something to write home (from hell) about

Dating Alt TFW; Emo Sam Winchester

Sam: “You only hold me up like this cause you don’t know who I really am” -Of all the gin joints

Dean: “The world tried to burn all the mercy outta me, but you know I wouldn’t let it.” -Sunshine riptide

Castiel: “To the ‘love’. I left my conscience pressed between the pages of the Bible in the drawer. ‘What did it ever do for me?’ I say.“ -XO

Gabriel: “I testify if I die in my sleep then I’ll know that my life was just a killer dream” -Stay Frosty Royal Milk Tea

Charlie: “I'm just young enough to still believe, still believe, But young enough not to know what to believe in”

>> disclaimer: the songs listed are 3rd and 4th wave emo! will be making another with older gen emo lyrics

dean —

"what do you want from me? i'm just a kid who got in too deep // my walls are built up high, forever bound to be steep // i got a bird's eye view of all the secrets you keep" - high regard ,, the story so far

"i know where you've been // you're ruining men // never again will i let someone in" - roam ,, the story so far

"cause i've earned // a couple days amongst the sun // god knows i've more than paid my dues // for all the months that i didn't wanna live through // the sleepless nights // the bloodshot eyes // this blissful pain, contextualized // i went to death's door, he led me inside // but for all my want // he couldn't look me in the eyes // i've been so hurt for so long" - celebration song ,, holding absence

"now the house falls apart cause i can't fucking care // empty cans for foundation, complete disrepair" - we're gonna make it to kilby! ,, hot mulligan

sam —

"maybe we're not all living in hell but we've been conditioned to live in a prison cell" - the death of an illusion ,, capstan

"would you tell me // if you believed that we go somewhere when it's done?" - afraid to die ,, movements

"you will always be branded in me // a memory i'll try to keep out of my head" - can't.lie.around.remembering.everything ,, capstan

"this worrying will be the death of me // obsessive tendencies won't let me sleep // but i can't run away, like i do with everything // it's cripping but my demon is me" - suffer through ,, movements

"can't even sleep. take my dreams they're yours to keep // take my head and hold me down, i'm in too deep and can't get out" - most of the time ,, turnover

“stop saying, stop saying // ‘this pain will all make sense’ // i’m homesick, i’m homesick // for some place I don’t think exists” - a place i don’t think exists ,, real friends

cas —

"cause my effort is never enough // i'll start unpacking all of my stuff" - roam ,, the story so far

"such sweet entropy, it's comforting // as the world crashes in on me // admire all beauty in its brevity" - stars before the sun ,, capstan

"because i've found faith in myself and the people i love // not through medication or forgiveness from above // left in the dark with no divine light // only helping hands and my own will to fight" - the death of an illusion ,, capstan

"a change of scenery won't tame // the endless earthquakes in my head // they're all in my head // so i'll suffer through // a means to an end, it's all i can do // you wanna move mountains? well i do too" - suffer through ,, movements

"but what if hell is cold and heaven's closed? // (god only knows, god only knows)" - beyond belief ,, holding absence

“i’m barely breathing, barely getting by // it takes my lowest low for me to cross your mind” - six feet ,, real friends

bobby —

You really think, that you’re bigger than this?