A ray of light illuminating the chaotic internet of today...
Bringing happiness to the nerds floating in this electronic sea!
A promise of future peace,
I'm a little manic and moody, but it's alright!
The internet angel has descended!
I'm here to love and heal all you nerds out there on the internet.
And while I'm at it, I'm going to become the biggest streamer on here! That's a threat AND a promise!
Go big, or go home! So, I'm going to shoot for 1 million followers!
Hi there! I'm vel/lucretius!
I like nicknames! Give me nicknames! Or... you can choose from Luci, Lu, and Luc!
I'm a jiraiblogger who's been banned on tumblr 5 times now, so I'm leeching off of my brother, Jimmy's, email to keep this blog up. I refuse to make another email.
I'm a mentally ill trans guy who uses he/rag/rot/kitty/cat/void/doll/decay pronouns. I use a lot of labels to describe my identity, but I will not list them all. The main ones are multispec, trans, ashleygender, deadthing, and pinkcatgender. (Might also be an Ashley Graves fictionkin).
Some fandoms I'm in include Needy Streamer Overload, Creepypasta, Danganronpa, Psychopomp, DoL, The Kid at The Back, and TCOAAL.
As mentioned previously, I am mentally ill. More specifically, I suspect I have NPD, DPDR, APD, and anxiety. I also suspect that I have BPD, sadistic, and ASPD/CD traits. I rarely experience remorse, empathy, or sympathy. I'm only diagnosed autistic, and I know I have chronic knee pain and tics. Because of this, I am likely problematic. Normally, I would post vents on this blog, but that's what got me banned last time. So, this blog will not feature discussions surrounding sensitive topics, except for homicidal/suicidal ideation and SA or incest (this specifically because I am a victim of both). I will also joke about being incestuous with my brother, Yae, however, we are not actually related (π’). This is evident because I am white, and he is black.
Note: I go through very long episodes of derealization/depersonalization (shortest one has lasted a year). I am currently recovering from one, so my memory may tend to fail me because of that.
I'm a yumeshipper! I love yumeshipping! My list of yumes include... Helen Otis (NS), Jericho Ichabod (NS), Sal Fisher (NS), Ticci Toby (S), Tim Wright (S), Brian Thomas (S), X-Virus (NS), Homicidal Liu (NS), Gwylan (NS), Sydney (SS), Bailey (S), and Whitney (SS).
My personal DNI list will include radqueers (not including people with BIID), TCOAAL haters, ALL bigots, people who justify anything with religion (antitheist here), "narc abuse" believers, people against yumeshipping, TADC and Hazbin fans are on THIN ice, people who are overly sensitive (get off the internet atp), antishippers, pro-contact paraphiles, pro-RAMCOA, lolicon/shotacon, and a majority of doubles.
If you're none of these, pleaseee be my friend! I love making friends! I love talking to people! I love attention!
Also, @dumfishh fan (gimme that COOCHIE bby ππππ)
P.S, I'm bosnian <3
#all angels break down - vents (subtle)
HELLO! JIMMY/YAE HERE! Your local Internet PERVERT.
I'm likely the biggest pervert known to man, I absolutely adore DOL, it's one of my main anchors whenever I'm going through it. I identify with being a Trans man as well as a incubus yay! I use he/him and Slit/Slits, Rot/Rotting, and Slut/Slutself. π€
A bit about me, I'm a mentally disabled darkshipper (Non irl condoning) and I absolutely adore Dead Dove which is what I'll be posting a good majority of the time! (Also I love my Big Brother Vel Xoxo <3)
F/o List: Kylar (Ns), Sydney(SS), Eden (NS), Bailey (NS), Jackson + William (the butchery) (NS), Strade & Ren hana (NS), Brian + Tim (NS), Habit (VS), Simon (iron lung) (VS), Neito Monoma (VS), Ticci Toby (NS), Ayano Aishi (NS), Feliciano Vargas (VS), Gammajack (NS), Andrew Graves (VS)
My dni: DOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLESDOUBLES, Antishippers, Religious nuts, Reality Checkers, BUNGO STRAY DOGS FANS ON THIN ICE!, Narc abuse believers.
I suffer with BPD, D.I.D, MDD, And Homicidal + Sui ideation, as well as vivid hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. I'm diagnosed autistic and I have C-PTSD
I'm black btw.
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Psychopomp ost reminds me of when i went through what i think was some form of psychosis during my most recent episode of derealization and depersonalization
Idk who hurt you so bad but I now hate them so much that if I ever snap and murder someone they would be in the 3 of my hit list.
How dare they hurt my moot like that >:(
I love you for this! ππ
You're so sweet for comforting me with this <3
They were a friend, currently a rather popular writer on tumblr. I will not reveal what their user is in order to prevent harrassment (not that I think you would harrass them, but because I still love them)
We were really close, and recently just stopped talking to me. On my other blog, I tried messaging them, sending asks, stuff like that, I never got a response. They even left every single group chat they were in with myself and some other friends.
I'm not sure what happened, or if I did anything wrong, but I've heard that they have new people to talk with in a certain server, they ditched me for them. They still have a tag for me on their blog and other friends, but we've still been ghosted. The last time we talked might have been a few months ago.
I'm very sensitive to betrayal because #bpd traits so i have a lot of rage over that.
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Psychopomp ost reminds me of when i went through what i think was some form of psychosis during my most recent episode of derealization and depersonalization
The only reason why i'm holding myself together and not telling you how much of a traitor you are and how much i hate you is because it might ruin my chances with you ever coming back
That takes a lot of willpower
You should be grateful that i care about anyone this much
I swear to god i'll do really do it when i know for sure you won't come back
A trans woman could breathe and bigots would still try to make her seem like a horrible person for it
(cough, cough) Gooseworx. People are seriously calling her a disgusting person for... what? Putting Jax in a maid dress? And making her transfem? Claiming that Gooseworx has a force-feminization kink, so she must be morally bankrupt is transmisogyny. Are we forgetting that Gooseworx created Jax as a way to show her past in the worst case scenario (iirc)? Or are we brushing that part off to make petty drama in order to pretend that trans women are the enemy?
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