My Love and My Rage is Explosive

@strugglingtobeheard

30. Mass born and living. Blogging on my mental health journey, antiblackness in the US (and as a global issue), Black women and more. Genderfluid, She/They pronouns (does not experience transmisogyny). Survivor. PTSD (my safe space to vent while triggered at times). NSFW content often. Therapeutic Mentor/Youth Advocate for youth with mental illness and healing from trauma. I do not allow for my content to be used outside of tumblr without my express permission. Strugglingtobeheard by D. Strugg is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.

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*****ACTUALLY HELP? venmo @La-Shawn*****

So recently, I’ve been unable to get work and thus my bills have gotten backed up and I am facing a potential eviction. My sister and I, live alone and our landlord is putting the moves on to get us kicked out. The rent is up to date, the electric is up to date, HOWEVER, the gas is the only thing that is outstanding which is their basis for trying to remove us from our home.

I have been waiting for 3 months to start working at a new job, but our grand opening keeps getting pushed back, so I am completely broke and unable to make a generous contribution to this on my own behalf.

In total, the bill is roughly $1,200 (ALL PAPERWORK CAN AND WILL BE FURNISHED UPON REQUEST) and I am asking my tumblr friends for the one time assistance to help make a major dent in this amount.

If you could and would donate, I can accept VenMo payments at @La-Shawn or Cash.app to my sister (hit my PMs I don’t want to give out her information willy nilly on the internet).

Best wishes,

Kevin LaShawn

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Shit! Emergency! (9/12/19) I have only $14.69 in my bank account. I owe a $49 electric bill on the 27th and a $35 phone bill at roughly the same time, totalling to about $85 owed in 2 weeks. And I’m running low on food. (And my birthday is in just over a week).

Please help?

Venmo: @Sasha-Mahmoud

PayPal: [email protected]

thank you so much!

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Please boost and give if possible!

#qtpocinneed #pocinneed #signal boost #fundraising #donations needed

I've been on a bit of a break. Mourning and overwhelmed at times but doing things to decompress, which is good. I'm going to maybe try to get my fundraiser to $1000 and then close it. Got a lawyer and will know more about the final steps of this process this week.

My birthday beach day. I looked cute and happy 😊

Had a beach day and arcade day for my bday. Back to my rotation tomorrow lol. Thanks for the birthday wishes to folks who messaged!

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After several financial emergencies recently, I've found myself behind on rent. If I don't get current, I could be facing an eviction proced

The IRS is holding $1800 of my money needed to pay rent to not get evicted. I’m trying to raise at least $1000 by April 30th. I’m also taking PayPal payments at [email protected] or cash app donations at $DStrugg23. Looking for folks looking for tarot readings and/or need transcription services. Don’t really know where else to turn so any help means a lot.

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So I’ve paid down $2600/2800 balance. But my May rent takes this balance back to $1000. I know by June 1st they have the right to move into eviction proceedings and take it to court. Looking for any and all help possible. If I get evicted, I won’t be able to get a new apartment. No one rents to ppl with that on their record. And I can’t move back home for my mental health. I have no where else to go. I’m feel so overwhelmed and really need someone to get this to some white people with plenty of disposable income. I’m posting this to my community with hopes that it’ll get to those who actually OWE our community for all the work we do.

Read the link

Hit me up for a tarot reading.

Thank you!

This campaign has been going on for over a month and has only raised $255 out of $1000. Please help if you can!

strugglingtobeheard

Thank you for speaking a frustration I didn’t want to sound spoiled around. I got a June 1st deadline before they can decide to go to court. And my Black ass will be at the whims of a white housing court. But alas. I appreciate the urgency lol.

Please boost!

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Check the new update. My racist landlords are taking me to court for a balance and this months rent, which I did not know was legal. But yea.

#boost #housing #black tarot readers #donate #rent

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After several financial emergencies recently, I've found myself behind on rent. IF I DON'T RAISE HALF BY THE END IF THE MONTH, I'LL GO INTO

With a donation of $40 & up tier you will receive art!

Commission Tiers (txt):

$40: Cartoon (busts)

$50: Watercolor headshot

$50: Full body cartoon (pattern/style background)

$50: Lineless Watercolor

$60: semi realism busts

$100: Full Body Watercolor

$150: Full stylized (semi-realism) art + Background

Donations under $40 will receive a redeemable emailed Discount!

[$10=10% off] [$20=20% off] [$30=30% off]

Any future commission!

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Hey y'all. Trying something new with someone very generous. Her art is really cool! And by spending some money on helping me, you’d get some cool art! We are accepting donations to the gofundme, PayPal, Cash app and/or Venmo.

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Find more examples on IG: @tgldoodles

70% of all my commissions are going toward her donations until she is funded!

Please don’t like, reblog! Thank you 😽

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It’s Friday. Consider getting some really cool art and helping someone remain housed!!

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Please include ART in the donation given and we will arrange for you to get some beautiful art!

#artists of color #donate #support poc #reblog #housing fund #fundraising #boost

My birthday is Sunday! Today is the summer solstice! I've survived 31 years, going into 32. Asé!

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Comissions for Donations Signal Boost!

Please reblog! Comissions for Donations!

After several financial emergencies recently, I've found myself behind on rent. IF I DON'T RAISE HALF BY THE END IF THE MONTH, I'LL GO INTO

With a donation of $40 & up tier you will receive art!

Commission Tiers (txt):

$40: Cartoon (busts)

$50: Watercolor headshot

$50: Full body cartoon (pattern/style background)

$50: Lineless Watercolor

$60: semi realism busts

$100: Full Body Watercolor

$150: Full stylized (semi-realism) art + Background

Donations under $40 will receive a redeemable emailed Discount!

[$10=10% off] [$20=20% off] [$30=30% off]

Any future commission!

strugglingtobeheard

Hey y'all. Trying something new with someone very generous. Her art is really cool! And by spending some money on helping me, you’d get some cool art! We are accepting donations to the gofundme, PayPal, Cash app and/or Venmo.

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Find more examples on IG: @tgldoodles

70% of all my commissions are going toward her donations until she is funded!

Please don’t like, reblog! Thank you 😽

strugglingtobeheard

It’s Friday. Consider getting some really cool art and helping someone remain housed!!

#artists of color #donate #reblog #support poc #housing fund #boost #fundraising

strugglingtobeheard

After several financial emergencies recently, I've found myself behind on rent. If I don't get current, I could be facing an eviction proced

The IRS is holding $1800 of my money needed to pay rent to not get evicted. I’m trying to raise at least $1000 by April 30th. I’m also taking PayPal payments at [email protected] or cash app donations at $DStrugg23. Looking for folks looking for tarot readings and/or need transcription services. Don’t really know where else to turn so any help means a lot.

strugglingtobeheard

So I’ve paid down $2600/2800 balance. But my May rent takes this balance back to $1000. I know by June 1st they have the right to move into eviction proceedings and take it to court. Looking for any and all help possible. If I get evicted, I won’t be able to get a new apartment. No one rents to ppl with that on their record. And I can’t move back home for my mental health. I have no where else to go. I’m feel so overwhelmed and really need someone to get this to some white people with plenty of disposable income. I’m posting this to my community with hopes that it’ll get to those who actually OWE our community for all the work we do.

Read the link

Hit me up for a tarot reading.

Thank you!

This campaign has been going on for over a month and has only raised $255 out of $1000. Please help if you can!

strugglingtobeheard

Thank you for speaking a frustration I didn’t want to sound spoiled around. I got a June 1st deadline before they can decide to go to court. And my Black ass will be at the whims of a white housing court. But alas. I appreciate the urgency lol.

Please boost!

strugglingtobeheard

Check the new update. My racist landlords are taking me to court for a balance and this months rent, which I did not know was legal. But yea.

#boost #housing #black tarot readers #rent #donate

•18+ Adults Only

Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

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Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

strugglingtobeheard

After several financial emergencies recently, I've found myself behind on rent. If I don't get current, I could be facing an eviction proced

The IRS is holding $1800 of my money needed to pay rent to not get evicted. I’m trying to raise at least $1000 by April 30th. I’m also taking PayPal payments at [email protected] or cash app donations at $DStrugg23. Looking for folks looking for tarot readings and/or need transcription services. Don’t really know where else to turn so any help means a lot.

strugglingtobeheard

So I’ve paid down $2600/2800 balance. But my May rent takes this balance back to $1000. I know by June 1st they have the right to move into eviction proceedings and take it to court. Looking for any and all help possible. If I get evicted, I won’t be able to get a new apartment. No one rents to ppl with that on their record. And I can’t move back home for my mental health. I have no where else to go. I’m feel so overwhelmed and really need someone to get this to some white people with plenty of disposable income. I’m posting this to my community with hopes that it’ll get to those who actually OWE our community for all the work we do.

Read the link

Hit me up for a tarot reading.

Thank you!

This campaign has been going on for over a month and has only raised $255 out of $1000. Please help if you can!

strugglingtobeheard

Thank you for speaking a frustration I didn’t want to sound spoiled around. I got a June 1st deadline before they can decide to go to court. And my Black ass will be at the whims of a white housing court. But alas. I appreciate the urgency lol.

Please boost!

strugglingtobeheard

Check the new update. My racist landlords are taking me to court for a balance and this months rent, which I did not know was legal. But yea.

#boost #housing #black tarot readers #donate #rent

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Comissions for Donations Signal Boost!

Please reblog! Comissions for Donations!

After several financial emergencies recently, I've found myself behind on rent. IF I DON'T RAISE HALF BY THE END IF THE MONTH, I'LL GO INTO

With a donation of $40 & up tier you will receive art!

Commission Tiers (txt):

$40: Cartoon (busts)

$50: Watercolor headshot

$50: Full body cartoon (pattern/style background)

$50: Lineless Watercolor

$60: semi realism busts

$100: Full Body Watercolor

$150: Full stylized (semi-realism) art + Background

Donations under $40 will receive a redeemable emailed Discount!

[$10=10% off] [$20=20% off] [$30=30% off]

Any future commission!

strugglingtobeheard

Hey y'all. Trying something new with someone very generous. Her art is really cool! And by spending some money on helping me, you’d get some cool art! We are accepting donations to the gofundme, PayPal, Cash app and/or Venmo.

accidental-wedgie-deactivated20

Find more examples on IG: @tgldoodles

70% of all my commissions are going toward her donations until she is funded!

Please don’t like, reblog! Thank you 😽

strugglingtobeheard

It’s Friday. Consider getting some really cool art and helping someone remain housed!!

#artists of color #reblog #donate #support poc #housing fund #fundraising #boost

accidental-wedgie-deactivated20

Comissions for Donations Signal Boost!

Please reblog! Comissions for Donations!

After several financial emergencies recently, I've found myself behind on rent. IF I DON'T RAISE HALF BY THE END IF THE MONTH, I'LL GO INTO

With a donation of $40 & up tier you will receive art!

Commission Tiers (txt):

$40: Cartoon (busts)

$50: Watercolor headshot

$50: Full body cartoon (pattern/style background)

$50: Lineless Watercolor

$60: semi realism busts

$100: Full Body Watercolor

$150: Full stylized (semi-realism) art + Background

Donations under $40 will receive a redeemable emailed Discount!

[$10=10% off] [$20=20% off] [$30=30% off]

Any future commission!

strugglingtobeheard

Hey y'all. Trying something new with someone very generous. Her art is really cool! And by spending some money on helping me, you’d get some cool art! We are accepting donations to the gofundme, PayPal, Cash app and/or Venmo.

accidental-wedgie-deactivated20

Find more examples on IG: @tgldoodles

70% of all my commissions are going toward her donations until she is funded!

Please don’t like, reblog! Thank you 😽

strugglingtobeheard

It’s Friday. Consider getting some really cool art and helping someone remain housed!!

#artists of color #boost #reblog #support poc #donate #fundraising #housing fund

strugglingtobeheard

After several financial emergencies recently, I've found myself behind on rent. If I don't get current, I could be facing an eviction proced

The IRS is holding $1800 of my money needed to pay rent to not get evicted. I’m trying to raise at least $1000 by April 30th. I’m also taking PayPal payments at [email protected] or cash app donations at $DStrugg23. Looking for folks looking for tarot readings and/or need transcription services. Don’t really know where else to turn so any help means a lot.

strugglingtobeheard

So I’ve paid down $2600/2800 balance. But my May rent takes this balance back to $1000. I know by June 1st they have the right to move into eviction proceedings and take it to court. Looking for any and all help possible. If I get evicted, I won’t be able to get a new apartment. No one rents to ppl with that on their record. And I can’t move back home for my mental health. I have no where else to go. I’m feel so overwhelmed and really need someone to get this to some white people with plenty of disposable income. I’m posting this to my community with hopes that it’ll get to those who actually OWE our community for all the work we do.

Read the link

Hit me up for a tarot reading.

Thank you!

This campaign has been going on for over a month and has only raised $255 out of $1000. Please help if you can!

strugglingtobeheard

Thank you for speaking a frustration I didn’t want to sound spoiled around. I got a June 1st deadline before they can decide to go to court. And my Black ass will be at the whims of a white housing court. But alas. I appreciate the urgency lol.

Please boost!

strugglingtobeheard

Check the new update. My racist landlords are taking me to court for a balance and this months rent, which I did not know was legal. But yea.

#boost #reblog #donate #husing #black tarot readers #tarot #art #support #giving #help a queer out this pride month

I stopped fundraising over the weekend due to having some stuff I wanted/needed to do. And then found out my grandfather passed away yesterday morning. My last living grandparent. I'm hurt. I'm gonna keep tryna fundraise but I don't even know what I wanna do. I also need a lawyer bc I have a date for court. I'm almost on some whatever shit. But I know that's just me avoiding the hard feelings. Meh.

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Watch Anya Live on Cam

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.

✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions

Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming

strugglingtobeheard

After several financial emergencies recently, I've found myself behind on rent. If I don't get current, I could be facing an eviction proced

The IRS is holding $1800 of my money needed to pay rent to not get evicted. I’m trying to raise at least $1000 by April 30th. I’m also taking PayPal payments at [email protected] or cash app donations at $DStrugg23. Looking for folks looking for tarot readings and/or need transcription services. Don’t really know where else to turn so any help means a lot.

strugglingtobeheard

So I’ve paid down $2600/2800 balance. But my May rent takes this balance back to $1000. I know by June 1st they have the right to move into eviction proceedings and take it to court. Looking for any and all help possible. If I get evicted, I won’t be able to get a new apartment. No one rents to ppl with that on their record. And I can’t move back home for my mental health. I have no where else to go. I’m feel so overwhelmed and really need someone to get this to some white people with plenty of disposable income. I’m posting this to my community with hopes that it’ll get to those who actually OWE our community for all the work we do.

Read the link

Hit me up for a tarot reading.

Thank you!

This campaign has been going on for over a month and has only raised $255 out of $1000. Please help if you can!

strugglingtobeheard

Thank you for speaking a frustration I didn’t want to sound spoiled around. I got a June 1st deadline before they can decide to go to court. And my Black ass will be at the whims of a white housing court. But alas. I appreciate the urgency lol.

Please boost!

strugglingtobeheard

Check the new update. My racist landlords are taking me to court for a balance and this months rent, which I did not know was legal. But yea.

#black tarot readers #rent #donate #housing #boost

accidental-wedgie-deactivated20

Comissions for Donations Signal Boost!

Please reblog! Comissions for Donations!

After several financial emergencies recently, I've found myself behind on rent. IF I DON'T RAISE HALF BY THE END IF THE MONTH, I'LL GO INTO

With a donation of $40 & up tier you will receive art!

Commission Tiers (txt):

$40: Cartoon (busts)

$50: Watercolor headshot

$50: Full body cartoon (pattern/style background)

$50: Lineless Watercolor

$60: semi realism busts

$100: Full Body Watercolor

$150: Full stylized (semi-realism) art + Background

Donations under $40 will receive a redeemable emailed Discount!

[$10=10% off] [$20=20% off] [$30=30% off]

Any future commission!

strugglingtobeheard

Hey y'all. Trying something new with someone very generous. Her art is really cool! And by spending some money on helping me, you’d get some cool art! We are accepting donations to the gofundme, PayPal, Cash app and/or Venmo.

accidental-wedgie-deactivated20

Find more examples on IG: @tgldoodles

70% of all my commissions are going toward her donations until she is funded!

Please don’t like, reblog! Thank you 😽

strugglingtobeheard

It’s Friday. Consider getting some really cool art and helping someone remain housed!!

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