not sure whats going on

And like who the fuck is this guy [gestures to reflection in mirror alone in bathroom

i love my men pathetic, in need of therapy and with a long list of crimes

I’m not sure if this will be helpful to anyone, but you literally do not have to be a good writer to write and post fan fiction. Yes you will naturally get better at writing and finding your voice the more you do it but you do not have to be or become a professional level writer to enjoy writing and sharing fics. It’s common to hear people praise fic writers by saying their work is better than published books, and while I think this comes from a good place, that’s not the norm or expectation. There is also a sentiment that fic writing is “good practice” for becoming a better writer or doing something else later, but if fic is the only creative writing you ever do that is literally okay. Your technical skill does not mean you cannot have fun and build community with your writing, or that other people cannot love and find meaning in your work.

having a multi year long character obsession becomes like a abstract thought experiment at some point

Getting down on my knees and thanking the humans who invented dishwashers and washing machines.

they’re going to catch me and punish me <- not doing anything wrong

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away

my least favorite literary smut turn of phrase is when a guy is like “im gonna ruin this pussy” “im gonna wreck this pussy for anyone else” like stop.. thats not yours…!

“Do dishes” and “take out trash” both require the use of a spell slot, vs “use phone” is a cantrip, and brother, I am a level one wizard