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idkpleasekillme

sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal

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honeypleasejustkillme

who else mourning the person they could've been if they were treated kindly as a child

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terminally-unlikable

Actually upon further inspection that shit really hurted my feelings

snake-habitat1

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

thiabeagoodgirl

i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.

medicalsin

nice personality disorder did your mom give it to you

quick2love

“don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years

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bpdohwhatajoy

Back when I used to hang out with people this was so real

ribcagewolf

something about growing up suicidal and extremely mentally ill. being the kid that your parents fight about, that sees psychiatrists and misses school. and creating this character for yourself, accepting yourself as someone that loves suffering and victimhood and depravity, that relishes in shocking or disgusting adults, that seeks pity. seeing death as your destiny, as this beautiful catharsis that will relieve you of all your suffering. imagining your own death for a sense of comfort, because you needed to feel like everything would culminate and be worth something.

how do you heal and move on? how do you grow up and become a normal person. when you're used to walking around crying for help, trying to express the urgency and enormity of your situation at all times. how do you let go of that.

thiabeagoodgirl

despair has no place to go but my skin

bpdohwhatajoy

Fuck everyone who took advantage of me when I was naive and attached you’re all sick and disgusting

classycookiexo

faverinfairy444

me

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prettypositivity

be careful with how much you tolerate. you are teaching them how to treat you

earthtodes

My problem is I never healed I just kept going

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