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The ones that tore off the flesh to it's bits.

The ones that peeped in through the creepy giggle on her face.

The drip drop all over and her tongue tasting the freedom of breaking out.

The gaze that startled, and cut my feet into the ground.

On my knees begging for my life

And she offered me my death in those vermillion hands.

Every word you speak is so loud, but all you can hear is my whispers. Where did the obsession go? I couldn't enjoy my days with you, there was supposed to be a right time n a right place. But now it just feels I'm standing still n

You're moving along. I feel we're drifting apart, we were meant to be! Why haven't you come back to me?!

Some days its just water.

Some days its all summer hues and

Some days it's exhaustion to the core.

Some days I'm yellow and some days I'm a mix of greys.

That's a rude way to describe a color but what more can I say when all I am is a human preferred to be seen in colors.

I'm bleeding and you are watching me.

I'm bleeding on the inside and you stand there to watch me.

I'm bleeding inside. It hurts. Your eyes tear up.

I'm bleeding blood in deep reds.

You stand next to the wall, looking me in the eye.

You bleed tears.

Those tears that was long overdue.

Those tears that makes my blood more darker and deeper.

Those tears that flood the whole ground I'm standing on.

My blood that just turns grey.

And my blood no longer hurts.

In the end. You won this battle.

All those ruins. Shattered on the wall.

Just wait.

Wait.

I'll pick up them pieces.

Wait.

Till I patch them up

And then.

Then, you're gonna face the wraths of your own God.

The God you created with my blood scraps.

The God, laughing mercilessly at your tiny little heart.

Who are we sane for? Why are we considered insane when things are not done as programmed? Is it insane to feel alive? Who set up these order and process on how life should be driven ?

Freaking people who wanted a line to be walked on. It's insane to not feel alive.

If it feels insane to anybody else, then it just proves that they absofuckinglutely are not living your life.

You can walk in any line you want. Standing line, sleeping line. Slanting line, zig zag line. Or even a curvy one.

Or you can just go fucking crazy n run around like you want!!