Sunflower Child

Because I can’t get pregnant I feel like another puppy will help me, I’m not sure if I can be fixed

This time last year I was pregnant and so excited to tell everyone, now here I am drinking wine with no baby struggling event since to get pregnant again

I guess I really know my place now……….

I let the wall win and now my hands are covered in cuts and bruises

I learned a lot today

I’m hurting and I don’t know how you choose to ignore it

Idk when I’ll be happy again

I just don’t understand why

I’m actually looking to get pregnant, never thought I’d ever get to this place

One of the worst days of my life

Clearly I’m not the one you love

for the first time in a while I'm actually starting to feel good about myself and with my life. Being happy is a great feeling I want to feel more often

Instead of taking to en just read my fucking journal because clearly you don’t mean that much to me

You know I’m struggling yet you kick me to the ground instead of helping me up

I just want one person to care about me

It feels like my only special talent is fucking literally everything up

I did the right thing and all I got was being fucked over