what are crushes even though, to me they feel like doorways to the version of a self you want to embody.. sure i feel the mind fantasizing about all the different, exciting ways the connection can unfold, but beyond that the magnetic pull feels intentional, it feels beyond me and planned - what is it that draws me to this person and maybe its about something unresolved for me sure, neurologically, but i also feel that it's something greater than myself - a strong magnetic pull is the aligning of authenticity and collaborative relationships magnetize that, these connections are our teachers and we embody these lessons

my crush is calm, humble, quietly self-assured, open-minded, well-traveled