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ok actually some of the asks are getting intense and annoying. i'm gonna start fresh, pls message me if you want the new url. just annoyed with the amount of shit i receive like i don't really care what they say, i just hate the amount of it. GROW UPPP.
okkk i'm moving and tending to it shortly. like eye said, message me directly if you want the new URL <333
When I was younger I refused to wear anything fashionable, I didn't want people looking at me, I didn't want to be the standout even though I was the only girl in the band and I was the singer...
charlie in the pink suit rt if u agree
it's almost comical how only of them was technically dead, although the other looked more like it. the raven stands by the door frame, body propped up on the sill. she didn't mean to terrorize the other, helping was the priority. however, no one could deny the satisfaction that was brought upon her at hearing nova's response. there was something about the lost past that fuelled her morbid curiosity. amusement adorns her features as she fights the ghost of a smile that keeps pulling at her everlasting pout, ❝ you still are. there's nothing people love most than pretending to care for someone in distress. or dead. ❞ words spoken with such nonchalance, as she approached the superstar walking tragedy, ❝ but don't worry. you'll be forgotten in no time. your gravestone just one of many desolated in a cemetery. ❞ for once, that serpentine tongue of hers refrained from using lies. truth, when presented raw, can cause so much pain. and yet, revelations too. ❝ what will you do then? ❞ a genuine inquiry, curious as to how the mind of someone like nova would work in such instance. wednesday's no better than victor frankenstein himself.
“ i … i don’t really know. ” reality hasn’t fully set in yet, BUT IT HURTS ALL THE SAME. charlotte expected to die like everyone else. she actually anticipated going out in such a cliche way, but she never anticipated being brought back to life. imagine that : dying, waking up in a morgue, and running back with nothing but a white sheet and a toe tag. stopper pops off a crystal bottle of overpriced whiskey ; each sip tastes horrible, but everything does. everything is bitter or, worse, sour. NOVA BURNT OUT LIKE ASTRONOMICAL EVENT SHE WAS NAMED AFTER : albeit, more gruesomely, but it’s ironic. the awe she invoked was ever so real, people watched and cheered and cried, they shouted her name from rooftops, and it didn’t change when the photos leaked. nova will always be watched, her death will be celebration for some or mournful for others … her name, her legacy, it’ll live on, but for how long ??? she can already imagine her ‘ in memoriam ’ slide at the next grammy’s. charlie looks to wednesday, but upon further introspection, her gaze falls to the floor and her lip nearly quivers. “ they’ll remember nova, not me. they remembered how charlotte died, and how nova lived. i’ve been forgotten already. that other part wasn’t real … it was a fuckin’ caricature that got out of hand. ” voice turns into a snarl, before charlotte collects herself. she feels sick thinking about it. she speaks in sentences that trail off, showing the uneasiness that comes with this untraversed territory : “ i don’t know how i feel about it yet ... this wound is fresh. i’m not trying to reopen it further. ”

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SUPERDEAD SUPERSTAR : charlie loses clumps of hair so she chops it off, grotesque teeth and claws made to tear flesh, bugs everywhere, eyes that turn black when in starved rages, a messy room, barely maintained hygiene + home cleanliness, rigor mortis always setting in, seeing herself as a monster all the time.
continued. ╰ @kxllerblond
THIS FEELS DANGEROUS : becoming too self-aware that it feels, just almost, like she’s regaining consciousness. cutting out yes-men cold turkey, pausing the drugs and copious alcohol, remembering what it’s like to be nearly human again. and here she stares at this devil in a pressed suit, feeling something again, even if that something is pure anxiety. numb, cold hands, toying absent-mindedly with the stem of her wine glass charlotte fears to respond, because, more lessons and more lectures, but it feels … good. “ i’m surprised the universe didn’t give up on me forever ago. ” self pitying, sure, but still thankful. thankful that she isn’t a total ‘ vacuous asshole ’ despite everything. however … “ but i’m tired. i wish it did give up on me. i’m envious of everyone who lives their lives as they’re meant to be lived, without the torment, without the agony, without feeling trapped and not being taken seriously. i think i could be going at being a total asshole. maybe that’s the route i’m meant to take. got any wisdom for that ??? ”
@stvrsold sent: this place brings out the worst in all of us. / accepting.
❛ yeah, you can fuckin' say that again. if someone tries to subtly promo their shit to me again, i might just start screaming. ❜ she's in an uncharacteristically bad mood. or, more accurately, she's uncharacteristically letting her bad mood show, when normally any and all negative sentiments are usually locked up tight. especially in public, which this party ( a birthday, she thinks — for some big-shot who'd asked her and charlie to make a appearance that they definitely couldn't say no to ) certainly counts as. on a normal night, she'd have that big smile plastered on as she makes her way from conversation to conversation, unphased by the shining lights and shinier facades, but the brightest she can manage so far was offering the bartender a look of relief and an extra fifty when she'd filled her glass a little higher than expected.
she's just so tired.
they're fresh off of a five show run, which came only two days after a three show run, which came after ... well, you get the gist. while she's no stranger to a touring schedule, that doesn't make it any less exhausting. add in a party she doesn't want to go to full of celebrities they hardly even know, and you've got a recipe for a very grumpy girl.
she takes another sip of her drink, dark eyes flashing across the room, before she turns her attention back towards charlie. her expression turns teasingly pleading, though there's probably more than a little sincerity in it. ❛ you think we've been here long enough to justify leaving already? the hotel bed is calling my name, charlie. ❜
CHARLOTTE IS NOT ONE TO CAST SUCH HORRID VIBES but the air around her feels heavy and gray. wrapped in pvc leather, lids weighed with makeup, feet aching from these fucking boots. like some kind of sad, 80’s goth jester, who never chose to live this life. so, in retaliation to having to be here, she spreads her evil, bad vibes throughout the place. barely concealed scowls, eyes narrowing and twitching with contempt. two typically upbeat peas in a pod, gone sour and rotten in the span of an hour or two. sad. “ i don’t know. i think we have a publicist who will say no, ” tone flat and dead, sarcasm nearly imperceptible. charlie takes a final sip from a martini, nose crinkling. why did she order a martini ??? she’s never liked martinis. what the fuck. what is happening. what demon just possessed her ??? even more miserable, she eats the olive whole and pretends to enjoy it. trapped, cornered : the lowest stakes possible, sure, but her heart still pounds in her chest, and he mouth begins to run dry at the thought of having to speak to more people. how upsetting the thoughts of a comfy hotel bed, room service, finishing the night with a bottle of jack and love island eeks into her brain, and makes her even crankier. but, hey : “ i figured out who’s dealing tonight, though. like, i know blow isn’t my thing anymore, but one more minor inconvenience and i’m gonna give it. it might happen mina. i might start chewing drywall. ”
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usually, she satiates her morbid desires by watching someone struggling. while she cannot empathize with them, she tries to picture the scenario and nothing makes her more miserable than that. however, analyzing nova as a predator that she is, wednesday cannot help but pity the other. if only charlotte knew the strength that lies in choosing what's right for oneself, not for the sake of others, then maybe she won't be an entertaininment for the raven. arms crossed against her chest as she approaches the forever tormented undead, both brows furrowed, ❝ you should leave the morals for the living. you're an abomination to them. trust me, if they knew, they wouldn't hesitate killing you. ❞
the world wasn't black and white. it was pitch black. society always cornered and tried to exterminate the minority. even if they were harmless. even if they did what nova was doing, afflicting harm on themselves. there's always a reason why someone is the way that they are, the past always following them around, much like a demon hunched over the possessed. ❝ alas, if what you need is a push, i will gladly provide that. ❞ a loophole to their problem, ❝ i'll kill someone and bring them for you to feast on. do we have a deal? ❞ what the other didn't know was that wednesday already had someone chained up in her parent's basement. all she needed to do was bringing the flesh still alive, for nova to have fresh meat to devour. her family certainly won't be missing one human sacrifice the following weekend.
“ with all due respect, wednesday ” charlotte speaks in breathless sputters, pain eating away at every muscle. body eats itself, decomposition surely setting in by now. shedding the talons given to shred flesh, as, if she’s starved herself to re-death, she won’t need those anymore. gasps, the wet-sounding wretches, loud gulping to force stomach acid back in its place … pathetic, shaking, clawing at the ground to try to get where she should be. head tilts, revealing blackened eyes and red irises, narrowed with contempt : “ a deal with you strikes me more as a trap. ” IT’S QUITE CLEAR, HOWEVER : charlotte doesn’t have many options. sink or swim, eat or die, kill or be killed, et cetera. and, there’s an inkling of charlotte that wonders if she should just go ahead and … sink. she could starve, go on hunger strike since murder is much against everything she stands for. it could be an honorable suicide. it’s not like anyone would know or care. there’s comfort in this. there’s comfort in knowing that she could die all over again, and no one would make a peep. there’s no reason to keep going, really, except spite, maybe. lips part again, blood spilling out. flies buzz, flocking towards putrid flesh, but promptly scare off when the flesh twitches and turns. dead meat, left too long on the counter, with batting eyelashes and desperate eyes. despite everything, charlotte won’t beg. “ why do you want to help me, anyways ??? you just need a clean up crew or something ??? ”

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undead charlie pinboard. cries.
yes. here's some undead charlie headcanons.
charlie dies by aspirating on her own vom. yes, super grody, but what's a BETTER way to go as a superstar. it's so gross and unglamorous. the crime scene photos are leaked on internet, so those are the last pics of her ever taken. it's not a pretty legacy.
charlie comes back by some unknown force, i think could be case-by-case / plot-by-plot. but i'm marinating on this. i think it'd be funny if she was brought back wrong after a huge ritual done by fans or something.
nova is dead to the universe as we know it. no one knows she's alive except the people closest to her. she holes up in her malibu home. plenty of hyperzoomed paparazzi/creepshots have circulated where there's a barely visible silhouette of charlotte in her home. lots of conspiracies exist because of this. like she's on an island with elvis and tupac or something.
charlotte is super zombie-esque. she rots over time and has a dead smell about her. flied, maggots, etc. she's not a pretty sight. but she also has some other interesting qualities per my own discretion : gross, overgrown talons/claws for ripping flesh, blackened sclera + red irises that deepen when she enters starved rages, hyper awareness but most importantly superhuman scent of smell, and heightened strength for more epic takedowns.
she tries to cover up her rotting flesh with makeup and has even sought out ways to reverse this, starting with creams and skin treatments. some of them work, most don't. but she seems to be getting a hang of the routine.
charlie tends to lose hair in large clumps, and clumps of orange and blond hair can be found in her wake. her hair does grow back after heavy feeding.
charlie HATES killing people or animals to feed. she tries to pick off carrion like a buzzard : roadkill, dead vermin in alleys, washed up animals on the beach, scraps from butcher shops including blood and extra bits ... she'll do anything before she enters a bloodrage and kills whatever is in sight in order to satiate her hunger.
there's been a few unfortunate sightings of nova slinking around hollywood, though charlie is usually in disguise. but it's not a good look when she leaves behind a clump of hair or a shed talon at her crimescenes.
“ the undead are not known for their mercy. ” ╰ @miercolaes
curled up on the floor, shivering and groaning this is nothing like the movies, and, worse, it’s very real. this PAIN ... unlike anything she’s ever experienced before. and this is the girl who had to have her own vocals mansplained by simon cowell. the hunger is overtaking her. it leaves her sick and writhing, in pools of coagulated blood on those marble floors she used to meticulously clean. hands clutch her stomach : “ i can’t do it, wednesday. i can’t. ” DEAREST WEDNESDAY : a stormcloud on a sunny day yet a sign of optimistic pessimism on the ever present rainy days. charlotte can absolutely appreciate the morbidity of it all, very much including wednesday’s. because wednesday is right. charlotte isn’t dead. charlotte is undead, and the cravings won’t go away … but neither will her weak stomach or morals. she rolls over, pressing her forehead to the cold floors, watching the blackish-red ichor dribble from her peeling lips : “ i tried the raw steak, i tried roadkill, i tried beached whales i’ll find something, but i’m not killing some innocent being. ”
i'm making charlie's superdead superstar verse so goofy-gross. like she's gonna be potentially a reanimated corpse. maggots. weird smells. strange sickly pallor. has to resew body parts back on. so many bugs. literally always looking like rigor mortis set in. i'm giggling.
GUYS I'M SORRY I'M BASICALLY TALKING TO MYSELF ON THE DASH BUT WHAT IF SHE'S FULL ON ZOMBIE. CRAVES HUMAN FLESH AND HATES IT. LIKE SHE REALLY HATES IT BUT CAN'T CONTROL IT. SOMEONE TALK 2 ME ABOUT THIS

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“ you’re overrated. ” ╰ @miercolaes
CHARLIE IS ALMOST OFFENDED BY THIS. video pauses, leaving a streak of sequins and glitter across the screen. in her prime, in some designer dress, trouncing across the stage this isn’t a look back on her very alive glory days, this feels like a funeral at best. head swivels, turning to wednesday : “ was. i was overrated. ” at least someone is keeping it real, even post-mortem. lazily rising from the couch, charlotte heads for the mini-bar, ready to wash down the permanent vomit-taste in the back of her throat. “ i was overrated. i know. you don’t have to rub it in. ”
i'm making charlie's superdead superstar verse so goofy-gross. like she's gonna be potentially a reanimated corpse. maggots. weird smells. strange sickly pallor. has to resew body parts back on. so many bugs. literally always looking like rigor mortis set in. i'm giggling.