin these walls are? If Mina walks in and seesââ
He cut you off with a tiny grin. âI can work something out.â
âThatâs not comforting,â you muttered.
He squeezed your hand again, thumb brushing over your knuckles. âJust⌠donât fall asleep too early,â he said. âOkay?â
You gave him a flat look. âThatâs your master plan?â
âFor now.â His smile tilted, equal parts mischief and promise. âTrust me.â
You opened your mouth to tell him you absolutely did not trust him.
Instead, you heard yourself say, âFine.â
His grin went feral.
âI wonât need that long,â he said.
The implication made your face heat. You slapped his chest lightly. âBe serious.â
âWeâll see,â he replied, and then he was backing away, disappearing down the hall with a soft, âGoodnight, princess,â tossed over his shoulder.
Your skin buzzed long after he was gone.
~
Youâd barely had time to wash your face, brush your teeth, and pull on an oversized sleep shirt before Mina burst into the room, squealing.
You jumped, nearly stabbing your eye with your hairbrush.
âWhat?â you demanded.
Mina bounced onto the bed, clutching her phone like it was a winning lottery ticket.
âHe texted me,â she halfâwhispered, halfâscreeched.
You blinked, heart lurching for reasons that had nothing to do with her. âWho?â
She gave you a look. âJihoon, obviously.â
Of course. Jihoon, who shared a room with Wonbin.
Your pulse picked up for a completely different reason.
âWhat did he say?â you asked, trying to sound normal.
Mina thrust the phone at you. A message glowed on the screen:
Jihoon đââď¸: hey, you still awake?â¨Jihoon đââď¸: come to my room? we can talk without everyone yelling over each other lol
Mina kicked her feet like a teenager in a drama. âTalk, he says,â she giggled. âDo you think he means⌠talk?â
You thought about Wonbinâs face in the hallway. I can work something out.
You swallowed a laugh that was half nerves. âOnly one way to find out,â you said.
Mina flopped back dramatically. âBut what if itâs weird? What if I go and heâs like, âSo anyway, about this group project from freshman yearâââ
âMina,â you cut in gently. âYouâve been flirting for months. Heâs not calling you in there to discuss academic policy.â
She covered her face with a pillow, muffling a scream. âIâm gonna throw up.â
âYou are not,â you said, prying the pillow away. âYouâre going to go in there, hang out, and if at any point youâre uncomfortable, you pretend youâre sleepy and leave. Simple.â
She peered up at you. âYou really think I should go?â
Guilt and excitement warred in your chest.
Because you knew exactly why this invitation had materialized at this particular moment.
You also knew how badly Mina wanted this.
âYes,â you said firmly. âGo.â
Mina squealed again, launched off the bed, and scrambled to fix her hair in the mirror.
âYouâre a good friend,â she said, slapping on lip balm.
You forced a smile. âObviously.â
When she finally squeezed you in a quick hug and slipped out of the room, closing the door behind her with a soft click, the silence that followed throbbed with anticipation.
You sat on the edge of your bed, staring at the door.
He wouldnât actuallyâŚ
A knock sounded, barely a minute later.
You jumped.
âY/n?â came the low voice from the other side.
You exhaled, heart hammering. âYouâre insane,â you muttered, standing.
You cracked the door open just enough to see him. The hallway behind him was empty, dim.
Before you could get a single word of scolding out, he shouldered his way in, kicked the door shut with his heel, and his mouth was on yours.
All the arguments youâd been lining up evaporated.
He kissed you like heâd been thinking about it every second since the kitchenâno tentative testing this time, no caution. Just heat and relief and a kind of hungry determination that made your knees go weak.
You made a sound into his mouth, half protest, mostly something else.
âI was going to yell at you,â you mumbled when you managed to breathe.
He laughed against your lips. âYou can yell at me later,â he said, already chasing another kiss. âIâll even let you win.â
âYou used my best friend as a distraction,â you accused, even as your hands were already fisting in his shirt.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, eyes dark and serious in the low light.
âDo you really think Iâd set her up with some guy who wasnât going to treat her right?â he asked softly. âIâm not the only one whoâs been waiting.â
That shut you up.
He watched your expression flicker, something like understanding settling in.
Then his gaze dropped to your mouth again.
âCan we get back to the part where you were doing that thing with your hands?â he asked, voice going rough.
You huffed. âYouâre impossible.â
âYeah,â he said. âYouâre the one who decided you like me anyway.â
You hated how true that felt.
You grabbed him by the front of his shirt and yanked him closer.
This time, nothing slowed you down.
Your fingers threaded through his hair, just like he had wanted, lips moving against his, rushed and heated. He made a disgruntled noise, pulling your waist toward him, leaving no space between you. Your bodies were hot and buzzing with a tension that was ready to tip over the edge.Â
Both of you stumbled backward, clumsily dropping onto the bed. Wonbin was quick to hoist you up, climbing over you while pulling your shirt clean off your body. He gave you no time to feel conscious of your nakedness, fingers cupping the swell of your breasts as his thigh slotted between your legs.Â
Something burned, low in the pit of your stomach. You arched your back into his touch, inviting him for more. His tongue slid over yours deliberately, making your toes curl. You dragged your mouth away just long enough to suck in a breath. He chased you, lips landing at the corner of your mouth, your cheek, the hinge of your jaw.
Your head fell back, a helpless sound escaping you as his mouth found a spot under your ear, teeth scraping lightly.
âIâve wanted this for so long,â he murmured against your skin. âYou have no idea.â
âProve it,â you breathed, voluntarily reaching to slip your underwear off.Â
âFuck, y/n.â
Wonbin sat up just enough to take you in completely. A drunken expression washed over his face. His lips were glistening, eager hands tracing your thighs, trailing down your legs. He couldnât decide what he wanted to do to you first. You could see the impatience in his eyes. Â
You felt it too.
He started by rolling his tongue over your nipples. They were hard and sensitive. He sucked and released them with a salacious pop, the sound making your head spin.Â
You sensed him moving away from you yet again, but this time you werenât going to let it happen. You rose with him, fingers hooking into the hem of his shirt, urging him to shrug it off.Â
As his shirt fell to the floor, you kissed him hard, digging your palms into his firm shoulders.Â
âPants too,â you followed.Â
In this moment, to you, he was absolutely irresistible.Â
He groaned in accordance and pushed his shorts down in one swift motion. You could see how uncomfortably tight his boxers looked. Your hands went there instantly, teasing, exploring.
Wonbin bit your lip in protest as he fell back over you. Feeling his weight on top of you made your heart hammer wildly in your chest.Â
Before you could think, the words rolled off your tongue like they had been sitting there forever.Â
âFuck me. Now.âÂ
The moisture between your legs was an indication enough that you were ready for him. And you knew exactly where he stood.Â
He fumbled with his boxers, and you gasped when his cock pulsed against your pussy. His eyes watched you carefully as he slowly entered you, fighting to remain focused the deeper his cock went.Â
It stole your breath away.Â
Your eyes rolled back, head falling slack against the pillow you were lying on.
He started slowly, hips moving steadily, as if he were savoring the feeling before he let greed take control.Â
You were so warm and so tight. Wonbin sucked in a sharp breath, speeding up ever so slightly.Â
He left a hand planted by your ear, the other cupping your neck, thumb sliding over your throat, where he felt the shallow reverberations of your quiet moans.Â
He leaned in closer, needing to hear more.Â
Maybe it was because you remembered where you were, or maybe because he was tapping into a part of your subconscious you never thought would surface, but Wonbin couldnât stand that you were holding yourself back.
 His hips jerked forward, the movement harsh.Â
âFuck,â you exclaimed, and he did it again, the faintest smirk painting his parted lips.Â
His thumb traced your lip as he began fucking you harder. You let it slip into your mouth, sucking desperately. That only spurred him on further.
âOh, princess,â he moaned, his pace unrelenting. He was pounding into you now. âYou feel so good.âÂ
Even though your mouth was occupied, urgent whines spilled from you. There was no stopping them.Â
Wonbin pulled his thumb away so that he could hear you unobstructed. Even you were shocked by just how loud you were. You couldnât remember the last time someone had made you feel like this.Â
No one had come close.
âSay my name.âÂ
You gave in, though it wasnât easy, sputtering his name between labored breaths. It drove him mad. He didnât want to hear anything else.Â
You felt his temple press against your cheek, a thin layer of sweat lining his skin. Your fingers curled into his hair, holding him close so that his hot breath tickled your neck.Â
He was close. Even if he finished now, he knew he wasnât done with you yet. He needed more.Â
He was fast to pull out of you. Seconds later, his cum was dripping onto your stomach, warm and cloudy. His groans, deep and raspy, were invigorating.Â
Your chest rose and fell vehemently. He let his cock slide against your pussy, softer now, but still bold.Â
Wonbin turned you on your side and fell into place behind you, his strong chest pressed to your back. Instinctively, you bent your knees and pushed your ass against his cock, feeling the blood gradually rush back into it as he splayed wet kisses over your shoulder.Â
âOne more time,â he whispered into your ear, raising your leg so he could slip right back into you. His other arm wrapped around your chest, fingers pinching your breasts and nipples.Â
You craned your neck around, lips searching for his. They found yours earnestly, his kisses messy and fervent.Â
As if he had never stopped, he started again.Â
~
Later, with your clothes scattered on the floor and the room dim and quiet around you, you lay on your back staring at the ceiling, lungs still trying to remember how to function.
Wonbinâs arm was draped over your waist, his chest warm and solid against your side. His breathing was a little uneven too.
Silence stretched, full but not uncomfortable.
âWeâre dead if Mina comes back early,â you said eventually, voice low.
He hummed. âWeâll hear her.â
You werenât so sure.
He mustâve seen the doubt on your face, because he sighed and pushed himself up on one elbow.
âFine,â he said. âWeâll check.â
He grabbed his discarded shorts from the floor and dragged them on, hair a mess, skin still flushed. You pulled your shirt back over your head, heart doing that annoying jumpy thing again at the sudden domestic mundanity of it.
He cracked the door open carefully, peering into the hallway.
You eased up beside him, peeking over his shoulder.
From down the hall, muffled and unmistakable, came a breathy, stifled laugh followed by a low male voice you recognized as Jihoonâs.
You both froze.
âYeah,â Wonbin said quietly. âSheâs not coming back.â
You covered your face with one hand, equal parts mortified and relieved. âI did not need to know that.â
He shut the door again, locking it this time for good measure.
When he turned back, he was smiling.
âSo,â he said, climbing back onto the bed beside you. âI can stay?â
You narrowed your eyes. âYou can stay as long as youâre gone before Mina wakes up,â you warned. âIf she sees you here, weâre both dead.â
âNoted.â He settled beside you, arm sliding back around your waist like it was the most natural thing in the world.
You hesitated a second, then let yourself relax into him, head finding his shoulder.
The room felt smaller now, cozier somehow. The oceanâs constant shush filtered through the walls; someone laughed faintly in another part of the house. Here, everything felt oddly still.
âSo,â you said, staring at the shadowy outline of his hand on your stomach. âWhat now?â
He was quiet for a moment, thumb drawing idle patterns on your side.
âWhen we get back to the city,â he said finally, âI want to take you out.â
You blinked. âOut?â
âOn a date,â he clarified. âLike, a real one. Food, maybe a movie, me pretending Iâm not already stupid about you.â
Your heart lurched.
âConfident,â you muttered.
He huffed a laugh. âTerrified, actually.â
You turned your head to look at him. In the soft halfâdark, he didnât look like the overconfident flirt youâd built up in your mind. He just looked⌠young. Hopeful. A little scared.
âWhy?â you asked before you could stop yourself.
âBecause,â he said slowly, âyouâve spent this entire time convinced that youâre too good for me. And I donât want you to wake up one day and decide you were right.â
That knocked the air out of you more than any kiss had.
You stared at him, throat tight.
âYou really think Iâm that horrible?â you asked quietly.
His eyes widened. âNo. God, no. I think youâre⌠picky. And proud. And terrified of being wrong about people. Big difference.â
He reached up, brushing a strand of hair out of your face.
âI also think,â he added, softer now, âthat youâre the smartest person in any room weâre in, and that you make me want to be less of a dumbass. For whatever thatâs worth.â
You swallowed around a lump in your throat.
âDonât say things like that,â you muttered. âIt makes it hard to keep my guard up.â
âThatâs kind of the point,â he said.
You glared at the ceiling so you wouldnât have to look at him for a second.
âWhat if I say no?â you asked. âTo the date.â
He exhaled, not dramatically, just honestly. âThen Iâll be disappointed. And Iâll try really hard not to be weird about it.â
âYouâre bad at not being weird,â you pointed out.
âYeah,â he said. âBut Iâd still try.â
You were quiet for a beat.
âOkay,â you said finally.
He frowned. âOkay what?â
âOkay, you can take me out,â you said, staring resolutely at the ceiling. âOnce. Weâll see how insufferable you are in public.â
There was a pause. Then his arm tightened around you.
âDeal,â he said, voice a little too bright.
You wanted to say you regretted it already.
You didnât.
âGo to sleep,â you grumbled instead.
âYes, princess,â he said.
You elbowed him lightly. He just laughed and pressed a quick, soft kiss to the top of your head, like heâd done it a thousand times.
Your heart did that stupid thing again.
You drifted off eventually, the steady rhythm of his breathing lulling you under.
~
When you woke up, the other side of the bed was empty.
For a split second, panic flared. Then you saw the indentation in the pillow, the faint warmth left on the sheets, and heard the sound of running water from the bathroom.
The door opened a moment later and Mina emerged in a cloud of steam, towel wrapped around her hair.
âOh good, youâre awake,â she said, grinning.
You squinted at her, brain still booting up. âWhy are you so cheerful?â
She wiggled her brows. âWe both seem to have had a good night.â
Your heart stuttered. âWhat?â
She crossed to her suitcase, digging for clothes. âI didnât get back until, like, four,â she said happily. âAnd when I finally snuck in, you were starfished across the whole bed like a corpse. Out cold. And there was someonestuck underneath you.â
She shot you a pointed look and winked.
Heat rushed to your face.
âWell,â you said, scrambling for dignity, âhe had to sleep somewhere.â
She snorted. âUhâhuh. Sure.â
You ducked your head, hiding a smile.
âAnyway,â she continued, pulling on a Tâshirt, âwe have to be out by eleven, so start packing, lover girl.â
You threw a pillow at her. She dodged, cackling.
The morning blurred into organized chaos.
Everyone moved through the house with that particular endâofâtrip energyâtired but wired, arms full of bags and leftover snacks, calling dibs on who got which shower.
You caught only flashes of Wonbin: him hauling a suitcase down the stairs, him laughing at something one of his friends said, him helping Jihoon wrestle with an overstuffed duffel.
His eyes found yours once, across the living room.
He didnât wink or smirk. He just smiled, a small, private thing that made your chest feel too tight.
You looked away first, cheeks warm.
The driveway was a jumble of cars and people as everyone loaded their luggage.
Jia slammed the trunk of your car shut. âShotgun,â she declared.
âYou had shotgun on the way here,â Mina protested.
Jihoon wandered over, scratching the back of his neck. âUh, actually,â he said, âMina, do you⌠want to ride with us?â
Minaâs face lit up like someone had flipped a switch. âYeah,â she said, a little too quickly. Then she glanced at you, checking.
You swallowed a grin. âGo,â you said. âJia and I will survive.â
She squealed, hugged you briefly, then scurried off toward Jihoonâs car.
âTraitor,â Jia muttered, but she was smiling.Â
Then, something dawned on you. âBut doesnât that mean someone from their carâs gotta switch with us?â
âI can switch cars,â Wonbin offered.
You whipped around. âNo.â
Everyone looked at you.
You cleared your throat. âI mean, thatâs not necessary,â you amended. âWeâre fine.â
He sauntered closer, hands in his pockets, looking annoyingly unbothered. âItâs either me or one of the guys who sings offâkey to the same three songs the entire drive,â he pointed out. âIâm taking one for the team here.â
Jia clasped her hands dramatically. âWow, what a hero,â she said.
You glared at him. He met your eyes, amusement flickering there.
âI promise Iâll sleep the whole way,â he added, more for the groupâs benefit than yours. âYou wonât even know Iâm there.â
âBold promise,â Jia said. âYou snore?â
âIf he snores,â you cut in, âIâll suffocate him.â
âSee?â he said cheerfully. âGroup safety and accountability.â
The others laughed, already moving toward their cars.
Somehow, Jia ended up in the driverâs seat with you in the back and Wonbin sliding right next to you like this was the most normal thing in the world.
He leaned back, buckled in, and pulled one of the spare jackets from the back, tossing it over himself like a makeshift blanket.
âWake me when weâre halfway,â he said lightly.
You rolled your eyes as Jia started the engine. âIf you drool on my shoulderââ
âYouâll what?â he asked, eyes halfâlidded.
You hesitated. âMake you eat another lime,â you said.
He grinned, then let his head rest back against the seat, eyes sliding shut.
The first stretch of highway was quiet.
Jia put on a podcast episode almost immediately, mumbling something about catching up on her playlist. The hum of the car, the rush of wind, and the distant sound of waves fading in the rearview mirror created a weirdly soothing backdrop.
Wonbin stayed still beside you, eyes closed, jacket pulled up to his chest.
You focused on the cars outside, knuckles gripping a little too tightly on your seatbelt.
You were acutely aware of how close his knee was to yours. Of the way his hair fell a little into his eyes. Of the faint marks youâd left on his collarbone peeking out from his Tâshirt neck.
You told yourself he really had fallen asleep.
Then you felt it.
His fingers, sliding under the edge of the jacket, found your thigh.
You nearly screamed.
He didnât grab, didnât squeeze. Just rested his hand there, warm and solid, thumb brushing the inside of your leg in a slow, barelyâthere stroke that made your breath catch.
From the front seat, Jia hummed in agreement along to something from the podcast.
You darted a glance sideways.
Wonbinâs eyes were still closed, lashes resting on his cheeks. The picture of innocence.
âYouâre not sleeping,â you muttered under your breath.
His mouth twitched. âIâm resting my eyes,â he said quietly.
âYou should try being more slick,â you hissed.
âAnd you should take a chill pill,â he replied.
You wanted to smack him.
Instead, your iron-clad grip on the seatbelt faltered for a momentâjust long enough to slide the jacket closer on your lap. You let your hand meet his underneath.
His fingers stilled, then laced with yours.
You squeezed, once.
He squeezed back.
A slow, helpless smile tugged at your lips as the miles stretched ahead, the road unspooling toward the city and whatever came next.
Youâd come on this trip determined to prove he was exactly who you thought he was.
Turns out, youâd been wrong.
And for the first time, that didnât feel like a loss.
It felt like the start of something.
You kept your eyes on the road, his hand warm in yours beneath the jacket, and let yourself be a little bit excited about the new beginning waiting for you on the other side of the drive.
motherâs day starts at 5:30 in the morning when sunshine wakes up crying. by 7am bunny is in your bed complaining that the baby is âtoo loud.â by 8 someone spills a whole cup of apple juice on the floor. and somehow after that the day just ⌠keeps going.
you spend the morning bouncing between both girls nonstop. sunshine refuses to nap unless sheâs being held. bunny needs help finding a specific toy she somehow lost inside the house. wonbin is running on maybe four hours of sleep, hair sticking up everywhere while he makes bunny breakfast with sunshine balanced against his shoulder.
âwhereâs her other sock?â bunny asks.
âi donât know,â he answers honestly.
âmama usually knows.â youâre standing at the sink reheating cold coffee for the second time. âmama has given up right now. we'll find it later.â
wonbin laughs tiredly.
nobody checks the date. not you. not wonbin.
the day passes fast and in pieces.
you have laundry to do. wonbin helps set up bunny's cartoons since the remote vanished. sunshine is teething and crying. bunny asking seventeen questions in a row while you try to put sunshine to bed. wonbin trying to vacuum while the baby screams at the sound of it. by nighttime all of you are exhausted. bunny is already half-asleep curled against your side on the couch while sunshine finally dozes off on wonbinâs chest. the tv is on but nobodyâs really watching it.
youâre just sitting there in silence for the first time all day. wonbin suddenly freezes, â⌠oh my god.â
you blink slowly. âwhat?â his eyes widen in horror. âwhat day is it?â you stare at him then reach for your phone.
â⌠oh my god,â you repeat. wonbin sits up too fast, nearly waking sunshine. âhappy motherâs day.â you start laughing immediately. âwe forgot motherâs day?â âcompletely,â he says, sounding devastated.
bunny wakes up slightly at the noise, squinting up at both of you. âwhat happened?â âwe forgot motherâs day,â wonbin says. she gasps dramatically. âMAMA!â âitâs okay,â you laugh. âno itâs not!â bunny says, suddenly very awake now. she scrambles off the couch. âwait here!â she disappears down the hallway. âwe have a baby,â you remind him. âstill.â
sunshine squirms against his chest with a sleepy little noise. he automatically rubs her back, calming her again without even thinking about it. you watch him for a second, smiling softer now âhonestly?â you murmur. âthis feels pretty accurate for where weâre at right now.â
he looks over at you, guilty written all over his face. âyou deserved better.â you shake your head immediately. âwonbin, i spent all day with my favorite people. iâm okay i promise.â
before he can answer, bunny comes running back holding a crumpled piece of paper. âa card for mama! we made it in schoolâ she announces. you smile, resting your head against wobin's shoulder.
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the baby monitor hums softly on the nightstand. sunshine has finally fallen asleep after what felt like hours of feeding, rocking, and quiet pacing around the room. youâre half laying down, body aching, eyes barely staying open. wonbin comes back into the room, just as tired with his hair a mess. he doesnât even get fully under the covers before there is a small knock. then the door creaks open.
ââŚmama?â
you donât even lift your head. âmm?â bunny stands there in the doorway, "i canât sleep.â wonbin exhales softly, glancing at you. you glance at him.
thereâs a silent agreement.
âcome here,â wonbin murmurs. your oldest daughter doesnât hesitate. she climbs onto the bed immediately, crawling right next to wonbin. she curls into him almost immediately. he shifts automatically, one arm around her to pull her close. you scoot in, pressing into his other side. your leg is thrown over his with your head dropping onto his shoulder. âjust tonight,â you mumble.
âyeah,â he agrees instantly. âjust tonight.â bunny hums, already settling. her breathing slows almost immediately now that sheâs warm and tucked in. wonbin's hand rests on bunnyâs back, thumb brushing slow circles. his other hand finds yours without looking. bunny shifts, pressing closer into him, half-asleep. the room goes quiet again with soft breathing filling the space.
âCould you hurry up?!â You scowl at Wonbin as you both make your way to the motel youâre staying at for the night. The boy had been trailing behind for the last hour, no matter how much you slowed down, he was still slower. He nods quickly and picks up the pace, moving in stride with you as you approach the rundown building. Â
You were excited to go on your first quest to meet Athena and retrieve a gift she was giving to the camp. The excitement died down the moment you were told to take Wonbin with you. He was the son of Zeus, his father was the God of Godâs, the ruler of Olympus. To make things worse, Wonbin was the most beautiful boy you had ever seen which is almost upsetting given you were Aphroditeâs child. Â
Wonbin was not popular at camp contrary to popular belief. He kept to himself and most people avoided him because he appeared too good to talk to any of you. He would spend most of his time in the open flower field by the lake manipulating a small patch of clouds into various shapes. Â
âThereâs only one bed, I can take the floor, but do you mind if I take a pillow, please?â Wonbin speaks as you both open the room youâre sharing for the night. You sigh and shake your head. âNo, itâs fine we can share the bed just donât try anything funny.â Â
Wonbinâs cheeks turn bright red, and his eyes widen at your implication. âI would never...â His voice is tight and embarrassed while he defends himself and drops his bag on the floor. âCan I please shower first?â His question is sincere and almost cute with the way his eyebrows raise slightly, and his big brown eyes look almost pleading. You nod silently and put your own bag down. Â
...Â
Wonbin makes his way down the stairs to the motel pool where youâre currently sitting on a foldable chair reviewing the map and plan for the next few days of travel. His hand taps your shoulder gently,causing you to jump and drop the map. You pull the small, enchanted blade from your pocket and hold it to his throat before realizing who you were pointing your blade at. His eyes widen and he holds his hands up in surrender. âHey, woah, itâs just me. I didnât mean to scare you, Iâm sorry.â Â
He looks beautiful. His hair is dripping water from the shower, heâs in a white t-shirt that does little to cover his defined chest and abdomen, the dampness of his skin making the thin fabric cling to him. His cheeks are flushed from the warm water, and his lips are pink with a fresh coat of lip balm. Â
You lower the blade and bow your head in apology as you sit back down. He sits on the ground beside your chair and looks at the pool water reflecting the pink sunset. âYou know, I can tell you donât really like me...â Wonbin speaks quietly, his gaze stays locked on the pool water. Youâre not sure what to say. Heâs not wrong, youâre not fond of the boy, he gets on your nerves often, and you donât know why. Â
âSorry...â He whispers the apology. Youâre not sure why he feels guilty for someone elseâs opinion of him. Why heâs apologizing for your dislike toward him. âWhat are you sorry for?â He looks up at the sound of your voice but canât seem to hold eye contact. âI donât know...â You notice the cool shift in temperature from the clouds moving over the sun. You canât help but wonder if Wonbin is doing it as you shiver and pull your jacket around you. Â
âSorry.â Wonbin apologizes again while watching you shiver in your thin jacket. The clouds clear and the pink sunset washes over the pool again. It still amazes you that he can move the clouds without even looking at them. âWonbin...â He looks up as you say his name. âYeah?â Â
âCan you make it rain...? Like pour?â His usual pout disappears for a moment, the corners of his lips turning upward. It only takes a few seconds before you feel the beginning of a warm spring rainfall. The drops land on your cheeks and fall into the pool as they grow heavier. âWoah...â You canât help but turn to Wonbin whoâs already smiling at you. âYou like rain?â His shirt is soaked through now, and you almost feel bad making him do this after a shower. Â
âI love the rain, especially spring rain.â He listens as you speak and keeps his eyes on you, watching the water land on your skin. âMe too.â He says quietly. âBut Iâm sure this whole city would hate me right now if they knew I was the cause of it...â You laugh at his words but canât deny the truth in them. âSorry I made you soak your fresh shirt...â He looks down at his white shirt as you mention it. Â
âItâs okay, I donât mind sleeping shirtless if thatâs okay with you.â Your eyes widen at his suggestion, the idea is more than okay with you. âThatâs fine.â You attempt to sound nonchalant with your answer. He nods while closing his eyes and tilting his head back to enjoy the rain. Â
Suddenly, the excitement for this quest comes rushing back. Â
summary: one day, wonbin, the president of an entertainment company, coincidentally sees y/n on the subway. mesmerized by her mystical beauty, he begins riding the subway every day, just so he can see her. when they are unexpectedly reunited, love sparks between their hearts. until wonbin discovers a secret about her.
the first time wonbin saw her, the subway car was half-empty and smelled faintly of rain-soaked coats and instant coffee.
he was slouched against the pole near the door, earbuds in but music paused, scrolling mindlessly through schedules that blurred together, meetings, auditions, investor dinners, the endless rotation of his life as ceo of starlight entertainment. twenty-eight felt heavier than it should.
then the train jerked to a stop at itaewon station.
she stepped in.
long coat the color of midnight fog, hair falling in soft, unstyled waves that caught the fluorescent light like spun moonlight. she didnât look around. she simply found a spot by the opposite door, slipped one hand into her pocket, and stared out the window even though it was too dark to see anything but reflections.
wonbin forgot how to blink.
there was something almost otherworldly about her. not the polished, camera-ready beauty he saw every day at work. this was quieter. softer. like she belonged to a different season, one that hadnât arrived yet. her lashes were long and dark against pale skin, lips slightly parted as if she were whispering secrets to the glass.
the train lurched forward again.
she swayed gently with the motion, fingers tightening around the strap of her worn canvas bag. wonbin realized he was staring. he looked away. then back. then away again, heart doing an embarrassing little flip he hadnât felt since high school.
when his stop came, gangnam, the glittering heart of everything he was supposed to care about he didnât move.
he stayed.
the next morning he told himself it was just curiosity.
he took the same line. same car. same time.
she was there.
always near the same door. always looking out. sometimes she read a small paperback with a frayed cover. sometimes she sketched in a tiny notebook, pencil moving in quick, sure strokes. once she pressed her forehead to the window and closed her eyes, and wonbin felt something ache inside his chest.
he never approached her.
he just⌠watched. memorized the way she tucked hair behind her ear when she was thinking. the way her brows furrowed slightly when the train swayed too hard. the faint smile that appeared when she read something funny.
days became weeks.
he started leaving earlier just to catch this exact train. meetings were rescheduled. his secretary raised an eyebrow but said nothing. wonbin didnât care. this quiet, stolen hour on the subway became the only part of his day that felt real.
then one rainy tuesday, everything changed.
the car was more crowded than usual. people pressed shoulder to shoulder. wonbin stood near the middle, gripping the overhead bar, when someone stumbled backward as the train braked hard.
her.
she collided softly against his chest, canvas bag slipping from her shoulder. instinct made him catch her elbow before she could fall completely.
âsorry, iâm so sorry,â she breathed, voice low and a little husky, like she wasnât used to speaking loudly.
wonbin froze.
up close she smelled like rain and something sweet, jasmine? vanilla? her eyes were wide, deep brown with golden flecks near the pupil, framed by lashes still dotted with rain.
âitâs okay,â he managed. his voice came out softer than he meant. âyou alright?â
she nodded quickly, cheeks flushing. âyeah. thank you.â
she tried to step back, but the crowd wouldnât let her. they were pressed together now, her shoulder against his chest, his hand still lightly on her elbow like he was afraid sheâd disappear if he let go.
the train rattled on.
âiâm wonbin,â he said suddenly, because the silence felt louder than the wheels on the tracks.
her gaze flicked up. surprised. then a tiny smile curved her lips.
ây/n.â
his heart slammed against his ribs.
y/n.
they didnât speak much after that. just small things. the weather. how crowded the train was today. how the coffee shop near exit 3 had the best red bean buns. but every word felt precious, like something stolen from time itself.
when her stop came, hongdae, she gave him a shy wave.
âsee you tomorrow?â she asked, almost like a question.
she smiled again, small, real, and disappeared into the sea of umbrellas.
after that, they found each other every morning.
sometimes they talked the whole ride. sometimes they stood in comfortable silence, shoulders brushing. once she offered him one earbud and they listened to a lo-fi playlist together while rain streaked the windows. another time she showed him the sketch sheâd been working on a delicate line drawing of the subway car at dusk, light spilling through the doors like honey.
âyouâre really good,â he said quietly.
she ducked her head. âitâs just practice.â
but he could see how much it meant to her.
weeks turned into a month. then two.
wonbin started smiling more at work. humming in elevators. his best friend and vice president, seunghan, narrowed his eyes one day and said, âyouâre seeing someone, arenât you?â
wonbin only smiled.
he hadnât kissed her yet. hadnât even held her hand.
but he was falling. hard. helplessly. every morning he woke up counting the minutes until he could see her again.
then came the day everything cracked open.
it was a chilly november morning. the train was quieter than usual. y/n sat beside him on the bench seat, something new, something that made his pulse race. their thighs touched. neither of them moved away.
she was quieter today. fingers twisting the hem of her scarf.
âeverything okay?â wonbin asked softly.
she hesitated. then reached into her bag and pulled out a cream envelope. inside was a single sheet of paper.
she handed it to him without a word.
he read.
seoul national university hospital
department of oncology
patient: l/n y/n
diagnosis: acute lymphoblastic leukemia (relapse)
treatment plan: chemotherapy, possible bone marrow transplant
prognosis: guarded
the words blurred.
wonbinâs hands started shaking.
ây/nâŚâ
âi was going to tell you,â she whispered. âi just⌠i didnât want this to be the only thing you saw when you looked at me.â
he looked at her then, really looked.
the faint shadows under her eyes heâd always thought were just tiredness. the way she sometimes pressed a hand to her side when she thought he wasnât watching. how she always carried that little canvas bag with snacks, medicine, a soft hat for the days she felt coldest.
âhow long?â he asked, voice cracking.
âdiagnosed at nineteen. went into remission for four years. it came back three months ago.â
three months.
right around the time he first saw her.
his throat burned.
âwhy didnât you say anything?â
âbecause for the first time in years⌠i felt normal with you.â her voice trembled. âyou looked at me like i was just⌠me. not a patient. not a statistic. just y/n.â
tears slipped down her cheeks.
wonbin set the paper aside carefully. then he reached for her hand, slowly, giving her time to pull away.
she didnât.
he laced their fingers together. her hand was cold. fragile. perfect.
âiâm not going anywhere,â he said.
she let out a broken laugh. âwonbin, you donât understand. the treatment is⌠itâs aggressive. there are days i can barely get out of bed. hair loss. nausea. infections. it might not evenââ
âi donât care.â
her eyes snapped to his.
âi mean it,â he continued, voice low and fierce. âi donât care about any of that. i care about you. the girl who sketches subway lights. the girl who hums when she thinks no oneâs listening. the girl who made me look forward to mornings again.â
tears streamed faster now.
âiâm scared,â she admitted in the smallest voice.
âme too,â he whispered. âbut weâre doing this together. okay?â
she searched his face for a long moment.
then she nodded.
wonbin lifted her hand to his lips. pressed the softest kiss to her knuckles.
âfrom now on,â he murmured against her skin, âevery hard day, every hospital visit, every morning you donât feel like getting up⌠you call me. text me. scream at me if you need to. just donât carry it alone.â
y/n let out a shaky breath.
then she leaned forward and rested her forehead against his shoulder.
he wrapped both arms around her carefully, like she was made of starlight and held her while she cried quietly into his coat.
the train kept moving.
but for the first time in months, wonbin didnât feel like he was running out of time.
he felt like time had finally slowed down enough for him to love her properly.
over the next weeks, everything changed and nothing did.
they still took the subway every morning.
only now wonbin carried her bag when it felt too heavy. he slipped hand warmers into her pockets on cold days. he memorized her medication schedule and texted her dumb memes at 8:03 a.m. to make her laugh before treatment.
some days she was too weak to stand. those days he called his driver and they rode in the back of the black sedan instead her head on his shoulder, his fingers combing gently through what was left of her hair after the first round of chemo.
he never once looked at her like she was broken.
he looked at her like she was the most beautiful thing heâd ever seen.
one evening, after a particularly rough session, she was curled on his couch in his apartment oversized hoodie swallowing her frame, beanie pulled low.
wonbin came back from the kitchen with two mugs of hot chocolate.
âextra marshmallows,â he announced proudly.
she smiled weakly. âyouâre spoiling me.â
âgood.â he sat beside her, pulled a blanket over both their laps. âget used to it.â
she sipped slowly. then set the mug down.
âwonbin?â
âhm?â
âthank you.â
he tilted his head. âfor what?â
âfor seeing me.â her voice cracked. âeven now. especially now.â
he set his own mug aside. cupped her face gently thumbs brushing the tops of her cheekbones.
âiâve been seeing you since the first second you stepped on that train,â he whispered. âand iâm never going to stop.â
her eyes shimmered.
then she leaned in.
their first kiss was slow. careful. trembling.
her lips were soft. hesitant. tasting faintly of chocolate and salt.
wonbin kissed her like she was the only thing that mattered in the world.
because she was.
when they pulled apart, foreheads touching, she whispered against his mouth,
âi love you.â
wonbinâs heart cracked open.
âi love you too,â he breathed. âso much it hurts.â
outside, seoul glittered.
inside, two people held each other like theyâd invented time itself.
and maybe, just maybe, they still had enough of it left to fill with quiet mornings, subway rides, whispered promises, and a love that refused to let go.