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“Well,” you breathed, pausing in the doorway, one hand already brushing against your middle, “someone’s feeling generous tonight.”

I smiled, stepping closer. “It’s your birthday honey. You deserve to be spoiled a little bit extra.”

You looked up at me with those gorgeous eyes of yours. A little bashful, a little flustered. So stunningly pretty. “If you say so,” you whispered joyously.

You didn’t say much during dinner. Just soft little noises, little moans, happy ones. You let yourself enjoy everything. Bite after bite, your posture slowly changed. At first you sat up straight, eating politely. But eventually you leaned back, your fork moving slower, your hand finding its way to your lap, resting lightly on your tummy.

“Baby,” you murmured around the last few bites of the creamy risotto, “this is amazing, but I’m sorry, I’m already so full!”. I noticed the edge of a smile playing on your lips as you spoke. I knew you weren’t properly full. Not yet at least.

I refilled your glass anyway, brushing my nails along your shoulders as I did, giving you a shiver. “That’s the point,” I whispered. “But tonight is different sweetie, you don’t have to hold back. Not even a little.”

You laughed under your breath. “What’re you trying to do here honey? Are you planning on rolling me out of here?”

“Maybe,” I said, teasing. “But only if you’re happy with that.”

You looked down at yourself, at the gentle roundness just starting to press against your shirt. The waistband of your leggings sat a little lower than usual, and your cheeks flushed the way they always do when you catch yourself enjoying the aftermath.

The candlelight flickered across your skin. You looked soft. Dreamy. Glowing.

“I made dessert, too,” I added, watching your eyes widen just a little.

I brought out the cake. Just a slice at first, I didn’t want to get carried away just yet. It was rich, layered, a little over-the-top. Just how you like it.

You hesitated. Twirling your fork between your fingers, biting your lip like you were trying to talk yourself out of it. But then you looked up at me again. The way I was watching you, not with judgment, but with awe. You smiled, blushing, and gave in.

“Only because it’s my birthday,” you said.

“Of course,” I whispered, brushing your hair behind your ear, and placing a kiss on your neck. “Let yourself enjoy it.”

And you did. Slowly. Bite by bite. You leaned back deeper into the cushions by the end, both hands cradling your stomach like you couldn’t quite believe how heavy it felt now. How full and warm.

When I joined you on the couch, you curled into me with a cute sleepy little sound, your head resting on my shoulder, your belly pressed firmly into my side.

“Mmph,” you mumbled, half-asleep. “You’re gonna turn me into a balloon.”

I smiled and kissed the top of your head. “No, baby. I’m just reminding you feel how good it can feel to let go.”

You didn’t answer at first. Just snuggled closer, breathing slowly, softly.

Then, so quietly I almost didn’t hear it:

“…It does feel kind of good.”

My hand found yours, still resting on that soft curve you were starting to get used to.

I didn’t say anything. Not just yet. But I tucked that image away, the way you bit your lip, the way your breath caught just a little as your jeans pressed tighter than they used to. You looked so curious about yourself, and a little flustered. It’s like you were realizing the scale wasn’t the only thing slowly tipping.

That evening, I made your favorite pasta. A little extra creamy. A little extra cheesy. You raised an eyebrow at the size of your plate, but didn’t protest. You never really did. I love that about you.

“I really shouldn’t…” you murmured, but you were already twirling your fork, ready to tuck.

“Mmhmm. I’ll save you a salad for next week,” I teased, brushing your hair back behind your ear, pulling it into a ponytail. “Just enjoy this for me, baby.”

You rolled your eyes, but your smile gave you away. You were glowing. Soft, full, and so beautiful in the candlelight, gently swaying with that quiet fullness as you polished off every last bite. I refilled your glass. And then, without a word, placed a small slice of cake in front of you.

You stared at it like it was forbidden treasure. “You’re dangerous,” you whispered, glancing up at me sheepishly.

I grinned. “And you, sweetheart… are getting spoiled.”

You pretended to protest again, but the fork still found its way to your lips. What a surprise. Bite by bite. Slowly. Dreamily. You were leaning back by the end, both hands resting on your tummy, your breathing just a tad heavier than before.

When we curled up on the couch later, I draped a blanket over us, gently guiding your hand to rest under mine, right where the softness of your belly had begun to rise just a little more than before.

“You know…” I murmured, tracing small circles under your belly button, “I think your body’s starting to get used to this.”

You made a sleepy sound, eyes half-closed. The food coma was already in full effect. “Mmhmm. Used to what?”

“To being taken care of like this. Fed. Loved. Softened.”

You laughed, but didn’t pull away. “Baby… you’re turning me into a dough ball.”

I kissed gently behind your ear, whispering, “And you, my dear, wear it so beautifully.”

There was a long pause, the kind that says more than words ever could. You wriggled a little closer, and I felt your tummy press more fully against me. Heavy now, after dinner. Warm. Plump. Full.

“Maybe…” you whispered, “maybe a little softness isn’t such a bad thing.”

I smiled, trying to hide that this is what I wanted all along. “It’s perfect baby. You’re perfect.”

“It’s just a little treat!” Was your favourite line, laughing with that playful smile of yours. “I’ll make up for it tomorrow.” Fortunately for me, “tomorrow” never quite came. There was always something in the way. I think they call that destiny.

Over time, the changes were subtle. Your hoodies fit a little tighter. Your hips softened, spreading gently into your side whenever we cuddled. Your belly, once taut, when we first started seeing each other, now carried the faintest, warmest swell - like dough just beginning to rise under a cozy kitchen towel.

One lazy Sunday morning, I watched as you stretched and sat up in bed. Your shirt rode up slightly, revealing the soft curve of your gorgeous little tummy.

“You’ve been spoiling me honey!” You teased, reaching for the muffin I brought you. “This is all your fault.”

I grinned. I was in heaven watching you. “What, the muffin? Or that adorable little belly you’re trying to pretend isn’t there?”

Your face flushed, half-laughing, half-defensive. “Babe! I do not have a belly. I’m just a little… um, cozy lately.”

I raised an eyebrow, wrapping my arms around your beautifully plump waist, giving you a gentle squeeze. “Mmhmm. Is this just ‘cozy,’ sweetie?”

You pouted in mock offence, while taking an exaggerated bite of the muffin. “You’re imagining things. I’m barely any bigger.”

Lord have mercy. Did I love where this was going.

I leaned in and kissed your cheek. “Sure, baby. Whatever you say.” While squeezing your tummy so gently you barely noticed.

But I remember later that day, when you tried on your favorite jeans and found them a tad snug. Your cheeks went pink as you glanced at me. “Oh, good girl” I softly muttered under my breath, quietly enough for you not to hear. I walked over, hugged you from behind, giving your tummy a little love tap. I whispered, “Oh sweetie, I think it’s time to size up again.”

I remember when they used to slide right on, I always thought they were a little bit too big even. Not anymore. You can’t even get them over your thighs. Even if you did, there’s that huge hanging gut to get over next, I think you’ll need a few sizes up to hide that.

You never imagined you’d get this big did you? It all changed when you stopped exercising. I can’t believe you were once a gym girl, slim and toned. It’s funny to think about, now you look like you’ve never touched a dumbbell in your life. You’d probably try and eat it, that’s how greedy you’ve become.

You let yourself go, and I think you secretly wanted this all along. You wobble when you walk, you struggle up the stairs. Even getting to fridge is getting hard for you.

You look so beautiful with those extra curves, so much thicker and healthier. I love how I can see the outline of your belly when your wear dresses, it drives me wild. I want it to stick out even more. I love those nights when we go out and you overeat, when you forget we’re out in public and give into your deepest feedee desires, when you stuff yourself to the brim. I love seeing you waddle out of the restaurant, so bloated and full. You look ready to burst. I love how some people give little looks. “She must be pregnant! Right?”. I’ve overheard that one a couple of times. If only they knew sweetie, you’re not pregnant, you’re just my little pig. They’re also unaware I’ve got the funnel at home ready for you too, I wonder what they’d say when I pour litres of double cream down your throat…

All that structure, that routine, the clean meals. But let’s be honest, that’s not what you really want, is it honey? No more counting macros, no more meal prep. Pure cravings, indulgence, and the sweet, satisfaction of being spoiled.

That tight little routine is going to break. And not all at once, no. I want to stretch it out. Draw it out. One skipped workout becomes two. One indulgent night turns into a habit. You start to miss the way your abs looked, but you love the way your belly jiggles more.

Why? Because I’ll be there, every step of the way. Guiding you. Pushing you. Rewarding you. Reminding you what you really are: a greedy little thing desperate to be filled, praised, and owned. That discipline? It’ll crumble. Your edge? Bye bye. All that’s left is a girl who begs for permission to indulge. Who needs approval to eat. Who can’t help but grow under my control. Poor thing.

That’s my kind of work. I want to reshape you into what you crave when no one’s looking. Into the soft, spoiled piggy you swore you’d never become.