okay. i really haven't been active on this blog since november and even then . . . . i really wasn't that hyped to be around. i went through a rough time in my personal life and in return, it kept me away from being here. when i felt comfortable enough to return, i was without stiles muse. i have yet to regain that. i've been going back and forth with myself trying to decide what to do to regain that muse or ultimately what to do with this blog if i'm unable to obtain it again. i've talked to close friends about this and they've all told me the same thing : do what's best for you. take care of yourself first. and that's what i need to do. i've kept this blog and tried with this blog because of my writing partners. you've all made stiles really enjoyable, really fed my muse, and i didn't want to let any of you down. but, i can't keep putting others happiness and needs before my own. that's why i've decided, it's best for me, to retire this muse. i've really had a rough past ( pre - tumblr ) with this verse and people i had come in contact with. at one point it was really impacting my personal life in a negative way and i wasn't sure that i would even be able to return to stiles again. but he's always been the one muse that i've felt most comfortable with. an anchor. a safe haven. so when a friend ( who is no longer active here ) suggested tumblr, i was so relieved to meet such incredible writers. such amazing people. people who loved their muses as much as i did. and people who welcomed me with open arms. it was a breath of fresh air, but still... my past haunted me and has always put a damper on this muse for me, even now. i never thought i'd connect with another muse like i did stiles. fortunately, i was able to find another muse i cherish as much as stiles. another muse i enjoy writing just as much and because of that, i feel like i can finally let this muse go. let the bad energy that clung to my life go and finally move forward. i want to thank every single writer that welcomed me and stiles onto their dash. that welcomed my twist and my portrayal of him. that welcomed me into their dm's to scream about our plots / ships / muses. it's been a wild ride and i'm grateful for every moment of it. i will still be around tumblr, just not as stiles stilinski. if anyone would like to keep in contact, please don't hesitate to slip into my dm's. i'd be happy to share my discord ( if you don't already have it ) or other places you can find me. the end is not near, it's here. i love you all ! sm ! THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR BEING SO AWESOME.









