Just A Weird BlobGroup | Yee Years Old | Transgirl | Autistic, ADHD, Quoigenic | Pro Self-Dx | This Blog Is Dedicated To Posts On Neurodiversity And As A Diary Of Sorts To Track Our Mental State. We Also Interact With Other People Who Are Also Neurodivergent To Spread Love And Positivity.
29 Year Old || NB Femme (She/Her or Fae/Faer), Queer || Autistic, ADHD, BPD, Quoigenic System || More Info On Main.
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“Endo or Traumagenic?” Nope. Don’t care about a label. My existence or validity isn’t a debate or discourse term. Both sides of yjr discourse are negative. I’m here to minimize my negativity and stress.
I have multiple diagnoses for mental and physical conditions and am also Pro-Dx. What is or isn’t “professionally” diagnosed isn’t your concern. Accept my labels at face value and respect me in them or don’t bother interacting.
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Host Is A Blurry Title So We Do Not Use It For Any One Individual.
This is a work in progress and pure ripped from pluralkit which was also pure ripped from simplyplural. This is also with a fair bit of missing info and many unknown headmates.
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Dev (They/Them or It/Its):
Not a talker (pure nonverbal for unknown reason). Tech focused mind. Programmer both internally and externally but low attention span. Only able to verbalize with internal assistance. Otherwise gestures or writes. Gaming, retro tech, indiweb/web revival fan.
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Emberlynn (She/Her or Fae/Faer):
Transfemme creature. She loves shopping (specifically thrifting), gaming, and memes.
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Emmi (She/Her, It/Its, Or Dog/Dogself):
Whether an extension of Emberlynn or something separate entirely, Emmi is here to stay. Dog brained focused, constantly barking. Combination Riss and Emberlynn's need
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Iris/Riss (She/Her)
Girl. Young. Age Shifter Between 5-11. Pink. Bunnies. Pastels. Plushies. Cries And Is Scared Easily. Bad with talking. Will Color For You If You Are Nice To Her.
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Ivy (She/Her or They/Them):
Protector. Angry, willing to fight, rarely solo fronting to prevent problems. Will mom-voice you. Primarily lesbian. Southern belle at times. Will key cars at others. Beekeeping, gardening, knitting, digital minimalism. These are hobbies she seems to like.
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Void (It/Its):
“Us and We” to refer to itself. Yes Years Of Age. Inhuman. Dissociative. Devoid Of Major Personality Traits. Holds much of the trauma and extreme emotions we seem to have.
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thing that pisses me off most about adhd advice from neurotypicals... the 'doing something for 30 days forms a habit.' bitch nothing in my life is a habit i would be ripping bong and jacking off all day if it was a matter of choice. never underestimate my ability to be super invested in something for like 2 weeks and then forget to do it one day and never go back to it
I suppose its been long enough since my last self reflection post. I’ve come to terms with a lot on how I’m struggling lately and know that I need to a lot of help. Sadly that sort of thing has coats that cant be afforded. I’m not even talking strictly monetary.
I know I want to be better. I know I’m struggling. I know that as time goes on I’m needing to make very drastic changes for the sake of my own mental. I’ve accepted I am going to be the villain in some peoples stories for the sake of my own sanity.
I fear I’m losing myself. Not because I’m asking for help more often from people I trust to know me, but because the people I trust to know me don’t trust themselves to help me in that sense.
I don’t know where everything is going but I know I’m trying to get better. I will keep working towards that end. Regardless of who continues on the journey with me
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My therapist, who specializes in adults with ADHD, recently told me that all of her clients need a three day crash period after a big life change. Finish the semester? Crash. Change jobs? Crash. Go on a really cool, really relaxing vacation? Crash the moment you get home.
It's true of literally all of her clients. She works with a lot of them to put systems in place so that their crashes are only three days. This includes the high-powered execs who travel regularly for work. It does not matter how successful or high functioning they are - they have ADHD, and crashing is just part of the process of living with it.
I'm sharing this with all you ADHD friends out there, just in case you (like me) start shaming yourself if your crash lasts more than one day. It turns out three days is kind of the best case scenario. Be kind to yourselves!
[This post has been edited to change "crashout" to "crash". It was causing confusion and/or offense, especially to people who thought I was referring to "crashout" as the term exists in AAVE (also being appropriated into gen z speak right now). I'm sorry about that. Please reblog this version of the post in the future!]
Actually can plural egg cracking (memes or otherwise) become a thing. It might seem obvious to YOU that emotions don't normally have gender identities and gender fluidity doesn't normally give you different hobbies per gender but nobody bothered to tell ME until I was already knee deep in this shit
Also hearing voices that come back and say stuff that have their own personalities, or even names and pronouns isn't normal. I feel so stupid for thinking that that was normal like my whole life
happy autism awareness day to all the girls who had “ friends” growing up who were actually bullying them . to the girls who always sat alone in the grass and wondered why nobody wanted to talk . to the girls who spoke to animals like they were listening . to the girls who created a little world in their room . to the girls who always felt ashamed for how deeply they love things and how passionately they enjoyed media . to the girls who covered their ears when they were overwhelmed by everything . to the girls who carrying a special thing around to feel safe . to the girls who never understood what they did wrong to feel so lonely . to the girls who were diagnosed later in life because they weren’t little boys who liked trains. you are so special and beautiful and you’re not worse for it, you love deeply and that is so wonderful please never try to push that down . I LOVE YOU !!!!!
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"traumagenic systems only, Endo supporters fuck off" just call me a faker bro
I cannot put into words how insulting it is to be a DID system formed from classic DID style abuse and be completely excluded from "traumagenic systems" because I think its okay to have weird identities that don't make sense . I did not get a dissociative disorder just to have some 14 year olds on Tumblr.com tell me "supporting endos" excludes me from DID/OSDD spaces
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