Healthy Relationships are Possible? uwu

It feels like I'm talking to myself so much so to the point that I don't see the point in having you around anymore.

You argue that spending time with others and making memories is important. Yet none of that time is spent with me.

I need to be alone. My inner self it begs. Spent so much time trying to avoid being alone maybe out of the fear of what I'd find along the way. I've not been alone my entire life. I don't even know who I am deep inside. I don't even know if I like myself, or what I would think without distraction. And I don't know where my passion would lie without any other opinions to ruminate over it. To not be told who to be. To not be recommend anything. Just myself finally learning what it's like to be me.