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forgot to buy bread / bread adjacent items the other day so i’ve made crackers from scratch. hopefully they’re not shite bc i have some whipped cream cheese and blueberry spread to slather on them and i’m really looking forward to it

can’t even begin to explain how unwell i feel. i feel poisoned. like some wizard assassin visited me in the night and dripped a drop of liquid between my sleeping teeth. and you know the vial was elaborate and ornate and beautiful but still unmistakably evil looking. anyway, i’m looking at clothes on toast because i have a sickness called “i still don’t have enough trousers that make me look like a well-dressed gay man and also it’s 1950”

this yoke is looking so good ooooh. odds on hyperfixating on it for the week to avoid stress and finishing it very quickly? high. very high

i never ever do this but i may just not get out of bed tomorrow. or maybe lay on the sofa all day if the guilt is too much or it’s uncomfortable to prop myself up. i feel so exhausted and physically broken. i cooked butternut soup after getting home and i maybe shouldn’t have bc i really feel like that was the last thread. at least i have two knitting projects to work on so i can be mindless and not move much :’)

maybe i’ll take my knitting with me so i don’t lose my mind in the waiting room. they’re never on time

i am so not in the mood to go to this hospital appointment. pelvis still hurts real bad as does my leg and i feel extra dizzy, shaky and sick today. i don’t think i even have the mental capacity to string a sentence together, i feel rather braindead

sometimes the youtube algorithm drops an absolute blessing into your arms and this time it was svea maria sofie’s channel. i can’t even begin to explain how much peace and joy her videos have already brought me. an absolute delight

it’s finally cool enough to wear trousers again!!! 16°!! perfect!

curiosity got the better of me while watching got… i wondered how theon could pee if they made him a eunuch so i googled it. i kind of wish i didn’t bc it made me sad

it’s not even that i’m annoyed about really. i’m just in so much pain bc the back of my pelvis feels like it’s been ran over by a tank and i have to go to the hospital again tomorrow and i’m just tired of it

crazy how they levelled the music, dragon screeches and sounds of flesh being ripped apart by swords super well but there isn’t a single bastard sentence uttered at louder than a whisper in the entirety of game of thrones