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hey hey. It is the first weekend since I quit my job. Bittersweet. I will begin packing my apartment tomorrow. now that Ive gotten over my weird mood vibe. i feel super super excited. Like when I'm reading my LSAT books, I don't feel like its a job. I feel myself getting more excited about it. dude, i fucking want this bad now. now that I have basically ended my paralegal career. I kinda have no choice lol. I mean i have a choice, but like I don't. Eh, I went out alot this week, and I basically have no money. I am secretly going to stash a little bit away every pay period so hopefully I have my goal amount by the time I leave. I kinda want to change somethings about myself this next year. Take myself slightly more seriously, definitely get in the gym. I am excited about this move. I think home will give me time to relax, and shift my focus to law school. Fuck I want this soo bad. I feel like these past few years I didn't want it as bad as I do now. I said I would take time off from school and I did that. I worked and tried and I got soo tired of it. lol full stop. Idk man, I'm like hyperfocused on a certain city for law school. Idk why. hmm something about it is sticking out more than the others. I definitely decided that I want to go somewhere super liberal. I love the south but I think it's time for something else. but first I have to wiggle my toe [master the lsat and get hella scholarships]