It starts around 14:50 please listen and write what you thinkk i need opinions im so happy he called him Zayno he sounded genuine imo
My thoughts in a jumbled mess of feelings and incorrect paraphrased quotes:
iām not sure he actually calls him Zayno? It sounds to me more like he saidĀ āZayn, oh.ā As much as I wish it were otherwise.Ā
NIALL DOESNT UNDERSTAND WHY HE LEFT. HE TRIES BUT HE CANT QUITE PUT HIS FINGER ON IT. HES THOUGHT AND THOUGHT AND CANT QUTIE IDENTIFY IT AND THAT NAGS AT HIM. WHY WOULD ZAYN WANT TO LEAVE HIM?Ā
āThat worked out well for both of usā Interesting narrowing down to just you and him Niall. Hmmmmmmm
INSTANT DEFENSE OF ZAYNĀ āsome people are just like that, not emotional in that senseāādonāt you dare diminish Zaynās way of being and expressing emotion it is just as valid and Niall will not stand for it
NO ARGUMENTS. maybe that bit is party line but Niall just shuts it down hardcore. THERE WERE NO ARGUMENTS
thereās a great regretful sigh. Niall is happy that it worked out, that theyāre all happy, that Zaynās happierābut the sigh. Oh, that sigh. Heaved of pain and the long struggle to get to that point and the regret that Zayn couldnāt be happy with them
āHis heart couldnāt be in it as much as he wanted it to beā I donāt know it was just interesting that he phrased it in that wayāthat it wasnāt as much as zayn wanted it to be. Thereās an interesting note there about passionate, impulsive Zayn who needs to be all in about something.Ā
ānot for a while noāāNiall didnāt see it coming for long. Do you think it blindsided him a little? That Niall didnāt conceive of it as a possibility? But also NO ZAYN WASNT PULLING AWAY FOREVER THIS WASNāT FOREVER IN COMING NIALL KNOWS ZAYN LOVED IT ONCE AND FOR A LONG TIME HE WILL CLING TO THAT.Ā
In other words: i have a lot of feels, but it feels sincere? Maybe thatās me projecting onto Niall, who is of course just as media trained as the rest of them, but I hope itās genuine, the affection where he says heās happy, and the mixed up emotions in it. As I saidāas long as Niall ships OT5, iām okay.Ā