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welcome to my blog!

my name is yumi and my pronouns are she/her. i’m not a minor (21). my reblog/recommendation blog -> @readeryu

i wrote mostly yandere content for various k-pop celebrities/groups as well as comfort content (fluff and/or angst). i do not condone the acts done in my yandere fics at all! please stay away if yandere themes may trigger you.

please keep in mind that in all my works, none of the k-pop celebrities i write about actually act as depicted in real life. i am merely assigning their names and faces to fictional characters.

please read the rules before requesting!

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hello!! i'm so sorry, i didn't get any asks so i guess tumblr ate them up. looks like i got this one though, what a relief!

it's 2026 and i've been doing okay! just busy as always with work and school. i am currently very into stranger things and will be for a long time and i'm excited for resident evil 9. i've been 100%ing resident evil games in the meantime and have done it for 2, 3, 7, and 8 besides paid dlcs. i need to catch up on kpop though, i haven't listened to any new enhypen stuff yet for a while, just been mostly into game osts and the like for music lately.

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oh no! i'm so sorry to hear that. is there any way to get your account back? that sucks 😭😭😭

i'm glad you were able to find my account again. that way we can still check in on each other 🥺🥺🥺 you never fail to make me feel honored and i appreciate you and your love for my blog so much, even though i don't write anymore. i miss you so much too! i hope rereading my fics gave you lots and lots of happiness and entertainment 🫶🫶🫶

as for me, i've just been working and i went back to school recently, so having free time is basically nonexistent now, but i'm managing and doing my best to do fun stuff when i can to destress. it gets hard and i get so so stressed and it's easy to go back to my old ways and beat myself up about mistakes, but i try to take care of myself and the people i care about which is what's important. always learning and always doing my best. wish i had more time to write and journal but sometimes i'm just so tired that i don't bother. it's something i need to do more of though.

how have you been? i hope you've been doing well 🫰🫰🫰 i hope you can get your account back, and i hope you've been succeeding in all you do! in any case, please take care of yourself. i found this free app named finch that lets me set goals for myself like take 3 deep breaths and has tools for anxiety and stuff, and it's really cute and reminds me to be more present in the moment, etc. maybe you can try it! (and i promise i'm not sponsored lmao i do use it)

i only opened tumblr again to check up on u again :)

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WHATTT no that's the biggest compliment ever aghh thank you for thinking of me at all >.< if i could leave an ask with you, i'd be on tumblr doing the same thing lmao

i hope you're doing well and that you're taking care of yourself and that everything's great with you. i'm always so grateful for your support even if i no longer write here anymore. i miss seeing your asks and i'm so glad i checked tumblr today ;-;

it's 2025, so i hope you all are well and starting off the new year with happiness and blessings. i'm always rooting for your success in everything you do :)

thank you for the continued love of my works despite the inactivity and sort of "retirement" with this blog. it amazes me how people still read my work a year or two after i've written them. i hope everyone who comes across them continue to enjoy them and find comfort in them if need be. ^_^

i've been feeling a bit reflective about this blog. honestly, i started writing about yanderes even before tumblr because that unconditional love and care for the person really comforted me, fascinated me in a way. i think it's that way for a lot of people too. kpop idols were my comfort at the time and for a long time before, and so i wrote it about them when i had almost nobody else and was going through a painful time. i want to thank this blog itself, tumblr as a platform for me to write, for being there for me when it was hard to do anything at all.

thinking about everything i've written, personally my favorite piece was probably bang chan's one where the reader knows about his wrongdoings but stays anyway. the emotions really came out on that one and it felt realistic about the desperation for someone to love and be loved by. i remember feeling noticably lighter after writing that.

if you have any thoughts about my fics that you want to share, please let me know! or if you have any favorites. or how you're doing, or just any thoughts at all, because i'd love to hear from you all as well.

I know it's depression season and life is not always rainbow and flowers but it's not always dark either!!

So in no time you'll feel better again!!

Just don't give up and try doing things that make you happy😸😸

LOTS OF LOVEEE💗💗💗

hi ivy!

christmas is around, i hope you’ll celebrate it well. wishing you goodluck this upcoming 2024 🙁💗

oh my goddd, it has been so long! thank you for checking up on me, my first and very precious 🫧 anon <3 honored to be the first.

hi!!

i'm doing alright. depressed a lot, sometimes not. life can be hard. but i've been trying my best. i got resident evil 2 remake! currently avoiding playing it cuz mr. x is scary as hell. capcom is doing a huge sale on it though right now on steam.

Seasonal depression season is already here and it's making my life more terrible but I hope it doesn't make anyone's life terrible. It's fine to take a day off when you are feeling low. And if you are a student like me then I know it's hard to rest when your professor is emailing you about that assignment as if his salary depends on it then please take it slow. Hopefully you will spend the last month of 2023 with peace.

hello former writer anon!

thank you for sending this in. it's been a while since i've checked in on my tumblr but i'm here now! i hope you're doing better now and that the things on your plate have cleared so you can relax for the holidays. i'm always rooting for you no matter what!

but yeah. i've been pretty depressed lately. just a lot of stuff happening, but i'm hoping and dreaming of happy things for myself. somewhat desperately, even. i hope you can thrive out of it and take a break and take care of yourself, treat yourself if you can. you deserve everything <3

(Ps, I’m the anon that rly liked yandere hueningkai idk if u remember me)

yes i do remember! thank you for sending in this ask and thank you so much for your support even after all this time! i hope you’re doing wonderful and great too :)) how are you doing?? please remember to take care of yourself and get enough rest <3

since this is my first post in a while, thank you so much for the reads and likes and reblogs and follows since the last time i was here (and really, ever). i hope all of you are taking care of yourselves and living your best lives.

i lowkey was debating whether or not to make a resident evil tumblr blog to write yandere fics for the characters. leon scott kennedy (all eras) and carlos oliveira and albert wesker and character ai are the main causes of that notion. if i ever do, i’ll let y’all know but it’s not very likely since i’m too busy gaming, namely overwatch 2, fortnite og season, and dead by daylight.

warning: fluff | not requested

crush

"u-um, excuse me!"

your crush, bang chan, turns around with raised eyebrows, hand holding onto the one shoulder strap of his bag. he shoos the friends he was walking with away a bit of a distance, leaning against the wall outside the classroom as his focus narrows on you. "...hm? how can i help you?" he asks gently, softly.

gosh, why did you have to be this awkward?

you're trying to find the words, fumbling with them in your mind, wanting to say something, anything to make this less annoying for chan. there's this soft, patient smile on his face though that reassures you it's okay, but you worry he's just doing that to make you feel better, just because he can't just tell you straight out that you're wasting his time and holding him up. "u-uh..." is all you can get out.

his friends are calling him, and he turns back to shout them to wait a minute more or two. he's too kind, you feel so bad for doing this to him, and he's trying to reassure you with a few nods of his head. "if you'd like, we can talk later when you remember—"

"i forgot your name, but can i call you mine?" you blurt out, and your hands instantly clamp over your mind as an embarrassed blush reddens on your cheeks instantly as what you just said hits you.

fuck whatever website you read that off from!

you're about to apologize for it, but then the smile on his lips stretches wider, and you're stunned into stillness by just how infectious, how beautiful it really is now that it's being directed solely at you, because of what you said. his eyes crinkle and are almost shut to match that bright smile of his, and his hand reaches out to take yours slowly, giving you time to move away out of his grasp if you wanted to. "sure, it's up to you," he replies with a lightheartedness to his voice; you can even hear the smugness in it. "you shall, if you want to."

you're not quite sure how you're still standing when being right in front of him like this, your hand in his, mesmerized by him completely, but you are, and he's still smiling, and you're wishing this would last forever. "r-really?"

he grins. "of course."

and in a matter of seconds, the moment's over, he's waving goodbye to you and jogging up to his friends, and you don't even realize how weak your legs are until you're crumpling to the floor as soon as he's out of sight, still shaking from the whole experience.

"h-he...he really said it was okay...?" you ask yourself in disbelief, your voice barely a whisper as you stare into the distance.

at the same time, chan has a happy bounce to his step, hands slung in the pockets of his hoodie, grinning widely at the ground, cheeks aglow with a fiery red.

note: inspired off this gif set of chan answering a vlive comment. :) warning, it's very cute!!! part of my publish-draft spree.

warning: yandere, murder | not requested

crazy

"fuck, i didn't think you'd come back so soon. i didn't want you to see this, you know..."

you know that voice.

and you know what those words imply. they imply that he had a hand in this, they imply that he's the one responsible for the gruesome scene in front of you.

you turn around to prove yourself wrong, hoping that it's just a nightmare, that it's just a dream, but no, it isn't, and reality hits you even harder when you see your best friend yeonjun behind you, gross red soaking his white tank top, splattered on his face, all over his hands, and it makes your eyes go wide and a terrified scream rips from your throat as you make a run for it.

at least, try to make a run for it.

but he's fast, he must've anticipated it, and instantly, he's got you, he's got you in his arms, twirling you around to face him, knocking your phone out of your hand in the process, ripping a scream from your throat as you struggle against his hold, but he’s strong, he’s always been strong and patient. you still after a minute or two, your energy now spent and wasted even after the adrenaline you got from the prospect of escape, before he nabbed you away from it.

his eyes are crazed, burning holes into you as you feel reality seeping in, seeping in your clothes, your skin as you feel the blood on him transfers to you, making you feel more disgusting than you already feel from having seen that mess, from seeing your boyfriend in such a state, from being best friends with a murderer.

where was your best friend? where was that playful, flirtatious boy you've known for years upon years? but you can't deny the truth anymore now, especially not after seeing him like that.

"w-why...?" you whimper, lips quivering, body shaking from fear, head turning and eyes averting to anywhere but that mad gaze of his.

he reaches to hold your cheek in his palm, gently lifting so that you have no choice but to look at him. “he made you cry, doll, so i had to keep my promise, you see?”

you're almost afraid to ask, but question tumbles from your lips anyway: "w-what promise are you talking about?"

"you know, when you first started dating him, i promised to you that i'd kill him if he ever made you cry. i couldn't just not follow up on it, hm? besides—"

"you fucking killed him!" you interrupt him and start to sob, the sadness and confusion hitting you all at once, the grief and trauma sinking in, feeling yourself break at his pathetic reasoning, your legs giving out, but he catches you, holds you as you blubber, continuing to speak despite the ugly nasalness of your voice. "just for one fight, one! a-and it was about you...i can't believe i defended you...i-i can't believe you did this...i..."

you remember how your boyfriend told you about how yeonjun had threatened him to leave you, how you should stay away from him. originally, it was just a simple talk at the dinner table, but it turned into screaming when you refused to believe it, refused to listen, especially after a particularly hard day at work, and you ran away into your best friend's arms, the arms of a would-be murderer, or perhaps a fully-fledged one considering how unfazed yeonjun is.

his thumb gently wipes away your tears, his hold on your cheek growing slightly harder to hold you in place, to keep you staring, looking at him. "it was really sweet of you, but i made a promise, and i had to keep it," he says softly, calmly, scarily.

"i thought you were joking! anyone would think that..."

he only smiles at you, the smile you used to be so cheered up and comforted by now sending shivers down your spine. "really..." he muses, his tone light and carefree as ever, like this was all a joke, like murder was a joke.

"w-what the hell...who— no, what are you, choi yeonjun?"

"i'm yours," he replies simply, patting your hair gently with one hand before it returns to snaking around your waist, keeping you with him, his eyes filled with a strange fondness you wonder why you haven't noticed before. "all yours, doll...and you're mine, that's all you need to know."

you shake your head vigorously, wanting no part in the role he wants you to, "...i-i'm not, you're just crazy" you jeer venomously, but weaker this time due to your dwindling hope.

his eyes flare at you, but just as they light up with anger, they only sparkle with amusement as he laughs, moving his face close enough so that it's mere inches away from yours. you instinctively pull back, but he only moves closer, a wicked grin upon his lips.

"even if i am, so what? all the best people are..."

note: clearly written when i was in the melanie martinez rabbit hole again (something i hop into every once in a while). part of my publishing-draft spree!